honestly i am upset to only be a finalist but whatever it's a worldwide competition and I'm defiantly not better then SOOOOOOOO many people, much much much to learn. I do not understand why I submitted old work.

anyways here is the link to the page i'm on...i'm the 7th one down, my entry is titled "caged"

SHOTS 2009 LINK TO PAGE


you can buy the book here....

PAGE TO BUY BOOK

this is not a typical panorama but i wanted to try my own thing and this is what i came up with. it's in 3 different sections but is supposed to be read from the 1st one across not down but it does not fit so DEAL

eating disorders. you can watch a sample from it here.


http://209.35.211.201/quicktime/do_you_have_an_eating_disorder_384k.wmv


quick clip from the video I did for HRM "Do you have an eating disorder"

it can be purchased here if you are interested

http://hrmvideo.com/items.cfm?action=view&item_id=3013&type=newreleases&search_keywords=

i am stuck in the middle between my sister and mom basically being a meadeator so they don't rip each others heads off

i cant take this tension
i feel like i am going to have a heartattack or a nervous breakdown
i cant clear my head
i can hardly breathe i am so anxious

i just want shit to stop

fuck

You split my little heart in two
By- b charles johnson


You split my little heart in two
i didnt know what to do
you split my little dick in two
oh now look i've got two
more for you to suck on bitch
little bitch i make you itch
itching down your spine
ive got reason, ive got time
hearts unfold inside my mind
here is yours, here is mine
lets make a pact to prove it
oh now wait here you've ruined it

The itchy problem
by B Charles Johnson


Can't reach for help when things itch at your back
Problems create nasty heart attack
Reasons that people never know
Do they even have anything to show?

Once a day when you step onto the truth
It's either promising or completely deficient
Help supposedly knocks at the door
But certain things in life are meant to be ignored

Days pass and the walls are paper-thin
People worry about the life you don't live in
There are things important to us all
You've yet to reach this common goal
This itch can be the blame that started this whole withdrawal







Your Suicide
By B Charles Johnson

Look at you its all in your head
You find yourself singing to the dead
You made up your mind nothings left to be said
I find it hard to control the things you do

Sip the poison let it run through
Pandora's box is opened now things come true
The dead are walking they look like you
Your souls like the dehydrated wasteland

Abandoned me
Come rescue me
You never think of me
You only want what's best for you

Why don't you think of what I want?
You know it's tearing me apart
I'm always last on your list
You've granted Satan your last kiss