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November 3, 2009 - Tuesday 21:57
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Category: Life
Circles upon circles we travel so we might grow with that which stretches our hearts, minds, imagination, and spirits. Seeing these circles as clusters, looking like a giant grape vineyard, I was reminded of the other day when I heard a man say to the woman, “I miss you, but I choose to be with someone else“. So clouded by his own choices, he no longer clearly saw the heart, and spirit of the one he talked to. I wondered if he was aware of the power his words had. I saw words being prisons, or pathways. I saw the power behind words that destroy, or heal. Reaching out to Spirit I asked for a deeper understanding to these things I did not know. What follows is Spirits words.
Ring Of Awareness
To understand these things you ask, one first must experience the consequences of their actions. In other words, Your Spirit will feed your awareness the same diet you feed your Spirit. What you draw to you, will starve, or nourish you, and you will live or die, no matter if its in gutters, or fields of wild flowers, woods, forest, city streets, and dark alleys. No matter if its in the choice of war, lies, or miss guided perceptions, and beliefs. The manifestation of the consequences, and understandings will be seen in the results, and images you create within your inner most being. These things will become your reflection to the worlds around you. As you believe so shall these things be. These places are but roles we play on a stage for our own understanding, and awareness to grow.
Remembering when abundance ceases to be a concept, and becomes a way of life, you will walk in fullness, and openness that will show in all your connections. Any burden or blessing you carry will follow you where ever you go. The art of being wise is the art of knowing what to over look, or not give attention too, attachment, and reaction too. Every ending is a new beginning, as much as every new beginning is already setting up the ending. The deeper you travel within, the greater the understanding you will have in the world out side of you.
Karma is about facing yourself in unresolved issues, and energy you are attached to while looking for understanding. Resolve the attachment, and energy, and you resolve the karma. Self esteem is one of your greatest allies, or enemy, so is your ego. Everything you have within you, and around you is a tool, or weapon, depending on how you use it. Once you acknowledge with humbleness, sacredness, and respect, that you are children, god seeds of thought, of light, and dark, you will enter, by choice, your own becoming wholeness.
Accountability is a measure as to how far you have opened your own triune heart spaces inside you. The triune heart is three fold as is your mind that works on vibration levels of your own awareness as you stretch, and grow. Within the triune heart you must embrace the universal, the personal, and the biological aspects of your own being. When we get out of the box of expectations we find a wider view that is the bigger picture.
You can not bargain with the gods, the fates, destiny, and the universe because you create, give birth to these places inside you. When you open to Spirit within you, you enter a place of non conflicted behavior. In this place all knowledge is understood, peace is lived, Love is magnified, and wholeness awakens an even deeper place of understanding inside you, which by the way begins a new circle. You are not here to hoard your energies in small selfishness, but to Live, to Invest your energy, and power in the creation of the greater wholeness, and awareness you are capable of.
In remembering the mind creates the program, the conscious mind feeds the program with pictures, and images, and the subconscious mind fulfills the program, you become one with the power within you to be well, and whole again. Here is how you create your world both in, and around you. When you choose to move beyond the old program you must change the program in your thoughts, and minds eye, because you can not create a new world with your old paradigm. In order to grow you must face that which you are with both understanding, and love.
Much like the man above who often finds his heart in the middle of his road. He will guide his heart, and choices by the steps he takes. In other words we are part of the solution, or part of the problem. In order to manifest a new reality, and raise your energy vibration, you must open in awareness to truth, before you can fully open to change. You do this not by riding the proverbial fence, or walking down the middle road out of fear, and lack of commitment, but by changing your perceptions within you. As you honor, and respect who you are, and who others are, you will honor, and respect what you are.
The villains we rage against are not outside of us but within us. These villains are named self condemnation, self hatred, self dissatisfaction, and self defeat. They have many faces. Being true to the core Self (Higher Self), or Higher Awareness opens you to understanding, ultimate power, insight, wisdom, and strength are within you.
Desire, will, wishful thinking are ways of creating energy to be used as tools. These places are not made for clinging to, or being attached too, but are about understanding these are like petals on a flower named Energy. When you can find beauty in a blade of grass you will find harmony within a seed planted. The eyes closed sometimes see with greater clarity than the judgments perceived with the eyes open.
Within this place of energy vibration the sound of your voice speaks louder than what you say. Being aware another’s ears will hear only at the vibration level of energy they are living at, and not always at the vibration you are speaking. The same applies to the one speaking, they can only speak what they understand and are willing to live, and give themselves to. To know, and understand this will help you speak from a whole truth, not one sided selfish awareness that blocks understandings, opening to false messages, but shares insight into the greater harmony, and blessings that do not seek to separate and divide.
When compassion opens within us we speak with clarity so there is no double talk, or miss conception in what is being created. This brings us to collective, and single realities These places are thought bodies, or energy bodies waiting for the form of focus to build on the lessons, and experiences being created for the gardens of even greater awareness.
When all things work in harmony this is like the breath we breathe, feathers on a bird, leaves on a tree, where essence becomes form that offers many paths like many branches, many feathers, and winds set free, and returns to the essence from which it came with greater potential to be yet more, and all that is created. When you get lost in the form, the paths, lessons, and experiences, you become distracted, and spend lifetimes searching out the meaning of what essence, and rings of awareness are. Until you fully become your path you will not understand completely the depths and heaths you can go within your own circle, or ring of awareness. May the light of love ever guide you.
When Spirit finished speaking I thought of the woman the man above had been speaking to. I saw the light of awareness come to her eyes, and heart. She understood she needed to get out of the way of another’s chosen path, and live her own wholeness. She smiled with the light of joys yet to be understood within her, and blessed the steps already taken. May each find their own wholeness within the choices they make, she thought. She was beginning to understand, the beginning of wholeness was being born within the love, and vulnerability she let herself awaken to.
Bowing with gratitude I thanked Spirit for these words of awareness. Love, and Growing was never about what we said, but what we did as we opened to the rings that circled us in Spirit, and Truth. Love, and Growing were about what we became.
as always
aireal
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October 20, 2009 - Tuesday 14:36
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Category: Life
Awaken my heart, and soul…awaken to the deeper understanding of what I am yet
not seeing, I cried. With the instant of a bolt of lightening coming from the
sky my flesh laid down, and I heard these things….Love is a word, an implied
concept, much like snakes, fire, potatoes, skunks, bears, cherry pie, chocolate,
and sunshine. Each of these offer an image to the minds understanding. Images
that will set up a response within the cellular structure of the understanding
in the individual. This is also how a group mentality embraces a reaction, not
always coming from full understandings of the why we do what we do.
My mind wandered back to the word love, letting the image, and implied concept
grow in my heart, flesh and soul. This lifetime has taught me much about this
concept of love. I heard recently that when love becomes an aged connection the
physical intimacy is less important. My body reacted with a "F"… You. (Must be I
am not fully aged, I thought as a giggle came from inside me.} I laughed until
the tears came. That concept seemed both laughable, and sad to me. Stepping back
from the flood of emotions, I asked Spirit the wisdom of these things I did not
fully understand. Spirit smiled, and replied.
{{{Each living thing is a Spirit having an experience in the form they have
entered. In the case of the human form we are Spirits having a human expression,
not humans trying to be Spirit. When an individual is separate, and alone they
search out a defining place, person, or experience within their energy to offer
a validation of who they are. In this place of understanding the concept of
Loving, or Being love takes on many fractions of light much like a prism. Each
embraces parts of awareness to a much greater whole that we are capable of
opening to. What we limit, limits us. Jealousy, blame, depression, denial, and a
myriad of other emotions slams the door on a greater depth that is possible if
we open to the even larger awareness, and understanding within us. As each is
moved beyond their own self, moved beyond what they know in their form, they are
cracked open so the consequences of what they are doing will catch up with their
own understanding, and knowing. In other words we are here to grow, not cling to
being saved from our selves.
On the other side, and there really is no other side, there is no separations.
There is wholeness in merging with life, not clinging to individual experiences,
as each becomes as the breath coming, and going in this now that is the only
forever each lives. In the shell of the flesh often the only wisdom we strap to
our breast is that which we think we believe within our hearts. Thus what seems
a lie to one, is a changing truth, or maybe foolishness to another. We set up
co-realities, as well as individual realities out of fear, and sometimes desire
for this deeper understanding our soul craves. When we fear something its
because we do not understand who we are in this place, or moment before us. When
we desire something, and then get attached, we become like leaches on the
carcass of that which feeds us.
What each has, or gives their energy too, owns them, and controls the reality
they live in. What you live, is what you focus on, much like the honey moon
stage of a relationship. Romance then becomes like window shopping, each feeds
on the illusions of their desires, or accepted expectations before them, not
always on the truth, or path they are choosing to open to. As each nourishes
their heart space with a need to validate the flesh, and the emotions they often
loose sight of why they are here, and get lost in the merry-go-round of
emotions, desire, and wanting. When this happens this becomes as deadly as a
forest fire out of control. In all things what each focus's on is the key to the
lessons, and experiences we set up for ourselves. The child in us, the human in
us, and the spirit in us can battle, or find peace as each lives the life they
are in.
Beliefs are not always true, making our faith both strong, and fragile. Much
like, as an orange, as each opens to their own vulnerability they become strong
in the collective awareness. This yin, and yang understanding allows for each
individual to not often be prepared for the storms that will come their way.
Just because we tell our self something does not make it true, even if we desire
with a basket full of emotions to make this thing true. When we can step back,
and see the greater awareness, we can also see the rolls we are playing for the
experiences, and lessons we are setting up for our self. Pretty hard to feel
sorry for ones self when they are in charge of the reality they are creating, or
desiring to hold on to.
No one individual is an island unto themselves, and at the same time is exactly
that. Each must grow their own strengths, and weakness.., so each learns the
consequences of accountability, and respect for that which they live, are
choosing to be, and choosing to give honor, or allegiance to. Promise's do not
last forever, because as the Spirit out grows the promise's once made, each
individual needs to be stretched into new ground where in the sacredness of
being, our hearts garden is made fertile once again. All that was past adds to
what is, and what ever will be. As this now is the only forever we have to
choose, the beginning of wisdom is to understand who we are, and why we are
here. When we upset the balances, we carefully lay out for understanding, for
what we are in fact doing is being willing to be whole in all our relations, and
connections. We are willing to be wholeness in our living awareness.
This brings up the implied concept of Love. Love is the manifestation of our
ability to open to the breath of living out own personal wholeness, as well as
opening to the shared connections that offer us a merging awareness, and
reflection we might not otherwise have had. When each tries to hold on to this
reflection, they are limiting the greater possibilities of awakening within the
whole that stands ready to embrace the Being.
Consider each individual is a book being written. As each turns the pages, and
chapters of their lives they are loosing a small innocence within them as they
open to the writing of the greater innocence yet to be. In this story we each
are as fragile as we are strong. Life is our playground, and gym so to speak
where we learn about who we are as we strengthen our forms, and Spirits within
us. So Love, Hate, War, or Peace or a million trillion other things are grown by
the understanding of the Beings concept within the heart, and soul of the
individual, and collective realities formed for the purpose of learning. In this
place nothing is personal, and everything is personal. No one is god, and
everyone is god. Imagine breathing only in. Or Imagine we also must let go
beyond the pause for completion to open us once again into a new life. }}}
When Spirit stopped speaking I thought about the implied concept of war and
remembered back to a soldier I once spoke to. He had spent many years in various
wars, or places of fighting. The smell of death, and gun powder permeated his
being, and he could not wash it out. I had asked him what his greatest struggle
was. With tears in his eyes that reminded me of the morning dew,
he quietly said, "Facing that which I have done to others, and to myself. War
was easy, peace was not. And when I stood one night in the middle of a battle
field wondering why I still lived and so many others had died, I found in this
retched stillness the only thing I desired was the innocence I once knew as a
child. As Spirits rose up before me leaving their shells behind, I heard a rock
cry out…….But child, find the greater innocence in these struggles you feel. For
when we know the power of the implied concepts we act out from our own beliefs,
we will understand change is our only constant, and healing place, that ask us
to be one in the many, many in the one, for this too is love, and where peace
grows in the gardens of our souls understanding. My greatest struggle, and
battle was facing myself."
I found myself laying prostrate on the ground. A humbled breath blew around me
filling me with new life. Thanking Spirit I wept with joy knowing each hears
with their hearts, and souls, and not always with the ears on the sides of their
proverbial heads. When we can step back, and see with greater wholeness the
beauty of the Spirit, the Individual, and the Life before us, will we not also
understand these things within us.
In this moment, as in the beginning, I understood, so is the ending written of
all that is… and with this now a new beginning, filled with new breath is
waiting for us to choose, to enter with living awareness to honor the whole. I
heard my self say, Awaken my heart, and soul…awaken to the deeper understanding
of what I am yet not seeing, Teach me to love, teach me to reflect on that which
we are as Spirit, and awaken within me the living breath so I might yet be more,
and all that I am.
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as always
aireal
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September 28, 2009 - Monday 15:28
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Category: Life
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August 31, 2009 - Monday 14:30
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Category: Life
Entire nation to be completely stoned,
complacent, impotent
"real soon now"
By Mark Morford, SF Gate Columnist
Hey, want a fun thing to do when you're just sittin' 'round the zeitgeist, waiting for a bolt of enlightenment or maybe just the apocalypse to rain down destruction and locusts and Godspit on your sinful little head? Something to do whilst you're nakedly sipping some fine sake and wondering when the melting icecaps will raise the oceans sufficiently that you can start taking a boat to work?
Extrapolate. That's what you can do. Draw it out. Take it to its natural conclusion. Grab hold of a juicy piece of ripe, low-hanging news and lick it and stroke it and promise to make it breakfast, and let it coo and whimper and whisper its wicked secrets in your hungry little id. Hey, it beats fornication. Oh wait, no it doesn't. Never mind.
Here's a good piece to start you off: Did you know that the use of prescription antidepressants in America has literally doubled in a mere 10 years? It's true.
From about '96 to '05, they say the number of your fellow patriots taking behavioral meds jumped from 13 million to a whopping 27 million, which is fully 10 percent of the American population, not including babies and cats and the Duggars. And that's only through '05. The actual number is probably far closer to 15 or even 20 percent by now.
Are you amazed? The slightest bit surprised? Taken aback? Of course you're not.
This is where you do it. This is where you get to load up your satire gun, fire up your dour prognosticator and crank your extrapolator to full power, and draw some nifty, if dubious, conclusions.
Because, do you know what this means? It means that, very soon now, maybe three, four or 30 years hence, just about every American and most of the planet, too, will be on some sort of narcotic, behavioral med, modifier, zinger or zapper or calmer or leveler designed to mollify or numb or dry up all your saliva, give you some really weird dreams and make you never want to have sex. It's not all that tough to imagine, really.
But why stop there? Extrapolate a bit further. Because if you look at it just right, this also means all depression and unhappiness will soon be coming to an end. Isn't that great? No more depression! At last! No more war. No more road rage. No more gangs. No more screaming at the dog or yelling at your spouse about the general lack of oral sex in your morning routine. Imagine.
Not quite convinced? Fine. Let us dissect. Let us perform a dangerous feat of only semi-drunken math to verify it all and keep your extrapolator well lubed and pumping hard. Ready?
Let's see: 13 million in 10 years translates into a little more than one million new antidepressant users every year, correct? That breaks down to about 90,000 per month, or 3,000 new users every 24 hours, which is about 125 every hour, or roughly two Americans jumping on the antidepressant train every single minute, 24 hours a day, every day of the week, nonstop forever and ever until we all die happy and narcotized and free. Praise Jesus.
But wait, that's not exactly accurate either. Because as we all know, modern life is nothing if not accelerating, gaining momentum like a Republican in a meth lab, like Sarah Palin shopping at Neiman's, like those aforementioned polar icecaps. The quicker they liquefy, the more exponentially they freak everyone out. Fun!
Did you know the world population is all set to reach seven billion straining, colliding bipeds by 2011? That overall, the global population is still exploding, and no one has the slightest clue how we're going to feed everyone, clothe them all and give them sufficient access to a nearby Starbucks?
So then, if we factor in insane population growth and the general acceleration of suffering and stress and misery in the world, and with it the concomitant, ever-increasing need to take some magic chemical compound to help calm it all down, we can safely say that it will be far more than two new users per minute -- probably more like one every second. Tick. Tick. Tick. There's three new users right there! How amazing it will be. And soon!
Of course, it's all a bit silly, is it not? Rare indeed are extrapolations like this very accurate. Rarely do such forecasts actually come to pass, given how they never take into account the wildcards, the potholes, the potential upheavals of what's expected.
Something always changes. There are always unforeseen variables, factors that no one saw coming. Who knows what might happen? Who knows what could affect those disturbing numbers? Maybe we won't have a totally antidepressed, overly medicated population by Malia Obama's second presidential term after all.
Our adorably insane conspiracy theorists posit that some lethal, ugly combination of global pandemic or WWIII or nuclear "accident" will soon reduce the world population to about a billion humans, and therefore will totally relax the stress levels overall and mitigate the need to take any pill whatsoever, mostly because we'll all be dead.
Others say global warming will soon solve many of our problems, simply by wiping out massive sections of livable space and taking giant gobs of the population with it, thus leaving the rest of us with far more access to really good wine and pot and Ecstasy and porn and, well, who needs Zoloft?
Or maybe it won't quite be so dour. Maybe it will be a more delicious confluence of world-changing factors that will ease the desperate need to antidepress.
Maybe the grand sea change, the great promise President Obama has already set in motion -- toward a new intelligence, peace, humanitarianism, environmentalism, the arts, a transformation of who the hell we think we are and just what the hell we think we're doing here -- will create a new, far healthier world sooner than most think.
Maybe, in short, there are more interesting, divine factors at play than most people are, at this moment at least, willing to realize. Possible? Of course it is. Shall we extrapolate?
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August 3, 2009 - Monday 22:51
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Category: Life
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Spirit Whispered Into The Night
Spirit whispered in the ears of those who slept, reminding them that the life they lived was the Dream.
Reminding them, Everything held consequences, and in the middle of this
riddle the Dream was not what you imagined, but what you played out to
show you parts of who you are. Where you put your focus. Where you
emotionally bound your energy. Where you chose the path, and steps you
took. Understanding All these things opened a multitude of lifetimes
much like opening a Pandora’s Box.
With this truth Spirit held the key to our own wholeness within us. We
are as much the Dream as the Dream is us finding a way to live with
what our heart sees when we face our self.
Spirit whispered, {To change the Dream change that which you imagine.
Change that which you focus on. Open to the wisdom, the awareness that
ask you what you came this far to know. }
Spirit asked, Did you come here looking for compassion, or to become
compassion? Did you come to judge another, or to face your own inner
judgments? Did you come to be loved, or to Be Love?
Spirit grew quiet when each began to wake, for the journey they chose
this day was theirs to dream as they would. Knowing there would be no
excuses in the end. Knowing there would only be the evidence of the
choices made, much like stars in the night sky.
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as always
aireal
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