MAYBE WERE NOT MEANT TO BE
Its hard to say this but I have to get over you
Just dont wanna once again be played as a fool...
This is something that I gotta do
But that doesnt mean that I want to.....
I know I made a big mistake
But I guess now its just to late...?
Your just off to bigger & better things
Wouldnt wanna waste your time on someone like me....
My heart is sorry for the times I made you cry
So I guess I gotta protect you by saying goodbye..
I know telling you all those hurtful things was a hella mistake
Just wonder why do things have to keep going back to this way...
Why couldnt you just forgive me
And give me a chance to be the person I want to be..
Open up again & let me in
Im sorry im not an angel, im more like a sin..
But I get why you cant be like before
I get it if you can never see anything with me anymore...
Never meant to drive you away from me
How I hurt you I think about constantly...
I know nothing can change all the things I said
But I just wanted to try & make things right again..
I guess for a moment I thought you coulda been the one
Until you said you were finally done...
Said that you didnt want me anymore
All those lies then, whyd you do it for...
If you knew you could someday stop loving me you shoulda let me know
That way I coulda prepared better to let this all go..
I am strong enough to mend your broken heart
So why are you acting like you dont care & tearing me apart..
I know through time your gonna change
Guess I gotta learn to go my own way..
I know Imma see you again someday
Whatever feeling imma get imma have to hide away...
Dont wanna talk about you or think of you anymore
Wanna keep all that behind a forever closed door...
Nobody ever wants to end up alone
Where life will take me is hecka unkown...
You dont get it I was always here waiting
So why couldnt you see it & had to make things complicating...
Im going crazy because I wanna hold on
But the way your acting is just tellin me to move on..
Hope the one you end up with accepts who you will always pretend to be
Because I know in your heart you will always wanna be with me..
Now its gonna be hard but I gotta try
To forget all these feelings that im keepin inside...
I coulda loved you so amazing that no one will ever do
And you know in the back of your mind thats hella true...
You will have everyone even that person who has there arms around you fooled
About who you really are & im gonna be the only one in life who will honestly know the truth.
Have to forget about all the memories
Need to get you outta my dreams.......
In time youll see that your gonna hella miss me
And that person sleeping next you you,, your gonna wish they were me....
I thought our love was meant to last
So why are we so scared to do something all because of the past...
Its sad to say this, you were ALWAYS more than a friend to me
But now were nothing so I guess it wasnt meant to be...

LET ME GO
Finally, my hearts setting free
Your just a useless memory.
Cant come back in my life anymore
Im not the same as before.
Everytime I see you its just not the same
Been done with your little games.
I mean it when I say I over you now
Thought you woulda have gotten a life by now.
Shoulda know better then to listen to what you had to say
Shouldnt have thought about you all those days.
Dont seem to feel the same
Dont get any feeling when you say my name.
Use to get a feeling when I looked into your eyes
Now I just dont care if your alive.
Youll never admit that you hate im with a real down ass chick
And you hate it cuz your just stuck with crappy shit.
Im wiser because of bitches like you
Learned from my mistakes what not to do.
You dont need me, trust me you got plenty
But when it comes to love you dont got any.
Made me happy then what I thought I could be
Until I found out you told people what you told me.
So go away dont even gotta say goodbye
Kinda funny how you tirck people into your lies.
Dont ever come back, its over, thats it
Never gonna believe another fucking four eyed bitch.
But I guess thats just what they do
Never ever gonna be just a two
Will never put my wall down to trust you.
You want what you cant have
The last time was the last chance.
Dont worry some dumb ass will believe you
Guess theyll never get you.
Never thought it would end like this
Then again I dont give a shit.
I do know one thing though
Bitches like you come and go.

YOUR ALWAYS FAR AWAY
Somethings different about the way I feel for you lately
When I look at you I think its changing...
We keep playing this back & forth game but dont you think its gettin old now
Dont you think I actually wanna be loved now..
Better off pretending like I never really knew you
No point in thinking about everything we use to do..
Gotta stop holding hands with the memoiers I keep thinking
Need to learn how to hide all my tears & feelings...
Looking back on everything Ive gone through
Wasting my time always trying to give my love to you...
It just doesnt seem like its worth it anymore
You never even cared if I were to walk out the door.

But here we are again loving each other as always
Because our hearts can never go seperate ways..
Was it all about the chase?
Is this all part of your little game..
Its like we never even mattered to you at all
Now I gotta put back these pieces to my wall..
Its just goes back & forth but never works out
I always gave you the benefit of the doubt
Wanted to believe that maybe, just maybe... This time was going to work out..
But in the end im the one who gets hurt..

You fooled me once & it was on you
Fooled me twice it was on me..
Fooled me more times...
I guess im just a fool for you..

For some reason I know the person you are
So why does your love have to be so damn far.
Im just scared to know the ending
Hate that im the one who can see that your pretending..
You never knew what you use to do
Everytime you smiled I couldnt keep my eyes off you..
Im weak for you and thats the truth
But I need to know if you really want me too.

I had this whole image of my perfect world
And in it you were that one perfect girl....
Maybe one day when I see you smile
It means you will actually stay a while
And maybe save me now..
Thinking of you at night till it hurts
Wishing for you to just return.
Its hard to admit that I was so wrong
Do you even feel it when you listen to our song.
It gets hard each day to keep holding on
Please love me or ill be gone...
I know what you wanna say, you just never say it
Telling me you still love me is something you try not to admit..
Girl just use your heart
Because all your lies just keep tearing me apart..
                                    But no matter what, I Love You

WHAT WAS I THINKING
I dont know what I was thinking
But im sittin on my bed thinking
That you dont know what you got till its gone
Cuz what we had was so strong
But I guess my heart was just wrong
You didnt feel the same way I did
I was real, you were fake, you just wont admit it.
Now you got shit that you sendin me
Why do you keep messin with my head, stop buggin me
Its to late for you to come back into my heart, were not meant to be
Dont you remeber sayin that to me
I dont get it.. whyd you do it for
Just tell me why, and please dont lie no more
Sure in your past you had a lot of tears
And the past made me have a lot of fears
I just thought you were the one who got me
Didnt think you would be the one who lost me.
I didnt stop loving you
I just learned to live without you
Maybe one day we can do it again
And the next time it wont have an end
Or just maybe it wont ever be the same
And I'll forget your name
Along with your fucking dumb games
I feel like were at the end of the road
And the only thing I can do is let this all go
Your gonna remember me, or at least who I use to be
And Im gonna remember how you became just a memory
Now its early in the morning and I had no sleep
Because all the emotions just make me weak
I gotta forget all this and make things right
Done with all the arguin and all the fights
I cant go on keep loving you when you wont change your dumb ways
So now in my heart you lost your place.
And I dont care what you feel or think of me
Good or bad I dont care just stay away from me
Tell what you wanna tell hide what you wanna hide
We both got hurt even if we want to admit it or not.
I entered you life as someone I was and liked
And walked out of your life leaving that someone behind.
But it aint my fault it all got messed up
You did it, but I know ill have a better life
Without you my life is gonna be fine.

DRINK ON IT
Everyday... Everynight.. I just wish you were still by my side
I start to think about all the mistakes I made in my life..
You were scared and I did the same thing and im sorry.
I didnt mean it when i said I didnt love you anymore
And you didnt mean to ever let me go..
You dont know how hard its been not having you in my life
Dont even see the pain thats in my eyes.
I know what I said but fuck a few weeks ago or last year or whatever
Im asking you now to be honest about how your feeling right now.
I know you mean more to me then what I know how to say
You already know how I feel about you because its always the same..

But your right, why would we keep sayin what we really want if it only gets us hurt in the end...
Im always gonna be taking that risk, its just up to you if you wanna take it with me
I dont care if Ill always get hurt by you turning my love down
Im gonna keep bein honest with you everytime you ask now.
The love I have for you is hella real and its always gonna last forever within me...
Your so perfect in my eyes and your my whole heart
All your flaws never mattered to me
I thought about you and dreamt about you so many times..
No matter how good someone else thinks they treat me its never good enough
And im never happier because your my real love that no one else can come close to..
And I deep down in your heart you feel the same way I do...

Hate that I fucked up the only perfectly happy true thing ive ever had
Now it sucks cuz I dont know how to get it back..
I always loved holding you and it hurt cuz I never wanted to let go
I want you back in my arms because I know I would keep you safe and secure
Nothing would hurt you because Id wipe your tears away and protect you
And make sure your okay and happy every night.
Why cant we just talk and lay next to eachother like how we use to
Because then things would be so much better.
Why cant people ever just leave us alone because all we want is to be together
All I want is to love you and be with you forever.

But then you say your inna new relationship and you might be in love
Doesnt mean im gettin over you, it just makes me know im a fuck up.
You say we can still be friends and thats all nothing more
And ill agree with you but doesnt mean I wont keep lovin you like I have before
Im still gonna be there for you through whatever
Still gonna stay by your side to make you feel better.
I told you im always gonna be there for you
But you always doubt me and dont know if its true
How will you ever find out if you just keep running from the truth
Just call and ask me and Ill show you imma do what I promised to.
Could never stay mad at you on any fight
Cant forget about all those late nights.
Laying with you under the sky
Is the thing that helps me get by in my life.

I met so many people but no one has come close to you
No one makes me feel, makes me laugh, or makes me love like you
From this point on, I have no idea what to do..
I guess ill just go out to drink
Because I dont want to think...
Im off to try to forget about your face
Off to drink all my pain and you away....
Everyday I wonder why we hurt eachother and push our love away
And just let our perfect life pass us by
Because I know it'll be the biggest mistake of our life...