I'm a loving fighter and a fighting lover
put together I'm as good as no other
better than the rest but less than them
always wondering again and again
Seems the same things happen repeated
I win the battle but end up defeated
Deleted from existence cause I lost the war
I had the best move but not the right score
And sure I gave my best but doesn't everyone
sure I made progress but I had little fun
The damage is done cause I've been changed
the thoughts and priorities have been rearranged
Been burned and bruised by this game
beaten and broken to the last bone, nothing gained
I'm my parents child
who grew up in the wild
never thought to smile
was stuck in the world too long a while
left with a sick taste of vile
didn't like what I heard so I kept changing the dial
didn't like what you saw so I kept changing the channel
never fit in cause I never wore flannel
wasn't a punk rocker or a gang banger
just a kid from nowhere, stayin there
playing fair and payed attention to the rules
learned to be wise from all the fools
had all the ingredients but never the tools
had all the makings but never the jewels
I'm a diamond stuck in charcoal
I'm the perfect game still to be bowled
been distant wanting communication
looking for different words towards persuassion
people always laugh cause I rhyme while caucasion
hey I'm not a rapper, I'm just being free
you dont like it, you dont like me