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Gender: Female
Status: Married
Age: 29
Sign: Libra

City: Redford
State: Michigan
Country: US
Signup Date: 4/30/2005

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Wednesday, April 22, 2009 
Friday, January 23, 2009 

Category: Romance and Relationships


Hi, honey :)

I know, you're at work, plus you deleted your MySpace account...why, I don't know, but probably because you're not into that whole "networking" thing.  But, well, whatever.  It's not important.  What is important is that I love you, and you love me right back. 
What can I say?  I'm smitten.  We do things together that...well, I hadn't done in years.  We've actually gone to concerts.  We spend days driving, hoping to not hit the Lake, Jackson, Toledo, or Flint, because that means we have to turn around.  You not only listen to my music, but you listen to me sing it.  Even if it's not meant for voices like mine.  And, believe me, it's a rare woman that can sing PJ Harvey songs and sound good.  I'm not one of them.  Come to think of it, PJ Harvey isn't that *awesome*, but it's her voice PLUS the music that make me like it. 
Plus, I've adopted some of your likes.  Because of you, not only am I addicted to Battlestar Galactica, but you were there, holding me back from breaking the t.v. because the unveiling of the last Cylon made no fucking sense.  I no longer thing Anime is for lifeless fanbois who live in their parents basement with no hope for a life outside.  I watch them!  And I read Manga, too!  Weird, right?  I know!
You calm me when I'm freaking out, and you let me freak out when I'm in the mood to really hurt someone/thing. 
That brings me to the point of this letter, really.  There are two, opened yet sealed, bottles of pop near the table.  One is A&W Root Beer, the other A&W Creme Soda.  There is liquid in both of them, and I'm positive that it's of the variety listed on the label.  However, I am unable to get in to enjoy the sweet, sweet nectar within.  Because you decided to go Hercules on the cap.  You are an evil, evil fiend.  And have made me cry/make kool-aid.
Next time, I won't be so kind, and just write a letter :P  Next time, it's war, and I'm super-gluing the lids on 20 bottles of Mountain Dew.

All my love,
Jeni




Currently listening:
Almost a Full Moon
By Hawksley Workman
Release date: 2007-01-08
Wednesday, December 31, 2008 

Category: News and Politics
outofajobyet

Ever see this bumpersticker on a Ford, GMC, or Chevy?  You know, the "American-Made" cars that are usually put together with parts manufactured in China, assembled in China, and shipped here and sold to us as "American-Made"?  This sticker makes me want to SCREAM!!!!  Joe and I drive a Scion, a Toyota company who's headquarters and manufacturing are here in the US.  
What irks me the most about those stickers is that they're usually on vehicles that are built in China or Mexico.  I mean, are we supposed to be rewarding the companies that sent US jobs somewhere else?  Sorry, not going to happen.  I refuse to buy GM, Ford, or Chevrolet until their manufacturing jobs are back in US hands.  
On top of that, it's THESE people who are buying all products manufactured in China, bought by the lowest bidder, and sold at low-low prices.  In reality, the builders in China are barely scraping by on their meager salary so WalMart can afford to sell you your cheap Barbie™ dolls and video game systems, and the cashier behind the counter is on welfare because her job doesn't pay her enough to raise her 5 kids .. her husband got laid off from his manufacturing job because his plant got moved to China.

Are we seeing a cycle?  Michigan isn't a hell-hole because we're lazy and don't want to work.  Our jobs are being ripped away, and it's not just the automotive industry.  Anyone remember Tecumseh Products?  They used to be a leading manufacturer of Cardboard and paper products.  Who are the industry leaders now?  Chinese manufacturers who can, and will, produce for much less.

I know.  This sounds sooooooooooooooo xenophobic of me.  But, you know, I would rather know that what I'm buying isn't, by association, putting my neighbor on the street.  Isn't helping to make sure they can't pay their mortgage so they get foreclosed on.  Isn't keeping their children from going hungry until school starts again when they can get free breakfast and lunch.  

This is a real problem, and people are just blinding themselves to it.  We all fall for it, we buy the latest Wii game, and sit and do nothing, and eat more mac and cheese, and forget about everything, because what's happening to Tom and Jane Neighbor doesn't affect me, right?  

I've been adamant about this for a long time.  Free trade means TRADE.  Not that the CEO's of US companies get to trade my job to another country.  Trade goods.  Trade at a GOOD competitive price.  Be honest.

But, that, right there, is something that we Americans have a hard time doing.
Sunday, December 07, 2008 

Category: Life
Hi, how's it going?  I noticed you on the road today, and, I must say, you were freaking everywhere.  I have a sneaking suspicion that it was because it snowed a lot today.  The road is full of assholes when it snows.  This is Michigan.  It's like you people forget what snow looks like. I love how none of you can drive faster than 45 on FRESHLY PLOWED FREEWAY.  It's also my favorite when you can't pick a lane.  I know it's hard to see white on white, but it's almost impossible to miss white on DARK GREY. 
I am completely ok with taking safety precautions.  But, please....wouldn't it be safer if you got the 2 feet of snow off of the hood of your car first?  I mean, I AM impressed that you managed to accumulate that much.  It didn't even snow enough to accumulate that much in any one area, so you must have been following the storm, which takes a lot of effort and talent.  But, seriously, overcompensating to be a pain in my ass is probably going to make me ride yours.
Want to drive safe in the snow?  Step one, grow some balls and quit being afraid to swerve.  Learn how to handle your car when it DOES swerve.  That way, it doesn't swerve out of control.  Second, if you see an accident, either stop to help or drive on through.  Rubbernecking is most times more dangerous.
And, finally, if you CAN'T drive through snow, stay home.  Stay off the road.  Seriously.
Sunday, November 30, 2008 

Current mood:  aggravated
Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping

This started out as a response to a blog post, but since it ended up as a diatribe, I figured, rather than take up space ranting on someone else's blog (Christy, LOL, ) I'd write this here ;)

The fact that our American society sickens me is not going to come to a surprise to anyone.  Yesterday's activities on "Black Friday" just solidified my disgust.  Yesterday morning, on Long Island, a Wal-Mart employee was trampled to death by a mob of shoppers.  And, after being notified that they'd trampled him to death, they insisted on continuing their shopping.  

Normally, I'm on the side of folks who rail on Wal-Mart.  The store is 6 dimensions of horrible, and they're one of the biggest proponents to our econimical problems.  But, just having a sale is no reason to paint them as the bad guys in this situation.  I'm going to blame the assholes who COULDN'T FIGURE OUT THEY WERE STEPPING ON SOMEONE.

And, then, decided that shopping was more important than saving a life.

What is wrong with people?  

I was in a Wal-Mart on friday.  I was getting photos developed (I know, bad idea).  People were re-fucking-tarded.  The electronics department was absolutely full of people wanting what they couldn't get.   They wanted the deals advertised in the paper that had been gone for 2 hours.  They wanted the electronics team to leave the desk and get them video games (signs all over the cases explaining why games would not be sold before 2pm on Friday didn't stop the idiots from screaming).  They wanted things that have never been sold at Walmart.  Want want want want want want want!

Then, I heard the 'N' word.  "Need".  "Oh, but I NEED that camera, I can't leave here without it!!!"  My head whips around..."Are you kidding me?  You NEED a camera?  A shitty camera, at that?  If you can't deal with the fact that they're sold out, that's your problem, not theirs.  They just got done telling you that they had gotten in well over 100 of them, and it's 10am.  On BLACK FRIDAY.  If you can't get something you want, deal with it like a big girl.  Now, if you'll excuse me, I have photos to pick up for my son.  THOSE are something I NEED."

Yes, there was silence.  I got a knowing smirk from the guys behind the counter, and grabbed my film, my foam decorations, and walked to the front of the store to pay for my wares.  See, I can do that because I no longer work there.  What salespeople NEED to be able to do is to say "No, you can't have that."

The customer is not always right.  Sometimes, the customer's just an asshole.

Currently listening:
Progression Through Unlearning
By Snapcase
Release date: 1997-04-08
Thursday, September 25, 2008 
..TR>..TABLE>

You Are 0% Pure
You've been a very bad girl or boy...
And you probably enjoyed every minute of it.
..TR>..TABLE>

Your Taste in Music:
Alternative Rock: Highest Influence
Eighties: Highest Influence
Punk: Highest Influence
Classic Rock: Highest Influence
Country: High Influence
..TR>..TABLE>

You Are Not Prejudiced
Not only are you color blind, but you're also ethnicity blind, gender blind, and sexual orientation blind.
You don't judge someone until you truly know them. And even then, you're probably reluctant to judge.
You try to treat everyone equally. Everyone has a fair chance with you.
Good job - there's not a prejudiced bone in your body.
..TR>..TABLE>

In 1980 (the year you were born)
Jimmy Carter is president of the US
 
President Carter announces punitive measures and embargoes against the USSR in retaliation for the Soviet invasion of Afghanistan

Mount St. Helens in Washington state erupts in a violent blast estimated to be 500 times as powerful as the Hiroshima atomic bomb

Ronald Reagan is elected the 40th US president in a sweeping victory

US Representative Michael O. Myers is expelled from the House for his role in the Abscam scandal

Hewlett-Packard announces release of its first personal computer

Microsoft announces their version of UNIX, Xenix

Christina Ricci, Chelsea Clinton, Venus Williams, Jessica Simpson, Macaulay Culkin, and Jake Gyllenhaal are born

Philadelphia Phllies win the World Series

Pittsburgh Steelers win Superbowl XIV

New York Islanders win the Stanley Cup

The Empire Strikes Back is the top grossing film

"Lady" by Kenny Rogers spends the most time at the top of the US charts

U.S. viewers get caught up in the "Who Shot J.R.?" cliff hanger on the soap opera series, Dallas, which is solved on a November 21 episode, drawing a record numbers of viewers
..TR>..TABLE>

What Your Handwriting Says About You
You are highly energetic. You are a passionate, intense, vigorous person.

You are somewhat outgoing, but you're not a natural extrovert. You think first before you act. You tend to be independent, rational, and logical.

You are extravagant, over the top, and indulgent. You set trends and influence people.

You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well.

You are conservative, old fashioned, and a little stubborn. You are resistant to change.

You are a decent communicator. You eventually get your point across, but sometimes you leave things a bit ambiguous.
..TR>..TABLE>

What Your Taste in Music Says About You
Your musical tastes are intense and rebellious.
You are intelligent... but in a very unconventional way.

You are curious about the world. You love doing something new.
In fact, you enjoy taking risks and doing things most people would shy away from.

You are very physical. It's likely that you're athletic, but not into team sports.
You have the soul of an artist. Beauty and harmony are important to you.
..TR>..TABLE>

Your Lust Quotient: 81%
Your lust is totally out of control. You definitely have let your animal instincts take over.
And while your unbridled desire is attractive to some, most people see you as a bit of a freak!
..TR>..TABLE>

You Communicate Like a Man
When you communicate, you like to get to the point.
You're not afraid to say what's on your mind - and leave it at that.
Talking about your emotions drains you. You rather keep them to yourself.
You prefer solving problems to wallowing in your sorrows.
..TR>..TABLE>

You Are in the Anal Stage of Development
According to Dr. Freud, you are stuck in the anal stage of development.
If your parents didn't discipline you enough as a young child, you may be messy, reckless, and defiant.
If your parents disciplined you too severely as a young child, you may be uptight, stingy, and passive aggressive.
No matter where you fall, you are likely to have a few problems with authority.
..TR>..TABLE>

You Are Somewhat Mature
You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart.
While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.
..TR>..TABLE>

You've Experienced 80% of Life
You have all of the life experience that most adults will ever get.
And unless you're already in your 40s, you're probably wise beyond your years.
You've put yourself out there, you've done a lot, and you've learned a lot.
You may not have experienced all life has to offer, but you've experienced enough!
..TR>..TABLE>

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISTP)
Your personality type is reserved, methodical, spirited, and intense.

Only about 6% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 8% of all men
You are Introverted, Sensing, Thinking, and Perceiving.
..TR>..TABLE>
What Your Ideal Wedding Dress Says About You
Your Personal Style:

Classic and elegant. You prefer to make a statement with a few quality pieces.

Your Ideal Wedding:

Traditional and formal, but not tacky. You think the most beautiful weddings are understated.

Your Philosophy on Marriage:

It's a serious commitment, and the couple entering it should be ready to work for their relationship.

Your Perfect Marriage:

Is calm, stable, deep, and meaningful.
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Tuesday, September 23, 2008 

Current mood:  annoyed
Category: Blogging
So, on my way to dropping Joe off at work this morning, I was listening to 89X (what, it's better than WCSX in the morning!), and I caught an advertisement about the THREE HOUR premier for Heroes.
This is why I'm glad I'm not into t.v. all that much. Three fucking hours, are you kidding me? I don't spend three hours doing anything but working. Three hours sitting on my ass doing nothing but being excited about a fucking t.v. show? Oh, and it's not 3 hours of JUST the show. There's a red-carpet opening.
Listen, I'm ok with the Oscars, the Emmys, the Grammys, and the Tonys having a red carpet. Srsly. A FUCKING T.V. SHOW???
I don't begrudge the actors their jobs...everyone has to make a living. They make millions off of stupid people that have nothing better to do with their vapid lives than follow and base their existence on a stupid show, while I work my ass off in a photo lab, taking shit off the people I work with, who in turn don't do shit and then blame it all on me when it hits the fan. But, I digress. This isn't a work rant.
When did this become ok? When did it become ok to be so into something that is so fantastic (as in full of fantasy) and not real? Maybe it has to do with the fact that our society is based on everything that isn't reality. We're supposed to follow the status quo, given to us by people who've rarely, if ever, had to face a hardship in their lives. We're told to blindly follow our leaders (religious and political), while they fuck us in the ass. In return, we're given reality t.v., remakes of 80's movies that 3 people cared about in the first place, music that's the same fucking song over and over and over again, and celebrities with no reason to be celebrities other than the fact that they part-ay hard.
Fuck society. Tonight, after I get home at 1 a.m. from putting out new releases at work, I'm going to go to bed. But, tomorrow, in lieu of t.v., I'm reading a fucking book. Why? BECAUSE BOOKS FORCE YOU TO USE YOUR IMAGINATION. Listen to some good music that isn't forced down your throat by corporations that only want you to buy more Mountain Dew or whatever the shit is they're perpetuating. For fuck's sake, grab some fucking Cole Porter and dance around your house. Read a book that Oprah DIDN'T reccommend, and wasn't "such a classic". And, for fuck's sake, folks, think for yourself.
Currently listening:
Repeater + 3 Songs
By Fugazi
Release date: 1990-04-19
Monday, May 26, 2008 

Category: Pets and Animals


Or, at least until we find his owners.  In't he cute?

Update:  He ran away during the night.  Oh, well...guess he just wanted a night in a different backyard!
Tuesday, May 20, 2008 

Current mood:  amused
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities

This weekend, I was reminded several times of my old Drama teacher, Mrs. McAran.  (Her husband is currently the superintendent of Tecumseh schools, he used to be the principal of my old high school.)  In the first week of Drama class, she made the statement that "bad acting is easier to enjoy than good acting."  Why?  Because we usually tend to critique and admire good acting, but bad acting is usually just plain old entertaining.

This weekend, I got to actually watch the "Grindhouse" movies, released last year by Robert Rodriguez and Quentin Tarantino...and, you know, I don't care what anyone says, I was entertained.  The dialogue sucked.  The acting was terrible.  The bloody scenes were gory and gross.  I LOVED it.  Seriously.  It was campy, it was horrible, it was gross, at no time was there suspense, and I have watched it 5 times (both Planet Terror and Death Proof...oh, and contrary to my zombie fandom, I liked Death Proof much better) and I want to watch it more.  I've watched movies containing most of the actors in the movies, and they were horrible.  For instance...have you ever watched "Charmed"?  Rose McGowan is one of the worst actresses I've ever seen.  I'm pretty sure she's just riding off of the residual fame she got from dating Marilyn Manson.  Marley Shelton...she just happens to be a cute girl who stars in some pretty uncute films, and adds that 1% of cuteness needed to make the movie watchable.  And, have we ever seen Zoe Bell (stuntwoman extrordinaire) in a film role where we saw her face and not her acrobatics? 

Nope, and I don't care.  Quite frankly, they, along with the rest of the cast, were highly enjoyable FOR their horrible acting performances.  And all of the cheezy one-liners, the really stupid situations, and everything that goes along with it :)

Currently watching:
Grindhouse Presents, Death Proof - Extended and Unrated (Two-Disc Special Edition)
Release date: 2007-09-18
Sunday, May 18, 2008 

Current mood:  amorous
Category: Life

There is no better feeling in the world than someone telling you (and meaning it) that they love you…not in spite of your wrinkles, but because of them.  Someone who holds you while you cry, wipes away your tears, and knows exactly when to make you laugh.  And not because they want something from you, but because they know you and love you.

When you can sit in silence…and be comfortable.  Excuse me, when I can sit in silence, and be comfortable.  (What?  We all know I can't NOT talk, LOL)  That is when you know you're comfortable with someone.   When I'm not constantly trying to read someone, to anticipate the next thing that's going to set them off, the next thing I'll have to shield myself from…that's important to me.  I don't like having to try to figure out whether or not some little thing I'm doing right now is going to make someone crazy or set someone's neuroses off.  I want to be able to communicate freely, to KNOW what it is that I'm doing wrong, and how to quit it.  And, that's what I have right now.

About 3 or 4 months ago, I was sure that what I have right now was exactly what I DIDN'T want.  I have stability, I have comfort, and I have someone who depends on me the way I depend on them.  I've never ever had this.  I never knew that I wanted this.  I never knew this was possible.  But, I do.  It's weird.  It's exciting.  It's frightening.  It's perfect.

Well, actually, only one thing can make this perfect.  And that would be if Brodie were here.  And, yes, we've been down, together, to visit home, and Brodie, and they get along…it's too perfect.  Should I be scared?  Should I worry that something horrible is going to happen, right when I have everything I've ever wanted?

If I worried…I wouldn't be able to enjoy…so,  I will enjoy this.  I will enjoy being awoken at 4am with a hand brushing my face, all because he missed my smile.  I will enjoy being surprised with a "night out" to wander Borders just because it's a bookstore and I love to read.  I will enjoy being surprised at work with a can of Bawls and a king-sized Whatchamacalit "just because"*.  I will enjoy stolen kisses and random  hugs.  I think I'm going to enjoy actually being in love.

*I am well aware that many of these things don't sound romantic.  Deal with it.  My idea of a romantic night out is 3 hours at borders followed by a quick stop at Baskin Robbins.