A Diary of "Una Traviata".
- Viennese Waltz, Mazurka
and Samba of Rio de Janeiro (2) -
At that time, I loved mainly "the world of Mozart". During when my heart was dancing with his music, I felt something from the human community upwards further. Therefore, the scent of the pain in reality was seldom felt. I only felt pureness.
However, Chopin's music is filled to remainder at pathos of a soul. I feel the unsolvable pathetic feeling which exists in the back side, and it appears even at his splendid polonaise in a major key.
The occurrence of the heart in which he himself felt in his life was expressed as it was in many cases in his music.
He left Poland at the age of nineteen. Although he was always worrying about his homeland, he was never able to return there. There were also another reason that he himself was a person who was able to feel and to think about everything very deeply. His music tone might be influenced by his personality also, I think. Further this sensivility of him made his skills for expressing so well.
It's very bright in the surface. However, the heart of deep pathos is hidden in the back side. Since there is unsolvable pathos, the brightness currently made in order to make itself fine looks nice particularly.
In fact, this is the soul same as "samba".
Since I've already had the experience of the same type of spiritualism by Chopin's music, I began my new journey to "the world of samba" so naturally.
There're also other reasons for me. Talking about rhythm, "Samba of Rio de Janeiro" has same type of sense that I've already experienced before I began to feel samba.
This is almost the same type of the world consists of comfortable rhythm and smiling heart, where I was traveling around every day, with Karajan and Vienna Philharmonic Orchestra , when I was living in a cradle.
Also I've been feeling thousands of times, Chopin telling me about his stories through his words with colorful rhythms of Mazurkas, Polonaises and Piano Concertos.
Recently, Chopin comes so close to me very often again. Now he is talking me much more than before. Today he told me about his wonder and great respect for Italian opera through 1st Movement of his Piano Concerto No.1. And again he showed me : whispers of poplar trees : and sunlight which gets down and falls from a blue sky in Zelazowa Wola, at the 2nd Movement. I could feel wonderful experiences in his heart of his childhood, full of love and joy for living. I saw traquil waters of a pond.
He is still worrying about unsolvable pathetic feelings, but he showed me the strengthfulness of his soul, with the huge wish for living clearly, at the 3rd Movement.
" Everytime I imagine soft air and quiet sunlight of Zelazowa Wola, I can feel God blessing me. "
Tranquilly, he said.
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Irma - Bossa Mediterrânea NUOVA
© 2007 Oceano Music