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Mary McAwesome



Last Updated: 11/16/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Divorced
Age: 25
Sign: Aquarius

City: Portland
State: Oregon
Country: US
Signup Date: 10/13/2003

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Thursday, May 28, 2009 

Current mood:  sad
stupid stupid stupid. thats me!
Friday, April 24, 2009 

Current mood:  sick
so last night after work my throat was so swollen I couldn't even swallow. I went to the ER and the doctor told me he's never seen tonsils so swollen. He prescribed me oxycodone and steriods for the swelling. It hurt so much to swallow I was just spitting in a cup so I wouldn't have to. The drugs made me quite loopy at work and a bit nauseous (sp?) Now I'm going to go take the next dose and pass out. Hopefully I get better before this weekend. I actually have 3 days off, a real weekend. Of course I'd get sick. At least Matt called me last night. That cheered me up a bit. Ok sleep... Oh and I'd kill for solid food. I thought ice cream would be yummy but its really not. Soup is getting disgusting too. I want ribs. or a burger. something real.

Blah.
Currently watching:
Frasier - The Complete First Season
Release date: 2003-05-20
Thursday, April 09, 2009 

Current mood:  hungry
.... except I never start cleaning. hahaha




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Monday, March 09, 2009 

Current mood:  crushed
I'm having trouble being a bitch. Anyone who knows me really well I'm sure is surprised by that haha. I've decided I'm going back to cold hearted and bitchy. Being nice and understanding doesn't really get you anywhere anymore does it? I feel so stupid. So unbeliveably stupid.
Friday, March 06, 2009 

Current mood:  exhausted

I don't really have anything to say. I can't sleep. I'm exhausted but I can't sleep. I've been laying in bed since 730. It's cold here. I turned my heat up to 70, have both cats laying on me, and a heating pad. Still cold.



There's nothing on tv. I need cable. I don't want to waste the money though. That puts me in a bit of a spot.

This is completely random and there's really no point to it. I don't have anything to really say. I'm just trying to bore myself to sleep.

burnoutbob3
(10:38:17 PM)..:
oh fun. i was going to write one about how i didn't know that jared leto was the singer of 30 seconds to mars, but then i realized how it would make me look like a dumbass

There you go... now you don't have to write a blog about it but I put it in mine so you can still look like a dumbass. jk dear. I love you, you know it.

Alright I'm done. Enough randomness for one night.

Boo to exhaustion.

Monday, December 22, 2008 

Current mood:  bored
at first, all this snow was awesome. had fun playing in it. threw snowballs, etc... now... I'm bored out of my mind! I didn't have to go into work today... I've packed up my apt for moving, cleaned everything, baked dozens of cookies, wrapped all the xmas presents, cleaned some more. I'm out of things to do! I'm supposed to have company but nobody can get out to my house and I can't get out of it. I walked to the grocery store and spent almost an hour up there just wandering. Rosie and Zelda went out and explored the snow on the balcony a bit. The other night when I got back to the max station I had to dig my car out of the snow. It was halfway up my leg all around it. Crazy. I really hope I don't have to work till midnight tomorrow. Getting home would suck. Last night they closed the freeway all the way from downtown out to the coast and that would be my only way home. There's no way in hell I'd go up Burnside. I would say I've had my fun in the snow. It can go away now. I'm not looking forward to digging my car out tomorrow to go to work.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008 

Current mood:  contemplative

well its been quite a while since i posted a blog because i've been so busy and everything and nothing has really been going on but now i have something to talk about...

on June 13th, my apt burned. well technically the roof and attic burned. we (brad and i) were woken up at about 130 in the morning by a cop busting in our front door. there was no time to react and even though you think sometimes... "well if this ever happens i'll grab...." you don't. i left in a pair of jeans and a work shirt that happened to be laying next to my bed on the floor. i didn't even have time to grab my kitties. we couldn't even see in the apt the smoke was so thick. it was pouring out of our attic crawlspace door. i barely had my shirt buttoned as we ran down the stairs. the flames were unbelievable. by the time we ran out the end apartments that were two doors over were already completely engulfed. i have never been so afraid in my life. all i could think about were rosie and zelda. i hadn't even grabbed my cell phone and luckily there was a guy standing next to us that let me call my dad. as they kept moving us away from the building all i could do was cry. you see your whole life going up in flames before you and as much as you want to, you can't stay calm. we told firefighters about my kitties, they were already on the roof pouring water down into my apartment, the bedroom to be more exact, and we figured the kitties were gone since they would always run and hide in my walk in closet. from where we stood thats what looked like was burning. as much as i wanted to look away i couldnt. we ended up walking up to the clubhouse because i just couldn't stand there anymore. after a while a fireman came in and spoke to us, telling us that the fire was out and to listen for our apt numbers to hear what the damage was. mine had fire and water damage. i was the farthest one over that was actually damaged by fire. it was just through the attic and the roof. most of the damage was from the firefighters trying to stop the fire from spreading. i asked if they had found any pets. the firefighter didn't know but he said he would send in two firefighters to look for rosie and zelda. he came back about a half hour later and said they weren't found in the apt so we hoped they had ran out. we were allowed to go in and get necessary things to make it through the rest of the day. my apt was soaking wet. there was barely any roof left. there were holes in the wall, it was so surreal. brad went in first and he said the closet actually looked untouched but we weren't given time to search for the kitties. they didn't know how safe the building was. we grabbed what we could and left to go somewhere. we ended up going out to my work, since it was the only place open and that i knew they'd let me in without shoes. we bought flip flops and went back to the apts about 11am. they let brad go in with a firefighter who was still on scene and they found rosie and zelda in the closet. they were fine. they had stayed in there the whole time, hunkered down in a box of my winter clothes all the way at the bottom. i finally cried. i couldn't stop crying once brad handed me rosie. we ended up staying at his sister's for a few days and finally my apts told us they had a unit i could move into. we moved in last tuesday. i lost almost all of my clothing, my bed, my dresser, my bookcases, most of my books, some of my jewelry, some kitchen stuff, sofas, chair, computer, and other random things. there was insulation, drywall, and water damage on pretty much everything else. on june 18th they told us the building would be condemed and we had to have everything out we wanted to save by 330pm on the 20th.  

thanks to my amazing boss and the amazing people i work with, we were able to dig out and salvage anything we could. some stuff is still spread out on my balcony drying. i found out vinegar will get out the smoke smell. my dad was great and bought me a new bed and mattress. the people at my work have been so great. i feel so blessed to have had them in my life at this time. i wouldn't have made it through without their support. brad has been amazing too. he made sure he was first in the apt just in case rosie and zelda didn't make it. he didn't want me to find them. thank god they did make it. i would have been devasted to lose my girls. they have been so spoiled since then.

the best advice i can give out to people is this... RENTER'S INSURANCE! if i had this, i'd be in a much better position. leave your purse and keys by the door ready to go. when we ran out i had nothing. no car keys, no id, nothing. be prepared. also, a firesafe box is a great investment. think of all the papers you'd need if you had to start from scratch. test your smoke alarm. mine didn't go off and if the cop hadn't come all the way into the apt we probably would have never woken up. most apts have it in the lease that its your responsibilty to keep your smoke alarm in working order.

i was very lucky this time, i have whats most important, my life, my girls, and brad. i never thought this would happen to me. i feel so blessed to have made it through this ordeal with amazing people by my side. everyday i look at my old building as i walk out from my new apt and i thank god i'm alive. all the little things don't bug me anymore. i've been given a whole new outlook.

here were some of the news stories about it.

www.oregonlive.com/news/oregonian/index.ssf?/base/news/121341032546130.xml&coll=7

www.kgw.com/news-local/stories/kgw_061308_news_beaverton_apartment_fire.2a44a7a5.html

http://blog.oregonlive.com/breakingnews/2008/06/cause_of_beaverton_apartment_f.html

Wednesday, March 07, 2007 

Current mood:  excited

so my friend sam and I decided we're going to dress up for the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles movie. we're going to paint our faces green, wear colored headbands, and carry weapons because we are that awesome. so far its me, sam, and her boyfriend. we need one more to complete the turtles... whos up for it? villians are also welcome. shredder anyone?? we plan on going opening night.

i also can't wait to see 300.

ah crap there was one more i wanted to see but i got too excited about TMNT and i lost it. damnit.

Currently listening:
Eyes Open
By Snow Patrol
Release date: 09 May, 2006
Thursday, March 01, 2007 

Current mood:  tired

i have to somehow stay up either all night or almost all night. starting friday night i have to work 9pm to whenever (at least 5am) for three days... then i have two days off .. then i work my regular 8 to 5 schedule for a week... then 2 days off... then back to the 9pm to 5am for three days... then back to regular days... at some point in this i'm supposed to start packing and be ready move around the 22nd. this month is gonna be HELL. if anyone expects me to productive at any point... as politely as i can say this... kiss my ass. i'm going to be the walking dead until who knows when since i can't see any recovering until after the 25th.

so yeah... ideas on how to waste time tonight staying up?? help me!

Currently listening:
More Adventurous
By Rilo Kiley
Release date: 17 August, 2004
Thursday, February 22, 2007 

Current mood:  refreshed

its technically my friday night. i should stay home and clean but ehhhh. thats no fun. i think i'm gonna go down and play some darts. maybe the pretty boy that kicked my ass at darts will be there to do it again. i tried to find my darts today and i couldn't. i hope i didn't throw them out. eh, i'm gonna start packing and going through shit next week so i'll hopefully find em then. tonight should be fun, for me at least. i won 600 last night. that was awesome fun.

i saw a pirate at work today. he was after some booty (oh that was so bad)... not mine though, thank god. i really don't need any pirates to deal with. i've got enough goin. but someone is not gonna live the pirate thing down for a few days. its just too great. all this guy was missing was a parrot on his shoulder. if i wasn't in portland i wouldn't even believe people walked around dressed like that seriously.

 

"Like the lips, like the look, like the way you show it.
Your the kind of girl that I like you know it.
Your the kind of a girl I would say your goin' nowhere.
Your goin' nowhere."

oh so true...........

Currently listening:
Forever Blue
By Chris Isaak
Release date: 23 May, 1995