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August 25, 2009 - Tuesday 

Current mood:Kyle<3
Like I dunno' I'm just real bored, Kyle's playing a rented game I got for him today, God bless him he's trying so hard for me and I'm amazed with how well it's working. We've been through so pretty bad lows and some great highs...and if he keeps trying this hard, well we are going to go far.

God I miss Winnfield. I didn't have many friends but I haven't seen Sarah or Ashley or Ethan or Lacy or Tu or ANYONE for ever! You guys know I miss you...retarded Ran misses you ...a LOT. I never have any friends. What the fuck. The most I can get is people on My Space I don't even really know.

I'm back to reading fanfiction...currently into the romantic Drarry slash as you can tell from my fan vids. on my page. *Sigh* How typical of me.

I'm still a "bum" still haven't gone back to get my G.E.D. it's pretty bad...being a procrastinator and all...ever have those times when you think you could pick the world up and over but absolutely do not do it? Don't even attempt it? Just put the thoughts in the back of your mind..."oh, it can be done tomarrow"...I want to be so much more than I am, I am nothing...at all. I haven't finished school, the rich side of my family is about to dis-own me, I haven't been applying for any jobs...I just want to be so much more but all I have it text-book knowledge. Guess that would be useful if I "liked" school. I don't see the point in History tests or Math tests...what if I want to be a dentist? What the hell is passing history going to do for me?

On the plus side, I may be getting closer to trying to start my own business, I'm in no rush but I do have a dead-line for certain...things.

By the way, if you read this: Brian you are pretty awesome, and Albert I'm reeeally proud and pretty much inspired about you going to college :))
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Shinsetsu Kuma™

 
Hey! That last part was a lie! =P
*hugs*
Don't worry Ran, procrastination is a very annoying habit. I know, I have it too. T__T
As long as you don't give up, things can almost always wait til' tomorrow.
But you'll have to remember, there won't always be a tomorrow.
Take care Ran
Love you! *tacklehugs*

...That tackle part would probably NOT be a good idea. Comparing our sizes and all. =D Eat more! jk

*hugs*

 
Posted by Shinsetsu Kuma™ on August 25, 2009 - Tuesday - 9:37 AM
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Ɽan

 
I eat A TON holy crap you have no idea, I think I have high metabolism or something because I continuosly eat...I'm beginning to think I have an addiction to eating actually I read that you can somewhere....
YOU ARE AWESOME, BRIAN IS AWESOME :)))))))))))))))))))))))
That's sort of depressing...that there won't always be a tomarrow...but you're absolutely correct in every way except fish.
You should start playing Runescape, pleeeese...if you like it member cards are only 10 bucks are Wal-Mart/Blockbuster <3

 
Posted by Ɽan on August 25, 2009 - Tuesday - 7:01 PM
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Shinsetsu Kuma™

 
Haha, why do you want me to play Runescape so badly? =P
But yeah, there won't always be a tomorrow. I myself keep finding myself closer to no tomorrow. Getting far too sick of the reason I stay. I'm a total downer at the moment. Heh.

Yeah, my cousin has that same kind of thing. Eats so much, and stays skinny as a stripper pole. As for me, I can eat right and excersize and I'll stay large. =D Life is full of oddness.

 
Posted by Shinsetsu Kuma™ on August 25, 2009 - Tuesday - 7:13 PM
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Ɽan

 
Because Runescape is awesome! I'm a woodcutter...lol wow that sounds lame.

Why are you a downer right now? I'm trying to pick myself up from complete depression *sigh*

I wish I could get a little bigger, I mean at least give me some shape X D.
 
Posted by Ɽan on August 25, 2009 - Tuesday - 9:03 PM
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Shinsetsu Kuma™

 
Heh, I suppose I have my reasons for the way I am now. But  its meaningless to express such trivial matters. I hope you stay out of the depression. T_T I'm here for you if the need arrives. And as for the bigger thing, hah. You look lovely just as you are. =P There's no need to change anything about you. You're that awesome.

 
Posted by Shinsetsu Kuma™ on August 25, 2009 - Tuesday - 9:07 PM
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Ɽan

 
Well if you want to talk about it, I could probably relate right now...me and Kyle both kind of got the same thing. So if you want to talk I'm here ----> right here okay ^u^v [peace].

Nah I dislike so much about myself it's pathetic lol...I found another thing I disliked about myself last night, my side view..my profile UGGH.
 
Posted by Ɽan on August 25, 2009 - Tuesday - 9:13 PM
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Shinsetsu Kuma™

 
Thank you dear. I do appreciate it. I'm just tired of trying, and tired of people. I'll just stick to listening to my music. Its what keeps me intact a bit. I hope you're not going through the same thing, that would suck. x.x *hugs* I hope things get better for you. Well, you may not like a lot about yourself. But that doesn't mean that I don't like you. =P You're awesome no matter how you look at it.

 
Posted by Shinsetsu Kuma™ on August 26, 2009 - Wednesday - 10:41 PM
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Ɽan

 
God, you have no idea. I am going through the exact same thing. I hope things get better for you too, I just didn't things were worth it anymore...I been having a LOAD of suicidal thoughts and they hurt so bad...I haven't been able to listen to music by myself lately. I keep trying to move forward to the future but pieces of the past keep comming back and bringing me so so far down, I don't know whether I should trust anymore or not...I've had it broken SO many times, and now I'm getting insanely paranoid. I don't want to repeatedly keep looking like an idiot, you know?
 
Posted by Ɽan on August 26, 2009 - Wednesday - 11:06 PM
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Shinsetsu Kuma™

 
Please don't do anything stupid. But, if I may ask, what's going on? About the Trust and Broken parts. You can messege me if you want to. I'm a bit lost.
*hugs*

 
Posted by Shinsetsu Kuma™ on August 26, 2009 - Wednesday - 11:39 PM
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Ɽan

 
Okay but it's very very looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong <--- See I show you :P
 
Posted by Ɽan on August 26, 2009 - Wednesday - 11:43 PM
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Ɽan



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