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Sometimes its very difficult to write blog, knowing that the positive isn't what you can recount. I've lost count of the days that just blur in to one now. Miserable in London. A huge part of me wants to go back to the Lakes. I just want home.

I hate it when people make stupid statements because they are totally ignorant and their mind is a closed door. It is certainly human nature to judge others, of which I used to care about, now? Now its like, lay it on as thick as you like, I don't really care. Why do people feel the need to cast so much negativity regarding others out in to the inets? - SMILE and remove that stick from your anus please.

*rubs hands together*

Drugs aren't clever. I've made that pretty clear on this blog more than once. Zach Braff smoking it up? I am disappointed. But we all aren't perfect. I just want to say .. WTF BRAFF? GET IT TOGETHER, BRUV. I've seen the devastation drugs can cause and I've also lost something dear to me. I don't mince my words regarding drugs.
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I plan to over indulge this weekend.

I seriously need to get some motivation in me and go in to London tomorrow. I was thinking of either, Covent Garden or getting some Square Pie at Selfridges food hall. I was also thinking of taking my compact camera and filming too. Bt, eh, I dunno. Sometimes I think its just nice to sit and do nothing all day, but its also nice to have made something of my time off.

*!*

Tomorrow is a new day full of endless possibilities.

Today? Today I want to forget.

And what did you do this weekend?

Zip, nada, nothing ...

I have this week at work and then next week (apart from Monday) I have it off. Can't wait. I am struggling with a dilemma regarding. Blah. Life you arsehole.

Vices?

- Will and Grace. (fuck off.)
- White Lies album
- Clotted cream rice puddings
- CADBURYS MINI EGGS FTW 4LIFE.

Cool factor 4.

Today has gone by so fast. But basically I haven't left my bed, at all. My arse has fused itself to my mattress, engulfed my body in my super warm duvet, my macbook and iPhone at my side. Priority has been to do as little as possible and I am proud to say *mission accomplished*. Lazy, moi?

10 days alcohol free. Hell, thats been 2 years since I could say that. I have also been trying to be good to my body and cut down my sugar intake also, which is a losing battle :(. I am trying though. So wee for me. Still battling some MAJOR panic attacks. I have a week off on the 2nd of march so I am thinking I should maybe see a doctor. I am waiting it out though. They pass eventually.

Was in Central London at Boots regional training office on Bond Street (next to Oxford street) doing some training yesterday. A full day of staring at a computer screen. Blergh. I still don't think I took much information in though. My god, I was certainly not blessed in the brain cell department. Singer Katy Perry is staying in a hotel on Oxford Street, so I was thinking of stalking *chuckle*. I didn't though :( (and also I am not crazy - whatever you may think). I love Katy!!!!

Kelly Clarksons album FTW. Fuck her haters, girl has her shit together this time around. Some stomping tuneage.I am pimping Lily Allens shiz as well. Musical crack from two talented ladies.

Internets you are sexy. love you. x

Jess my eldest kitty has been keeping me company whilst awaiting on Jamie coming home (he got here safely!!!). She was following me around the flat, watching out the windows with me. It was heartbreakingly sweet, as every car door or noise she heard she rushed to the top of the stairs thinking it was "daddy" coming back. Anyway, when I got in to bed to keep warm, she jumped in with me, she was toasty warm so I didn't compain.








We have over two feet of snow now. Its such a rarity for this to happen in the U.K that when it does happen we aren't prepared and the whole country comes to a standstill, which was London today. So bizarre, yet so lovely to be bundled in bed all snug and warm waiting out the storm. It is STILL snowing. The BBC predict more snow tonight and its going to be worse apparently ... Oy!