Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 22
Sign: Capricorn
City: San Bernardino
State: California
Country: US
Signup Date: 11/21/2004
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Friday, September 18, 2009
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"... her smile only gets larger, even when life gives strikes she run bases like Dodgers, how dare she look star-struck when her heart gets pot-lucked, cause she factor happiness love factory multiplying laughs, a must she is the product.. by the bonfire or under the spot- light, she light up each spot like she got LA gear shocks under each toe, 9 lives feline when she catwalk can't lie females would die for her dynamite cause TMZ watch her TNT lights, camera, ghost-ride cruise-control every stride of her stroll square inch she explode. she steps in the name of love so literal wings of a feather, so aerial got a birds eye view of her nestle... no cookie dough she so raven, as quoted never more, you condense your feelings well, too Virgo, immense sun beams in your smile, or shingle, impress with ease hard to find a counterpart with adequate needs so single! we gone for the winter, Jupiter bound, cupid shuffle na, cupid shot feel straight from his bow, and tribal as your ink is, we ani-morph so we liable our own species, in line for more pieces, fly beyond NASA space ships. ya eyes near gentle as your touch, no mirage dear, i'm clear as the picture you paint no brush, we comm. in a cypher, and when i'm with you, we calm in a crises, we gone like the viper cause since i met you so gone are our vices love notes heard em, moments, spured em, pass ports, board em, anonymously from him...
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Sunday, September 13, 2009
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the emblem of my heart, her engine always could, i-pod shuffle, i-heart her i-phone static, i-heard GOD pant-ing in her muffle, grim- leave her take your scythe let her harvest, she harmless i'm homeless i live in her life. in agony just asking me am i dodging trouble cause her kidney can't handle me kick-in cans when she the mantle that kindles of our family. her siren sound with urgence when surgeons explore her body like grey's anatomy, pray day 2 day they operate better than i played operations & they attention span better than kim kardashian when she twitter-an. breaths-stolen, flesh-swollen what's left- holding. On by a thread where an Oracle? wear this duracell, whatever it takes to keep your heart drumming like the energizer bunny, just don't let more batteries leak, the results could be horrible. or even fatal, time heals all right? or maybe fate will. but you irreplaceable,, ain't ya parts interchangeable.., traded in a broken heart for 1 just like gold & that's just an example of the feats you more than capable. beat the cancer in your breast in 2 rounds, lost 1, but your still phenomenal. more so, honorable, how you let life take away your ability to walk, but not the ability to stand. lost the right to sight but you not your fear to tears. and ... after all these years ya hair trickles thin, but your spirit triples 10. and all i want is the honor to push your wheelchair down my graduation lane in 2010. but just my guardian, come test my faith again, and then according, if she stretched out her life to the fullest, and made music with the power of curing, she did her job, she was your accordion. and she's needed in a far bigger symphony, with Beethoven, Sinatra, & company. and at peace finally, cause heaven knows she baby sat me way past her lease, but if you don't mind, let her heart smile when she reads this last piece.
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Monday, September 07, 2009
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"...duck em
&
dodge em
before
the cam
froze em,
just eye's
still art
but i's
stood out,
pic-shy
no
pixar,
blink-proof,
no
peep show,
no
poppin
off
with the
razzi,
calm
before
the flash
set off
a kami
kaze...
adjourn
any
fuji film
add more
drama
to the
freak show
he in...
admission
free,
they broke
& enter
my dorm
room just
for a
peak,
just information
or their
justification
for the
news break
scandal
from day break
to night mares
on ELMS street...
was it
make up
or mac
homo
or fag,
attack
then
questions
asked,
blade
to his
face
remove
wings
from his
back,
trial
& sentence,
a trail
most men
couldn't
walk with my
shoe's lace...
close
to
a freshman
drop-out,
didn't have
2 close
my eyes 2
black out,
blast street
always,
entertainment
at a probate,
1 day,
heavy
traffic,
1 way,
release
therapy
verge
of run a way,
but i'd die 4
i tap out,,
planes take
off against
wind not
with it on
the runway...
soar
past
conformity,
death row
from
sororities,
rowed the
boat merrily
till dreams
flowed off
short
stories
& into
the life
i showed off
so ordinaries
could witness
bicariously...
flash em
&
cheese em,
camera guy
if you need
em,
why he
take so many
pho-tos?
cause
tragedy
into
triumph
is what
i promo,
capture
each
moment
4 every
second
i post
poned it,
show
teeth
not
defeat
for the
short time
i condoned
it,
kodak
coat-ed,
swagger
load-ed,
catch me
if you can,
gingerbread
code-ed,
murder,
wrote-it,
advice 4
life,
OWN IT
greatest
revenge= just
prevail so
in this tug-a-war
i pull,
past the fame,
beyond the glory,
enjoy the prize,
i just wanna be
successful..."
-j
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Tuesday, September 01, 2009
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love em & leave em, simple recipe for men as we hurt em & bleed em
hurd em & feed em sweet nothings & cheap Lunch-ins just for the sake of our EGO.
text em when we care to, sex em when they there to, & :) when we have their head 2 but :( when we end up in their shoes....
1 by 1 we trade em in, disposable so we posed 2 upgrade even when we'll find nothing better then but how can a hypocrite inspire better men?
lure em with a smile cure em by a kiss, save em 4 a second, & as soon as they dream-mares become the very thing which helps dust-airs, we pretend they don't exist...
and it ain't because we have a 4 second attention span, or because 4 as long as our memories can, remember we been spoon-fed we lose interest, it's because right when the boy in us starts growing up we realize the responsibilitie..s that comes with being a man and we do just what our fathers did with us. can't do the time for a crime if there aint to witness.
move on & get over, that's what we learn to get good at, short-term memory full-time assassin, just the life of a con-artist, too bad we get used to it.
old habits die hard, but change in self always a gym pass away, we are who we chose to be, if there is a will, god will always provide a way...
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Sunday, August 30, 2009
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"...they say you can't teach an old dog new tricks, but it's easy to play dead hard to roll over, dial down the middle, but not till dusk my minutes like my contents, somethings roll over, not sure 1000 BLIND dates could get my prescription back, i tried it, nocturnal jinx, love sucks, so in my twilight i guess the next full moon i'll be on that Nosferatu diet, we been seperated for as much pesos as we were collected, 1st time i found the cojones to write of you cause i felt the circumcision on the tip of my cranium dissected, forever & happily ever after are fairy talers, simply those that chose to view the alternative ending on DVD cause they didn't like the orignal movie trailers. 1/2 of anything i had is what you took with you, 1/2 of everything i have is what i've felt without you, so what, we never signed a pre nup, not 1 to air dirty laundry in the pub, but maybe i inherited the curse of Wrigley's Field as a young Cub. don't' believe in revenge sex, so I've abstained, thru poising your name so I've been defanged, blue from looking at the sky we dived out of, so I'll travel cross country by car or train, how am i suppose to see the bigger picture when you've been photo shopped into my photo bucket, and even though you closed the door on you're way out you forgot a window frame, and other than being asked "what do think you took MJ out the game?", i have to swallow the memory of "what happened to you and what's her name?" grandma ask the last time we spoke and i habitually say yesterday, but i'm only 1/2 honest cause my eyes speak daily with you on the wall that you hang... ain't no clouds in over my head, no droughts occupy, but i can't shake this overcast, maybe, quite possibly, cause i'm not over the spell you cast maybe it's your summer rein..."
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Tuesday, August 18, 2009
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"...her eyes follow me, brown & warm, cause she resembles me. for there is no love like that of a mom. mother dear-est, otherwise kin-less, never seen me in my cap & gown, knows me when i wore acne & white tees to pull up the weight of world when it weighed me down, 22, for me is a full life for most of my kind, the 5 years she hasn't held me enough of a sentence of a lifetime, spent most my life hating waiting behind people until i found the comfort of standing in line. dying to assimilate, took an AK 47 to the old me, dying from the assassinate, no wonder, the boy wonder was an all american reject but the story has enough appeal for you to wonder what they respect. moved from the flats, bay bread, to a suit, turned heads, like men in black, DSL kept me off my web life but CSU put ya boy on they web cite, only to fall from glory pride my Achilles, but time heals all, fast on my feet, so Air J's enough air for the wings on my heel. public enemy, cause i paint my lifeart on a Mural, friends became enemies cause i played with live hearts by the plural, and i never had the cour-age to utter the apology i should-have. but broken promises became G.I. Joes figures, collectors edition, great to look at at, but other than the memory, far from mint condition. stepped on the scene eye-candy like New addition, but an addict to fame became just another E-True Hollywood Edition. but it was that self-..entitlement that defined more than what the titles meant cause the household was far from stable, so it became hard to maintain constancy, when my world changed more channels that cable. and i lived under the influence rather than above, just an overdose so when i had my real chance at love, like VH 1, ratings were high, but season 2 became inevitable as season 1 came to a close. enough week end lovers to fill black history month, but i'd trade it all for the 2nd chance i ran out of after my ego ran out of bridges to crush... ironic, that the animal that bears my chest is the phoenix, as it only engulfs itself in it's own inferno, only to rise again & again 2 it's lonely life cause the things that get closest only self destruct.... just a ticking time bomb, as i think thru time of all that went wrong, and thru it all her eyes still follow me. brown & warm so i changed the context of my eyes so i'd lost sight i was her first born,.."
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Tuesday, August 11, 2009
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love & ice. both cold as the jewels that laced your neck, goose bumps, butter flies, a love only mother nature could properly reflect. you chose me, i chose you, we changed the temp. sure, but the juice was worth the squeeze, my peach fuz & your nectar, lovers & friends, next of kin, to the X again, but thru our texts & aches, we grew the stomach for wrecks, man made & designed, you were my seeing-eye, dog, when love left me blind. and we tried to perfect an art we never found time to furnish, we ran out of time, or perhaps we didn't raise a hair when we started the race without the tortoise, moms crafted you from material that when mixed with adversity you only flurish, and maybe we weren't meant to be, but this poem was on purpose. humans can't be an etch a sketch, cause the heart can't erase the memory of two doves that flew with broken wings from a single nest. we shared more than the bed we floored, we opened that door that we swore we'd never unboard. and in that brief treaty, love & ice, became our cold treat...  -j
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Saturday, May 02, 2009
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And if the aim Is to be better Than our Fathers, You’ve already Done that…. Purple Heart I reward, White flag The war You already Won that, 1st college Grad = milestone, Drum roll, please, Had to be hard As a rock, ya pop Was a rolling stone. Pre-school was the Last time he paid dudes, But your life a movie, Too bad he only Caught the previews. Moms put you on, like speedstick you put under your arm, so 24/7, you never had to sweat it You been A Hooper since Knee height Finger roll like Magic, Hook like Worthy, You #24 on the court You use to Celtic. And you asking, Should you invite Him, Or should you not, This ain’t on that, He love me, He love me not, But amnesia Of the mind Don’t cleanse a soul when your heart Never forgot.
And you a walk away From earning Ya bachelors, But before he walked Away you were his Greatest batch Of wonders. The Apple fell far From the tree, But you still the Spitting image, King Cobra venom In your veins, Every time you spit Sin of his living. But since Yours nose Look like his, And you ears Point out like his, And everytime Your mother look At you she must Look into eyes Like his, So when tears Trespass on those lids, He made the bed, Now he got to sleep in it, BUT He got a guest pass He could sleep Where I live. Cause you... Was 1 of the toughest To face on his Long list, But you 1 Of the hardest 2 Replace On my short list. The family tree Isn’t perfect, But you been writing Books from scratch, Became a lighthouse From a match. Became a man when you had No male role models to attach Weather or not His absence might Have hit the hardest, Or he was A hindrance, But you still Kissed the sky Like you was Jimmie Hendrix. He might be dead In the mental sense, And you might Have given him 1 after another After another After another Chance, You’ve been a Mother’s Day Gift Every Day Since your Birthdate passed. Ain’t no Reimbursement For all the Grief he caused, But I put a Fist for the cause, My money, To go against All odds, Pedal to the metal, Live above the laws, And my faith That you Will be the Kind of father, Your children Give Thank 4 everytime They pray to GOD The aim is to better Than our fathers, And you’ve already done that, Hope to see him At your graduation, Tell him your son Became my brother, Which makes you my stepfather, But I’ll call you dad.
 -j
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Saturday, March 28, 2009
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Sing it to them when it's become forgotton, how senior of him, taught fresh MEN how to eat at the table like Olive Garden, and like leaves in Autumn, fall come after PRIDE, soul quence so they jaws flex cause they lifestyle so deprived. and the subject of discussion, ain't the masters in his future or or how his masters will beat in his new shirt, instead we focus on who was in his merry-go-round cause death travels in pairs so i surround myself with angels incase Virgina Tech roll back around. remember solemnly when Barack was campain'in, i thought change would alter our ego, but once we popped the champan'in common sense came in the early a.m. weather it was Mc'Cain'in or Palin, the more things change, the more the same they remaining All i'm saying, is with all these mistakes & mishaps, when GOD gone grant me the serenity i been praying with hands clasped. cause on the dawn of easter, i want to wake up, look out, and see JESUS like i pick up papers and read about kids that had backs clapped in, stomach out, mind closed. heart left draining, don't need followers if you leading an army straight to satan... and for so long i was his colonel, but since i said so long, i found a place in corithians where our love is eternal. cause from the outside looking in, gavel in hand we make great judge men, but if the sky ever start falling, Disney roll the credits, cause all Dogs go to Heaven. die every day like skin of a serpent, change never came easy, so i'm use to the truth hurtin. cause for her, i'll lose the popularity vote cause to love a person is to learn the song that is in their heart and sing it to them when they have forgotton... and all i can hear are her lovenotes...  -j
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Saturday, March 21, 2009
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"...Tear my rep up, leave my legacy chopped & screwed, Followed my heart like it was on a leash, so it must have been my seeing eye dog, Virgin with vision, or a villian with vixians, been in this game so long, arthritis start to kick in, cause i got this joint pain in my membrane, but this ink from a scholar, can't replace the gland swelling of watching my grandma kidney failing, and the weight loss come with the wait of, if that next phonecall gone be the answer to the magic 8 ball... so i say, if i did what they say i did, does that make me who they said i was? and if i already seek forgivness from the LORD, do i still gotta apologize for everything that i was? feel like i live life with a pause, like life after a meno-pause, i'm stoned by these metaphores, pulled the pen from the ink well like the sword from the stone, so i'm King Aurthur with the excalibur. and I, couldn't speak appreciation if i had 100 tounges dreams spotted like 101 dalmations, but you always lose 1. and tears must be the greatest contraption of human nature, because it's birth is at the climax of emotion, it's midelife crises occurs in dimples, of imperfection, and death by free falling with no need for a parachute, because it's left a path for the next 1..."
 -j
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