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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 37
Sign: Sagittarius

City: Malmo
State: Skane
Country: SE
Signup Date: 8/21/2006

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[23 Sep 2007 | Sunday] 

Current mood:  distressed
Long Survey About Yourself
What time are you starting this?:03:55 pm
Name?:Mathias
Nicknames?:Thias, Tia
Date of birth?:1 december
Sex?:Take a guess!
Height?:1.85 cm
Eye color?:Bluish
Where were you born?:Angelholm, Bjare, Sweden
Number of candles on your last birthday cake?:Don´t have candles on the cake nowadays
Pets?:No, I can´t take care of myself yet
Hair color?:Ashblonde (cendré)
Piercings?:No...I wish I had a nose-ring
Town you live in?:Malmo
Favorite foods?:Asian food, pizza, chocolate, coke
Ever been to Africa?:Not in this life
Been toilet papering?:Huh?
Love someone so much it made you cry?:Yes, and I still cry
Been in a car accident?:Yes but wasn´t injured
Croutons or bacon bits?:What is croutons?
Favorite day of the week?:None really...I live by night...
Favorite resturant?:Don´t know any particular place...
Favorite flower?:Everyone. A rose maybe?
Favorite sport to watch?:None whatoever. Period.
Favorite drink?:Guiness!
Favorite ice cream flavor?:Very difficult, I like all flavors
Warner Bros. or Disney?:Both
Favorite fast food restuarant?:S:t Lois (pizza)
Carpet color in your bedroom?:Grey/white
How many times did you fail your driver's test?:Once
Whom did you get your last email from?:My brother
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?:Some bookstore
What do you do most often when you are bored?:I sit in front of the pc and act as I do something important
Most annoying thing to say to me?:Too much to mention
Bedtime?:Sleep? what is that?
Favorite TV show?:Simpsons,Scrubs,Conan OBrien,Friends,Buffy..
Last person you went out to dinner with?::Myself
Been out of country?:Yep
Believe in magick?:Yes I do
Ford or Chevy?:Chevy. I want a Camaro!
What are you listening to right now?:The children of the night...nothing
Have you ever failed a grade?:No
If you have, what grade did you fail?:
Do you have a crush on someone?:I love all femine entities, so yes always
Do you have a bf/gf?:No
If so, what is their name?:I said no
How long have you been together?:...
What are you wearing right now?:A physical body a la homo sapiens
Would you have sex before marriage?:Yes. And after...lots of it
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?:Omg no! Blaeerrgg!
Are you a virgin?:No (but it sure feels like it)
Do you smoke?:Sometimes
Do you drink?:Yeah, but not very often
Are you ghetto?:Hmm?
Are you a player?:Yes yes! PC-games and Xbox360!
What are your favorite colors?:Black, purple, dark red
What is your favorite animal?:Cats and gorilla´s
Do you have any birthmarks?:Many
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?:Sad but true
Who do you talk to most on the phone?:The people under the stairs
Have you ever been slapped?:Don´t think so
Do you get online a lot?:YES! Ask how often I am offline instead! ;-)
Are you shy or outgoing?:Shy...
Do you shower?:Yep, but i´m a dirty sod
Do you hate school?:Yes I did 
Do you have a social life?:Not really. Occasionally.
How easily do you trust people?:Not much really, but I try to
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?:Yes, but I don´t tell you
Would you ever sky dive?:No, i´m afraid of heights
Do you like to dance?:In certain places or events, yes
Have you ever been out of state?:I´m out of my mind and out of control
Do you like to travel?:No. If I had money maybe?
Have you ever been expelled from school?:Nope
Have you ever been suspended from school?:No
Do you want to get out of your hometown?:I have already left
Are you spoiled?:Sort of. My parents contribute with money when I am in trouble
Are you a brat?:I was
Have you ever been dumped?:Yeah, and it still hurts
Have you ever gotten high?:No. I hate drugs
Do you like snapple?:What is that?
Do you drink a lot of water?:No, I drink Coke instead ;-)
What toothpaste do you use?:Colgate
Do you have a cell phone?:Yes
Do you have a curfew?:Another strange english word
Who do you look up to?:"G-o-d"
Are you a role model?:A role model for losers and nerds maybe
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?:Hey, I live in Sweden!
What name brand do you wear the most?:I don´t care
What kind of jewelry do you wear?:Necklaces, rings
What do you want pierced?:My nose-wing
Do you like takin pictures?:Yes, but I want a better camera
Do you like gettin your picture taken?:No, I don´t
Do you have a tan?:No, I feel dirty then
Do you get annoyed easily?:Depends what kind of a day it is
Have you ever started a rumor?:No, why should I bother
Do you have your own phone or phone line?:Yes and a router too!
Do you have your own pool?:Hell no. The apartment is too small...
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?:Both I guess
Do you have any siblings?:Yes, an older brother
Have you ever been played?:Yes
Have you ever played anyone?:Yes
Do you get along with your parents?:We get along better now...so yes
How do you vent your anger?:I hit my furniture or other dead things
Have you ever ran away?:Yes, from a guy with a gun
Have you ever been fired from a job?:No
Do you even have a job?:No
Do you daydream a lot?:Isn´t life suppose to be a dream?
Do you have a lot of ex's?:Hard to say, umm no
Do you run your mouth?:Yes my mouth belongs to me
What do you want a tattoo of?:Some symbol or sigil
What do you have a tattoo of?:Don´t have any
What does your ex bf/gf look like?:Stupid question...
What does your most recent crush look like?:Hard to explain
Whats her/his name?:She has many
Have you ever been bitched out?:Huh? Yes?
Are you rude?:If someone is rude to me
What was the last compliment you recieved?:I easily forget
Do you like getting dirty?:It depends what you mean
Are you flexiable?:Yes and no
What is your heritage?:Swedish
What is your lucky number?:0 (zero) because it is no number
What does your hair look like right now?:Too short. I look like an idiot.
Could you ever be a vegetarian?:Yes. I would like to, but I hate cooking
Describe your looks?:A shadow trapped in the wrong space
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?:Dark red or black. White?
Would you ever date someone younger than you?:Yes, but not too young offcourse. There are limits
Would you ever date someone older than you?:Yep, but there are limits there as well
When was the last time you were drunk?:Maybe 4 moths ago or so
How many rings until you answer the phone?:If you´re lucky, 3
Have you ever been skinny dipping?:Yes
If yes, when was the last time?:Last year
When was the last time you went on a date?:2003 maybe?
Do you look more like your mother or father?:Mother
Do you cry a lot?:No...maybe three times per month max
Do you ever cry to get your way?:Lol...no
What phrase do you use most when on the phone?:Something about how everything suck
Are you the romantic type?:I try not to. Girls don´t like that it seems
Have you ever been chased by cops?:Yes kinda, when two police cars caught me on a moped that runned faster and louder than it should
What do you like most about your body?:I don´t like anything about it
What do you like least about your body?:My genitals, toes, hair, neck, veins, stomach
When did you have your first crush?:When I was a teenager
When was the last time you threw up?:During hangover
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?:Both, doesn´t matter
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly?:No
What about cleavage?:If I had boobs, I would
Is your best friend a virgin?:No
Have you ever fucked someone up?:I hope not
Have you ever been fucked up?:I think so
What theme does your room have?:Gothic/horror
What size show do you wear?:Huh? show?
What is your screen name on ..I never use it
How are you feeling right now?:Lonely and tired
When was the last time you were at a party?:Don´t remember 
Have you ever given a lapdance?:No
Have you ever recieved one?:No
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?:No, not what I have been aware of
What is one of your bad qualilties?:Being lazy
What is one of your good qualilties?:Being creative
Would you marry for money?:Not a chance
What do you drive?:Nothing
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child?:Mommys
So?:Yep
Well?:Nevermind that you schmuck
When was the last time you cried in school?:I think I was about 17-18
Would you ever hook up with the same sex?:No no no
What kind of music do you like?:A lot of different styles. I puke on rap, hip-hop and modern jazz
Would you ever bungee jump?:Umm no i´m a chicken
What is your worst fear?:Right now: people
Would you ever join the army?:No, why? 
Do you like cows?:I have always loved them. I grew up on the countryside
If you were to die today, what would you do?:Ask "God" to welcome me, meditate,  if I had a girlfriend I would like to spend that time with her
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it b?:The name of my girlfriend or just...God
Do you like to party?:Sure. But not as much as I used to
Hearts or broken hearts?:Very broken. Crushed. Killed (i´m talking about me offcourse)
Moons or stars?:Both
Coke or pepsi?:Coke!
Favorite scent?:Rose
Favorite band?:Have many
Would you ever dye your hair red?:Sure thing
How many languages can you speak?:Two, Swedish and English
What time are you finishing this?:06:19 pm
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[04 Jun 2007 | Monday] 

Current mood:  indescribable
Category: Art and Photography

Yes, I decided to show my "new" painting. It isn´t the latest i´ve done. Actually it is about 2-3 weeks old...

I have had many doubts about this painting. Should I let it stay as it were or continue working on it? I could not decide for myself, so I asked a friend of mine (that is an artist) what he thought about it. I told him about my thoughts and said I could leave it like that was. So I finally did.

I don´t know where this woman came from. She just appeared before my eyes without any reason. Maybe there was a reason, but...I didn´t felt that way.  This is my umm second? or is it third? larger oilpainting that I have done, and I am beginning to enjoy oil as a medium. To be honest, I have used charcoal crayons together with oil, so it is a kind of "mixed medium painting".

I showed it to another friend who thought it was frightening in a way. To me, she is neither good or bad. She is one of my entities from my "inner universe", I think. A part of my nature. A subconscious entity.

[04 Mar 2007 | Sunday] 

Category: Writing and Poetry


Something I wrote earlier today. Just had to express myself somehow...

 i am bleeding loving horrified glimpse of doubt periless in my knighthood that is old forgotten written about in dusty volumes pushed around with no sword only frozen in stone buried downunder here there beneath the castle the lake were the faeries dance and shiver

i crush these walls playing around me tempting me showing me the window when i close my eyes and sleep when i feel tears flowing as a river crossing my heart when my mind is alone there is noone there holding hand

i fold my body around a dark ancient tree seeing inside myself through the timeless roots flying carrying a packet full of etheric substances who belongs to past incarnations guarding them i need to wake them up again

i watch the dead bodies disappear between the two realities the convergence the middle choice which makes me afraid of both light and dark craziness is a bliss but it makes me hate the world wishing chanting invoking powers
 


 

[04 Nov 2006 | Saturday] 

Current mood:  thoughtful
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
I thought I should share with you all what I do at "work". It´s a project that i´m part of, were I model houses in Autocad and apply the textures in 3ds max.
If you want to check out the project-sites....
Malmo1692 and Teknikcad

This is what I have done the last month:








[17 Oct 2006 | Tuesday] 

Current mood:  melancholy
Category: Art and Photography

When I visited my parents last weekend I did these. I know they are not perfect and is not intended to be.  I got to learn the boring face proportions... I made them all blacker in Photoshop.

 

 

 

[16 Sep 2006 | Saturday] 

Current mood:  distressed

Hey, I thought I should share a brand new painting that I did yesterday. It isn´t often that I do such big work as this, but this time I thought...well what a heck! As always when I paint with oil I get clumsy with mixing the damn colors! I MUST learn how to mix colors correctly without ruin everything. To get a appropriate skincolor for an example, sounds easy but umm no...

Whatever. I managed to create something, and with that let off some steem from my chaotic mind. I will show it to you (with some dread, I admit). These pics are taken by camera, so it can be a little hard to see it as it should be.

[25 Aug 2006 | Friday] 

Current mood:  distressed

Ok...this is my first blog ever and i´m just trying it out. Hopefully it will be fun so I will continue writing here...

i feel kinda moody today. more than usual that is. i don´t feel like pressing shift to get the bloody capitals AAAAAAAAAAA oh well...better do it

I uploaded some new pics of my beautiful self today ;) I grabbed my Konica digital camera and turned out the light. I pulled through some shots in the dark and voila...I look crazier in b/w I think, but there is more feeling to it that way. More "arty".  My persona last night (when I took these pics) wasn´t very optimistic. I was totally messed up. There is lots of reasons for this. Sometimes I whine about it too much, and I hate that. Umm shall I change my profile photo to one of those wacky ones?

 

Currently listening:
The Secret Kingdom
By Avrigus
Release date: 20 March, 2001