I will be writing an update blog soon so stay tuned!

God bless you!

Jenni

LED ZEPPELIN LYRICS

"The Rain Song"

This is the springtime of my loving - the second season I am to know
You are the sunlight in my growing - so little warmth I've felt before.
It isn't hard to feel me glowing - I watched the fire that grew so low.

It is the summer of my smiles - flee from me Keepers of the Gloom.
Speak to me only with your eyes. It is to you I give this tune.
Ain't so hard to recognize - These things are clear to all from
time to time.

Talk Talk - I've felt the coldness of my winter
I never thought it would ever go. I cursed the gloom that set upon us...
But I know that I love you so

These are the seasons of emotion and like the winds they rise and fall
This is the wonder of devotion - I see the torch we all must hold.
This is the mystery of the quotient - Upon us all a little rain must fall.

(Thanks Mitchell)

These are the lyrics to the song on my page right now. I am trying to find new music I like lately. One thing that I learned from on old "friend" of mine is that alot of great music comes from Austin lol.

Up to the Mountain (MLK Song)
I went up to the mountain
Because you asked me to
Up over the clouds
To where the sky was blue
I could see all around me
Everywhere
I could see all around me
Everywhere

Sometimes I feel like
I never been nothing but tired
And I'll be working
Till the day I expire
Sometimes I lay down
No more can I do
But then I go on again
Because you ask me to

Some days I look down
Afraid I will fall
And though the sun shines
I see nothing at all
Then I hear your sweet voice
Come and then go
Telling me softly
You love me so

The peaceful valley
Just over the mountain
The peaceful valley
Few come to know
I may never get there
Ever in this lifetime
But sooner or later
It's there I will go
Sooner or later
It's there I will go

Sung by: Patty Griffin

HANG IT ON THE CROSS

If you have a secret sorrow,
A burden or a loss,
An aching need for healing...
Hang it on the cross.

If worry steals your sleep,
And makes you turn and toss
If your heart is feeling heavy...
Hang it on the cross

Every obstacle to faith,
Or doubt you come across,
Every prayer unanswered.....
Hang it on the cross

For Christ has borne our brokeness
And dearly paid the cost
To turn our trials to triumph...
Hanging on the cross.

Anonymous

THAT IS WHAT I AM DOING WITH GOD'S HELP RIGHT NOW. JUST MOVING FORWARD. I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH SOME TOUGH TIMES LATELY BUT IT'S NOT SUPPOSED TO BE EASY. I HAVE LOTS OF PEOPLE THAT LOVE ME AND CARE ABOUT ME, A PLACE TO LIVE, FOOD, WARMTH, AND MY HEALTH. I AM SO THANKFUL FOR EVERYTHING GOD HAS DONE FOR ME IN MY LIFE!

ONE THING I WANT TO REMIND PEOPLE TO DO IS LOOK AT MY PAGE MORE AND READ MY BLOGS. NOT JUST MY NEW ONES BUT TRY TO LOOK AT A FEW OF MY OLD ONES TOO. YOU WILL NOTICE A DIFFERNCE THERE. ALSO, PLEASE CHECK OUT SHELLEY LUBBEN'S PAGE IF YOU HAVEN'T YET. SHE IS NUMBER ONE ON MY TOP FRIENDS. I ALSO HAVE SOME OF HER VIDEOS ON MY PAGE THAT YOU CAN WATCH.

THERE ARE SOME PEOPLE THAT GO TO MY CHUCH THAT HAVE A BAND. IT'S CALLED "DELIVER ME 7" AND THEY ARE HERE IN FORT COLLINS. I PUT ONE OF THEIR SONGS ON MY PAGE SO CHECK THEM OUT WHEN YOU CAN. THEY ARE PRETTY GOOD.

http://www.myspace.com/delivermeseven

ONE THING I NOTICED ABOUT MODERN CHRISTIAN MUSIC IS THAT ALOT OF IT SOUNDS THE SAME TO ME. I AM TRYING TO GET MORE FAMILAR WITH SOME CHRISTAIN MUSIC AND I AM WANTING TO FIND SOME THAT I ENJOY. "DELIVER ME 7" SOUNDS GOOD TO ME.

NOW ABOUT THE OLD STUFF. I SAW A PROGRAM ON TV ABOUT "SHAPE NOTE" SINGING. THIS IS SOMETHING THAT I AM INTERESTED IN. MY RELATIVES ARE FROM THE SOUTH AND MY MOM KNOWS MORE ABOUT IT THAN I DO. TO ME, THIS SINGING SOUNDS LIKE BEAUTIFUL, POWERFUL, ANGELS AND I LOVE THE SOUND. PLEASE CHECK IT OUT HERE:

http://www.awakemysoul.com/

http://www.myspace.com/thesacredharp

THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS!

Please look at this story, watch the video, and pray for Churches all over the world. This just happened in Loveland, CO which is not too far from here. I pray this does not happen to my church but it seems that a few Colorado churches have been under attack lately.  Please pray for the people that are doing things like this. God will forgive them. I will too. There are a few different news stations witht the story but this was the best I could find for now.

Please God, protect us all from these attacks we have been going through. We know we are in your hands and satan can not bring us down no matter what he tries. This just makes us even stronger. Be with the people at the Vineyard and help them to get past this. Let extra blessings and love pour out over them at this time.  Show love to the tormented souls who do these things and show them the way to you God. Let them know they are loved and forgiven by you. In Jesus name, Amen.

Click here to see the story:

http://www.thedenverchannel.com/news/15149835/detail.html

http://www.coloradoan.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20080127/UPDATES01/80127011/1002/NEWS01

http://www.myfoxcolorado.com/myfox/pages/Home;jsessi..E0F9931B3CDEC18652D81F9E9CD35EDF

THIS WAS ORIGINALLY WRITTEN BY

 "Former Adult Model Livin NEW Life BLESSED~Wendy"

SHE CAN BE FOUND HERE:

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=70723257

I PRETTY MUCH FEEL THE SAME WAY THOUGH AND I WANT EVERYONE TO KNOW IT. THANKS TO WENDY!

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I've learned from a failed marriage, from too many failed relationships, from life and the lessons God has planted in my heart that I deserve the same kind of Love in my life here on earth that My Father In Heaven has for me. I will remain single until that time...... This is just my own personal blog, personal thoughts on what a REAL MAN is to me and the only example I have is JESUS CHRIST himself. My God in heaven loves me in a way I can't imagine any man on this earth doing, but I know that just as Eve was created FOR Adam, God has created someone for me and is only preparing me to BE the right person until He brings that person into my life. And I am definately in NO HURRY !!!

Here's my thoughts on a REAL MAN:

THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE IN MY LIFE AND I AM THANKFUL AND I LOVE YOU ALL BUT, I WANT TO SAY THANK YOU VERY MUCH TO A HANDFUL OF PEOPLE:

THANK YOU SHELLEY LUBBEN AND FRIENDS FOR THE NEW STUDY BIBLE FOR CHRISTMAS AND MANY OTHER GIFTS I RECIVED FOR CHRISTMAS. THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME AND OTHERS. I AM SO GLAD I FOUND YOU

THANK YOU TO ALICIA FOR SO MANY WONDERFUL BOOKS, GIFTS AND YOUR FRIENDSHIP. I ENJOY TALKING ON THE PHONE AND HOPE TO MEET YOU SOME DAY SOON. YOU HAVE HELPED ME IN SO MANY WAYS. A TRUE GIFT FROM GOD.

THANK YOU TO PULPIT ROCK CHURCH IN COLORADO SPRINGS FOR HELPING ME START MY NEW LIFE MUCH EASIER. WHAT YOU ARE DOING IS AMAZING AND BY HELPING ME, YOU ARE HELPING YOURSELVES AND OTHERS. AMAZING BLESSINGS!

THANK YOU TO DANA FOR BEING MY NEW FORT COLLINS FRIEND AND ALL OF THE GREAT BOOKS AND EVERYTHING YOU HAVE EVER DONE FOR ME. YOU ARE AN AWESOME WOMAN!

THANK YOU TO ART FOR BEING MY FRIEND AND LOOKING OUT FOR ME AND TALKING ON THE PHONE. YOU ARE ONE OF MANY THINGS THAT KEEP ME GOING.

THANK YOU TO GOD. WITHOUT HIM, NONE OF THIS WOULD BE POSSIBLE!

JENNI

THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING SO PATIENT WITH ME. I NOW HAVE INTERNET ON MY COMPUTER IN MY NEW PLACE SO I WILL HAVE MORE TIME ON MYSPACE ETC.. IF I HAVE GOTTEN ANY MESSAGES, COMMENTS OR ANYTHING FROM YOU IN THE PAST, AND I DIDN'T RESPOND TO YOU, PLEASE TRY ME AGAIN AND I WILL WORK HARD TO GET BACK TO YOU AS SOON AS I CAN. PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU CHECK OUT THE NEW LAYOUT ON MY PAGE. I HAVE A NEW SONG AND OTHER UPDATES I HAVE MADE TO IT. SO LET ME KNOW WITH YOU THINK.

I AM JUST WORKING ON LIVING MY NEW LIFE. IT IS VERY DIFFERENT FROM MY OLD LIFE BUT SO MUCH BETTER. I HAVE A JOB INTERVIEW TOMRROW AT A LOCAL MARKET SO PRAY FOR ME TO GET THAT SOON. I AM ALSO PRAYING THAT SOMEONE MAY DONATE A VEHICLE FOR ME SOON. THAT WOULD MAKE A HUGE DIFFERENCE IN MY LIFE.

I WELCOME ANYONE TO VISIT MY CHURCH ANY TIME. IF YOU ARE JUST PASSING THROUGH FORT COLLINS, JUST STOP IN AND CHECK IT OUT. WE HAVE AN AWESOME WELCOME CENTER, LIBRARY AND OUTREACH CENTER.

here is the web-site:

http://www.christcenter.cc/

THANKS,

JENNI

I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE....some of the things that God is doing in my life. He really is awesome. I will finally be moving into my own place this weekend. An older couple from my church will be renting out their basement to me. I am so grateful. I fell off of a cliff. Just as I fell, God was there to catch me in his hand. He has held me, cleaned me up, and placed me where he wants me to be.

Just last week, a 7 year old little girl at my church got baptized. She was inspired by my baptism and told her parents she wanted to. Many more people there are wanting to do the same.    IT'S ALL GOD!!!

I also had one of my old best friends from high school (in Indiana) show back up in my life. We talked on the phone and I haven't heard her voice since I was about 19. We had alot of fun times together. Her name is Danielle, really nice woman, and she is new to my space. She is on my top friends so make sure to say hi and you can add her to your friends.

I also have lots of great new friends. All of you are so wonderful and I am glad God has placed you in my life. So many helpers/angels too! Shelley, Alicia, Dana, Art, and everyone else. God works through all of you in my life. Every day is new and I am actually truly happy in my life for once.

I was in darkness for so many years. I was satan's slave. I had no soul left. I was dying and in a hole. But you have to understand. God was always there. And he is for all of us. He loves us no matter what. I see so clearly now and feel so much love that I never knew exsisted. I was in large sea swimming for my life. Sometimes there were storms but I kept on going. There were many sharks but I went on swimming. At times, I gave up and sank deep down into the murky water thinking I would die. Now...I am washed up on the shore.(God pulled me out) I am lounging on the warm sandy beach. I am walking in paradise and never want to go back to that dark sea of depression, guilt, hate, anger, lonliness, despair, death, sadness, pain, and every kind of sin and evil there is. I am in a place now that I thought never exsisted. Satan is a liar. Don't believe him. He doesn't love you. God will save you from the storm. Stop swimming with sharks and take God's hand like I did. If your house is destoyed, God has a new house for you all ready to go. You can move in any time you like. Anyone can. I did.

This is something I just wanted to "preach" about for a minute. I can't help but have the holy spirit right now. I now know how my Grandpa ( a Pentecostal preacher) felt. There are alot of you out there that "get it". However...many still are in the darkness. I would be happy to help God guide you out of satan's prison cell into God's loving arms!

Bless you all!!!

Jenni