(((  sorry ,my dear friends, i must close this site..   )))

yes , when think it over carefully, i must close this site ...

myspace had deeply harmed my account in friendship of related database , and they get used to  turn a blind eye to my problems again & again ..

i have decided to give up asking help from myspace..

when i thought of my friends' birthdays , i couldn't greet them .. i couldn't share cool stuff & feeling thru comment & bulletin , i really felt sad ...

many people contributed their contents & energy 2 myspace.com , but what's myspace's feedback ?

i must give up this disabled account , and transfer it to my another music site "dreamer school music"..

i will write dreamer school blog over there as here ..

i will try 2 add all my 5000 something friends with my another music site account ,little by little,day by day , maybe it will seem new "exodus" ...

so , i hope u can give me a hand 2 re-add-me again in my new account at :

http://www.myspace.com/dreamerschool

to help me to reduce my tough burden of rebuilding friendships..

feel free 2 visit my new site , i am waiting 4 hug u guys over there !

and 2 sing a song 4 u !

blessings

dreamer school

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Dreamer School : 
Spread your wings and let your dreams soar into the sky..

sunlight, water, food, air , and DREAM.

what's the vital conditions of human being for living?

i think they shall include at least 5 elements : sunlight, water, food, air , and plus DREAM !

are you still alive now ?! you guys had better to check them out by yourself..
especially putting emphasis on the last item : DREAM
DREAM is the soul of a man , can you hear its heartbeats ?

a survivor of dreams

if dream is not your business , sorry , i must say you are living death..
if you only dream a dream in life , you are only qualified to be counted as a survivor of dream.
the highest value of existence of being i thought , no other than dreaming dreams , standing fast in dreams till making dreams come true !

85% people who have dreams but never take action

it was shown accroding to related statistics , there were very high rate of 85% people who have dreams but never take action for dreams , they spend on their daydreams throughout their life . why not to carry them out? cause their heart of hearts told a lie to them : " it's impossible , i was nothing, no ability, no educational background, no money , no good-looking face, NO!NO!NO! a series of NO.......told them to give up, so they seemed to have no alternative put dreams aside , till spiders made dreamer's dreams nest with spinning a web in a covert , day by day , year by year , original dreams became antiques covered with heavy dust , what a empty dream to make themself breath a sigh with emotion very much..

the core value of know-how of dreamer school

to build a dream with negative thinking as if a racer sets up countless hurdle obstacles row by row before himself/herself , let dreamer's sprint convert into an endless marathon..

to make dreams come true , not depend on what kind of condition you have no , but rest with what you at least have your life to live, if you can take advantage of your mere property of life to get together in learning & help with one another , cooperation instead of dreaming alone , i deeply believe the high rate of 85% of daydreams will be broken though their bottleneck in a body , the successful rate of your dream's outcome will sharply rise up, this is the core value of know-how of dreamer school.

take action !

are you still dreaming? make dreams come true !

1.if that's possible but not to force,please put me in ur top 8 friends and write down ur dream on your self introduce field of profile,let more friends know what's your dream and what's dreamer school.

2. to refer this article to ur friends as you spread a hopeful seed far and wide.
>> email to a friend.

3. to subscribe "Dreamer school's blog" , join in my discussion , i will often issue related articles of systematic know-how .

4. to feel free to comment or message or bulletin me your thoughts and opinions ,to share your dreams ,challenges , bottlenecks and ups and downs , experience of success or failure , i will feedback personally as well as figure your dreams out..this will be the best friendship within us..

you have a payment due for your dreams

we ever more or less compromise between dreams and realities , to put dreams in a forgettable corner , so that we live an hopeless life , the past year , i tried to recall having dreams when i was young (i am still young now) , their footprints used to pass me by in silence , i supposed i will have no chance to say good-bye for ever .. but now in reverse , i am revealing them again one by one from depth of my life, to make them breathe fresh air outside , i am a debtor to owe my dreams' happiness so much , i have duty to repay them in due time..

what's my dreams are still on

1.the dream during my 12 years old : to be a cartoonist
view current rate of progress >>

2.the dream during my 19 years old : to be a singer & songwriter
view current rate of progress >>

3.the dream during my 25 years old : to be a catcher in the rye
view current rate of progress >>

4.i am up to hatch a new huge dream : to associate with all dreamers's strenth in one body to build up hundreds of thousands of "dreamer schools" all over the world , as social universities without walls , let people make their hopeless dreams come true !
view current rate of progress >> 

make dreams come true !

i believe more and more , all what i am saying & sharing are fulfilling now , not only by myself , also based on tremendous dreamers' network , all we will be witnesses one another !

what's your dream ?! feel free to share with dreamer

spread your wings and let your dreams soar into the sky !

"they will get wings like eagles: running, they will not be tired, and walking, they will have no weariness."

make dreams come true !

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wow ! african have totally come up with  american , french , british in fashion , take a look at their cooooool coffins ,  they didn't scare me at all , pretty cute ..

in chinese folk culture , funeral is usually full of gloomy ; weird , ominous atmosphere , i dislike when i die someday , i have 2  play the chief actor in a horror film and bear responsibility of box office.. if i have a choice i prefer 2 emigrate africa ..at least they look like a comedy ..and make underworld look interesting

i like drinking cocacola , being eager 2 fly in the sky and  eating fish frequently...i can't imagine that these stuff  i had swallowed or used,someday they will swallow & use me in reverse...as a reward!

if i can customize my coffin , maybe i will choose penguin style like this below : over there looks like a happy heaven ,doesn't it?

these coffins filled with decayed corpses till they become a part of grounds , where will these souls leave for... drinking cocacola forever ? for me , this will be an eternal punishment , do u like drinking it all day long & all night long?!

i believe eternal life (including both of living & dying for ever ) , i believe the existence of heaven & hell , and i hope my coffin will be empty as jesus's resurrection from his death after he was crucified for our sins and buried in a tomb..

empty tomb is a hopeful sign and answer for human being , let us know where is our destination..

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Jesus said unto her, I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live

11:25 John bible
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For if we have been planted together in the likeness of his death, we shall be also in the likeness of his resurrection

6:5 Romans bible
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which style do u like ? !

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we must focus on what's first priority in life and give it a fatal beat(((((((( RE : Q & A ))))))))

hey , my new friend on myspace , a very tall & handsome guy named Blacky Chan A.K.A Nuetralius Halfwinged , who commented on my profile & left some questions in public ...so i also openly answer them one by one , i wish this deeds will not cause all my friends start feeling sleepy...
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Q1: Hey...you are a interesting guy. You seem to be well-rounded in many interests. However, I wonder....Will you use your skills to save the world? I ask this becuase your intelligence is a gift...

A1:
yes , i admit i am interested in many things , but i don't think that's a good sign , because everyone has his(her) limitation in time , talent , family , work , dream ,career , life , character , wealth ,health , education... if u cram a lot of interesting stuff down ur throat , u will die of choking , and leading ur outstanding talent into nothing exciting ,somewhat like that u stay in a sinking boat & manage 2 throw away many goods like hell ,in order 2 release burdens & keep boat from sinking , maybe u will be  the one & only rest which u r reluctant 2 give up , in the titanic , stacks of moneys weren't enough 2 exchange a life buoy ,what a ((( unbearable lightness of being...)))

as enterprise must take advantage of its core competition 4 gaining biggest profits...

we must focus on what's the first priority in life and give it a fatal beat , maybe the last interest will be ur life sooner or later , my concept means life-oriented interests & lifestyle , i had given up many interests in my life like movie , photograph (they r still fantastic in my life , but my time is becoming more and more little , so i don't think i will be outstanding in the territory), but according 2 ur perspective , definitely i have 2 put more muscles behind getting rid of my interests..

we can't save the world at all but God ,frankly ,i am still waiting his salvation daily , and i have joined in his rescue team as a little helper of people on myspace,not for the world ,the issue sounded too heavy to bear,what will be the end of the world according 2 bible?

besides, my skills r garbage if god doesn't stand by me...i had ever stumbled on so called intelligence & talent for my pride ,if god take away my breath i will be nothing, now all i have 2 do is 2 play a role of a little screw tightened on a right place for him.......

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if u r interested in joining together , welcome 2 visit :
"Help out in Jesus's Love" Group on myspace
Group URL: http://groups.myspace.com/lifehelper
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everyone's talent is a precious gift from God , but if u misuse it , original blessings will be turned out 2 be a disastor... far away from happiness..

Q2 : Also side question? Why a extroverted girl? I like introverted people more...maybe I havew mistaken your reasoning.

A2 :
i used 2 be a very introvert , i must struggled with many troublesome challenges of my charactor,that had made me stressful for over 20 years, but God have little & little changed my life with a sense of humor , i like the kinda changes , so i appreciate outgoing male & female , but in God's eyes that's in common with each other......that's just only my personal taste..

but importantly , honesty & love is beyond all of all , no matter u r christian or not..


Q3 : And military work is very interesting, why such a short servie? (sorry if I sound interigatingly?)

A3 :
well , i didn't want 2 be a soldier all all , that's a legal rule by force in taiwan , when u become an adult male , u have 2 bear responsibility & be recruited 2 troop 2 protect ur homeland for about 2 year , as in israel male & female must serve in army for 3 years as well (but in taiwan only male and 2 years)


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The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge 1:7 Proverbs

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What A Wonderful world     lyrics by Art Garfunkel

Don't know much about history
Don't know much biology
Don't know much about a science book
Don't know much about the French I took
But I do know that I love you
And I know that if you love me, too
What a wonderful, wonderful world this would be

Don't know much about geography
Don't know much trigonometry
Don't know much about algebra
I don't know what a slide rule is for
But I do know "one and one is two"
And if this one could be with you
What a wonderful, wonderful world this would be
What a wonderful, wonderful, wonderful world

Now I don't claim to be an 'A' student
But I'm trying to be
I think that maybe by being an 'A'-student, baby-babe
I could win your love for me

Don't know much about the Middle Ages
Looked at the pictures then I turned the pages
Don't know nothing about no "Rise and fall"
Don't know nothing about nothing at all
Girl it's you that I've been thinking of
And if I could only win your love
What a wonderful, (what a) wonderful world this would be
What a wonderful, wonderful world this would be

What a wonderful, wonderful, wonderful, wonderful world
What a wonderful, wonderful, wonderful, wonderful world-

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how can we get along with our haters ?

can you get along with a hater all day long?!
the outcome will make you stupefied like questioning about that :
" can cocacola & pepsi hug each other ? " very funny!


i used to be a friendless guy for my poor relations with others, i did anything all alone in my going and coming,although i ownd an overwhelming charm when i stood on a stage in pubic,my expresses & performances were always a highlight in crowd,i knew how to impress people,but this kinda skill was useless for me to improve my interpersonal relationship,when i stepped down from the stage,previous highlight suddenly fade out into darkness,i had no idea of getting along well with others,this made me troublesome, even if i majored in television & broadcasting for the sake , i merely gain little improvement in surface,little by little,i was aware of a conclusion,i got used to focus on myself more than others,lived a self-centered life,i tended to be easily offended by others , even if those didn't attempt to provoke,i got used to put them in my heart,those somethings increasingly became anger saved into my depth of remembrance,extremely not to give up tiny details,sometimes ,to correct someone's character will be more diffcult than move a grand mountain.. afterwards,i received Jesus as my savior,i ever pray God to give me a good relations with others for gospel's reason,also i hope to become a popular guy about school & people..

i put it aside for couple months after my prayer , i almost damn forgot it till i attended a special christian meeting ,there was a certain elderly pastor was from U.S. who prayed for me , i didn't know him at all , of cause , i also didn't leak out any thing of my background ,but holy spirit moved his heart and through him to tell me words of knowledge of so called revelation,God reminded me that i ever prayed him to ask a good relations with others,and his answer was "help those who are weak , you will gain a good relations with others" , WOW! i was amazed by God's wise answer,you know... i used to be the kinda stereotype of regarding to my personal private matters, i was good at protecting my self,i never shared anyone about my secrets inside, when God openly manifested it , i was suprised & embarrassed by it , but in my deep heart,i true experienced his lifelike intimacy in my life, i had ever tried to made a self-improvement to change myself through a kinda training system like Carnegie,but outcome was in vain,i still couldn't break through my bottleneck,out of my thoughts ,God's wisdom beyond my imagination, i never considered to help people that could actually improving my poor relations with others , in reverse , i supposed if i want to be popular before people , all i had to do just to spotlight on myself..

later, i was graduated from school and join the military service,God put me on a small & backward island i never thought of ,over there,i run into my very very hateful man , he was my direct commanding officer,we used to live together about 1 and a half years, that should be counted as my greatest sufferings,if i had the alternative, i will not hesitate to get rid of him as fast as i could..but i lived in army where especially pay attention to obey disciplines....

he was a short-tempered & odd man ,he liked to monitor my any move all the time,if only what i did was out of his weird standards , he will extremely take action to oppress me with his authority,i endured at the start, but i am flesh man after all, as bombs and matchsticks were bound up (also like cocacola & pepsi) , sooner & later , the volcano had been ready to erupt,we always kept a tense relationship at the edge of terrible explosion,the one and only outlet to release my unsatisfied feelings was prayer,at the start i begged God's loving-kindness to take me away, he gave me no answer , but he change my heart to pray for him,sometimes i struggled and thought whether this was worthy to do it, but in order to avoid situations becoming worse & worse , i had no alternative to pray for him day by day,afterwards,i indirectly got knowledge of his background,to turn out that ...when he grew up ,his father also cruelly treated him as he treated me,for the sake,he unknowingly use this method to deal with his relationship..

actually, he was not the one and only example , there were good many cases like him, in my artillery troop , it's always a "honorable" tradition to connive senior soldier bullying raw recruits , they thought this kinda "training" was effective to lead and manage troops , it sounded very funny , when the bullyed raw recruits became senior , most of them usually took similar action to bully those innocent newcomers,even causing casualties,humanity is sometimes terrible,many people unconsciously take victims' mood to avenge themself,they don't know that they have been taken captives by hate, they are thirsty to suck bitter drinks as their vital nutrients,when we become adults ,our characters will be too solid to shape, as a slave tries to giving every effort to get rid his bondage in vain.

God let me live in a small island, thereby , it more or less reflected on my selfish bygones, it taught me a lesson: God removed impurities of my life which i couldn't be in harmony with others through those who had ever persecuted me,that's not one day's work but for years, i doesn't mention abstract concepts but real transformations, when we had parted till now,i don't abominate him at all in my heart of hearts , this is a truly wonderful healing beyond my past experiences,at present ,he was merely a passer-by in my life ever, he is always not an annoying fly live in my life i can't drive it away...

thank you Jesus , you give me a can of new drink,there isn't bitterness inside,but your loving-kindness,love is best lubrication of relationships..

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But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you

5:44 Matthew bible
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there r only 2 possibilities in your life..

there was an american young guy , called david , lately ,he received a letter from u.s.troops which notified him who will be sent to iraq to join in the war.

since he received the notification , he got depressed,cos the deadline is upcoming .. at midnight , when he thought of his lovely girlfriend , dear parents , and hopeful career ,all things became uncertain and little by little...out of his control .....

maybe,maybe,maybe............. leaving for iraq will be his one-way ticket's journey...he really felt downhearted ,he was 2 anxious 2 sleep till dawn..

then , he decided 2 go 2 consult a psychologist. when the psychologist understood his case , the psychologist encouraged and comforted him , said "david , don't worry" according to my diagnosis, there are only 2 possibilities on you.

1.the notification was sent to a wrong address , who know?!
2.unfortunately , the notification really belongs 2 you.

if the result is the second option, "david,don't worry" according to my diagnosis, there are only 2 possibilities on you.

1.you are just only sent 2 be as a rear-service personnel in iraq ,
2.unfortunately , you must stand firm at battlefront 2 battle with iraqis face 2 face.

if the result is the second option, "david,don't worry" according to my diagnosis, there are only two possibilities on you.

1.you kill iraqis .
2.unfortunately , you was killed by iraqis .

if the final result is second option, "david,don't worry any more" because you are dead , a died man never worries about anything. 

we usually worry about somethings which r out of our control , we hope 2 change bad status quo with anxiety , but in fact, it can't do any good work at all , the earth never stop its rotation 4 ur anxiety , th sun never shrink its light from ur sadness , the time never stop its ticktock even if u died...

so , how can we keep optimistic with a happy-go-lucky mood in the face of anything? i must honestly answer : it's very hard 2 put into practice if u don't know God..

Which of you by taking thought can add one cubit unto his stature?
6:27 Matthew Bible

Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God.

And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.

4:6-7 Philippians Bible

try 2 cast away ur burdens 2 God , no matter where you go..or ups and downs..

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they climbed up a tree 2 see a different wolrd , and expressed a life philosophy , i had heard of a professional climbing tree school in U.S. , and a taiwanese photographer for experiencing new life , he quitted his job in order 2 learn how 2 climb trees , a very interesting decision ...

but this also reminded me of my childhood about 7 years old , i went after elder kids 2 hunt turtledoves near graveyard behind our school,when we found their nest accompanied  little birds at the top of a tree ,its height like a building of 4 floors , we decided 2 climb up 2 the top 2 take their nest  , when we almost reached its top , their parent sharply cried out 2 warned  their children after discovering our wicked deeds , hovering over and over again 2 prevent us from taking nest , till we indeed took it away , their sad cries really terrify us as a real crying mother,

we committed a serious mistake out of cold-blooded ignorance  , we entertained ourself with breaking a warm family ...
were what little birds' ending? it was immemorial for me ,but  i really wish time can be went back , we may beg turtledoves' pardom and return their poor children ...i leaked out this ashamed secret in mother's day , what a big sarcasm..

little girl british Madeline has disappeared for couple days , i can deeply feel her parent's pains & sufferings , appealing wrongdoer doesn't break their happiness...

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kiss me goodbye

poem written by dreamer...z...ZZ..z 

closed ur eyes 2 kiss me goodbye
our all in all will go with the wind
like rusted maple leaves dancing in the air..

i was not sure whether they went after winds 2 wander their unknown journeys ,where will be their individual destinations ?

when i thought of our stories of bygone days.
tasting capuchino's bitterness
hugging in happiness
rain drops in tears with joys
pursuing each other on the river bank of brooklin bridge

when i opened my eyes i was deeply certain that
our sorrow story have been accompanying a lonely maple leaf flying into the river , drifting downstream forever..

kiss me goodbye...

*notice:
this is not my story at all (i never visit u.s.) , but i get used 2 practice my english express by creating something new, if there is any wrong express ,plz correct me.

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falling blue moon..

poem written by dreamer  ...ZZZ.zz..z..

staying up working alone
accompanying falling blue moon outside windows
tasting a cup of cappuccino café
and meditating ur music like spa
till dawn..

worthily recommended music:

MATTISON

http://www.myspace.com/mattison

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everyone of us is somewhat like an acrobat who can juggle with five balls in the air..

from one hand to the other hand on and on, individually , the five balls are : job , health , family , friend and soul , only one is made of rubber , guess what ? job !

if you lose a job , it is like a ball which will rebound from the the ground.
you can pick up a new job as easy as pie..

the other fours are made of glass , if they drop down ,all they will be broken to pieces , then , you can't try to repair them at all...but in fact , during such as Economics depression , i think jobs sometimes also made of glass ,and not easily keeping in hand.

recently ,i have a new perspective from this parable above...
i think our souls kinda like a ball in hand , which is also made of rubber...

although we often commit something wrong in our souls..
but when we beg jesus's pardon , he will not say : sorry , your soul have been broken to pieces, i can't repair any thing for you...
no , he will give you a hand to rebound your ball..

Cos :

Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new

5:17  2 Corinthians , bible

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