Facebook is down.

That's like...a first. D:


I realized I barely go here anymore...I check every day to see if people still talk to me...they don't. (how depressing. ugh. i sound like an attention whore when that's just typed out)

oh wow...never knew Fancy Pants Manifesto did that with the sound. (commenting on how the sound switches from ear to ear.)
GOD I LOVE HAVING HEADPHONES TO LISTEN TO MY MUSIC ON THE COMPUTER.

Beautiful thing, really.

Wow, I'm stupid.



Anywho.  Life's been pretty good.
Witnessed the end of a fight today at school. It was the talk of the day.
Which pissed me the fuck off. I know the kid. He was in my summer school. He wasn't that bad. Teased me a couple times but I at least had the knowledge to realize that he was kidding around with me.
Sometimes, I admit, he is an ass to some people. But most of the time, those guys deserve some honesty.

The kid got ganged-up on by four kids.  He got the shit beat out of him, door slammed into him, his nose basically crushed, and by what I hear, won't be able to press charges because he was saying shit about the kids.
He's getting suspended for a week.  The most the kids who made his nose explode with blood (literally. there was blood everywhere. really scary, to be honest) I think one of them got 3 Saturday schools and one kid got suspended for a day.

Fucking. Bullshit.

And honestly.  Didn't these kids' mothers tell them to not care about what other people say about them?
Mine didn't, but shouldn't other mothers?

And even then. Don't be such a pussy for fuck's sake.
Making a kid lose a couple pints of blood by making his nose explode isn't equal in my mind.


My brother got in trouble for figuring out how to turn off lights in the Mack Olsen and have a rave with his friends. He got a Saturday school for 3 hours and my mother decided to freak shit.

I for some reason defended him and said he didn't do it.

But, sometimes, the little shit defends for me so it's only fair.


Oh wow.  Hare Hare Yukai.  Why must Media Player know me?


Really wish they'd just come out with a true animated version of the full thing. Not "OMG NOW IT'S BACKWARDS. LEGIT NEW DANCE MOVES" editing bullshit stupid girls with Windows Movie Maker do.
And don't forget seizure-inducing rainbow effects.


What the deuce? 2 views on my blog today? The fuck's reading this still?


God, I really need CDs again.  I probably have 10 playlists waiting to be burned.


(I apologize if I'm being annoyingly off-topic.)


unheard whispers I think is going to be forgotten about. It just doesn't give me a thrill anymore to write about video game characters having a soap opera life.
I have more fans than I already expected for such a crappy fanfic but...I just can't find time to do it and some people are being dicks about it saying "You don't even like KH. Why are you writing a FANfic about it?"
...and they're right. To them:  I DON'T KNOW!

You can still read it.  I at least edited up the first chapter but...it's so cliché and horrible still that I just don't have the will to write it anymore.
I'm sorry.

Jigoku Shoujo Mitsuganae is finally out. I freak out every time a new episode is released like the silly one I am.

Clannad ~After Story~ is being posted the same time as well.


...I really need to just show a "what I'm listening to" thing on here.
I KEEP COMMENTING WHAT COMES ON RANDOM ON MEDIA PLAYER. STOP IT, SABRINA. JUST STOP IT.

I'll Kill You - X-Japan.
I love this song so much.

Facebook seems to be back so...I leave.

Oh yeah.
If any of you guys at my school place hear rumors about how I'm a lesbian with Maggie or any of my other friends and Corey's a cover up, punch them directly in the spine or in the kidney. 
I can't stand that bullshit.
Most of the shit just starts because Maggie's an idiot and yells shit that isn't true and other random shit.  She pissed the shit out of me and everyone stared, whispering, etc.  She teased me with food, not even knowing I didn't eat anything yet today, I tried to sneak grab it but touched her boob with two fingers.
Yelled "GAH! SABRINA DON'T TOUCH MY BOOB".

Thank you, Maggie.




Oh, and I found something funny a couple weeks ago.
Makes me realize I haven't been myself lately because I didn't notice it sooner.


G E N E V A
V A G I N A

VOWELS ARE FUN, BOYS AND GIRLS.

And now I will go curl up into a ball and think about how stupid I am.

    So, what's up, Me?

    ah, nothin' much. listening to music.

    That's all?

    how boring.


Seriously.  I haven't done one of these in forever. I haven't given any comments to any of you, commented many pictures, hell, all I do is read Miyavi's blog these days.

Sad the tour of Miyavi's is almost over...or did it end?!
I seriously don't participate that much in myspace at all lately.


Something has happened.

Forces have been twisted.

And I got a life outside of the computer.


And watch as some lightning bolt comes out of the sky and smites me.
I messed with the natural balance of things, and I am sorry.

Let's see...what is up?

I am now vice president of anime club.
I've started to research more anime so I can actually live up to the title some of my friends give me as 'The anime queen'...
Which is kinda silly of them because I didn't even see all of Bebop until a couple months ago. I still haven't seen the movie.

There's so much anime I haven't seen. I've only discovered some myself to be able to spread the happiness. A lot of others I just hear from people. Death Note, Haruhi, etc. Granted, I hear about it when it's early in its early stages of being a well-made anime and being well-known...

But nonetheless...I'm a big fat phoooony.
:<


I haven't changed my status since January for a reason.
I'm still dating Corey. Still happy. No major fights as far as I can tell. Most pissed off he gets is when I get distracted on the phone by spacing or just watching TV at the same time.  And that's really just annoyance of having to repeat himself.


I has a ninja bobble head that jingles when I bop his head. I am considering naming him Sentarou or maybe Kentarou or something...so it doesn't mean I just stole it from Jigoku Shoujo. Wish I had the motivation to show you a picture.

Which reminds me, I have finished Jigoku Shoujo. Not many have heard of this little gem.
It's actually dubbed now, too. So you can go out and buy the stuff.

...and on looking at that wiki I have just found out there is a second season, a third season to be released, a DS game, a live fucking action...

I really need to keep up.
Shit was released years ago.
And I've just heard of it.

I've heard from like...two or three people though that since I have replaced Dylan in the presidential power role more people are returning to anime club.

...which is scary to me.

Why? Because I know how to use a torrent and actually find out about anime before it's even released to America a lot of the times?
Christ.

Just go on a computer, people.


I'm planning to go job hunting tomorrow with Corey so I can finally stop depending on allowance alone...

But I bet if/when I get a job my mommy will stop givin' me 20s...

Aaah. Having a life isn't that bad as I thought...I still think the sun can die though.

So, it’s been a while, huh?


Since our last installment of the adventures of Sabrina’s wild adventures of being an idiot she has:
1. Thought of writing a poem. The words float in her mind constantly but she has yet to write anything down physically.
2. Ripped open her knee on ice and concrete and it’s been red for a week around the wound which I hear may be an infection.
3. Started playing the table-top version (the original version to smarter people) of Vampire the Masquerade. She is a Tremere. Which is a blood sorceress. Also, she is a sexy fucking devil so she can seduce people at my will. Bow down. D<
4. Witnessed a successful Rickroll in her history class (which actually happened today.) which was probably the strangest thing she’s seen in a while.
5. Started to play Abe’s Odyssey. She now considers herself a horrible person for considering herself as a gamer when she hasn’t played that.
6. Finally got around to watching Cowboy Bebop from start to finish like a real damn anime fan. She is a dumbass. She knows it is a classic. Shut up.
7. Has gotten a new Japanese-English (and vice-versa) dictionary along with a book titled "Dirty Japanese" which has everything the title says. From what’s up to fuck off. She loves it and has memorized more from that than the dictionary. She thinks the dictionary smells funky.
8. Started to speak in 3rd person.

I've been thinking lately and it scares me.

I'm seventeen now.


Oh, wow. Amazing concept, right?

BUT. It just makes me think that life is coming at me a bit...fast.
Real fast.
And being the naive, stupid one that I am, I'm not ready.

It's scary.

I feel like I need a break.  A real one. Not like spring break. Time needs to STOP for just maybe...a week if time wasn't...stopped. ._.
Confusing but whatever.


Speaking of scary, there was a threat at my school and also my old school that I went to before I moved to Geneva.  Also, a school that one of my friends from KHI possibly goes to. (Hi Tobu! ;-; please dodge bullets well.)

How lovely. :3

I'm probably gonna die on the bus in a crash anyway. So who cares. :<

I'm out.

Sorry I never posted a blog in so long. I've been kinda...well...busy.


Since my last blog I have...
realized my mistakes and idiocy completely from you know what and you know who and all that shit and blah blah blah. You probably know the story if you're still on my friends list

Started to go out with Corey whom I love dearly right now.
He's everything and more.
(hi corey)

Failed 2 classes. :D (lol homework)
(and lol. raak is one son of you know whats...christ he's stupid)

Hn. What else.




I dunno.


ah well.

[WARNING WARNING WARNING.]
[SAPPY SHIT AHEAD. DON'T READ IF YOU DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ME]

Today I went on a date with Corey. It was one of those standard...whatevers.
:D

We went out for Chinese food.  I had sushi...from a chinese buffet. <<'
I felt weird.

It was colder than I expected.
But it's raw fucking fish. what do you expect?

But it was my first experience with sushi.

._.' I didn't really like it though.

I got really full fast though. :< Poo.

After that we went to Critters (pet shop to those not nearby.) and me and him played with this one daschund puppy. She loves balls. :D

Seriously though. She was all over that thing. barkin' at it, hitting the wall to get to it, jumping, doing flips for it....

SHE WAS SO CUTE! ;-;

I named her Skipper.


Don't know why either.
But I'll try and post up the picture Corey took later.

And then we had a snowball fight shortly in front of the chinese place we ate at. The lady at the desk was smiling at us. Maybe found us a cute couple? who knows.
I also glomped him kinda in the sports store because he wanted to play with balls. (what? he was in sports for a while and we were bored anyway. ah well. no more excuses. we were just goofing off in a sports store)

After that we just hung out again at my house (we were already going back and forth between our houses earlier before the date) and yeah... ._.'
he mooned nathan once. it was hilarious.

and by once I mean multiple various times.

Ah. such a lovely boy I'm dating.


Then on the way to his house when he had to go he found out I've never slow danced with a guy ever...or any one for that matter so...
._.' he taught me how to at the play ground to a slow miyavi song.
the sappy love song we dubbed as our song...or something.

but yeah. and I found out he really is able to carry me.
<<'
the hard way, too. it scared me.



But yeah. Today was fun as hell for me.

I'll try and write more of these more often. I just keep forgetting I guess.
what a shame right?

ah well. bye bye. night night.
i goes over there now.

<<' I started listening to Head Phones President and found out that the lead singer plays Usagi (or Serena as you and me all know it should be because my name is near Serena and I was destined to be Sailor Moon because I say so) and I checked it out...

She's actually in the MUSICAL...I'm not sure who plays her in the regular ol' livey action.


gyah. It's so weird though.

[people who don't like metal and stuff don't watch]



[people who burn at the slightest sound of pop and very funny movement of dancing and singing musicals...don't watch]



....what the fuck?


And now I'm watching the live action on youtube. Luna is so adorable compared to the deep voiced weird soundin' one on the dub.

I still watch.
Better than watching Boy Meets World reruns.


....but not by much.

-may be edited as I think of new stuff-
-lawl there's a lot.-
-also, I didn't mean to offend anybody when I wrote this. and I didn't really make it thinking that anything was going to be changed. I'm only venting.-

Bad cartoons.
Really bad ones. Like my Gym Partners a Monkey or Ben Ten.
Is it so much to ask for a simple funny plot that runs for 10 minutes?

Solution: GET MY 90'S CARTOONS BACK ON THE FUCKING TV.


4Kids/censorship in general
I'm so fucking tired of 4Kids thinking that kids can't handle shit. From a spiked nipple to breasts or a friendly dispute between punches...they just think that kids don't see this shit at all. They completely killed the concept of Pokemon. All the names changed, made it seem like America even though it's obviously Japan. I mean...look at the map.
Kanto region? << uh...not in America.
Why not expand our horizons you hypocritical fucks.
I mean god forbid we get interested in other countries than this fucked up one, right?
And another thing. What happened to Ash being an overly hormonal teenager? He was supposed to fall on Misty's skirt I heard when he stole her bike. Tripped and landed right on her croch.
^ comedy

They also did it to Sailor Moon.
Changed the names like Usagi (bunny) to Serena. (although I found this awesome since my name was amazingly similar. Did I ever mention that when I was a little kid I wanted to be Sailor Moon when I grew up? WHERE'S MY FUCKING TALKING CAT?!)
anyway..

They flipped the screens when they were reading so instead of the book being right-to-left like a normal Japanese student would read they changed it to be left-to-right. Also, the signs changed, etc.

Which doesn't always work.
Especially when they had the fucking Tokyo tower in that one episode where Darian and Serena tell each other their secret of being magical people and being royalty and being destined for eachother.

...oh. my. god. I am a nerd.
(and I used the English names. So cruel)

Still. What happened to Sailor Moon? CANCELED.
Why? Lesbians.
I'm not even kidding.


That's completely retarded. Why the hell would they cancel it because of that? Two women can't love each other? Bullshit.

Solution: Kill them. The angry parents that complain, all the companies that censor shit. Everybody.



Overly religious people who think I give a shit about Jesus loving me.
I don't. Leave me alone.
If Jesus loves me so much then why doesn't he marry me.
Oh right. He's Jesus. He's too busy loving everybody else. Two timing cunt. (probably the dumbest thing I've written today. :D new record!)
(and probably the awesomest)

Solution: Live your own life. Don't live for some superior being that you don't even know exists or not. No doubt. No fear. Just know yourself.



Linkin Park
I hate these fuckers.
Some of them I will admit know what they're doing but all they do now is re-release the same damn song and call it new.
The Jay-Z thing was horrible.
The lyrics are awful.
And Chester is one annoying fucker.
I swear if I could go back in time and slap myself for listening to this with enthusiasm I would. I seriously would.

Solution: They shoot geniuses in the music world but nobody has the balls to shoot Chester and the Parky crew? Something's fucked up.


Attention whores
although a bit of one myself...some of them just need to stop.
Wearing short skirts when your theighs are bigger than your body, wearing shirts like "princess" or "Brown eyed goddess" that show off your 'hot body' when they just show how much your stomach jiggles when you walk......nobody wants to see that.

And kids who brag about how rich they are, how much shit they have in their room that they don't even use, etc.

Solution: Beating your kids hard enough that they'll be smart enough to not brag about anything.


Make up
I hate make up. Never got the point. The most I put on is nail polish and even then it's tedious and unneeded if you think about it.
And girls who wear make up most of the time don't even need the shit. The only reason they do it is because their friends do it. Do you notice that? Everytime you see a girl with a lot of make up usually all her friends are make up'd whores, too.

All your doing is putting a mask on.

Most of the time the girls wearing make up look bad with and without make up so they can't even come anywhere NEAR pulling off geisha (if that's what they're trying. Most of the time when I see a girl putting on make up she covers the whole face so that's the first thing that comes to mind)
You are not a geisha. You are not a goddess. Stop it.

And back to my mask statement...
You know who else wears make up and masks?

That's right, kiddies!


Solution: Stop being worried about what others think about you and just live life.


Japanese bands that think that they can get on top by just looking and sounding like women
This is a lot of bands from Japan. I hate how these bad bands are getting more attention than some other bands.
Compairing time~


Maximum the Hormone
lead singer
drummer (and a girl.)
bassist
Guitarist and vocals


An Cafe
bassist
singer
guitarist
drummer

Tell me. Which one do you think's more popular?
Oh yeah...and in An Cafe that blonde one has the most masculine voice of them all. Dumb boys. He isn't even that good of a guitarist.
Yeah. I said it. Bou is horrible at guitar. The lead singer isn't that good either. The bassist does the SAME DAMN THING in every song. Every one of 'em. The only one who SEEMS to know what he's doing is the drummer.


Here's proof of what I'm saying: I couldn't even find a good damn picture of MtH on google for godsakes.

Solution: Make these damned fangirls listen to good music and people with actual TALENT.


Girls who use Japanese to seem 'cute'
For some reason girls in America seem to think that all Japanese guys love all American girls.
Not. Fucking. True.
Personally I find the word kawaii annoying as hell.
The reason Japanese guys like America and England is because of the rock. And the porn. (last thing sort of goes for the guys here. <<')
Reason girls like America and England is the fashion.
Nothing more.

Of course...I could be wrong being that I'm completely white and have only really been real friends with a Japanese boy who was in fact perverted.

Meh.

I'm going to use an image I found on deviant art...
I didn't make this but I completely agree with it.


Seriously. Needs to stop.
I don't care how adorable you sound when you say 'atashi wa ____ desu'. Know what I'm going to say when I go to Japan and introduce myself?
'Sabrina desu.' That's it.

And what really ticks me off is that girls aren't even TRYING to learn the language. They won't study. They won't buy the books, find a place to teach them, no friends to teach them or help them.
Just pisses me off how they let it spiral down as they expect it all to be handed to them.

Solution: Take away anything to do with Japan away from them and watch them hiss and sputter.


Gaia Online and Gaiafags
I went there a couple times. Left as soon as I could.
What's wrong with this site? It seems innocent enough. Making little avatars that start out like this




This one is mine



Not that bad right? She's cute, black color scheme. Simple. 5 things of clothing. The hair was like 200 gold which isn't that much.

I have nothing wrong with my avatar at all.
However...when it starts to get out of hand I just get annoyed.
Random cat plushies and whatevers humping their head, random spinning ribbons all around, wings, capes, etc. You know.
The works.

What the hell?
You aren't making a character. You're wasting your time. I just clothed mine because I don't like how it looks like I'm nude.



What the hell people? The last one even had an attempt at a color scheme and failed at it! What the fuck?!

Just because you have the most expensive fake clothing around doesn't make you cool.  In fact...it makes you look like total loser because all you did to get to that point was beg for fake money and post spam.

Smart.

I mean...god forbid you go outside and have sex or something.
"But kairi! you can have sex on the internet! and with someone who likes you for who you really are! Online relationships are better and more real!"
Says the girl before she gets raped later that month and then tossed in a local river.

And I really don't understand online role playing. I'm sorry, but goddammit...why not actually write a book with a friend or something? You'll probably have more fun that way. And probably get money out of it if you play your hands right.

Solution: Seriously. Go outside you ignorant fucks.

People who are too ignorant and stupid to listen to a song even though they can't understand it completely
If you've known me for whatever time you'd probably know that I don't listen to music that's only in English.  Although my music preference is mostly from Japan I can listen to Spanish, Swedish, French (which I'll bring up later), Korean, Chinese, Italian, Russian, etc.
Whatever sounds good is good enough for me.
If I'm that curious I can just check a translation online. Not. Hard. Shit.

Why do I bring this up? Well it is apparently French week and they're playing French music on the speakers at school because of that.
What do I hear over the nicely done music? "Oh my gaaaad I hate this! I don't even understand it! why are they doing this? its gaaaaaaaaaaay"
etc.

I like French. I really do.  I can't speak it for shit but I like it.
And I kinda want to hear the songs. I like them.

What the hell are we doing with ourselves only limiting ourselves to stuff we only understand? Why can't we try and learn new languages? Or just plain try something new for godsakes? I don't get it.

Solution: Try new fucking things.


The word 'gay'
I'm not gay.
Just want to start off by that.
I enjoy males. (sorry. Just do)
However, I have many friends who are, and honestly I just think it's wrong even if I didn't have friends who were.

I absolutely hate it when people use the word 'gay' as a derogatory term.
Example 'omygawd mack your so gheeeey' 'That shirt is gay' 'You're SO gay'...
etc.

It makes me twitch and I have to fight the frenzy from within to rip the person's skin right from their bones with my bare hands.

What has happened to our society to completely ruin this word?
It used to mean happy.
And then homosexual is fine.
But when you use it as an insult it's just...retarded really.
And don't strike back at me for saying retarded. Retards don't even know they're being insulted.

Don't tell me I'm wrong because I'm right. They'll just laugh with you. You know I'm right.
Onto the damn topic.

I really don't understand why you can't just say 'you're retarded' or 'you're stupid' 'you asshole' etc...
It isn't that hard.

And saying 'well it's habit' is retarded. SMOKING is a habit. Saying a word is not.

Solution: Expand your damned vocabulary you ignorant buffoons.


Torn jeans/withered look to shirts/you know what I'm talking about
Recently my mom just went shopping for my brother.
One of the shirts it had written on it (along these lines)
"The printing to this tee is unique to every printing and the withered battered look is meant to enchance the quality of the tee"
or something stupid like that

What the fuck?
If I want it to look old I'll keep it and wash it a billion times.
That makes it unique to me.
ME.

Torn jeans? Come on, man. I can do that shit myself.
You know....by actually doing something in the jeans.  Maybe there's a story behind it.
"well you see this hole came from when I was hunting vampires and just as I was about to cut the heart out from the beast, it slashed at my leg but only tearing the fabric of my jeans as it slowly withered away."

On another note, my mother enjoys watching HGTV and DIY. You know what they do to nicely painted furniture?
MAKE IT LOOK OLDER.
WHAT THE FUCK?! IT LOOKS LIKE SHIT NOW!
You just waisted maybe 2 coats of paint for fucking nothing!
Are you retarded? Just paint it and live with it. If you want it to look old keep it for a couple months with kids. I'm sure it'll get that same fucking look.

Also:  ORANGE DOESN'T GO WITH BLUE YOU FUCKTARDS.

Solution: Stop worrying about the image you portray. In the home or you walking down the street with non-torn pants. If you want your clothes to be unique, you make it yourself.


-new- Myspace bulletins
If I repost in 30 seconds and I'll get the guy I like to fall at my feet.

Lies.


I'm smart enough to KNOW that'll never happen that easily.
Especially because of a fucking retarded post that TyPeS LiEk tHiS...

Come the fuck on, people.
You want it to happen you gotta make it happen. A dumbass post on the internet is not going to do it for you.

I know I've posted some of these shits before but goddammit. There's apparently 60,000 ways to say that I'm fucking single. I'm a blue skittle, I'm solja boi, I'm a green fucking sweater. What the hell? CAN'T YOU MAKE DECENT METAPHORS YOU FUCKS?
How about just saying "I'm single" on your myspace profile (what you fucking joined this site for, may I remind you) and be done with it?


Solution: If you're gonna post something and it isn't from your heart and it's only you copying and pasting...it better be goddamn important like a kid missing or something.

Makin' me repost in 30 seconds and I'll get the guy I like to fall at my feet.


Lies.


I'm smart enough to KNOW that'll never happen to me.
Especially because of a fucking retarded post that TyPeS LiEk tHiS...

Come the fuck on, people.
You want it to happen you gotta make it happen. A dumbass post on the internet is not going to do it for you.

I know I've posted some of these shits before but goddammit. There's apparently 60,000 ways to say that I'm fucking single. I'm a blue skittle, I'm solja boi, I'm a green fucking sweater. What the hell? CAN'T YOU MAKE DECENT METAPHORS YOU FUCKS?
How about just saying "I'm single" on your myspace profile (what you fucking joined this site for, may I remind you) and be done with it?


In short...if you're gonna post something and it isn't from your heart and it's only you copying and pasting...it better be goddamn important like a kid missing or something.

I'm done.

I actually want to go to school for a change.
And I can't tomorrow.

ACK

I'm doing my homework and everything now.
And I want to go to writers club...but that doesn't mean you meanies can't go. Come on. <<


..ah I tried.

I'm so bored right now. I did the picture comments to those who wanted them after commenting my drawings...
I feel bad I only commented 3 or so... ._.
I always feel I should throw in another one because I'm nice and stuff and I want to surprise the person.



In other news, I love volleyball but my arms got so red today. ._.' I kept hittin' it wrong and it went in the other direction.
FUCKING BALLS

hah. i said balls.

*sigh* I'm getting to the point where I'm so goddamned annoying that I'm noticing how annoying I am.

And yet I don't stop.
Such a horrible person I am.
Really.



What's wrong with me, sir?
I don't mean to be this dumb.
Sir, what's wrong with me?



haiku. holy shit.


All I seem to be doing is bitch and moan about how I was used and shit and led on and lied to and I just keep wallowing in it instead of fucking getting over it like I know I should.

That hopeful girl in me is still there trying to beat away all my logical sense.

Just let it go, girl. It isn't going to happen and even if it did...is that really what you want?



And now onto a different topic.

Pervertedness.
We all have it. Some a hell of a lot more than others but I digress...
like a fucking song we all know.
ugh.

Anyway.
I seem to be the only fucking person in the posse
(meaning me, Dori, Sarah, Sarah, etc.)
who seems to know about anything pertaining to sex.

And I'm still a virgin.

The fuck?

I had to explain what a dildo and a vibrator was, lesbian sex and fingering and eating out and why they do that, why people give each other hickeys, and a bunch of other shit...
ALL IN THE PAST MONTH.

oh yeah. and masturbation.

I had to explain why I found master rebate typed/spelled out funny...Dori didn't get it. Sigh.




I have a question...If I have an A in computer 1 would my GPA be affected like it was another A or because it's an addon class it wouldn't really matter?

I dunno. I just got kinda hopeful when I saw that A.



I'm apparently a whore now because I have a picture that shows my cleavage.
._.' ONE PICTURE.
AND NOT EVEN THAT MUCH.

It's not like I have an E cup anyway. I'm just normal 38C...
well...actually I heard that the average in america is about 32B.
Hah.

Too bad I'm too shy to use it to my advantage. But I'm not a whore. I don't want the wrong people following me around.

Best breasts at KHI. Weee.



Rai-Rai still hasn't talked to me yet, by the way.
To those who actually know who Rai-Rai is.

and actually care.



I'm so bored right now. I just finished the newest clannad that was up on a.f.k.'s site.
It's a good anime. I suggest it to anybody who's looking for a good show to watch.
And Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei if you wanna get more...well...innapropriate.


anywho.
Papa's funeral is tomorrow and I get to miss school.

Pros: I have no school and stuff....'bout it.

Cons:
1. I have to deal with a bunch of relatives who think that I haven't gotten over it because I was close and shit and I'm so young.
I was sad. But I'm happy now that I know he isn't in anymore pain. They were putting him in more pain by just trying to keep him alive.
He wasn't murdered. He was 82. That's pretty damned good.

and because you bring it up that makes me emotional and then I actually DO cry.
Good going there, dipshit.
2. I have to deal with them after the funeral because they're all coming over to our house.
3. Cleaning for said people.
4. No writers club. rawrrawrrawrrawrrawr
5. Whenever I miss a day of school I'm thrown off balance. I hate it.



So bored...

Oh yeah. If you didn't know already, I've uploaded my old drawings for The New Neighbors on my Deviant Art.

Clicking both would be wise.

I'm trying to get the hard copies of the story that Dori has with all my written comments and drawings of other characters like Luke and stuff so I can upload some more...but I have no idea where it is and who has it.

Plus A Strange Arrival is nearly done now, too.  And I also have drawings of the new characters as well. I really need to find someone to model for me so I can figure out how to easily draw guys. I always draw women so I forget how to draw males....

Maybe it's my drawing hand telling me something.
'become a lesbian, sabrina!'


...I'm gonna leave at that. This thing's getting looooong.

Comments would be nice so then I know I have friends even though I'm crazy.

And my haiku that I made up on spot.

You did it again.
You fell in love with the wrong fucking guy
and your heart once again was torn into smaller pieces.
And then they're just thrown into the wind like they didn't matter.

What the hell is wrong with you?
You expected a happy ending?
Is this news to you?
Not really.
I know it isn't.
You should know by now that you have nobody to really love.
Nobody to love back.

So why do you hope?
Why do you care?

Why do you fall in love like the fool that you are...