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Wednesday, October 22, 2008 

it's official. my blogging will be found at http://thewilsonianinstitute.com/ from now on.

hope to see you there!

Monday, October 06, 2008 
i'm working on launching a more legit blog. this will mean goodbye to the myspace era of blogging for me.

because it's a an election year: i promise more frequent posts, but don't guarantee their quality.

i'll let you all know (both of you) what the new site is when it's up and running!
Wednesday, July 30, 2008 

i promised a post on south africa... so here goes.

i don't know if my words will form a traditional mission trip testimony. i have found myself feeling almost guilty at times that i don't react to mission trips the way many others do. i read and hear stories from people recounting their trips with much more fervor than i produce in retrospect. BUT i still feel blessed and i still feel used. more on that in a moment...

you may recall that i was blessed to go to a rural area of kenya last summer where God reminded me of the simplicity of the Gospel and salvation. as i worked through interpreters to share Christ, the message was boiled down to its base elements: sinful man and a holy God. i've tried to keep that perspective since returning home and ministering stateside. anywho, when the opportunity came up this summer to go back, i jumped at it. because of the turmoil plaguing kenya, however, that trip was replaced by a new opportunity in south africa. our missions pastor and president of world hope ministries, dwight davis, had a contact in south africa that wanted to do some ministry at a coal mine in the northern area of the country. usually, world hope's work in south africa consists primarily of going into squatter camps, schools, and prisons to share Christ while working with a local church in johannesburg. this trip would be completely different. not even dwight knew what to expect... our main contact in south africa, pastor willie dengler, didn't even know what to expect.

theories of sleeping on the dirt floors of huts in villages floated around our group as we began to prepare for our trip. assuming the worst is a great way to keep expectations low and willingness high! talk of eating one meal pre-dawn and only getting another pre-bedtime was common. "you never know" is said a lot as a team prays and prepares to be flexible in another country. so we all put our grins on and readied for what God wanted to "put us through".

the "trials" began with check-in at the airport here in houston! our first flight was delayed, which messed up the other 2-3 legs of our trip and put us into joberg the morning after we originally planned. flexibility! the "fix" took 3 hours before we even went to the gate with new plans to split our team into two from amsterdam. yada yada yada... in amsterdam we learned that the "fix" in houston was actually more of a mess up and we spent another 2 hours or so at the ticket counter listening to the ticket agents chat about our situation in dutch (or netherlandish as i just read). flexibility! more swaps were made to our already divided team which took 2 of our graduated seniors out of my group... out of my sight... and into my worries as i thought of who their parents would turn to first if anything were to happen. flexibility!

when my group finally arrived in joberg early sunday morning, we still weren't sure if we were going to be ministering in local churches as we had planned. we had been traveling for nearly 2 days and the other half of our team hadn't arrived, yet. as we're waiting on the others and our luggage, we find out at that we've been given the morning "off" and can clean up and rest before meeting at the church for more instructions. flexibility? even though 3 of our team members didn't get their luggage, they were great about it... even the 2 that didn't get it until we returned back to joberg a week later. i'm not sure how i would have handled that. i like to think that i'd have been ok, just a little smellier.

that evening we met pastor bonini (i know i've seen his name spelled a few different ways and i sure as heck know i've heard it SEVERAL different ways), but that's what i'm going with. bonini, turns out, is from the region we're headed to. his heart is for reaching and ministering to his people. the venda people. bonini explains that one of his spiritual children, a man he led to and discipled in Christ, is the production manager at the tshikondeni coal mine. we're going to be sharing with all kinds of workers at the mine and some of the surrounding villagers.

after a 12 hour van ride (which included a few stops, one of which was for undawear) we arrived at the mine and all signed in as guests to the plant for the week. now for the moment of truth! we're driven to the "homes of the locals" that we've theorized so much about and, turns out, they're pretty much nicer than my apartment here in h-town. we have beds, kinda (my roomie and i alternated sleeping on the mattress and the box spring), electricty, and indoor plumbing. these are all things we were not banking on. flexibility?

so! the next few days consisted of ministering to a variety of people groups that all work for or live around the mine. it amazed me that we'd be sharing with management one hour, rough and tumble miners another, and impoverished villagers the next. different incomes, different skin colors, different languages, same need for a Savior. we got to sing songs (Texas Medley of gospel hymns, anyone?), act out mimes, share testimonies, give out stickers, play with puppets, and preach ALL IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST. one of the most moving aspects of the trip was seeing these hardened miners, with no pressure or penchant for following the crowd raise their hands as they admitted a need for salvation and believed in faith to receive it! amazing.

oh and we ate 3 square meals a day in the mine restaurant... and the mine decided not to charge us for any of them. more of that flexibility!

on our trip back to joberg, we stopped to minister at a prison. what made this stop so special to me was the fact that one of our team members from south africa, paul, who works with world hope, spent 3.5 years there for armed robbery. he placed his faith in Christ while at a police station after his arrest and entered prison as a believer. he was a living breathing testimony of the transforming power of Jesus behind bars to his fellow inmates and guards. after serving 3.5 years of a 20 something year sentence, he was out. paul refers to that miracle as one of many "blessings upon blessings" the Lord has showered on him. i was SO blessed by his passion for Christ. to meet him and talk God with him would lead you to believe he might even be a seminary student, rather than an ex-con. he's just been soaking in the knowledge of Christ and sharing it with others since he trusted in Him for salvation. paul helped us with whatever we needed around the coal mine, but he lit up when he got into that prison. it was cool to watch and be a part of.

i felt spoiled... but not guilty on this trip. i know EVERY member of our team was ready for the roughest, most grueling conditions we had imagined... we just weren't asked to go through them. sure the food was different and there were plenty of opportunities for adjustment and rolling with the punches... but by the grace of God, we didn't skip a beat. EVERY team member served in the unique ways God had enabled them and THAT'S where i find blessing on mission trips.

i don't go to foreign countries because of a love for other cultures, that's a bonus. i go because i love the Gospel and i love ministry. i love being with other believers and seeing them embrace the Gospel as they share Christ with a dying world. i love the fellowship and bond a team forms when they travel, live, eat, talk, cry, and minister together. i believe every Christian is called to share the Gospel. i believe every Christian should take any opportunity they can to go on mission, local and/or foreign. every trip i've been on, whether it be local or foreign, labor intensive or relational, has blessed the team that went as much as or more than the people being ministered to. Christ makes Himself better known to us as He makes Himself known to others through us! He blesses obedience in ways we don't usually define as "blessing". THAT'S prosperity! THAT'S abundant life!

i fear i haven't adequately explained our trip. there's just so much that happened during that week, moment by moment. i hope i've at least clearly communicated the joys of missions from my perspective. it's not in learning how to say "hello" in venda (which is ndaa, btw, unless you're female... then it's just aa... i think). it's not in my heart breaking for shoeless orphans... it's in walking in obedience to God's call for us to share His truth and joining others in His work as He lets us take part.

Thursday, July 10, 2008 
i haven't posted on movies/tv in a while, have i? i haven't really posted on anything in a while, so i think i'm safe regardless.

i just got back from south africa this past sunday and the trip was awesome. i'll follow up this post with one on that trip, promise. the night before i left town, though, i saw the midnight showing of pixar's wall-e. simply amazing. brilliant movie. pixar doesn't miss, that i can think of. i still haven't seen cars, but i'm sure it's a home run like all the others.

i just read a post on another blog about wall-e as it relates to biblical roles of the sexes: giving and protecting life, etc. i'm not smart enough to have made that connection... or maybe i am but seeing the movie at midnight hindered my discernment! i do smell what that guy was cooking, though (i think). let me regress. a few weeks ago i watched a walk to remember... definitely a movie i'd like to forget. i was the only guy in the room, so i deferred to the ladies and figured i had heard so much about it that i should see what the hype was about. blech. on a 4 star system, i'd... rather punch my own eye. mandy moore should've stuck to singing and dating famous dudes. anyway, this movie is like a benchmark of romance for swarms of young girls. even a guy friend of mine reportedly said that a walk to remember made him want to fall in love. it only made me want to fall down and forget the last few hours of my life.

i say that to say this: wall-e reminded me that i want to fall in love. it's one of the greatest and purest romances i've ever seen. maybe it was the late night viewing... maybe it was the box of sixlets... but i saw more than computer animated robots whizzing about. i think the chivalry, selflessness, pursuit, and sacrifice i picked up on are some of what the biblical sexuality guy was talking about. i highly recommend wall-e. you don't have to find romance in it to enjoy it either. there's plenty to awe at and enjoy aside from the sap. and don't miss the pre-feature cartoon! the guys at pixar have a lot of fun making movies and keep bringing fresh ideas to the screen in a world of reheated remakes and lowbrow formulaic slop. too many filmmakers are trying to hard, too many aren't trying at all, but pixar is still on the money.
Wednesday, June 25, 2008 
My brethren, do not hold your faith in our glorious Lord Jesus Christ with an attitude of personal favoritism. James 2:1

this summer our student ministry is going through the book of James on sunday mornings and i got to teach James 2:1-13. James explains in this text that partiality contradicts God's character and His commandments. while i understand that the context focuses on partiality toward the rich, i believe the "attitude of personal favoritism" spans further. apparently this word "partial" means literally to "receive the face of" ... to make face value judgments. this would cover racism, classism, sexism, and a wide array of cliquish girls and too cool for school boys that roam the halls of our educational institutions on the daily.

this passage also convicts me in the area of being proud of my Christianity. it reminds me that EVERY soul is unworthy of a Savior, even the soul that is already saved. i don't get to take pride in my Salvation. i had nothing to do with it. i was born unworthy of Salvation and, as a believer in Jesus Christ, i will die unworthy of Salvation. pretty much evens the playing field and obliterates any room for judging anyone. i understand that. i don't always practice that. i tend to glory in the fact that God has opened my eyes and allowed me to understand rather than praising Him with the humility of someone who could never have understood on their own.

after being taken behind the woodshed by God in the first 12 verses, i get goosebumps when i contemplate verse 13:

For judgment will be merciless to one who has shown no mercy; mercy triumphs over (boasts against) judgment.

praise God that when i face His judgment, guilty as all get out, i'm pardoned by the only power capable of doing so, His own grace. that my impending judgment will be boasted against by the mercy of God, shatters me. hallelujah.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008 

so the other night. i awake to some high pitched banshee-like noises. in my sleep-drunk state i try to discern if it is my neighbor's yappy dog or human screams (neither of which would surprise me). after a few more listens, i realize it's human screams. not screams of mortal danger or some other extreme peril mind you, those wouldn't be annoying. these are those sensible "scream 'cuz swimming is way funnier and way more fun at 3 O'CLOCK IN THE MORNING" screams.

at this point, i'm awake. i'm up. the screaming is still happening. so i do what every normal person would do. i call the cops. yeah, that's right. totally called the cops. then, of course, shortly after the call goes out from dispatch, the screams stop. i guess the squealers got too pruny or maybe had to be up for work on the night shift in 17 hours. whatever the case, the cops probably showed up to a quiet, calm, pool... resenting ME for calling them out.

gotta love apartment life.

oh, and then i unknowingly entered into a winner take all wrestling match with my bed sheets. and even though i'm probably 8 to 15 weight classes heavier... the sheets totally owned. have you ever been there? when the sheets get all magically twisted and wrap around your ankle to the point that every movement draws your heel closer to the back of your neck than God designed for it to be. not at all frustrating at 3 SOMETHING O'CLOCK IN THE MORNING. anywho, i tapped out in submission, the sheets let up, and i eventually got a couple of hours of sleep.

Monday, May 26, 2008 

now, i don't consider myself some manly man who kills things with guns or shaves with a knife or anything. stereotypical guy stuff isn't usually my bag. i don't know about overhead cams, or shifters, or torque, etc. i'm not metro, either. i mean, i enjoy project runway but i don't wish i were on it, ya know? i don't use multiple hair care products and i only have like 3 pairs of shoes in rotation.

BUT, and maybe i'm alone here, i have noticed that it's hard to find a "manly" toothbrush. i'm not looking for flames or chains or daggers on it or anything. just something that's not neon. for some reason, my testosterone kicks in when it comes time to pick a toothbrush. most of them look like kids meal prizes or something. i become convinced that plain red is too girly. it's like the "hers" counterpart to the boy's toothbrush. i worry what people will think of me. how will i be judged for choosing a fruity toothbrush. i normally end up with some shade of blue, but with toothbrushes "blue" tends to range from aqua to turquoise and any other shade that has a "q" in it.

not long ago i found this cool orange and navy toothbrush. just when i find a color combo i can handle, dare i say be proud of... it falls short somewhere else. this particular toothbrush had a little rubber flexi-ball thing built in just below the head. turns out it wasn't flexible enough or i'm a much more rigorous brusher than the average bear. it snapped off. bummer to be out a toothbrush. bigger bummer to realize it took me 10 minutes or so to find a suitable color scheme and not remember seeing any other options. when i went back to scour the selection for a replacement, i was stunned to find the manliest toothbrush i've ever owned. it's dark gray* and white. i couldn't believe my eyes. not only that, but it's sturdier and more solid than any toothbrush i've ever owned. this won't be snapping in half anytime soon, unless i get into some prison yard fight for survival (which i would avoid with a lesser toothbrush). handles like dream. takes the chore out of brushing, etc.

just thought you'd like to know.

*i did find after closer inspection that there is a subtle glitter throughout the gray (not that there's anything wrong with that). but you can't tell unless you look really close.

Thursday, April 17, 2008 
for a while, the "learn chinese" section of the fortune cookies i was getting taught me how to say/spell "girlfriend." nieu pun yao, i think.

today my fortune cookie taught me how to say/spell "still single (not yet married)!" i'm starting to think my mother is in cahoots with Wonton Food Inc.

Monday, March 10, 2008 

heh. some ruffians spray painted "punks" on the sidewalk of my building. (i guess all the good gang names were taken.)

i need to find out their colors so i don't get mixed up in some pointless turf war. i did see 3 kids on ripsticks yesterday. friends or foes? too early to tell.

Tuesday, February 26, 2008 
i recently visited my brother and his family in tennessee. here are some trivial observations i made whilst traveling:

-Que Onda Guero by Beck and Sabotage by The Beastie Boys are great songs to listen to in a crowded, bustling airport terminal.

-i had never seen a complete episode of americal idol until this trip. my favorite contestant is jason castro and simon may be "mean" but he's the most realistic and honest judge up there. paula abdul is an idiot and a space cadet. i'm pretty sure she plays it up for the show, but i'm also pretty sure there's no one home. gives me a pretty good idea of what britney spears will look like in 20-30 years, unless she makes some pretty drastic changes.

-people like to think they're more important than everyone else (another airport observation).

-i'm more dependant on sportscenter than i realized. my brother does not have cable, and i found myself looking up info on the internet to stay current on the oh-so-crucial world of sporting news.

-my niece still says "thingers" instead of "fingers."

-rambo was as "good" as i thought it would be.

-cold weather is better than hot weather.