hello friends and fans! well not really fans just friends who worship me hahahaha! Haven't logged onto MySpace in while cos i have had a slight addiction with the enemy that is known as Facebook! eek! yes i know i'm a Judas, but i'm like that with shiny new things, anyway i get bored just as easily so am back hee hee!

A friend of mine recently asked me whether it is possible to have a good relationship with someone that u dont have chemistry with...  you know that spark that makes you instantly drawn to each other...

Theres no straight answer for this really... cos the way i see it you either start a relationship with someone that has amazing chemistry - and most people do this cos its an instant indication that you have a connection with someone. When u start a relationship on chemistry, that usually burns out after a while, and all u have left is either feeling comfortable and happy with each other or findin that u really dont have that much in common if its the latter, then people usually give up but this is when the hard work starts and u have to try harder before you give up.... but most idiots dont do this and lose somethin that couldve been amazin...

Went to see the Arctic Monkeys with my brother in Sheffield on Saturday at the Leadmill (this club that has been hostin legendary gigs for years...) which only hold about 900 people! we got there pretty early and so got to stand right at the front! which was great apart from the tall drunk 30 stone man stood next to us who was swayin dangerously and sweating profusly.... oh and the bitch stood in front of us who thought she was bloody royalty and deserves more space than everyone else and kept tryin to push everyone back with her ass! SO annoyin so i kept pushin her forward and 'accidently' elbowing' her haha!
So anyway the support acts kicked it off one band called Gas Club and another called The Little Flames.... Gas Club were ok the music was great shame we couldnt hear what the lead singer was sayin! lol! The Little Flames were great... the lead singer was a woman who had an amazin voice and the band put on a great performance.... check them out on http://www.myspace.com/littleflames.

When the Arctic Monkeys came on the crowd surges forward and beer starts sprayin everywhere! lol! i have never been to a gig like this before and people are just crazy! lol! we had a great view of them.... theyre so small n normal lookin! lol! after about 5 songs we moved further to the back where we could still see and had more space and no 30 stone man knockin us out every 5 seconds! they totally rocked Fake Tales of Sanfransisco but the highlights have to be The View From the Afternoon with Matt bein amazin on the drums and Certain Romance with the whole crowd swayin, clappin n singin all the way through...

I loved every minute of it! it was my brothers birthday so this was part of his pressie and he enjoyed it too so i'm glad he got to experience somethin he otherwise wouldnt have gone to.... we both came out exhausted and buzzin from the whole thing plus soaked in beer, sweat and other peoples sweat (gross!) so we headed straight back to the hotel for a shower...

all in all one of the best night of my life loved every minute!

Hope everyone has a great Easter break! mine will involve lots of drinking and causing havoc hahaha! hope you're all smilin

loadsa love to u all! xxxxxxxxxxx

Scorpio (Oct 23 - Nov 21)

It may be time for you to reexamine your relationship with the material world in general, and specifically with money. If your fear of not having enough is strong, this belief alone may prevent you from getting what you need. Or, perhaps, low self-esteem may have you thinking that you don't deserve more. Increasing your self-worth can also increase your net worth.

Hmmm that makes a lot of sense... i really wish life wasn't all about money though... i hate that we all need it so much and all the arrogance, ruthlessnes and greed that comes with it... am not sayin i wouldnt love to have a little bit more in the bank... i just like to think that money wouldnt change who i am if i was to suddenly hit the jackpot of some sort.... there are alot of people i know who's life would be so much easier if they had a little financial aide.... and i know i would help them at a drop of a hat if i could... that doesnt mean i would be doin to buy my friends or anythin just that i would be makin their lives easier so they can enjoy it instead of having to spend their whole life workin... in the meantime i'll give what i can in my own way... might not be money but i hope they appreciat it just as much, hopefully even more...

One of many reasons why I'm proud to be British and not American. This country is far from perfect but we give every human being equal rights to everything in life. The rest is up to us to change...

http://www.latimes.com/news/opinion/la-oe-kramer20mar20,0,1705133.story?coll=la-opinion-rightrail

A duck walks into a bar and says " Got any bread?"
And the barman says "No"
The next day the duck returns and says "Got any bread?"
And the barman, "No!".
The following day the duck returns and says "Got any bread?"
"I told you yesterday, N-O NO!"
The next day the duck returns and says "Got any bread?"
"For cryin' out loud - N-O spells NO and I mean NO! !"
The day after the duck returns and says "Got any bread?"
"Look, if you ask me one more damn time if I've got any bread,
I'm going to nail your damn beak to the damn bar!!"
The next day the duck returns and says ""Got any nails?"
"No!"
"Got any bread?

hahahahaha too funny! the ducks a legend!