People regret things. Some people regret things that they did while others regret that they didint get to do things. I think I regret things that I dont do. Be it fear or procrastination or an act of god I think it is far more worse wishing that you did something rather than doing something you did....? yea.?.....yeaaaaaaa. Like if you kill a guy you can turn around and say..."ah he was gonna die anyway I got no regrets" or some bullshit along those lines. now Im gonna go completly off topic..... I hate the phrase "things happen for a reason" NO!! you fucking apathetic morons! Things happen because you let them happen! You cant just coast thru life letting some bad bullshit go down believing the divine hand of God itself has a giant epic puzzle and that so happens to be a piece. blah blah blah blah blah. In life its up to you to make the moves not expect for everything to fall into place. So for every endevour that you set out for, ask yourself in the future whould you like to remember what happend or whould you rather wonder about what could of happend.....................................................................................

And yes I am a fucking hypocrite but who whould better know?

Cool Nic.

As I lay my head to rest A past blast futters over me

 erasing shut eye from my memory, insomnia slowly killing me,

Ever so malleable my face shatters but that dont mean shit to me

ever since the day I learned that time wasint expendable

went out the window my love for days of cold and nights of muggy

a remenicient grimace of the knuckles that were bloody.

Padre Report 1.  11/12/07

Captians log log stardate mondaty the 12 EVERYU IS FUCKED UP!! Including the security gaurds! I fear for quinto. he has been drinkin HEAVILY ALOT!!! He lostr or something its bleeding alot ALOT ALOT ALOTR!!! its raining too, IMA RAIN ON DEM HOES!!!! I met saome lovely lady thats that drink all our fuckinh liquers! I think im on boys gone wild. I love you all I fear I might not make it back alive.

Padre report 2.   11/14/07

stardate wensday im barely alive and i havent eaten a square meal in oveer 3 days, I have margaritas for breaaaakfasst. i have 4 hours of sleep in a total of 5 days, quintos finger is better but it still hasint been properly attached. i met some strippers who like blue balls. i am constantly being attacked by promotional party brigades. the sparks beer girls got me hooked on there new energy drink/beer. Im so drunk and i cant sleep. i lost my voice so my cry of help go un aswewrd. I think i might be on the cover of a gay fasion magazine. if anyone is reading this HELP!!!! they keep annoucning our hotel room at the clubs. the waves of people never stop. we lost many memeber of our original crew but we gained some locals. we met a german guy and we got drunk in german.we have no more fuking money so we have been reduced to petty crime in order to survive.........oh my god what ................help!........AGGGGH!!!!...... ....... ..... end transmission..................

Padre report 3. 11/16/07

stardate friday the 16th. This is my final log. Me and my crew have managed to free ourselfs from that wretched island. If it wasint because of our sheer determination it was by the skin of our teeth. Its real hard being home now with that tragidy still lodged in our most deepest thoughts but we try to live day by day. We all hope the boys gone wild videos never see the light of day, nor do we hope the hotel sends us a bill of the damages. I served some the best time of my life with the bravest men and the last I heard they are all doing fine. Kevin is engaged and looking forward to an early retirment with his lovely wife, Alberto is holding self help seminars across the nation, Frank is currently attending a anger managment class, Justin is currently practicing Gynocology, Kinto works at hollywood video, and as of me I am now a male model.
To those who shall read this in the future remember our sacrifice, remember those who gave there lives so you may live yours.

Your Capitan

Cool Nic of the S.S.
Padre Express

Never have I gave a fuck about the Devils Green

Nor have I ever wished for his greed to overcome me.

But Im about fed up with fiscal insecurities

and the government propaganda of me needing sneaker money.

Im starting to scope dead presidents I never see

Rob a bank and tell them to come get me

cause the devil Instilled a debt in me.

Is money the only thing that makes people breath?

If so then I might need Financial aid to get this grip off of me.

Franklin with his hands clasped over me

like a loanshark looking for his due

needing a fat wallet for his fat pocket.

Better rip that doller next time it touches you

cause if you dont the ink will soak into your viens

pump into your heart and leave nothing of you.

"A man's gotta make at least one bet a day, else he could be walking around lucky and never know it"

-Jim Jones (the crazy one)

"He who fights with monsters might take care lest he thereby become a monster. And if you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you".

-Friedrich Nietzsche

"Life's not a bitch, Life is a beautiful woman, You just call her a bitch because she won't let you get that pussy."

-Aesop Rock

"Intelligent people know of what they speak; fools speak of what they know."

-Minchas Shabbos Pirkei Avos 3:18 / Ethics Of The Fathers

"It's not how much or how little you have that makes you great or small, but how much or how little you are with what you have."

 - Rabbi Samson Raphael Hirsch

"take your time, think a lot, Why, think of everything you've got. For you will still be here tomorrow, but your dreams may not."

  -Cat stevens

"Live to be rememberd and die unforgotten."

  -Cool Nic

"One word frees us Of all the weight and pain in life, That word is Love"

  - Socrates

"Men seldom endure a profession if they do not believe or persuade themselves that it is basically more important than all others. Women do the same with their lovers."

-Nietzsche

Courage is not defined by those who fought and did not fall, but by those who fought, fell, and rose again.

  -Unknown

"Sluts are for sex and nice girls are for love"

  -Sil Cardozo

"Man is sometimes extrodinarily, passionately, in love with suffering."

   -Fydor Dostoevski

"All of us are in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars."

  -Oscar Wilde

"Gai kucken ahfen yam"

-Uncle Mike

"Man only likes to count his troubles, but he does not count his joys"

  -Dostoevski

"The greatest test of courage on the earth is to bear defeat without losing heart."

  -R. G. Ingersoll

"Other men said they have seen angels,  But I have seen thee And thou art enough."

  -G. Moore

"First you take a drink, then the drink takes a drink, then the drink takes you."

  -F, Scott Fitzgerald

"A true man hates no one. "

  -Napoleon Bonaparte

My hands do the bombing

My nose does the bleeding

A whiff of the fumes and my head starts screaming

Im starting to see the colors Krylon never makes

My nose twitches when the ball shakes

Scraping caps against the wall makes me salivate

Feeling the paint soak through my fingertips

Rockin the Permanent Chisel Tips.

Breakin into your museum and leaving a piece.