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Larissa Lam



Last Updated: 7/15/2009

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City: DIAMOND BAR
State: CALIFORNIA
Country: US
Signup Date: 3/3/2005

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May 21, 2009 - Thursday 
I've watched AI since season 1 when I found out that Randy Jackson was judge, since I used to be his intern. I'm not always passionate about the contestants. I was a fan of Kelly Clarkson, Ruben Studdard, Chris Daughtry and David Cook (plus Jennifer Hudson post-idol). This season, there was not one contestant I was crazy about. Now that Kris Allen has been crowned the winner, I have to admit the 1st time he sang "Ain't No Sunshine, " he won me over as a true artist. He got bonus points for singing "Falling Slowly" (a very deserving best song Oscar winner) and made me cheer when he sang "Heartless" (a song actually on today's charts, with a version that topped Kanye's original).

I'm not an obsessed follower of the show and haven't caught every single episode, tho I try to at least read recaps. Thank God for youtube and iTunes. I do think Adam had the better vocal range and power and was certainly more dynamic as a performer. It bothered me tho that his music sounded dated when he performed it. Only when he reigned in the screams like on "Mad World" did he sound current. I think he can make a cool record with the right band. Danny Gokey had stronger vocals than Kris as well. However, as a "recording" artist, I do believe Kris was the best choice. After listening to the studio versions that the singers cut of songs they performed on AI, it is very clear that Kris is going to make great sounding records. Adam's voice actually doesn't translate as well to recordings. His live performances far exceed his studio versions. Some of the other finalists will go on to make records with the right songs too like Allison and Matt because they record well.


Many of the most successful artists today aren't necessarily the vocal pipe blowin' types. Like John Mayer, Jason Mraz & co, I think Kris stands a good chance of success. I think Kris actually has a better voice than either of the 2 stars I mentioned.  With all artists, it will come down to good songs. (poor Kris has to sing Kara's song. The song fit Adam even less style wise. My husband thought it sounded like a very 80s rock ballad. I think David Cook would have salvaged the song if he had competed this yr, but I digress)  


I wasn't super "into" this season when it started and was rather indifferent about who I wanted to win until the end. I did dial some votes for Kris. He made a fan out of me and earned my respect. I look fwd to hearing his new music and I think he will continue to surprise people with his talent. So there's my thoughts unpacked about this yr's AI. Now to turn my focus back to the NBA playoffs....


May 5, 2009 - Tuesday 

Category: Music
Someone asked me to share the story about my song "Clothe Me." It's inspired by a couple verses in the Bible  (Isaiah 61:10 and Colossians 3:12,14) The Colossians verses talks about putting on patience, compassion, humility, etc. and above all "put on love." Whenever I have a bad day or just feel out of it, I will veg in front of the TV. Yet, when you watch the commercials, they don't really tell you anything of substance. All the ads tell you to  "buy a Lexus, it will make you feel happy and pretty." But watching the ads doens't make me feel better. "Use Glade air freshener and all your problems will disappear." No, the problems don't disappear. They just tell you to shop. Many times for things that are unnecessary. What we really need is to rid ourselves of pride, bitterness, greed, envy, etc. You never hear ads that say "show more humility, it will make you rich" or "demonstrate kindness to someone today and people will treat you like a rock star"  


A funny story about this song is when I sang this at a church once, a Pastor came up to me horrified. He told me he was shocked that I was singing about taking my clothes off, but then he heard the rest of the song and was ok with. He took the first verse literally "Take off my overcoat, slip off my faded shoes." of course I go on to sing, "Hang up my weary soul, pull off these heavy blues"   The song is metaphoric. When I sing this in clubs, no one bats an eye. I repeat, this song is metaphoric and not about a striptease.


Simply, this song is about shedding all the things that weigh you down and putting on the things that have deeper significance like God's love.

April 30, 2009 - Thursday 

Current mood:  catalyzed
I'm in the process of setting up a new website and blog. I'm trying to blog more. I've been hooked on my fave tv shows though I should be spending more time writing new music. Got back from nashville last week and heading to DC next weekend for a wedding.


My mind was spinning once again after watching LOST last night. Great writing leaves you thinking about the last scene you watched on TV or in a movie or play. Time travel, free will vs. destiny, a continuous loop of time, irony of actions....all these thoughts and more as I ponder whether Faraday's mom knew what she was doing and why she did it.


24 is equally compelling in different ways. One big edge of your seat thriller. Bad Tony's back and Jack's dying minute by minute. With all this intensity, I need some humor w/ 30 Rock and Chuck. (please NBC, bring this show back and keep my friend, Zac Levi, employed) I actually saw Scott Bakula at Griffith Observatory earlier this year. I was a huge Quantum Leap fan so was super glad he was playing Chuck's dad. I have a weakness for spy shows. (can't wait for Burn Notice to start up again)


It was always takes a little time for me to digest and unpack things I've learned from trips and conferences. Last week I was in Nashville for GMA week and then attended Catalyst and Biola Media Conference. What I'm beginning to process is that I need to keep making music (and/or doing TV) and making a difference in this world (keep pushing fwd w/ the  Beautiful Faith movement and On the Way Up ministries). As illustrated by my discussion of the above TV shows, art has the capacity to challenge and inspire. I'm rediscovering my love for creating music and other forms of art. Creativity is who I am. Though I have the perfectionist and "am I good enough?" tortured artist tendencies, I should neither fear failure nor success.  I'm reminded of this quote  from Isaiah 41:10

"So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." 

March 3, 2009 - Tuesday 
Last week, I received some sad news. My friend and fellow musician and artist, Rocky Green, left this world to be with the Lord. We were about the same age, which makes it all the more personal. He had battled rare medical conditions the past few years. The last time I saw him, he accompanied me on guitar at an event in Orange County. I have fond memories of the other times he played with me.

It's easy to accept when older people pass on, but when someone who still had so much musical potential to contribute leaves us, it's a hard pill to swallow. Yet, it is the very fact that he had already contributed much in his time on earth that gives me comfort that his music memory and legacy will live on. His life was a testament to serving God and putting the needs of others before any selfish ambitions. I hope his life can inspire others to place their priorities on the things that matter. At the end of it all, I know God has told him, "well done, good and faithful servant."

I have made available my song "Clothe Me" for free download for a limited time on myspace. (myspace.com/LarissaLam) This is the live acoustic version Rocky recorded with me and our buddy, Tim, for my Thankful to be Live album. His guitar solo work was brought my song to life. I wanted to share his musical gift with everyone and hope it touches your life the way Rocky touched mine.


January 27, 2009 - Tuesday 

Current mood:  fascinated
Happy Lunar New Year to everyone! I'm trying to blog a little more. I'm working on a new website blog so that I can update news and thoughts easier in the future. For those of you who have enjoyed reading my musings about TV shows and such...I'm here to speak my mind on some past blog topics.
first off...Go Lakers! best in the league and now that the whole team is healthy again..we are a force to be reckoned with. I love it!
TV - all my favorite shows are back. i've discovered watching online saves time if I can put off instant gratification (i tried with 24 but it's so addicting) I don't have a DVR so I have to wait to the next day to watch the shows. In no particular order...

24- What a great start to the season. Jack Bauer, we missed ya. Thank God Tony's still good, for the most part. Bill and Chloe, so glad you have Jack's back. I've been at the edge of my seat since the start of the "day". The change of pace in DC has brought new tension.
Lost - What can I say to such mind boggling twists and turns? Hands down the most creative show on the air. How do they come up with these things? i hope the time travel element doesn't become its Achilles heel. (a la Heroes)
Burn Notice - I became a fan over the a couple months ago when I caught up on all the episodes on hulu.com since I don't have cable anymore. I even got one of my friends addicted too. I love spy shows, especially tongue in cheek ones.

Next week, i'm giving Heroes a shot to redeem itself with the new Fugitives storyline. I look forward to seeing Chuck again and 30 Rock is always a hoot. I know I should be working on new songs so I may need to drop a show or 2 at some point. I used to be a major TV addict so I'm trying not to relapse. Everything in moderation....
December 22, 2008 - Monday 

Current mood:  fabulous
I'm celebrating Christmas for the first time as a wife and I can't believe it's been more than 8 months since I tied the knot. It has been a time of tremendous transition but God has shown us His faithfulness through it all. Here's a little recap of what I've been up to.

I look some time off at the beginning of the year to get married and moved to Sacramento for a few months. In the summer and fall, I traveled to the east coast, Hong Kong and Singapore doing concerts (including learning to lead praise an worship in Mandarin Chinese) and speaking. In Oct. I launched a compilation CD of female artists, Beautiful Faith, which included my version of the song "Listen to Our Hearts." I also wrote and recorded a song called "Heading for Sunshine" for Megatrax, a major music library that supplies music to commercials, film and TV. I also celebrated 4 years of hosting, "Top 3," for JCTV. In the meantime, The Oprah Winfrey continues to play instrumental music I composed.

A major highlight, besides getting married, was singing the national anthem for her fave team, the Lakers and getting to sit near courtside. My husband rejoiced when his team, the Sacramento Kings defeated the Lakers at that game. This has become an ongoing domestic dispute in an otherwise peaceful household.

My husband, Only Won, and I have begun performing together at such events as the KSGN radio birthday bash and the JCTV Christmas special at Knotts Berry Farm. We hope to collaborate more next year.

I plan get back to performing some local club shows in LA and touring the US next year. I plan on working on new original songs as well as reinterpreting some classics. I miss being in the studio. I hope to shoot some long awaited music videos to add to the video viral world. A new official website design is also in the works.

Thanks for being fans of my music and sticking with me! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.
Love, Larissa
July 30, 2008 - Wednesday 
It's been awhile since my last blog. I've been living out of suitcase so it's been hard to get consistent time on the internet. Today, we were greeted with a jolting earthquake just as the movers arrived with all our furniture and stuff at our new place in Pasadena. I saw them pull their large truck up to the curb on the street, but a few minutes later when I was getting something from the garage, I felt a strong rumbling. I thought it was maybe the truck backing up? Then I realized everything was shaking too much for that to be a truck and I was going to be screwed if anything started to fall because I would probably get trapped between my car and the garage door. thankfully, the shaking stopped and I emerged from the garage to find all the neighbors also stepped outside to figure what the heck just happened? Then I thought, we have nothing in our house except 4 bottles of gatorade, a bunch of grapes, 3 bananas and Garfield. Well, I guess that's not entirely true since the movers had our stuff in their truck....but what if all the boxes were trapped....what if my husband and I were the only 2 people alive on the block...ok I didn't get that deep into doomsday scenarios.. but you get my point.
My dad called to check in and told me he was ok but that a few items fell off the walls and shelves, but nothing major.

It's during these times that I'm reminded that our life on this earth is temporary and that our possessions seem meaningless when basic needs are not met. Hope everyone else survived ok and didn't decide to leave LA forever. (My husband informed me that Sacramento does not lie on the San Andreas fault so I guess I have some motivation to move back to his hometown some day.)
May 20, 2008 - Tuesday 
It's been awhile since I blogged. I've been adjusting to married life and so far I'm loving it. I'm in the midst of releasing a new recording of a cover song, "Listen to our Hearts". I'm going to HK in Sept. and doing some touring over the summer. Aside from getting back in the music swing of things, I am engrossed in my fave series, Lost. I love unpredictable drama and seriously, Lost has me going "wow" each week. How exactly do the Oceanic 6 get off the island and who gets left behind? I can't wait for next week's finale. Of course, I'm cheering on my Purple and Gold team onto the finals. So happy the Lakers are doing fab in the playoffs. I can smell a victory parade coming soon. Biggest surprise of the playoffs is the fact that the Celtics have had to go to game 7 every round. I thought they'd be sweeping the weaker Easterners. The Lakers have been hanging mentally tough despite some injuries to Kobe, the ultimate bball warrior. i have a hard time doing anything when I chip nail let along with torn tendons and back spasms.

ok, after the tv season concludes, I'll be in the theater watching Indy Jones' comeback. I should probably squeeze in more time to write new music. lol.
February 22, 2008 - Friday 

Current mood:  enthralled
This is my 2nd attempt at this post. I think the same mysterious things on the island are happening to my computer. I'm just riveted by the new episodes of LOST. I've been a fan of the show from the beginning, but the latest twists have really got me hooked and on the edge of my seat. I was one of those people who complained last year about too much time spent with the Others and the Jack-Sawyer-Kate stuck in cages and cells. Things are moving swiftly this season and each episode is turning out jaw dropping revelations that lead to more questions. "Sayid is an assasin for Ben! Kate is Aaron's future mom! Who are the Oceanic 6? How did they get off the island? Who's behind all this madness?"
My head is spinning and I'm lovin' every moment of it.
January 31, 2008 - Thursday 
Purple is my favorite color and I saw the musical, "The Color Purple," tonight which is produced by the almighty Oprah. It was a great production. Some fantastic, powerhouse voices in the show. Every time I see a musical, I get the itch to do theater. I'm supposed to do some revisions to the musical I have been working on. It's been my dream to be on Broadway one day. I'll be okay if it doensn't happen, but I miss live theater. Maybe, I just miss performing. I've been doing more studio work the past few months and haven't hit the stage in awhile. I have some songs I've been slowly working on for a new album. Having some time off performing has allowed me to rediscover my love for songwriting. I started out wanting to be a songwriter and producer and that's what I get to do now. I know it will take more faith for me to persevere and continue this race. There's much more ahead on this journey I'm on.