http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5h2SJB4m6hI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B7GRs-X4RgQ

A person with Moon in Leo loves to do what makes them feel good. They
get very disgruntled and snappish when they don't have the opportunity to
indulge themselves often. Affectionate and fun loving they enjoy being in a
crowd and the crowd tends to love them back. Which suits them to a T.
Actually, a Moon in Leo person loves the drama of being the center of
attention. They love drama period. Other peoples assurance of their appeal
and good naturedness is what helps them feel secure and meet their
emotional needs; they want to be adored. When they love, it is very strong,
and their partner is the center of their world. Moon in Leo people are very
self assured - they know what they want and take great pride in all that they
do. They can also be high handed and arrogant in their assurance that they
know exactly what to do and how to do it. This stems mostly from their
desire to organize and recreate the world as they think it should be.

ahhh...what can i say? that's my descript. i do want to re-organize EVERYthing. that would be my ultimate and elusive gratification. i mean that in the nicest way. i really dont think of myself as the full-out typical leo, all pompous and showy all the time. is that so arrogant to assume that i have, lodged in the depths of my imagination, the upgraded version of an assortment of systems, things? my ideas stem from observation, i'm open to others' ideasss...yessss....im awaiting the opportunity to reign in on new environment.

on a more tangible level: i've wiggled my way into round two of the interview-stage for the company i MOST WANT TO WORK FOR in all of LA! at this stage, im grateful for having had the opportunity to practice playing the interviewee on some freaks and/or randoms that've been offering jobs in places i dont much enjoy... which leads me to THIS random observation on LA---> what's up with the street corner sign holding people? signs like "robinsons may blow-out sale" and "quiznos: get 'em toasted" what does this accomplish beyond evoking the pity of passing drivers? im thrown. are they just regular Quiznos employees that drew the short straw and had to stand outside all day with that damn sub-shaped sign? or, worse, is that their perma-post? either way, are there not more important tasks for people to do within society than stand as sign-holders? an advertisement should be eye-catching and provocative, and therefore sufficiently effective, without the sad individual standing behind it, no? ok, im done with that rant.

WISH ME LUCK---!

im back to my monster.com, craigslist.com and westsiderentals.com; where i spend the majority of my productive time these days. as if all can be accomplished online, how wonderful would that be? if apt managers had the skills to create a virtual tour of their vacant units and attach a word document of the lease to their online ad. deposits and application processing fees could be paid via paypal easily enough. it could all be run thru a master site similar but different than a craigslist or westsiderentals. better yet, apts could be rented auction style as in the ebay way. that would keep the cost of rent in line with what works in the current market for any particular area. why does this barely/not really exist?!? fear of fraud? ohmygod, the time it wouldve saved me! see what i mean about the idea thing? i like imagining up upgrades for existing systems.

p.s. again ...one of the apts i saw today had a four step stairway leading up to a bathroom. once at the top of the stairs one was faced with the option of either sitting down on or stepping over the toilet itself. from there one could approach the clawfoot tub easily enough, but stand in front of the sink/mirror-no; the toilet was in the way. sadly, bathroom layout is one thing that is fairly important to me when i think of what i want in an apt. therefore the turquoise ocean-side hardwood floor, murphy bed, pad gets hesitantly crossed off my little list... am i wrong or am i wrong? help me out here, eric thinks im crazy.

Love Is Not Enough
You Know What You Are?
Terrible Lie
The Line Begins To Blur
March of the Pigs
The Frail
The Wretched
Closer
Burn
Gave up
Eraser
Right Where You Belong
Beside You In Time
Wish
Sin
Only
Reptile
Suck
Hurt
The Hand That Feeds
Head Like A Whole

just thought id provoke a little jealousy...

from my vantage point the foreground was a cloudy pit of people smashing and surfing and straining to break the lit path of the video projection with their outstrethced hands. any way to become a small invasive part of the production, to release back energy, to detour attention from that which demands it so extremely. the entire experience was highly wonderful.

note to self: even the best and brightest of camera phones with all modern video capabilities cannot capture anything worth keeping or sharing.

to think that i might not have gone...choice is truly an illusion, im convinced again. right where you belong.