I bet the topic for today is preety common amongst us teenagers in the 21st century. So i guess, all of u are thinking preety much the same ryte now. Why talk about love??? buffftt! don't we all know love?? so this is why.

I've said this 800 times and i shall say it again. i am 18. and of course being 18, i must have practically know everything about love right? Reality check. no! i have not a clue!!! Throughout my teenage years, i thought i was in control over my feelings. But who am i kidding?? i am JUST a teenager with raging hormones.:P-- moving on:- i haven't been in many relationships. But i certainly know what it's like to be in love. i mean that is the OBVIOUS. Cause, how could i be in a relationship if i've never fallen for anyone right?? lol.

But the question is that, why do we keep failing in relationships.? what could possibly went wrong when we thought everything was perfect.? So it is answered. It has never been love. Because maybe, the person we 'thought' we love is just a perfect idea of the-perfect-lover, or maybe he is just too good to be true, or, we are just simply attracted to the fact that he has the perfect look and that perfect smile!!grrrr. just maybe. So tell me, have you ever been in love??? think hard. 

Ok so there was this one time when me and a friend went window shopping in a mall one afternoon. It was fun, n we walk pass sooo many couples! well i'm not surprise. Truthfuly, they seemed like they are meant for each other! like as if it's written all over their faces or some shit. And when we took a closer look at them, it's like, 'hey, now that's fair' (shen's style of saying Brangelinas!). lol. we weren't stalking but what can we do?? they were all over the freakin place! But some of them definately look good for each other. Just perfect! Then again, maybe that is what they want us to see.! Looks can be decieving. So do we call that love?? indeed. not. lol. 

Fine. maybe looks can be decieving. but that is the main factor no?.-the look-..then again, some may take that for granted. well maybe thats nature because, what attracts the eye right? but if you ask me, it's best to judge a person by their personality wise, first! just to make things fair.

Ps, i am not complaining neither have i been going through inferiority crisis or etc. I am just trying to spread awareness(lol. as if this is some anti-dadah campaign or something) and hoping that at least a sence of logic will trigger your minds. Especially those who don't get this whole -love- issue.

So here's an advise, do not rush into things! who bloody cares if its gona take you forever to figure out the truth about your feelings!! at least it is the safe-est and less hurtful way for both sides. n yes, i can relate. sure it is tempting, god dammit it is. But trust me, it is worth waiting! lol. i am no hitch. but this is what i've learnt so far. So take your pick.

I am learning more about myself and i am no different than you. But when you understand what love really is, you will want to stay single for as long as you can.!! lol. hell yeah, i am dead serious.

Then again, who said you can't be in love and single at the same time? :P

naby xoxo

Ok so basically i've completed high school and currently doing absolutely NOTHING but have just been hanging out alot with my friends, who are now in college. that is exceptional.lol. well it's preety cool because there are college friends now! equals to= more friends! Ok nothing to be all excited about but heck. its preety awesome :P. i love meeting new people!=D (just for the record). ok a little off topic so moving on...

As an all grown up teenager-pfffft-., supposedly, i am  allowed to do absolutely anything!!! and of course, with boundaries. lol. i mean, i want to be able to stay up untill 5 a.m with some friends, throw out sleepover parties whenever i feel like it, drive out at night, well practically doing all those crazy junk that i can't do when i was still in school!! i mean yeah sure i'm a girl, but hey, they should learn that i am no longer 5. So why do parents have to make such a fuss about this no big deal??? well at least mine does.-- Yes, i am complaining and it is not fair. i hate to be all whinny about this but i am 18 so geeez. Just leave me alone already.!

So this is the deal. Instead of letting me out everyday, i have to stay home n learn how to cook! if you think my dad has serious issues, we're soul mates! i only have about 2 months in penang. Have they no compassion for me? This is sad. Out of all the things i could do, why learn how to cook? why??? seriously.wtf.-- I mean i do love Jamie Oliver and i love to watch all those cook shows on tv, so no offence. But seriously. I'd rather do the lawn.

So, i have found the perfect salution. finally. I think me and my dad, we need to have an understanding about this. Cause this is SERIOUS!. People would actually kill themselves with a bread knife for crying out loud if they were to be in my shoes right now!. ok a little drama. But hey, trust me. I noe!

I can complain all night long so---enough said for tonight's entry. I think i've made myself preety clear that parents can be soo DEPRESSING. And it is annoying to know that you are not all-that adult n big by the end of the day! Which is even more depressing!! lol.

Bottom line, i can't wait to start studying again cause holidays aren't that great after all!!!!! lol.:P

naby xoxo

I have never written a blog before. And since i have been doing completely nothing for the past few days, i think i should give it a shot. =) So lets start from the basics shall we?

Well, i have read so many blogs throughout my high school years, and i can say that i am really really impressed! so, kudos! to all you bloggers out there.!!! You people have brought writting to a completely different level.!lol. Let me just summarize the word blog in my own words: -simple yet a beautiful piece of art-. But of course, just less colour!!.:P Blogging creates this whole new way of imagination and it amazes me how blogging could actually give us the chance to being creative to the fullest. It also give us the space and the freedom of letting us be individuals we truly are. And to my surprise, i thought only music is the different form of art. literally.:P 

So this is a special tribute to all you bloggers out there who have been so inspiring and made myspace and friendster, etc..a better place!! lol. it has been great!!! =)

Then again, we cant stop people from writting crappy blogs can we?? noh. i don't think so.lol.