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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 25
Sign: Leo

City: Seri Manjung
State: Manjung
Country: MY
Signup Date: 8/10/2004

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Wednesday, May 17, 2006 

Category: Writing and Poetry

Broken

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore
Wednesday, May 17, 2006 

Category: Writing and Poetry

Lost In Despair

I was lost, on my own
and I couldn't bear the thought of my life
I was gone, caught in the torturing memories
And they burned like fire
water can never heal such pain

Can't you believe
Nothing is real
Can't you see
I cannot feel

Take me away
Bury me in the sand
cause after all these years I am still the same
a sad and bitter man

Crush my hope, grow my hate
There's no home for me
Nothing to give, nothing to say
so tell me it's a dream
Wednesday, May 17, 2006 

Category: Writing and Poetry

Under The Plaintive Sky

And so does the downhearted tune
Resound through this murky night
And the wind groan its wistful song
For the ill-lucked dwellers in plight

These two round-shouldered figures
Forward slowly through this grey day
Under the fores'ts white canopy
Out of the drifting snow's way

With rime dressed-faces they wander
With guilt carved-hearts they flee
With grim stained-minds they hover
Between hope and despair

With rime dressed-faces they wander
With guilt carved-hearts they flee
With grim stained-minds they ponder
If they ever be free of their sins

May the stars become my eyes
And the wind become my hearing
Let them guide us through
These pitch-dark mornings

May the snowfall end
And the shining moon rise
So we can find our way out
From these all-consuming nights

Underneath the blanket of stars
Embraced by another cold night
Two round-shouldered figures
Leave these shores behind

Quietly they wonder
If they ever will see the light
They now lose in their shadows
Owe to the darkest of nights

Wednesday, May 17, 2006 

Category: Writing and Poetry

If I only could I would
Change everything

Today is the day, the moment of reckoning
For too long I've been hiding this truth within my chest
Today is the day when I will come clean
Answer for my deeds and stand up for my faint-heartedness

If I only could I would change everything
Let the suffering be mine and only mine for this time

In your time of need I betrayed you
When I should have watched over you I walked away
Now there are two straying souls weak in faith

In your time of need I left you
When I should have been strong I turned my back on you
Now there are two straying souls about to break

When there now are two of us alone
There's not anymore anyone alone

Today is the day when I will face you at length
You my child have wept enough far too long swallowed your hate
Today is the day when I will promise to myself
Take care from you I've been running away and with for so many years

If I only could I would change everything
Let the suffering be mine and only mine for this time

Wednesday, May 17, 2006 

Category: Writing and Poetry

Frozen

Maybe you don't know, what is joy of sorrow
You feel so abandoned suppress your feelings

That's the legacy of destiny
I don't you if you'll find out the truth
The peace in your heart
The realm of fantasy, to the world's end
In all my life confronting the danger

Your heart is like a frozen half-light atmosphere
A lonely soul that smoulder from the thirst of suffering
Your heart is like a frozen half-light atmosphere
One symbol of a strange concealed lighting

All my being that never fall down
Unharmed facing the obstacles of life
For the risk of an everlasting idea
Chronicle of the pure
This cosmos is so fucking hard
The wolves always return for their quarry
Entering the game of life
All the innocence is gone away

Wednesday, May 17, 2006 

Category: Writing and Poetry

Rain rain on my face
It hasn´t stopped raining for days
My world is a flood
Slowly I become with the mud

But if I cannot swim after forty days
And my mind is crushed by the thrashing waves
Lift me up so high that I can not fall, Lift me up

Down pour on my soul
Splashing in the ocean I am losing control
Dark sky all around me
I cannot feel my feet touching the ground

Lift me up,
When I am falling
Lift me up,
I am weak & I am dying
Lift me up,
I need you to hold me
Lift me up,
Keep me from drowning again

Calm the storms that drench my eyes
Dry the streams suntil flowing
Casting down all the waves of sin
And guilt that overthrow me 

Wednesday, May 17, 2006 

Category: Writing and Poetry

Hero In A Dream

A witch read from the palm of his hand
that his life would turn into darkness
and alone he would face all the demons
from his past that he tries to forget
An elder king warned of the dangers
that lie in the valleys of the north and
his only chance was to find his shadow
so he had to set forth

He is the man who travels in the land
of dragons and magic spells
He rides in the winds of fire and snow
and he rules the forests of elves

Slash of the golden sword
a flash in the burning night
Curse of the evil lord
He is fighting for his life for the last time

Oh such beauty in time, but its just external
He cannot see the truth with his eyes, so he is bound by a lie

The snow stars falling in paradise, as he gazes at the stars
He will be born again in the sky, when the night turns into dawn

On the way to the ancient castle of time
he will soon be damned by rage
so that his pride could betray him
when its time to set him free
The fears in his mind had to be pushed aside
as he walked through the gates
He will never die
'cause he is truly a Hero in a Dream