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Gender: Female
Status: Divorced
Age: 34
Sign: Taurus

City: Fort Collins
State: Colorado
Country: US
Signup Date: 8/11/2005

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Tuesday, November 03, 2009 

Current mood:  jubilant
Category: Religion and Philosophy
This is something my sister wrote recently that I would love to share with all of you.

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An Open Halloween Letter from an Ex-Pagan

Hi. My name is Avalon De Witt and I'm a recovering occultist. A former slave to Satan. Below are just some of the thoughts that have been pouring through my mind today.
Can I do pagan things if I just don't think of them as pagan?
What if I dance naked around the fire for Jesus instead of for Hecate?
What if I get a new deck of Tarot cards, assign each of them a Bible story, and use them to get closer to God?
Why don't I redeem orgies and abortion for Christ while I'm at it?
For that matter, why don't I just open back up for business as a psychic and dedicate it to the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob?
Isn't it okay to do house cleansings with a rattle? Well, how about if I ditch the rattle and just wear the mask? Would it be better if I put a smile on the mask? And how about, while I'm wearing the mask I go reveling with my friends, but only for candy? How about if I just make a Talisman and put a cute, innocent, funny-face on it?
Of course I would never do such things!
It doesn't matter if you change your intentions. If you read the Bible you'll see, as I have, that the one thing that always ticked God off the most was when His people adopted the customs of the pagans. It was an abomination to Him.
He is the same yesterday, today and always. And it still angers Him today when we adopt pagan customs, even if we try to do them "with different intentions," and "redeem them for Christ."
As I sit and watch many of my Christian brothers and sisters posting on Facebook about their Halloween festivities, my heart breaks. I'm frightened for them, for our nation, and for God's people.
You see, I spent 26 years in the occult. I started out with Wicca as an adolescent, and throughout the years moved on to every corner of alternative spirituality that I could find - Shamanism, New Age thought, Rosicrucianism, Eastern Mysticism - you name it.
At age 24 I became a professional psychic. I spent fifteen years serving Satan this way. I made a lot of money, got my own radio show and developed a world-wide following. I thought I was on top of the world.
Slowly, my world started falling apart. Before it was over, my husband and I were in divorce proceedings, I was being evicted from my home, and my daughter was writhing on the floor, growling, hissing and clawing at the carpet on a daily basis.
I sought answers. I tried all my techniques. I reached out to others and, eventually, I started praying. I told God that if He didn't give me some answers soon, I was going to kill myself so I could stand before Him and get them myself.
Then one morning I was hiking behind my house, and I noticed something moving next to my shoe. I took a couple steps past it and turned around. It was a rattler, coiled, and ready to strike. I looked around and realized I was alone on that mountain. If I got bitten, I could definitely die.
Suddenly, as I stood frozen in front of that snake, it was like the sky opened up, and I saw the King of the Universe sitting on His throne. And for the first time in my life I feared Him. He was so perfect.
I thought, "I could never measure up to that perfection. No matter how perfect I made myself, I could never come close to that."
His purity was like a clean fire. It would burn me up in an instant. That's when I started thinking, "Maybe those Christians have a good idea with that redemption thing."
So, you know what I did after that? I went home and did the only thing I knew to do. I looked up "snake" in my power animal dictionaries. In dictionary after dictionary, the message rang loud and clear: "Give yourself over to transformation, let the old die so that the new may be reborn, let go, new life, new spiritual path..." It would have been almost spooky if it hadn't been so precious. He met me right where I was, and he spoke to me in MY language. I wouldn't have listened to anything else.
I knew those terms, "reborn," and "new life." I knew those were from the Bible. I wondered if perhaps the Christians could help me, so I went to church and started investigating Christianity. It took several months of reading and studying, seeking answers to my questions and facing my fears.
Finally, as I sat on my bed one night, reading "The Case for Faith" by Lee Strobel, it finally hit me! That twisted, tortured figure on the cross was there out of compassion for ME! Jesus died for ME! God cared about me so much that He came to this planet in human form and did this for ME. He saw me, He knew me, He understood my pain and my suffering. He felt it, and He wanted to carry it for me. My whole life culminated in this one moment, and I could see that it had all happened for a reason, that God had been pursuing me through it all. I mattered.
I curled up in a little ball and just sobbed. I was ready to give it all up to Him and let Him take care of me.
That Sunday, Sept 9th, 2007, I got saved. I admitted I was wrong, that I had disobeyed God. I renounced all my occult practices and was set free.
The following Saturday I burned all my occult books and paraphernalia, and eleven decks of Tarot cards, per Acts 19:19-20.
Sunday, Sept 16, 2007, I was baptized.
A few weeks later, my sister got saved and left prostitution and the porn industry. My marriage was restored and renewed, and though it took a lot longer, even my daughter has slowly been finding freedom through Christ.
Just about a month ago, a former occult colleague and dear friend of mine, whom I had witnessed to, called me to tell me she had gotten saved, too.
I sit here watching some of my loved ones turn away from the occult, and yet I see many others still entrapped - people dying in sweat lodges, for example. And then I see the very people who threw me the lifeline now turning toward what nearly destroyed me and my loved ones.
I don't understand. Is Halloween that important? What is so valuable about costumes and Jack-o-Lanterns and candy that it can't be renounced for this God who loves us so much?
I've read articles in which people say things like, "I'm not going to let Satan take away my fun." What is Satan's "fun" compared to the joy of the Lord? He can have Halloween for all I care! There's no fun for me in celebrating Satan's schemes.
My nine-year-old daughter, who was raised from birth in occultism, doesn't miss it at all. She said to her dad and me last week, "I can't wait 'til Halloween so we can NOT celebrate it!"
Halloween is pagan, it's based on witchcraft, and it's part of our old life. All things have been made new for us. We don't even feel we need an alternative. We're not missing anything. In fact, we plan on spending our evening in prayer for those who are still in slavery to Satan. We are eternally grateful to our Lord for the sacrifice He made, and giving up Halloween is the least we can do.
We are free now! Why bother putting our chains back on for one night, in the name of fun, or tradition, or anything else?


*Avalon De Witt lives with her husband in Northern Colorado where she is writing a book about her life and homeschooling her daughter. Avalon and her husband Joe now educate people about the dangers of occultism through a ministry called Lamp of Truth Ministries. They may be reached at: lampoftruthministries@yahoo.com

(article from: http://www.justanotherclaypot.blogspot.com/2009/10/open-halloween-letter-from-ex-pagan.html)
Tuesday, October 27, 2009 

Current mood:  blessed
BY: Alison Krauss & Union Station

I've seen hard times and I've been told
There isn't any wonder that I fall
Why do we suffer, crossing off the years
There must be a reason for it all

I've trusted in You, Jesus, to save me from my sin
Heaven is the place I call my home
But I keep on getting caught up in this world I'm living in
And Your voice it sometimes fades before I know

Hurtin' brings my heart to You, crying with my need
Depending on Your love to carry me
The love that shed His blood for all the world to see
This must be the reason for it all

Hurtin' brings my heart to You, a fortress in the storm
When what I wrap my heart around is gone
I give my heart so easily to the ruler of this world
When the one who loves me most will give me all

In all the things that cause me pain You give me eyes to see
I do believe but help my unbelief
I've seen hard times and I've been told
There is a reason for it all


Saturday, September 05, 2009 

Current mood:  inspired
Later in life, Geronimo embraced Christianity, and stated, "Since my life as a prisoner has begun I have heard the teachings of the white man's religion, and in many respects believe it to be better than the religion of my fathers ... Believing that in a wise way it is good to go to church, and that associating with Christians would improve my character, I have adopted the Christian religion. I believe that the church has helped me much during the short time I have been a member. I am not ashamed to be a Christian, and I am glad to know that the President of the United States is a Christian, for without the help of the Almighty I do not think he could rightly judge in ruling so many people. I have advised all of my people who are not Christians, to study that religion, because it seems to me the best religion in enabling one to live right."[12] He joined the Dutch Reformed Church in 1903 but four years later was expelled for gambling.

[13] To the end of his life, he seemed to harbor ambivalent religious feelings, telling the Christian

missionaries at a summer camp meeting in 1908 that he wanted to start over, while at the same time

telling his tribesmen that he held to the old Apache religion.[14]

 


http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Geronimo


Saturday, July 25, 2009 

Current mood:  nauseated
Category: Romance and Relationships
(Part of the song can be heard on my page for now)

I gotta get Over You Again I gotta get over you again I had my heart wide open And you just walked right on back in You can't imagine Just how hard It's been Now I gotta get over you I gotta get over you again We never really had a chance We never really had a chance at all I was carrying more luggage Than U-haul truck could haul And I had It all worked out We'd only be the best of friends Now I gotta get over you I gotta get over you again Maybe I never really got over you at all And I've been looking in the mirror Lying like a dog Supposed to be so easy Like falling off a log And I started thinking Thinking about things that might have been Now I gotta get over you I gotta get over you again And I gotta get over you I gotta get over you again I gotta get over you I gotta get over you again I gotta get over you I gotta get over you again I had my heart wide open And you just walked right on back in And I gotta get over you I gotta get over you again
Friday, July 24, 2009 

Current mood:  bummed
Category: Romance and Relationships
She thinks if she just holds on he will get it

back together On his good days he's a good

man and he fills up all her dreams On his bad

days he's the devil and it's hell to stand

beside him But she thinks if she will love him

life will be what once it seemed Women who

love too much burning fires they have to

touch Give until there's nothing left to give

use up life to help men live Women who love

too much just can't leave the dark alone Fall

in love with the unknown they will go until

they're gone He knows he loves too little

and he takes her in his knowing On the bad

days when he needs her she's the best hope

that he's had And he knows that he's the

weak one and he doesn't want to know it And

he holds on to her loving though he knows

it's all so sad Women who love too much...

Women who love too much...
Tuesday, April 29, 2008 

I will be writing an update blog soon so stay tuned!

God bless you!

 

Jenni

Tuesday, April 29, 2008 

LED ZEPPELIN LYRICS

"The Rain Song"

This is the springtime of my loving - the second season I am to know
You are the sunlight in my growing - so little warmth I've felt before.
It isn't hard to feel me glowing - I watched the fire that grew so low.

It is the summer of my smiles - flee from me Keepers of the Gloom.
Speak to me only with your eyes. It is to you I give this tune.
Ain't so hard to recognize - These things are clear to all from
time to time.

Talk Talk - I've felt the coldness of my winter
I never thought it would ever go. I cursed the gloom that set upon us...
But I know that I love you so

These are the seasons of emotion and like the winds they rise and fall
This is the wonder of devotion - I see the torch we all must hold.
This is the mystery of the quotient - Upon us all a little rain must fall.

(Thanks Mitchell)

Friday, February 08, 2008 

Current mood:  pleased

These are the lyrics to the song on my page right now. I am trying to find new music I like lately. One thing that I learned from on old "friend" of mine is that alot of great music comes from Austin lol.

 

 

Up to the Mountain (MLK Song)
I went up to the mountain
Because you asked me to
Up over the clouds
To where the sky was blue
I could see all around me
Everywhere
I could see all around me
Everywhere

Sometimes I feel like
I never been nothing but tired
And I'll be working
Till the day I expire
Sometimes I lay down
No more can I do
But then I go on again
Because you ask me to

Some days I look down
Afraid I will fall
And though the sun shines
I see nothing at all
Then I hear your sweet voice
Come and then go
Telling me softly
You love me so

The peaceful valley
Just over the mountain
The peaceful valley
Few come to know
I may never get there
Ever in this lifetime
But sooner or later
It's there I will go
Sooner or later
It's there I will go

Sung by: Patty Griffin

Sunday, February 03, 2008 

Current mood:  mellow

HANG IT ON THE CROSS

If you have a secret sorrow,
A burden or a loss,
An aching need for healing...
Hang it on the cross.

If worry steals your sleep,
And makes you turn and toss
If your heart is feeling heavy...
Hang it on the cross

Every obstacle to faith,
Or doubt you come across,
Every prayer unanswered.....
Hang it on the cross

For Christ has borne our brokeness
And dearly paid the cost
To turn our trials to triumph...
Hanging on the cross.

Anonymous

Friday, February 01, 2008 

Current mood:  overstimulated

THAT IS WHAT I AM DOING WITH GOD'S HELP RIGHT NOW. JUST MOVING FORWARD. I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH SOME TOUGH TIMES LATELY BUT IT'S NOT SUPPOSED TO BE EASY. I HAVE LOTS OF PEOPLE THAT LOVE ME AND CARE ABOUT ME, A PLACE TO LIVE, FOOD, WARMTH, AND MY HEALTH. I AM SO THANKFUL FOR EVERYTHING GOD HAS DONE FOR ME IN MY LIFE!


ONE THING I WANT TO REMIND PEOPLE TO DO IS LOOK AT MY PAGE MORE AND READ MY BLOGS. NOT JUST MY NEW ONES BUT TRY TO LOOK AT A FEW OF MY OLD ONES TOO. YOU WILL NOTICE A DIFFERNCE THERE. ALSO, PLEASE CHECK OUT SHELLEY LUBBEN'S PAGE IF YOU HAVEN'T YET. SHE IS NUMBER ONE ON MY TOP FRIENDS. I ALSO HAVE SOME OF HER VIDEOS ON MY PAGE THAT YOU CAN WATCH.


THERE ARE SOME PEOPLE THAT GO TO MY CHUCH THAT HAVE A BAND. IT'S CALLED "DELIVER ME 7" AND THEY ARE HERE IN FORT COLLINS. I PUT ONE OF THEIR SONGS ON MY PAGE SO CHECK THEM OUT WHEN YOU CAN. THEY ARE PRETTY GOOD.


http://www.myspace.com/delivermeseven


ONE THING I NOTICED ABOUT MODERN CHRISTIAN MUSIC IS THAT ALOT OF IT SOUNDS THE SAME TO ME. I AM TRYING TO GET MORE FAMILAR WITH SOME CHRISTAIN MUSIC AND I AM WANTING TO FIND SOME THAT I ENJOY. "DELIVER ME 7" SOUNDS GOOD TO ME.


NOW ABOUT THE OLD STUFF. I SAW A PROGRAM ON TV ABOUT "SHAPE NOTE" SINGING. THIS IS SOMETHING THAT I AM INTERESTED IN. MY RELATIVES ARE FROM THE SOUTH AND MY MOM KNOWS MORE ABOUT IT THAN I DO. TO ME, THIS SINGING SOUNDS LIKE BEAUTIFUL, POWERFUL, ANGELS AND I LOVE THE SOUND. PLEASE CHECK IT OUT HERE:

http://www.awakemysoul.com/

http://www.myspace.com/thesacredharp

THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS!