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Jimmy



Last Updated: 3/30/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 58
Sign: Aquarius

City: HOBOKEN,N.J
State: New Jersey
Country: US
Signup Date: 10/10/2005

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Wednesday, May 20, 2009 

Current mood:  hopeful
Category: Life
   Most of my share is about past,Life and struggle and joy.
Havent been here to post in awhile. And i know friends are like uhmm where you go? lol. I did open a facebook account, jimmybazzbarry , You will find me. lol. Just some day that is easy.
As you know i watched my kid brother battle cancer and pass away. My own wife and her courage till the day she passed. And My sister in law,Wife of my kid Brother pass after my wife also. All from cancer.
Well as you will read that im not immune, I got diagnosed
with prostate cancer,all said,Oh thats a good one. lol . There is not good cancer. I ve found the hard way.
I know they meant its cureable if caugh early etc. biospy came back cancer with gleason score of 7, rather have a 23456 lol 7 and up to 9 is agression. lol.
Ive learned about it over pass cpl weeks.
So now dr s and test etc are my daily past time first cpl weeks. bone scans,ct scans etc.
that was grading with gleason score 2 lowest  10 highest,so 7 being agrressive little suckers lol cancer cells .
Next dr is guy who does chemo, radation type fights :)
And he stages it.
Stage 3 was his answer. Cancer spread out side the prosate.
but good news early enough it hasnt gotten to bones or organs.And hanging around pelvic at the moment. These cells i picture looking around thinking now what. This guy got a plan!! lol
Right now sugry is out,because cancer is out of prosate etc. Radation,Hormone therapy,then after all that. same day surgry to im plant seeds of  radation into prosate and leave um. There is a 3 out of 4 men live at least 5 years after finding it,and confined to prostate.
Ok my little pain in the prostates lol try humor it helps ...left the prosate ,well its there,just spread outside to pelvic area.
Same 5 years. uhmmm
Side effects,fears and just being tierd of cancer all around all of us. We need to think about futures of children and grandchildren. To do what we can to keep cancer in our reps in congress,etc. awareness. Getting prosate cancer is known in men 70s and up. so my 58 years is a bit of eye opener.
Well Hope all is ok with all and keep me in your prayers and thoughts. And all and any illness out there. Peace love and hugssssssssss Jimmy
Friday, November 21, 2008 
 today 13 years ago in lower east side of nyc,i made a decision, To not take another drink,drug or any mind altering substance . lol.
I committed to a program of spirituality ,to live a day at a time. That the importance of being ego,pride and material driven life was not important as living life to live. Most close friends know of my journey,and been very supported of it ,I still make mistakes and instead of running from them i learned to learn from them. And again ill make um in a different way lol.. Anit we cool.. Duh!!!!
But really,im grateful to have found this way of life. It keeps me grounded when i need be and lets me surrender my will daily. To ask for a god of my understanding to guide me in my future journey a day at a time.
Much peace and LOVE!!!!!!
Jimmy
Wednesday, April 30, 2008 

Current mood:  animated
Category: Art and Photography
Sunday, February 10, 2008 

Current mood:  artistic
Category: Music
How many ppl remy four seasons,These guys sound so close. Good friend nd i are going first week of may to see um,here they are performing near my place in park.. Cool..JimmyTHOUGHT-PROVOKING PHRASES JUST FOR YOU Daily Inspirational Quote For Saturday, February 9, 2008.


"When you have vision it affects your attitude. Your attitude is optimistic rather than pessimistic.— Charles R. Swindoll"
Your Daily Motivation from Inspiration Line

Saturday, January 05, 2008 
My mom's anniversery is 3 years tommorow. She passed away from cancer, and we miss her so much. This is a video I made for her, that I would like to share.

Saturday, January 05, 2008 

Current mood:  melancholy
Category: Life

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No words can describe the feelings. So A simple ,we Miss you and Love You Trisha!!
Tuesday, December 11, 2007 

Category: Music
Tuesday, December 11, 2007 
Tuesday, December 11, 2007 

Current mood:  enlightened
Category: Romance and Relationships
Monday, December 10, 2007 

Category: Music