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State: Tennessee
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Sunday, December 20, 2009 

Category: Religion and Philosophy
THERE ARE TWO WAYS TO SLIDE THRU LIFE: TO BELIEVE EVERYTHING OR TO DOUBT EVERYTHING. BOTH WAYS SAVE US FROM THINKING.

-Alfred Korzybski

CHRISTIANITY HAS NOT BEEN TRIED AND FOUND WANTING; IT HAS BEEN FOUND DIFFICULT AND NOT TRIED.

-G.K. Chesterton


What was God thinking when He came to visit us in the flesh? That IS what CHRISTmas is celebrating, isn’t it? He certainly had to be aware of the mess we’ve gotten ourselves into. Maybe He even planned it that way (I’ll save that theological discussion for Easter)!

Whatever the case, when I look at Christ’s advent into the world and into our history, I’m continually fascinated with how He did it: without fanfare, without a “Look at ME, I’m GOD” attitude—but with humbleness, a compassionate spirit, and acceptance of those around Him. He put up with more aggravation, disappointment, and, ultimately, a lot more pain than any human who ever lived. And if He truly was God’s own, then the frustration must’ve been infinitely harder to bear, since He had the knowledge and power to easily change His circumstance.

He dealt with what life handed Him and took it. He wasn’t happy about it at times, and He argued with those who had everything in neat little boxes…because He knew from experience that it just wasn’t so, and never could be, in human experience.

God came to understand our dilemma when He became one of us. Therefore, Christ is the only person in human history, and among all the known religions, who has the capability of being my savior because He is uniquely qualified by being both eternal God and finite man. That combination made him the most vulnerable being of all time: too righteous for humans and too human for His righteous Father—and hence, the tension ultimately killed him. Both sides were temporarily appeased by His death.

But that didn’t last long if you’re to believe the Hebrew, Roman, and Greek historians of that time. Hundreds of witnesses saw Christ alive on numerous occasions after His certified death and burial. The influence of His teaching since that time has impacted the human race more than any individual ever. His life is remarkable, and His ongoing spirit is revolutionary.

YOU CAN DO VERY LITTLE WITH FAITH, BUT YOU CAN DO NOTHING WITHOUT IT.

-Samuel Butler

INTELLECT CARRIED TO ITS FULL DEGREE WILL LEAD ONE TO FAITH. BUT SOMEDAY YOU’LL NEED TO DROP THE HAND OF INTELLECT AND GRAB THE HAND OF FAITH. YOU SEE, INTELLECT ONLY GETS YOU TO THE PRECIPICE OF LIFE’S ULTIMATE MEANING—BUT IT WON’T HELP YOU GET OVER IT.

-Dante


Christ knows that life is hard. Very hard. He understands. He cares. He’s not upset when we don’t get it “right.” He knows the struggles, temptations, fears, and anguish. He also knows the joys, laughter, camaraderie, and zest for life that only we humans can experience. He knew He had to get inside our skin to truly understand what our existence was all about. His love for us grew even deeper once He understood our dilemma. He is forever more fond of us because He’s been one of us. 

That’s why I’m glad He came. That’s why I can take hope even when I don’t feel so good about the hand I’ve been dealt. That’s why I’m thankful for friends like you, because you help me cope with the complexities of life.

LIFE IS A ONE WAY STREET. NO MATTER HOW MANY DETOURS YOU TAKE, NONE OF THEM LEADS BACK.

-Isabel Moore


I hope we can hold each other up throughout the remainder of our days here, otherwise all we have is more than a chance in Hell, and a living Hell at that. Let’s take some time to reach out to others with a smile, kindness, a sacrificial act, a phone call, an e-mail, text, or even a postcard…to let ‘em know we’re all in this together. I think that’s what makes Him happy.

WE’RE NOT PRIMARILY PUT ON THIS EARTH TO SEE THROUGH ONE ANOTHER, BUT TO SEE ONE ANOTHER THROUGH.

-Peter Devries

MAY YOU BE SIEZED BY THE POWER OF A GREAT AFFECTION.

-Brennan Manning
Currently listening:
3 Ships
Release date: 2008-11-24
Sunday, December 13, 2009 

Category: Life
In The Ballad of Ricky Bobby: Talladega Nights there’s a hilarious scene where Will Ferrell, John C. Reilly and Jane Lynch are arguing around the dinner table about whether or not it’s correct to pray to “little baby Jesus.” Well, we’re in that time of year again where the infant Christ becomes the focal point, whether directly or indirectly, of so much going on around our troubled world.

Here in Nashville, the small fellowship that I’m part of has been doing something for the past 10 years that even the aforementioned Mr. Bobby would find relevant. It began with just a dozen of us when we were still just a humble little bible study group. Now, a bunch of us from The Village Chapel like to go Christmas caroling to the clubs and eateries in our Hillsboro Village neighborhood. We get bundled up and go to locales like Sam’s Place Sports Bar, Bosco’s Micro Brewery, Jackson’s Bistro, Fido’s Coffeehouse, The Villager Tavern, The Sportsman’s Grille, Pizza Perfect, Cuisine of India, and MacDougal’s Chicken Coop among others.

You would think 50 folks piling into the entrance way of a crowded bar would get some strange looks—but they welcome us every yuletide season. As we belt out “Oh Come All Ye Faithful,” “Jingle Bells,” “God Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen,” “Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer,” and “Joy to the Word” the places always start jumpin’. Folks sway back and forth with us and often join-in full-on. When we get to some of the softer pieces like “Silent Night” and “Oh, Little Town of Bethlehem,” it’s not odd to hear customers with a catch in their throat, or even wiping away a stray tear or two.

I find that so many people are longing for some type of deeper meaning in life. These lyrics and melodies trigger something very deep in all of us. On several occasions we’ve seen clientele who were sitting alone suddenly break down in deep sobs. It’s allowed us an opportunity to spend a little time with them, invite them to come to our humble little church, and see if they might be able to find a sense of community there that they are missing. Quite a few have ended up attending because of this fun, light-hearted caroling.

In our often cynical society, people are “up to here” with Christianity that is mostly talk, and—when there is movement—it’s mostly embarrassing picket lines, or someone wagging their finger. But when folks see fellow sinners actually trying to meekly act out their faith in simple and heartfelt actions that bitterness starts to dwindle away.

We’ve felt like our faith means nothing if we don’t live it out in practical ways like this, interacting with those in our part of town. We’ve organized large yard sales to raise thousands of dollars and awareness for the local AIDS Hospice; have spent weekends assisting at the Ronald MacDonald House, and have helped build homes for Habitat For Humanity. We’ve lent many hands with after-school outreach at the inner-city Cottage Cove Ministries, knitted hundreds of scarves for women in transition from prison to the outside world at The Next Door, and spent time visiting our elders at south side retirement homes. We have hosted dozens of Room at the Inn nights for Nashville’s homeless over the past decade, including a Super Bowl Party for them the last Sunday of every January. We give of our time and resources at the Domestic Violence Intervention Center.

And our concern for others has spilled out beyond our middle Tennessee: we have sent members on our fellowship on special trips loaded with supplies for orphanages in Rwanda, Uganda, and South Africa. We sponsor over 50 needy children thru Compassion in a poor highland village in central Guatemala and have had the honor to send missions teams of 25 folks there for two week-long stays to assist in building new classrooms. We were privileged to send teams down to the Gulf Coast to help with Hurricane Katrina relief and rebuilding efforts.

Besides the physical outreach, The Village Chapel has also contributed over $500,000 to many causes helping the poor, the afflicted, and the recovering both locally and abroad from our rather small but committed fellowship of around 800 hundred sinners. What’s noteworthy about this is that we have never “taken up an offering” at our church. People can simply leave their donations at a tiny box near the entrance if they wish.

While I was driving back from Pittsburgh after my Mother’s funeral a five years ago, I remember our pastor, Jim, calling me while on the road to see if I had plans once I got back in town (he had been very diligent about calling me several times during my Mom’s sudden stroke and subsequent passing that week). Telling him I didn’t, he asked if I’d like to meet him and his wife Kim for dinner at my favorite Chinese restaurant after I got settled. To my surprise, when I arrived at The Great Wall, there were 14 others from the church there to encourage me, and help me reminisce about my Mom. And for the next 10 days after that, I got dozens more calls and visitors, and never had to cook a single meal because of all the dinners that were brought to my home by my fellow sojourners at our little church.

In fact, that practice is not out of the ordinary at all. Well over a two thousand meals have now been provided in just 9 years for parishioners who are going through mourning, recovering from surgery, getting settled with new-born babies, etc. When any kind of need is brought up, whether helping with the toddlers, or raising money to dig fresh water wells in the Sudan, our Village Chapel family responds above and beyond what anyone would expect. I guess it is borne out of a deep sense of gratitude for what Jesus did for us by coming into our world, walking around in skin and emotions like ours, and making the ultimate sacrifice to show us that God does indeed care so deeply and affectionately for each of us…even though we dare not say we deserve it.

So, if you’d like to join in the sheer joy of singing these familiar strains for complete strangers who will greet us warmly, just let me know and I’ll send you the particulars for this Thursday, Dec. 17 at 6:30 PM. Our group always includes everyone from kindergarteners to grandmas.

We’ll also have a group going to sing for some wonderful friends at some area Retirement Homes on Wednesday, Dec. 16th at 5:15 PM (those old folks go to bed early!) if you would like a bit “easier” pace.

After several hours of caroling from place to place, we celebrate with spiced apple cider, coffee, hot chocolate and Christmas pastries back at our facility located in the 105 year old St. Bernard’s Convent Building on 21st Avenue South—just two blocks from Hillsboro Village.

Yes, little baby Jesus will be celebrated in the bars this week. It’s the kind of Christianity that I think resonates deeply in all of us.

http://thevillagechapel.com
Currently listening:
The Long Fall Back to Earth
By Jars of Clay
Release date: 2009-04-21
Sunday, December 06, 2009 

Category: Writing and Poetry
You think English is easy??? Read to the end…a new twist 

1) The bandage was wound around the wound.
2) The farm was used to produce produce . 
3) The dump was so full that it had to refuse more refuse.
4) We must polish the Polish furniture. 
5) He could lead if he would get the lead out.
6) The soldier decided to desert his dessert in the desert.
7) Since there is no time like the present, he thought it was time to 
     present the present . 
8) A bass was painted on the head of the bass drum.
9) When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes.
10) I did not object to the object. 
11) The insurance was invalid for the invalid. 
12) There was a row among the oarsmen about how to row .
13) They were too close to the door to close it. 
14) The buck does funny things when the does are present.
15) A seamstress and a sewer fell down into a sewer line.
16) To help with planting, the farmer taught his sow to sow.
17) The wind was too strong to wind the sail. 
18) Upon seeing the tear in the painting I shed a tear.
19) I had to subject the subject to a series of tests. 
20) How can I intimate this to my most intimate friend? 

Let's face it--English is a crazy language. There is no egg in eggplant, nor ham in hamburger; neither apple nor pine in pineapple. English muffins weren't invented in England or French fries in France. Sweetmeats are candies while sweetbreads, which aren't sweet, are meat. We take English for granted. But if we explore its paradoxes, we find that quicksand can work slowly, boxing rings are square and a guinea pig is neither from Guinea nor is it a pig. 

And why is it that writers write but fingers don't fing, grocers don't groce and hammers don't ham? If the plural of tooth is teeth, why isn't the plural of booth, beeth? One goose, 2 geese. So one moose, 2 meese? One index, 2 indices? Doesn't it seem crazy that you can make amends but not one amend?

If you have a bunch of odds and ends and get rid of all but one of them, what do you call it? 

If teachers taught, why didn't preachers praught? If a vegetarian eats vegetables, what does a humanitarian eat? Sometimes I think all the English speakers should be committed to an asylum for the verbally insane. In what language do people recite at a play and play at a recital? Ship by truck and send cargo by ship? Have noses that run and feet that smell? 

How can a slim chance and a fat chance be the same, while a wise man and a wise guy are opposites? You have to marvel at the unique lunacy of a language in which your house can burn up as it burns down, in which you fill in a form by filling it out and in which, an alarm goes off by going on. 

English was invented by people, not computers, and it reflects the creativity of the human race, which, of course, is not a race at all. That is why, when the stars are out, they are visible, but when the lights are out, they are invisible. And why doesn't 'Buick' rhyme with 'quick' ?

You lovers of the English language might enjoy this: There is a two-letter word that perhaps has more meanings than any other two-letter word, and that is UP. 

It's easy to understand UP, meaning toward the sky or at the top of the list, but when we awaken in the morning, why do we wake UP? 

At a meeting, why does a topic come UP? 

Why do we speak UP and why are the officers UP for election and why is it UP to the secretary to write UP a report? 

We call UP our friends.

And we use it to brighten UP a room, polish UP the silver; we warm UP the leftovers and clean UP the kitchen. 

We lock UP the house and some guys fix UP the old car. 

At other times the little word has real special meaning.

People stir UP trouble, line UP for tickets, work UP an appetite, and think UP excuses. 

To be dressed is one thing, but to be dressed UP is special. 

A drain must be opened UP because it is stopped UP. 

We open UP a store in the morning but we close it UP at night. 

We seem to be pretty mixed UP about UP! 

To be knowledgeable about the proper uses of UP, look the word UP in the dictionary. 

In a desk-sized dictionary, it takes UP almost 1/4th of the page and can add UP to about thirty definitions. 

If you are UP to it, you might try building UP a list of the many ways UP is used. 

It will take UP a lot of your time, but if you don't give UP, you may wind UP with a hundred or more.

When it threatens to rain, we say it is clouding UP. 

When the sun comes out we say it is clearing UP.

When it rains, it wets the earth and often messes things UP.

When it doesn't rain for awhile, things dry UP.

One could go on and on, but I'll wrap it UP, for now my time is UP! 

(source unknown)
Currently listening:
The Latest
By Cheap Trick
Release date: 2009-06-23
Sunday, November 29, 2009 

Category: Travel and Places
I am still haunted by a mother and her children whom I met in Guatemala 8 years ago…another one of those divine encounters with the poor that helped put my life’s troubles in perspective. 

In leading a group of U.S. radio personalities through the capital of Guatemala City, we attended the opening ceremonies of a brand new project called Escuela de Philadelphia (“School of Brotherly Love”) located just a block from a horrific city dump which takes up an entire square mile. 

These massive refuse sites are commonplace in developing nations. I’ve seen them in Nairobi (Kenya), Chenai (India), Guayquil (Ecuador), and Port au Prince (Haiti) to name but a few. As you approach them you observe thousands of crows, ravens, and vultures taking turns circling in the rising thermals above, then diving downward into decaying waste and an even higher population of mice, rats, and stray dogs on the surface. Various areas are continually burning from fires set long ago, and fueled by gaseous build-up below the surface. Gigantic piles—often 5 stories high--of half consumed ash and filth are at times glowing from the internal combustion. The smoke burns one’s eyes, and the acrid smell is nauseating. 

In most advanced nations, we recycle some, and cover the rest in land fills out of sight from the citizenry. Without sufficient funding due to a poor tax base, these poor countries lack any sophistication whatsoever in handling garbage. And that’s where the real horror becomes evident. Here in Guatemala’s largest metropolis of 4 million people, there are an estimated 10,000 souls who either live inside or directly on the edges of this decrepit desolation. Over half of them are children under the age of 10, and what they do to survive is nearly beyond comprehension. 

Every day at sunrise, these kids, many of them just out of toddler stage, await the myriad dump trucks that begin the promenade of disposal. One by one, as they back into that day’s predetermined release point, the children dart in and around their gargantuan tires trying to get in the best position to begin sifting through the discarded trash and find any semblance of food, or usable clothing, perhaps a piece of furniture, or scrap tin or aluminum that might be recycled. The smaller the person, the better, since they are more nimble and able to squeeze into narrow areas, even getting under the trucks as they dump for the best angle on the new trash. Shards of glass abound, used hypodermic needles, rusted razor blades, jagged pieces of ripped metal, stout wires, broken hangars, ripped boarding with encrusted nails, and countless other skin piercing elements pour out of these truck beds, and make navigating in flip flops a dangerous game. Unfortunately, that’s usually all these waifs have on their feet. 

Add to that the fist fights that often break out amongst the kids jousting for the best positions, and the theft that many times takes place as older/wiser boys take advantage of the smallest scavengers. Dangers from chemical burns…lung damage from inhaling all the toxic fumes…falling into crevasses of waste…or being buried in an avalanche of unsettled refuse are other deadly obstacles. 

Imagine seeing elementary-aged urchins in the U.S. wandering about in these circumstances, with lacerated hands and feet that are puffy from infection and puss. Open sores with no antibacterial ointments, let alone bandages. On top of that, many of them with tuberculosis and other bronchial ailments due to the putrid air. Besides the screeches of the scavenger birds and foamy growls of diseased canines, the predominant sound in the dump is of throaty coughing from little ones’ failing lungs. 

When we met Graciela, a single mother of 3, at the Philadelphia school she was beside herself with joy—tears coursing down her cheeks because her daughters were now enrolled in this project. A sponsor in the States would provide them with health care, nutrition, shoes, clothing, skills training, tutoring, and a safe haven where they could actually play and be allowed to be a child. Her youngest, Angelica, age 5, was at the school with her for the ceremonies, but she insisted we come to her home a few blocks away to meet her 8 year old, Rosa. Even though it was going to set us behind schedule, we all agreed to visit since she was so insistent. 

We navigated through the narrow streets, dodging dozens of rabid dogs and aggressive peddlers. We climbed up two steep flights of prefab concrete stairs, entering a cinder block apartment full of flies and as intense an odor from human waste (no plumbing in these parts) as I have ever encountered. As we were visiting, several in our group had to step out for fresh air, one even vomiting from the stench. 

It was then that we saw why Rosa wasn’t at the school’s grand opening. She had just had her leg amputated two days before, and was still getting used to her crutches and regaining her strength. You see, she was one of the dozen or so children each week who are mashed to death under the wheels of these trucks trying to get position for the first fruits of filth. She was fortunate that it was just her leg. 

Graciela chattered away in frenzied Spanish about how her new sponsorship was such a blessing for Rosa, proudly showing us her brand new text books and Bible. When one of us asked about the family photo we saw in a cracked frame (no doubt dug out of the dump) that included a little boy, she began to weep again. Through hysteric sobs we heard yet another chapter of woe: her 9 year old son, Miguel, hadn’t been as fortunate as Rosa…he was killed just a year before, the life literally crushed out of him in a similar accident at the dump. The truck driver never even stopped. These children are just as disposable--just as discarded--as any cargo they are dispensing. 

If the project had only been open sooner, he would be with us all celebrating right now. 

We gathered around to hug and pray with the family. Through clenched teeth, a smile broke out across Graciela’s tear streaked, dirty face. “Rosa and Angelica will no longer have to do this. They can truly be children now. They have a chance for a better life that I simply can not give them. All glory to God and their new sponsors in the United States.” 

We were all very quiet as we drove out of that hellish neighborhood. So much to be angry about. So much to be ashamed of. So much to rejoice over. So much to do with what we have been given. 

http://compassion.com 
Currently reading:
Red Letter Christians: A Citizen's Guide to Faith and Politics
By Tony Campolo
Sunday, November 22, 2009 

Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
Phil Cooke is a media guru that has worked within the religious and mainstream broadcasting world for decades. His most recent book, The Last TV Evangelist: Why the Next Generation Couldn’t Care Less About Religious Media, And Why It Matters, is a thought provoking read. The text is loaded with frank discussion on what is ailing the communication techniques that western Christians have employed for the past 50 years that are quickly becoming passé. 

Some of the chapter titles alone are spicy: 

The Great Deception 

The Wacky Factor 

If You Want to Reach the Next Generation, Stop Doing This Now 

Should We Ever Offend the Audience? Why Conflict Matters in America 

Change or Die 

Embrace Ambiguity: Appreciating the Mystery of Life
 

Here are some of my favorite quotes from the book. Let me know which ones resonate with you:
 

• It’s been said that Hollywood is brilliant at making fake things look real, and Christians are brilliant at making real things look fake. In a culture where design holds a powerful influence, taste—or lack of it—is noticed. 

• Are we preaching a message based on the Bible’s intentions or the audiences’ aspirations? 

• We start engaging culture by listening. 

• In the digital age, our challenge is not the pursuit of information, but rather the pursuit of discernment. It’s not about search, it’s about filters. 

• There are a lot of diseases I deal with on a daily basis that have infected the church, but one of the most serious is shallow thinking. 

• Accepting ambiguity may be our greatest act of faith. 

• From a communication perspective our world has transformed from a one-way model to a two-way, dynamic conversation. Simply put, in the open world of the future, those who just preach or teach without regard to the way the audience understands and responds will be left behind. 

• Life isn’t about finding easy answers—life is about asking the right questions. 

• To reach this generation, we have to create programming that acknowledges that we have to accept the mystery of life, realize it’s not always fair, and we don’t have all the answers. 

• The new media generation is about stories and conversations, not sermons and lectures. It’s about popping the bubble of religious media and embracing the secular audience. To Impact the culture we need to engage, not boycott or criticize. 

• From the beginning we have been creatures of choice. We are not ruled by instincts, robotic instructions or programming. We have free will—we can choose. But within that choice is the great paradox. Choice means that we are free to do evil as well as good. Choice means that we live in a world where birth, life and growth are balanced by decay, disease, and destruction. Choice means the responsibility to do the right thing—not the license to do what we please. Choice means that true redemption is in life’s struggles. 

• The journey is taking place every day. Stop looking for the finish line and enjoy the race. 

• This generation is highly skeptical of an easy fix. They understand that life is complicated and they are far more comfortable participating in a conversation than listening to a lecture. 

• Today, it’s not about how we communicate with the audience; it’s how they communicate with us. 

• For the most part, traditional Christian media doesn’t unify, it divides. It’s about being against issues, not being for issues. It’s about aligning the Christian faith with a political party or being critical of the culture rather than reaching out and engaging the culture. 

• The truth is, the Church today has it backwards. We spend too much time criticizing the outside culture, and not enough time holding each other to a higher standard. 

• I’m particularly uncomfortable with “safe” media. “Family safe” is something you hear a lot on Christian radio and TV. But try as I might, I just can’t find anything in the Bible that calls us to live “safe” lives. It wasn’t very safe for Jesus to say the things he did. People who have boldly preached the gospel throughout history have been beaten, tortured, and burned at the stake—so why would I expect the media expressing that story to me and my family to be safe? 

• If your insecurity is powerful that you won’t change, then get out of the way. 

• We don’t need to water down or compromise our message. We need to be honest about our doubts, our fears, and our questions. The truth won’t make us less credible, it will make us more credible. 

If you're in the Christian communication field, I highly recommend you read this book. Let me know what you think. 
Currently reading:
The Last TV Evangelist: Why the Next Generation Couldn't Care Less About Religious Media
By Phil Cooke
Sunday, November 15, 2009 

Category: Writing and Poetry
With all the hoopla about the next Twilight movie coming out next week, I thought I would share this article about America’s most famous vampire novelist, Anne Rice that AP published a year ago:

For those who haven't been paying attention lately to vampire lit, America's most famous chronicler of bloodsuckers, Anne Rice, is riding new waves of enthusiasm: the memoir and Christian literature.

Her memoir, Called Out of Darkness: A Spiritual Confession, is the latest piece of evidence that Rice is reinventing herself in an attempt to build a reputation as a serious Christian writer.

In the memoir, the 67-year-old writer doesn't disavow the two decades she spent churning out books on vampires, demons and witches -- with a batch of S&M erotica thrown in -- following the breakout success of her first novel in 1976, Interview With the Vampire.

But she's clearly moved on.

Rice lays out her goal: "To be able to take the tools, the apprenticeship, whatever I learned from being a vampire writer, or whatever I was -- to be able to take those tools now and put them in the service of God is a wonderful, wonderful, wonderful opportunity," she said. "And I hope I can redeem myself in that way. I hope that the Lord will accept the books I am writing now."

The memoir follows the release of two books in a planned four-part, first-person chronicle of the life of Jesus.

And in this new 245-page memoir, Rice presents her former life as vampire writer as that of a soul-searching wanderer in the deserts of atheism; as someone akin to her most famous literary creations -- Lestat, her "dark search engine," Louis the aristocrat-turned-vampire and Egyptian Queen Akasha, "the mother of all vampires."

"I do think that those dark books were always talking about religion in their own way. They were talking about the grief for a lost faith," she said.

In 2002, Rice broke away completely from atheism -- nearly four decades after she gave up her Roman Catholic faith as the 1960s started. It happened when she went off to college and found her peers talking about existentialism -- Martin Heidegger, Albert Camus, Jean-Paul Sartre. Religion, she writes, was too restrictive to the young Rice. Too out of step.

Yet, religion had to come back into her life, she writes. For her, it was something she'd have to face up to again like an absent parent or a long-lost love child or Banquo the ghost in "Macbeth."

By the late 1990s, when she went back to Mass, Rice -- the author whose books sold in the tens of millions and who had recharged Hollywood's appetite for vampire-inspired horror -- had fallen on hard times.

Her husband, poet and artist Stan Rice, died of a brain tumor in 2002. And she had become victim to diabetes.

When she was 12, she had her father turn a room on the back porch of the family's Uptown home in New Orleans into an oratory modeled after St. Rose of Lima -- the saint Catholics believe turned roses into floating crosses. She wanted to be a saint, she writes.

In the memoir, Rice describes a familiar Catholic upbringing imbued with opulence and mystery. The incense. The statuary. The stained glass. The darkness. She learned the world, she writes, through her senses, through a "preliterate" understanding of the world. She writes that she possessed "an internal gallery of pictorial images" that, lamentably, was replaced "by the alphabetic letters" she learned later.

"You might call it the Mozart effect, but it was the Catholic effect on me," she said.

In a sense, the memoir also is a confessional about her struggle as a writer to be a reader, a thinker and an author with a distinct literary style. 

And the bar is high when it comes to writing about Jesus. Jason Berry, a novelist and journalist who has written extensively on the Catholic church says "A lot of narrative artists in both literature and film have taken on Jesus, like (G.K.) Chesterton, and Norman Mailer."

Rice isn't out to impress the critics, though.

"My objective is simple: It's to write books about our Lord living on Earth that make him real to people who don't believe in him; or people who have never really tried to believe in him," she said.

She pressed the point: "I mean, I've made vampires believable to grown women. Now, if I can do that, I can make our Lord Jesus Christ believable to people who've never believed in him. I hope and pray."


(Adapted from an AP story, Oct. 2008)
Currently reading:
The Blue Sweater: Bridging the Gap Between Rich and Poor in an Interconnected World
By Jacqueline Novogratz
Release date: 2009-03-03
Sunday, November 08, 2009 

Category: Life
Two weeks ago marked 10 years since I moved into my home in the Twelve South neighborhood of Nashville. Reflecting back on this decade has been an exercise that has made me both pensive and thankful for the new friends, experiences, and stability that home ownership has brought. I had never had proprietorship of a place in my previous 4 decades---always rented because I didn’t want to be tied-down to a mortgage and all the responsibilities. But I knew with my then-growing artist management business in the late 90’s that it was going to be difficult to continue operating out of my tight apartment in Hillsboro Village. I was also ready to take on the investment and everything that it would entail to be the king of my own castle.

With my good friend Rick Florian serving as my real estate agent, we looked at over 20 homes. The one I settled on was actually the second one we looked at. We were both amazed at its relatively low price in a locale that was in the beginning stages of a renaissance, especially in comparison with several others we looked at within two blocks. It had also been on the market for 3 months, which was awfully long by Nashville standards at that time. It had character, but we wondered if something might be wrong with the property, so we decided to look at other options while some inquiries were made. But I kept thinking about it as my overall favorite due to its traits, the way it could be divided for living on the first floor and business upstairs, and the huge elm tree in the back yard. The fact that it was a mixed neighborhood was very appealing to me as well. 

After getting positive reports from several sources and an A-OK on a residential examination, we were convinced that God seemed to be holding this house for me. The financing worked out nicely, and everything was settled in a matter of weeks.

I set the somewhat ambitious goal of paying off the joint in 7 years. You see, I hate debt. I buy all my cars used and with cash. I shop around for deals on furniture and appliances. I never possessed a credit card until I was in my mid-30’s, and that was only to develop a credit rating. In those 16 years, I’ve only not paid it down monthly on two occasions. I keep my AC at 78 in the summer and heat at 62 in the winter. I own the same stereo system I had in college. I have a cost-effective electric lawnmower. So, in many ways, I was Dave Ramsey before Dave Ramsey existed. It took 22 months longer than I had hoped, but indeed, the mortgage was finished a year ago September. How freeing it is to not owe anyone anything other than paying my Visa bill off each month. 

In some ways, not much has changed about the house or neighborhood, and in others, it has been quite the upheaval. For instance, my good neighbors James and Barbara, Eunice, Sam and Michaela, and Emmitt have remained steady. But there have been 3 different families in the rental home across the street, two addresses down from there has had 4 families in that refurbished place. My favorite neighbors, Carl and Carol, replaced Martin the second year after I arrived. And I’ve made friendships with others that have moved-in along the way like Barrett and Rachel behind me. 

On the deed of my home, it states that it was built in 1927. However, a residential historian friend of mine who knows much about this part of south Nashville believes it might be 15 years older than that. It certainly looks like it was added-on to several times, and was most likely a duplex at one point. One of the unique features is that the right side of the house has all the floorboards running east and west, but the left side they are all north and south; you can also see where there used to be other doorways in the front and back---both pretty good indicators that there were additions along the way. 

Other than changing the exterior paint from gray to red velvet this summer, repainting the upstairs interior, and having to basically get the whole house rewired to support all the computers, printers, photocopier, and additional window air units for the second floor headquarters of my business, I’ve done little to the structure itself. The lot, however, looks rather different. I tore out several rows of ratty bushes along two sides of the front yard, and several ill-placed trees next to the foundation and along the back of the lot. The lawn was in bad shape upon my arrival, so I worked many years to get better grass sewn into the mix, leveled out some spots where there had formerly been some large stumps, excavated and leveled the area where an old overgrown brick walkway cut through the center of the back yard. 

Employing my old buddy Marc Wozniak, we tore down an aging shed in the back and replaced it with one of those slick Home Depot models. Also ripped out the back deck which had developed a termite issue the second year after my arrival (thank goodness they never got anywhere in the house), and replaced it with a smaller all-concrete version. We removed the logs that had bordered the back driveway/parking area from the alley entrance and replaced them with two layers of castle rock trimming. That same type of retainer was built along the front sidewalk to replace some decrepit cinder block that was collapsing. The 3 foot high, 50 foot long decorative wall with trimmed “monkey grass” adorning the top layer now makes the front view of my home so much better. My property is the only one along the block with this effect, and, if I do say so myself, it looks terrific. I am so thankful for Woz’s skill and muscle in putting all of that together.

As I reflect on these years, however, it is what happened with people on the inside that gives me the most joy. It all started with 16 friends showing up on a nippy October morning in ’99 to load up a 24 foot Ryder Truck with the incredible amount of stuff (mostly business related) out of my 750 square foot apartment, and move it two miles to the house. We got everything transferred, unloaded and set up in less than 4 hours. It still boggles my mind how much quicker it took than any of us expected. 

My little business continued to run for 2 more years after my arrival, and two full time employees, Carey Dodson and Rann Russell, did so much to add ethos and fun to those months trying to keep fledgling rock groups on the road and on budget while the music industry was beginning its decline. We had many college interns during that time like Kelsey, Melissa, John, Christie, three Michelle’s, Morgan, Crystal, and Connie who added thousands of extra hours of assistance in arranging press, advancing concert dates, organizing bulk mailings, data entry, and much, much more. 

My side business with Curtis Swartzentruber on Jungo International provided mail-order and internet fulfillment for tour merchandise by the bands I managed along with several others, and that kept us all busy packing, weighing, and sending out thousands of packages around the world.

It was a bustling time that not only featured as many as 5 people working at once in our 800 square foot upstairs office space, but also many times when up to 8 band/crew members from either Smalltown Poets or Clear would be staying in my home during layovers on tour runs—sometimes for 5 days at a stretch. And there were untold additional meetings on the premises with record labels, producers, booking agencies, ministry partners, t-shirt companies, and so on.

In the spring of 2001 I decided to stop managing artists when I was asked to return to Compassion International’s employ as the manager of their retooled Radio Marketing Department. Though the headquarters are in Colorado Springs, they were fine with me running the endeavor out of my dwelling since I already had the necessary equipment and the fact that most of our primary radio relationships were in the eastern U.S. at that time. 

There was a tremendous amount that needed to be done to rebuild partnerships and strategies that had fallen into disarray, and my boss was fine with me bringing in more interns from Belmont University to assist with the load. So over the next five years great assistants like Carrie, Nathan, Amber, Katy, Hannah, Adam, and Kyndall once again pitched-in with thousands of hours worth of help. In the process, over 60,000 poverty-stricken kids in the developing world got sponsors to assist them with health care, nutrition, clothing, education, and the hope of Christ through the radio events that we helped organize and stage across America. They were often tireless in data entry, editing audio clips, researching broadcasters, setting up phone centers, organizing artist interviews, etc. On top of that, the youthful energy and great attitudes by these interns added so much to my life, and kept me from despairing at times from the work load.

By the time this decade reached its midway point, Compassion had created enough capacity with full-time support staff in Colorado so that I didn’t need regular help on the business side. But I continued to hire Katy Kinard as a personal assistant of sorts. For these past 5 years she has been such a blessing in everything from organizing receipts for tax returns to power washing my sidewalks; from figuring out computer glitches to mopping floors; from hanging curtains to duplicating CD’s. On top of that she is an extremely reliable driving service to and from the airport on hundreds of pre-dawn departures and late evening arrivals. Her smiling face is such a respite for this often travel-weary soul. I’m so indebted to her for the great touch she has brought to my habitat.

One of the areas I’ve especially liked in my abode is the space to more fully decorate with paintings, sculpture, weavings, and photos I’ve collected from each of the 49 countries I’ve visited. Katy has also been a huge help in picking out the right frames and best spots around the homestead to make it visually intriguing, but not overwrought with kitsch. 

Of course, it hasn’t all been labor-intensive at the ol’ hearth. There have been multiple big blow-out parties like the Titans-Rams Super Bowl of 2000 (when 17 people were crammed in my den screaming their heads off in that amazing 4th quarter comeback that fell just a yard short), or the Academy Awards party last spring when nearly the same amount watched our favorite, Slumdog Millionaire, sweep to 8 Oscars; or viewing get-togethers for Presidential Debates, Stanley Cup Playoffs, Election Nights, World Series, or dozens of Movie Nights. There have been at least ten different Game Nights where we crack up until we’re sore with Uno, Taboo, charades, and the like. Then there were Village Chapel Dinner Clubs with groups of 8 of us sharing communal meals and getting to know each other better. I hosted some Art Nights where folks could share their paintings, poetry, and music for mutual inspiration and encouragement. I’ve sung-in several New Years with family and friends, hosted the occasional cookout, and had sign-painting get-togethers with some of the other crazies from Cellblock 303 at Predators’ games. 

The most people ever crammed into my 1900 square foot digs were when 47 showed up for my 50th Birthday Bash. I’ll never forget the gales of laughter when I was forced to be humiliated as “Mini Mark.” I sat at a table and put my arms through some little pants and my hands were placed into some old shoes; then my sister, Joyce, stood behind me, covered with a blanket, and placed her arms around me through a little shirt. It was her task to then feed me, wash my face, brush my teeth, and shave me, etc. without being able to see me. One guest said she nearly peed her pants she was laughing so hard. 

One of the favorite uses of this homestead has been to host visitors who needed a place to stay. Of course my family members have come on lots of holidays, and the aforementioned bands spent many a night on the hide-a-bed couches, air mattresses, and sleeping bags on the floor. There have been guests from Canada, El Salvador, and Scotland; homeless guys that I’ve taken in on cold nights; families stopping at the midway point of their trek from Chicago to Florida; young couples with infants; guys who were going through separations or divorces who had nowhere else to stay; friends in town for extended work projects who needed lodging; folks whose homes had been damaged in ice storms and needed shelter until repairs were made; other musicians in Music city for gigs, or songwriting sessions, or conventions that would rather stay with me than in a lonely motel. All told, to the best of my recollection, I’ve had 79 different people stay at my home for a total of 1,066 nights since I’ve been here. And I can truly say that I have enjoyed every visitor and the time they have helped fill these walls and my soul with the hustle and bustle of life, laughter, and meals.

Along the way there have been some unexpected challenges. Like the central air unit failing on Friday afternoon of 4th of July weekend when I had 7 guests, and hence, not finding anyone to repair it until the following Tuesday. It literally got to 99 degrees inside the house. Or, on the other end of the spectrum, the furnace dying on a Saturday in mid-February during a snow storm and the inner temp diving to below freezing (thank goodness for my heated waterbed). Then there was a wasp infestation of my front porch while I was away for 10 days (and the resultant attack and multiple stings I received upon my return home), moles in the back yard, a few mice in the kitchen from time to time, and the water heater failing on a frigid January morning. Though frustrating at the time, I can say they were character building now. 

My time here has now outdistanced the longest I’ve ever lived in the same residence by two years, and honestly, it may well be the last place I ever own. I say that with much gratefulness in my heart, and anticipation of what new adventures may come my way on this beloved property that God has entrusted to me.
Currently listening:
Love Song
By Love Song
Monday, November 02, 2009 

Category: Life
Back in the day when I shared apartments with some rowdy friends, we got hours of in-house entertainment from constructing involved answering machine messages. This was long before digital voice mail. Even before code-a-phones allowed you to produce the spot to the length of your choice. At that time, your answering tape could be either 60 or 30 seconds. Should we have finished the text of our message before the allotted time frame, then there would be either dead air until the tape ran out, or an annoying *beeeeeeeeeeeep* covering the remainder of the tape. Most folks hated that, so we chose to flesh out the time with oft complex productions.

At first, just friends and family would hear our thespian efforts, often leaving messages that were nothing more than laughter. I guess they were so tickled they began letting other folks know, and we would get calls from those unbeknownst to us. Imagine how weird it was sometimes when we would be home and answer, only to have a stranger ask if we could hang up so they could call back to hear the recording.

Eventually it started to get out of hand, because a local radio station began a bit on their morning show where they would pick the “Answering Machine Message of the Day” and play it over the air. Ours became one of their ongoing favorites. But instead of playing it multiple times throughout the show, they would just give out our number. 

I recall being away on a business trip for a few days, only to come home and find something like 109 messages on the machine. Most of them just chuckles and guffaws. A few with mock indignation over one of our satirical forays. Occasionally some folks who truly thought we had crossed the line. Of course, since they called, we could hardly be guilty of crossing anything—they came to us. : )

So, you ask, what exactly were these miniature epics like? Imagine anywhere from two to ten people each with script in hand, various sound effects, synched background music, and even choral arrangements worked out. Like the old days of recording--before multi-tracks or dubbing—we had to get everything right from all participants in one pass. Often it ended up being 20 or more tries, punctuated with much hilarity and mock disgust when someone would miss their cue, mispronounce a word, or crack up. The absolute worst was when you would finally get a brilliant take, but the tape would end 1 second before we did, thus cutting off the punch line or the beep. So we would have to try to do it all again just a tad faster. 

I’ve kept several cassettes loaded with these behind-the-scenes shenanigans, and they never fail to keep me and others rolling when revisited. I believe one 30 second production took close to three hours before finally hitting the mark.

Here is a selection of some of these prodigious performances:

- Just 20 days until Oral Roberts dies! (counting down his self-imposed “calling home” if he didn’t raise $8 million by a certain date)

- Pristine Potentate’s Gymnatorium (featuring lots of “lift, clean, and jerk” references)

- Mortimer Snerd’s Hairlip Enunciation Courses

- Jim Rockford’s Answering Machine (featuring Lance, his limp-wristed house boy, who would often be beaten viciously by Jim while he told Rockford “Ooooh, Jimbo…Owwww…I’ll give you ten minutes to stop that!”)

- The Porgy Tirebiter Singers (kind of a cross of Up With People and South Park)

- The Adventures of Underdog, Sweet Polly Purebread, and Simon-Bar-Sinister

- Dial a Debutante (a precursor of Girls Gone Wild)

- The Opera of the Absurd

- Various Pro Wrastlin’ Throwdowns (featuring Brutus “The Barber” Beefcake, Adrian “Man Boobs” Adonis, BoBo Brazil, Dale the Bus/Pile Driver, The Pencil Neck Geek, Hip Hulgan, Sergeant Slaughter, Jimmy “The Mouth of the South” Hart, Bobby “The Brain” Heenan, Rowdy Roddy Piper, etc.)

- Headbanger’s Ball (tributes to various heavy metal anthems and cliches)

- Phil Madeira’s Flippin’ Keyboards (sordid ditties by the one and only songwriter extraordinaire)

- Uncle Remus’ Unrighteous Riddles (loads of double entendres)

- Poetry’s Royal Promenade (ribald stanzas often hosted by Percy Persimmons)

- The Stammer/Stutter Debate Team (not in very good taste—but insanely funny)

- Billy Grahams’ Sermonettes for Sinners

- Insipid Interludes w/ Jeff, the Angriest Evangelical in the World (some serious rants)

- Las Vegas Lounge Lizards (featuring memorable performances such as “Don’t Go Changin’,” “Love Ya Like a Rock,” “Babe,” “You’re The Only Reason,” “Torn Between Two Lovers,” “Shannon,” “Two Outta Three Ain’t Bad,” “Once, Twice, Three Times a Lady,” and “Don’t Fight the Feelin’” among others)

- Bobby T’s Hazardous Waste Clean-up Crew (usually in the aftermath of a large party)

- A Flatulence Festivale (you could almost smell how good these were)

- An Amish Eubonics Seminar (quite bent)

- Bong Water! (odes to stoners, reefers, snort-mongers, and waste-oids) 

- Feeders Anonymous (detailed descriptions of our culinary mannerisms)

- Johnny Dangerously’s Swearing School (featuring variations on “fargin’ icehole!” “sons of bastages!” “Shhhhell!” “Judas H. Priest!” “brickin’ brackin’ frickin’ frackin’ son of a badger pup!” and many more)

- He-man Pink Steel (our resident porno star)

- Whinin’ Simon LeBron from Duran Duran butchering numerous pop classics

- Epic Tales (Tails?) of Buddy the Cat (perhaps the strangest of all our campaigns)

- Karl the Latvian Love King (indescribably bad)

- Sex: Fact and Fiction for Teenagers. Excerpts from a 1957 handbook put out by the Southern Baptists. What made each portion unique was that it was ever so slightly edited and read by “Walt Disney Documentary Guy” (ya know—overly enthusiastic and condescending). Here’s an example:

There are some girls who feel that in order to be popular they must do the “expected” thing. Oddly enough, most boys don’t expect anything. Even the boy with the reputation of a “wolf” has a basic respect for girls, in spite of all his bragging. How far he will go depends entirely on how far the girl lets him go. If he thinks the girl is “easy,” he’ll take advantage of it; but if the girl lets him know she’s not “fast,” the boy will accept it, in most instances gracefully, and end up having more respect for her. However, sometimes girls, you need a baseball bat.

Each boy reacts differently to a baseball bat. You’ve probably had a date with a boy you didn’t know too well, and been told by your girl friends the next day that this boy takes girls out for one purpose—to eat rhubarb pie. This may have come as a big surprise, since he never made a false move. As a matter of fact, you thought he was a very nice boy, and you rather liked the rhubarb pie. You had such a good time, you were hoping he’d ask you for another date. Don’t worry, he probably will…and we will to if you leave your name and number for Dale, Karl, or Mark.


- Others from this sex handbook would be narrated by two flaming fellas who massively over-enunciated and pranced about the text (I usually voiced one of these, and, will have to admit, I’m awfully good at it….hmmmmm). For example:

Whatever you do, dress like a girl. Blue jeans and slacks are all right for picnics, horse back riding, cycling, and other activities when a dress might be a disadvantage; but don’t wear them all the time. The same goes for shorts. Use your head when you choose what to wear.

Clothes should be kept clean, too. Wearing a soiled blouse, skirt, or sweater does not add to your attractiveness. This goes for under clothing, too. Even though they are hidden from your outer wear, good grooming makes it a must for them to always be fresh and clean. Make a habit of washing your panties, bras, and stockings before you go to bed at night...they’ll be fresh and clean in the morning.

Don’t overuse cosmetics. Actually you should not use anything but lipstick; pancake makeup, rouge, powder, and all the other things that are supposed to make you look “radiant” often do just the opposite. If you do use a little make-up for dress-up occasions, use it sparingly and make sure you choose the proper shades. Unusual or off color shades may be used to advantage by older men, but they’re not for you. However, Mark, Karl or Dale could be just right for you if you’ll just leave ‘em a little messagy thingy.


Alas, we’re now in an age where—in most cases--folks no longer want to listen to a 30 or 60 second message. But, it was a fun period while it lasted. Now you can move on to your next blog at the sound of the tone……….(wait for it!)…………………………………*beeeeep*
Currently listening:
Don't Crush That Dwarf, Hand Me the Pliers!
By Firesign Theatre
Release date: 2001-12-04
Sunday, October 25, 2009 

Category: Life
Nelson Mandela is a South African political activist, co-winner of Nobel Peace Prize with F.W. de Klerk in 1993, and in 1994 he became the first President of South Africa to be elected in fully-representative democratic elections. Previous to that, he had been imprisoned unjustly for 27 years because of his anti-apartheid views and activism to bring about social equity for all in South Africa. 

Mandela's inauguration brought together the largest number of Heads of State since the funeral of US President John F. Kennedy in 1963. After he retired the presidency in 1999, he went on to become an advocate for a variety of social and human rights organizations and greater international cooperation. He is one of the world's most visible figures regarding race relations and is a symbol to many people of the struggle for racial equality. 

Here are some of my favorite Mandela quotes. Let me know which ones resonate with you. 



A good head and a good heart are always a formidable combination. 

After climbing a great hill, one only finds that there are many more hills to climb. 

No one is born hating another person because of the color of his skin, or his background, or his religion. People must learn to hate, and if they can learn to hate, they can be taught to love, for love comes more naturally to the human heart than its opposite. 

And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. 

Education is the most powerful weapon which you can use to change the world. 

For to be free is not merely to cast off one's chains, but to live in a way that respects and enhances the freedom of others. 

I detest racialism, because I regard it as a barbaric thing, whether it comes from a black man or a white man. 

There can be no keener revelation of a society's soul than the way in which it treats its children. 

I learned that courage was not the absence of fear, but the triumph over it. The brave man is not he who does not feel afraid, but he who conquers that fear. 

There is no such thing as part freedom. 

If there are dreams about a beautiful South Africa, there are also roads that lead to their goal. Two of these roads could be named Goodness and Forgiveness. 
Man's goodness is a flame that can be hidden but never extinguished. 
If you talk to a man in a language he understands, that goes to his head. If you talk to him in his language, that goes to his heart. 

If you want to make peace with your enemy, you have to work with your enemy. Then he becomes your partner. 

In my country we go to prison first and then become President. 

The greatest glory in living lies not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall. 

There is no easy walk to freedom anywhere, and many of us will have to pass through the valley of the shadow of death again and again before we reach the mountaintop of our desires. 

There is no passion to be found playing small - in settling for a life that is less than the one you are capable of living. 

We must use time wisely and forever realize that the time is always ripe to do right. 

It is better to lead from behind and to put others in front, especially when you celebrate victory when nice things occur. You take the front line when there is danger. Then people will appreciate your leadership. 

Money won't create success, the freedom to make it will. 

As I have said, the first thing is to be honest with yourself. You can never have an impact on society if you have not changed yourself... Great peacemakers are all people of integrity, of honesty, but humility. 

True reconciliation does not consist in merely forgetting the past. 

We are really appalled by any country, whether a superpower or a small country, that goes outside the U.N. and attacks independent countries, No country should be allowed to take the law into their own hands. 

As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others. 

It always seems impossible until its done. 

A new society cannot be created by reproducing the repugnant past, however refined or enticingly repackaged. 

I am not a saint, unless you think of a saint as a sinner who keeps on trying. 
Currently listening:
The Whirlwind
By Transatlantic
Release date: 2009-10-26
Sunday, October 18, 2009 

Category: Life
The last 5 days I’ve been driving through Indiana and Kentucky. Seeing the riveting display of autumn’s final shout before giving-in to the inevitable next cycle of life got me thinking… 

Last April, these hills became filled with greens, mostly very similar to each other. Young buds of rebirth and youthfulness. As spring evolved into summer, the trees were reaching skyward in their most accelerated time of growth, striving to gain more sunlight than their neighbors. The leaves are nature’s food factories, soaking up water and carbon dioxide to generate sugar. Through the energy provided by light, “photosynthesis” as I recall from my biology classes, there is spectacular advancement. 

Besides the warming light, however, there needs to be moisture. It can come via glooming sprinkles, or frightening torrential downpours. It can sometimes hang thick in the air as sweltering humidity. It can appear as clammy, cold dew throughout each evening. What often appears as too much of it can accumulate as puddles, or bogs, or floodwaters overreaching nearby stream banks. Even the freezing snow and ice of the previous winter helped strengthen the roots and hardwood portions when everything else appeared dead on the outside. Unless the water becomes stagnant and inundates a tree, however, there can rarely be such a thing as too much moister. The growth pattern drinks it up, and stores it for future needs. 

We all know that water can be a fun diversion for a time—but after a few hours of fun, it becomes a frustration. Often we are more interested in the happiness that it can bring in shorter increments, but forget that the ongoing consistency, even relentlessness of moisture is what is needed, along with the warmth and energy of God’s illumination, to help sustain us in times to come when the inevitable cycle of life will not provide the same levels. Perhaps this is the depth and meaning of joy—the felt knowing that we are being cared for, even when it may not make us happy, or even feels a bit uncomfortable at particular stages. 

During fall and then winter, there is not enough light nor water for photosynthesis to continue. The trees will rest, and live off the food they stored during the summer. The bright greens fade away, and we begin to see yellow and orange colors. Small amounts of these have been in the leaves all along—we just can’t see them in the summer because they are covered up with green chlorophyll of youth and discovery. 

The combination of all these circumstances—when the sun’s warmth and moisture both lessen--leads to a much different kind of blooming—the fabulous fall foliage. 

We can see the uniqueness of each type of trees’ transformation. American Chestnuts, 6 types of Oaks, Aspens, Sugar Maples and 4 other Maple cousins, Dogwoods, Sassafras, Black Cherries, Choke Cherries, Fire Cherries, Elms, Buckeyes, Ashes, Sycamores, a quintet of different Hickories, and Beeches, to name but a few. Like snowflakes and fingerprints, no two are alike. And each one is fully realized in its own way. It is as if they are celebrating all that they have learned and endured that summer. Their maturity and character on glorious display. 

This final fling of exuberance comes out in scarlet, tope, mauve, royal purple, dandelion yellow, even some like orange sherbet. Hillside mosaics featuring brass, cranberry, blood red, various chocolates, magenta, osage, and a sprinkling in a sea foam tint. Pastiches of burnt sienna, maroon, salmon, lavender, and goldenrod. Fruity pigments like peach, lemon, plum, Granny Smith apple, tangerine, banana, watermelon, mango, and lime. Some licked in flaming yellows with torched, fire-engine red edges. I even saw the Oakland A’s uniforms from the early 70’s dappled in some groves. Like a fluorescent Peter Max painting, the kaleidoscope of color pulsates with each gust of wind, and mutates in various hues and combinations with each passing day. If it had been a dry summer, none of this would look like it does now. 

This all adds to my pondering about the cycles of my life. Maybe it’s due to the fact I’m about to celebrate another birthday, or that I recently finished my Last Will and Testament. Perhaps it all the time I spend with my aging father in a retirement community with other souls in their final glory, or that I’m still grieving the loss of four friends in the past 10 months. The wind and cold will finally have their say, no matter how hard we wish otherwise. When we see a few straggling leaves that are hanging on, it is not attractive. By not letting go, we end up embarrassing ourselves and the dignity of our role. In the process, we miss out on the deeper joy that comes from knowing this is all part of the plan. 

Even in the regular, tighter cycles of our lives when the winter winds begin to blow, it’s best to bow in humility. And we also need to yield for our cleansing, our scrubbing away. This can only happen when we are stripped. Hopefully, with each new round we learn to acquiesce to the de-clothing with a willing heart. That surrender is part of the joy. Like an infant who often initially kicks and screams before a bath, but then can be cooing as her mother carefully washes and wipes away to prepare for re-dressing. 

Soon enough, there will a fresh robing in vibrant greens come next spring. And hence, the cycle continues. So I want to enjoy the colorful celebration of what I’ve experienced this year. Some dark, murky, and even dank colors for sure. But those are the ones that give perspective for the exuberant tones. Beauty, what Aristotle called “the magnitude of truth,” comes from these contrasts. And the deepest joy results in an unmatched vista. 
Currently reading:
The Blue Sweater: Bridging the Gap Between Rich and Poor in an Interconnected World
By Jacqueline Novogratz
Release date: 2009-03-03