I know haters will be haters but I still need to clear my throat.
Why do people think that I think I that I am famous? I guess I'm flattered because your the one labeling me as "famous". The word "famous" has rarely left my mouth, yet alone me claiming to be "famous". But obviously if you are worrying about me thinking I'm famous, then there must be SOMETHING there. WTF is "famous" anyways? What the hell is that supposed to mean? Who decides when someone is famous and not famous?
I hate to break it to the weak minded, scandalous jerks out there but fame and talent are two different things.
Sorry but this is what I was born to do and who I was born to be. Just because I make videos online, have done a few little jobs for print and television, and want to be a Director doesn't mean I want to be famous. It just means I'm listening to my heart. Its just my calling. I can honestly say that this is my destiny and the path that God has given me in life. If I can make money living my dreams then why the hell not? Sorry if I didn't decide to go be a waitress and have 20 children but that ain't my fault homie.
I'm not the type of person who can see blood and work in a hospital, if I did then I would be a nurse.
I'm not the kind of person who wants to do math all day long, if I did I would be an accountant.
I'm not the kind of person who like to take off her clothes for money, if I did then I would be a stripper.
I'm the kind of person who enjoys making art that imitates life, so sue me and say that I want to be famous.
My family couldn't afford to give me a life, I had to go out there and make one for myself. I'm just trying to survive like the rest of the world and I'm so sorry if I have a photoshoot while doing it. I'm only doing what I can do and taking the opportunities that come to me and if involves me being in the public eye then so be it.
My plan wasn't to get "famous" in life. My plan was to change the cycle that my family has been stuck in forever. My plan is to FINALLY make some money and to help my family. My plan is to make a difference in one persons life, wether its through a video or a blog, it doesn't matter. If I have 1 person tell me I made them laugh then my job is done. My intentions have nothing to do with fame, its about this being the only thing I know how to do.
I have been in this game way to long to be in it for fame. Trust me, if your only in this game for fame then you ain't going to last long. This place chews you up and spits you right back out. And then it chews you up again and spits you right back out. In fact, it never stops.
So to all the narrow minded peeps out there who are mad because they never got to a) follow their dreams b)they never even had a dream to begin with or c) are just jealous because they want to be "famous" and they have this sick thought that I think Im famous , don't be mad because I answered the door when opportunity knocked and then I went and knocked back at opportunities door until she opened up and then I ran all up in her house and took over.
No matter how much crap you talk, and no matter how much hate you wanna spew, I will ALWAYS be doing exactly what I'm doing. Famous or not famous doesn't make a difference to me. I'm happy with the things God has blessed me with in life and I'm taking full advantage of every single part of it. So if you dont like it, then I suggest YOU leave because LOCA AIN'T GOING NOWHERE!
Much Love and Respect Erybody!
LL