I Love You
Can’t you see.. my darling,
That the harder I try..
The more we grow apart?
Please, believe me..
The sweeter the kiss;

The colder turn your arms..
And the colder grows your heart..
And baby, mooore I looove yooou!

I see it in your eyes,
I feel it in your touch,
I taste it from your lips,
And baby, more I love yooou..!
I see it in your eyes,
I feel it in your touch,
I taste it from your lips,
And baby, more I love yooou..!

And you’re in my heart.. my darling..
The closer I get,
The more you’re out of.. love.
Don’t you feel it?

The colder your touch,
The more it turns me on..
And the faster beats my heart..
And baby, mooore I looove yooou!

I see it in your eyes,
I feel it in your touch,
I taste it from your lips,
And baby, more I love yooou..!
I see it in your eyes,
I feel it in your touch,
I taste it from your lips,
And baby, more I love yooou..!

I see it in your eyes,
I feel it in your touch,
I taste it from your lips,
...More I love yooou..!
I see it in your eyes,
I feel it in your touch,
I taste it from your lips,
And baby, more I love yooou..!

Remindsmeoflizi.

*has not blogged in a few, so, might blog big*

Wells, I feel sick because I’ve been chewing waaay too much 5 Gum. I’m doing an uber triple chewy chew with cinnamon, spearmint, and peppermint gum all at the same time. Iz gewd.

The intro melody to "I Love You" is awesome. I checked the lyrics on SongMeanings.net (though I wrote them down myself), I saw this debate with this guy called quiffporn who kept continuously bashing H.I.M. for not much of good reason. I don’t see any reason why someone would just go into a lyric page and insult the band beyond belief and call their lead singer a queer, then poorly try to defend their own insults. I don’t see why someone would despise a band so much and just critisize it infront of every fan of them who looks up their lyrics. No one cares if you don’t like the band with a burning passion? People who try to get people’s asses out for no reason just gets my ass out. xD

Uber verbal confrontation between Batista and Shawn Michaels on SmackDown! and then RAW. I tell yuh, WWE drama has been getting better -- this confrontation was inconspiciousibly real. It was about Ric Flair’s retirement at WrestleMania XXIV from Shawn Michaels. Batista got in Shawn’s face and told him that he let his ego get in the way of his friendship with Ric, and Shawn defended himself and said he was bringing his a-game, which is what Flair requested of Shawn. Then he said he loved Ric, and it was hard for him. Then Batista replied, "What is it you called Ric? Old Yeller? You were gonna take him out behind the woodshed..? Put him out of his misery..? Is that what you think of Ric? Just some sick... pathetic... dying... dog...!?!" He dropped the mic, paused, then left the ring furiously. I was like, whoa. They’re gonna fight at Backlash, now. :D

I’m actually getting fairly far on Expert mode in Career mode. I’m up to London’s stage. Completed "My Name is Jonas", need to complete three others. Meh.

My Saw roleplay is coming along. I just finished all the characters. I have an abusive lawyer, greedy M.I.T. student, hot emo girl, a vigilante ex-cop, a vengeful biker, a sadistic goth (he looks like my picture), a perverted priest, a Mexican teenage stoner, a mass-murderer, and a gold-digger.

Lawyer gets criminals off the hook for crap and is abusive. Duh.
M.I.T. student shot his friend for almost ratting him out for a Vegas scandal.
Emo girl doesn’t appreciate life.
Vigilante ex-cop likes to take matters into her own hands too often.
Vengeful biker killed someone who made crude comments about his young daughter.
Sadistic goth brutally murdered a kid who consistantly bullied him.
Perverted priest molested children and also molested the emo girl once.
Stoner kid is basically a wasted life at such a young age.
Mass-murderer. Der.
Gold-digger killed her wealthy, old husband because she wanted the money, after waiting two years, fed up on waiting for him to die.

Now, I need to think of so many more traps. -.- I have a few. I’ll go into detail with them later.

*still chewing gum half hour later*

Need to go in a bit because I haven’t slept yet, and I have a piano lesson. I have to practice "In Dreams" from The Lord of the Rings. One of my favorites, at the moment to practice, next to the Fur Elise and Moonlight Sonata.

SPITTING GUM OUT, UBER STOMACH ACHE.

k, good now.

I wish someone was on at 3:30 in the morning. ;~;

I recently watched Hitman which was a good movie, lots of action and a battle between four hitmen with eight samurai swords gettin’ swooshed around. Pwnt serious assage. Sister rented two more movies: Dan in Real Life and Alvin and the Chipmunks. Meh. I want to see Epic Movie or something scary. >:(

K, sleepy now. Leave like, a comment. Or at least a kudo. :/

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"Could it be, could it be, that you’re jokin’ with me.. and you don’t really see.. you with me?" - The Kaiser Chief’s "Ruby"

Your Guardian Angel
When I see your smile..
The tears rollin’ down my face..
I can’t.. repla-a-ace.
But now, that I’m strong,
I have figured out..
How this world turns cold,
And breaks through my soul, and I know..
Deep inside.. I can be the one...

I will never let you fall..
I’ll stand up with you, forever..
I’ll be there for you through it all,
Even if savin’ you sends me to Heaven...
It’s okay...
It’s okay...
It’s okay-ay-ay-ay...

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing,
And stars are falling, over us..
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter,
I can show you I’ll be the one...

Rainy Monday
Dedicated to Lizi
I don’t mind..
You’re someone that ain’t mine,
But some that I’ll get...
And you don’t know how.. hard I try..
To convince myself that I..
Can easily forget.

’Cause you left this feeling heeere, iiinsiiide me..
One that never faaails tooo fiiind me..

On a rainy Mondaaay,
I feel it insiiide me.
Like the days of summer,
(All collide.)
On a rainy Mondaaay,
I feel it insiii-i-i-ide me.
In the hopes of one day,
(We’ll collide.)

I won’t lie..
I still can’t say that I..
Admit we went too far...
And you won’t see me.. change my mind,
But I really wish that I..
Could forget the way you are..

But you left this feeling heeere, insiiide me..
The battle in my miiind stiiill fiiights me..

FreeCreditReport Dot Com
Shoppin’ for a new car,
Which ones me?
A cool convertible,
Or an SUV?
Too bad I didn’t know my credit was whack,
Now, I’m drivin’ off the lot in a used sub-compact,

F-R-E-E, that spells free,
CreditReport dot com, bay-bee.

Saw their adds on my TV,
Thought about goin’ but was too lazy,
Now, instead of rollin’ fly, I’m..
Rollin’ phat,
My legs are stickin’ to the vinyl,
And my posse’s gettin’ laughed at,

F-R-E-E, that spells free,
CreditReport dot com, bay-bee. :D

A pretty emo night in sports entertainment when Ric Flair lost to Shawn Michaels in a career-threatening match at The Grandest Stage of Them All, WrestleMania XXIV. An even more emo-y night on Monday Night RAW, the very next day -- his last farewells and perhaps his final appearance inside of the squared circle.

Flair poured his heart out to the fans and to not be sad that he was retiring, but to be happy as he had one of the most amazing careers in pro-wrestling history. The crowd then started to cheer and chant, "thank you, Flair". Not only that, Triple H made his way to the ring and remarked not only the people in attendance and the people watching at home are thankful, but the whole WWE roster was forever grateful of his career, success, and his loyal friendship -- all this brought tears to his eyes and The Four Horsemen came out, followed by Batista from their Evolution stable, then Ricky Steamboat, Chris Jericho, John Cena, Shawn Michaels, and others. Then his family came out, which brought even more tears to Flair’s eyes -- then the ENTIRE WWE roster came out to ringside and chanted and clapped, "thank you, Flair". All the excitement even brought Randy Orton to a tear. Wowz.

I cried, too. -.- The greatest wrestler ever, leaving and retiring after a unfortunate defeat from WrestleMania XXIV -- forever. All this makes me hate Vince 194327848723 times more for his whole, "the next match you lose, you’re fired" thing.

You’ll never change.

Thank you, Flair.

              WOOOOOOO!!

In the End
(It starts.. with)
One thing,
I don’t know why,
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try,
Keep in mind, I designed this rhyme,
To explain in due time,
(All.. I.. know)
Time is a valuable thing,
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings,
Watch it count down to the end of this day,
The clock ticks life away,
It’s so.. un..real,
You didn’t look out below,
Watch the time go right out the window,
Tryin’ to hold on, you didn’t even know,
I wasted in it all just to watch.. you.. go,

I kept everything inside,
And even though I tried,
It all fell apart,
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory,
Of how..

I tried so hard, and got so far!
But in the end, it doesn’t even matter!
I had to fall.. to lose it all!
But in the end, it doesn’t even matterrr!

One thing, I don’t know why,
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try,
Keep in mind, I designed this rhyme,
To remind myself how I tried.. so.. hard,
In spite of the way you were mockin’ me,
Actin’ like I was part of your property,
Remembering all the times you fought with me,
I’m suprised it got.. so.. (far),
Things.. aren’t.. the way they were before,
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore,
Not that you knew me back then,
But it all comes back to me,
(In.. the.. eeend!)

You kept everything inside,
And even though I tried,
It all fell apart,
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory,
Of how..

In Your Dreams
(March 26, 2008 :: 5:10 AM)
Don’t you ever wish,
That life could be a dream?
Just floating on a cloud,
Or to drift out on the sea?

To live without a care,
And have everything you want?
To be a millionaire,
At just a simple thought?

To be the best that you can be,
At everything you do,
And to be made into perfection,
To be something completely new?

You could have anyone you want,
And anyone you choose,
But I’ll always be the same,
And I’ll probably always lose,

Because all I want is you,
To complete my perfect dream,
But it’d be your dream, too,
And your heart’s still to be seamed,

Because even in perfection,
There could always be a defect,
And who says I’m not that flaw?
Who says I would be perfect?

You probably already have your "one",
He’s just like me but better, cuter, funnier, closer,
The perfect situation, your perfect match,
Just a memory of what we were,

I wish I could be the one to make you laugh and make you smile,
To be the one to be with you, next to you all night and day.
Poems are just rhyming words made to express one’s feelings,
You’ll probably get mad and ignore all that I have to say, anyway.

You do it all the time,
But at least I have a chance,
To let out what’s inside,
To show my feelings for a glance.

Lie to me sweetly,
And say we have some hope,
Even though that you know it won’t ever be true,
But at least your lie will help me to cope,

With this pain that I bare,
And this hurt I endure,
Along with the hope all since lost,
And the way we once were.

I want to float on a cloud and to drift out on the sea,
To be all that I can and do the best I can do.
I want to be without a single flaw, just perfect, too,
I only want to do this all only with you.

Please, put me into an eternal sleep,
One in which I won’t ever awake,
Only because a dream can be perfect,
And it’s my only chance of escape.

Until that time, whether be now or be never,
I can’t wait for my chance to drift on like a feather,
To be with you forever, and to be nobody’s other,
Unless in your perfection, you want to be someone else’s lover.

Emoy poem I made in the middle of the night ’cause of thinkin’. I seem to make all my poems like huge mofo things. I just can’t make a small poem. So many feelings. :0

Doing nothing too special at the moment besides watching Tiger Woods golfing in an astronaut suit on the moon. And then a BK BBQ Bacon Tendercrisp sandwich commercial. I love that -- guy’s stomach starts rumbling and he’s all, "SHAH-DAAAAAAP!!" XD "SHUT HUNGER UP."

I saw the uncensored version of Dane Cook’s Vicious Circle last night, too. Ialmostbustedagut. xD Lizzi, did you get to navigate through the new road system and founded me? :o

Leaves a comment on my poem to tell me what you think, if you wants. *wants to get opinion*

Going in Blind

One day...
Someday...!

This life’s not like you wanted it,
(Wanted it, wanted it, wanted it, wanted it.)
His eyes, I can see again - I need you here.
In your line, nobody’s listening,
(Listening, listening, listening, listening.)
It’s your right.. not to feel again, just breathe again!

Time after time, I walk the fine line!
But something keeps bringing me back!
And time after time, I’m going in blind,
I don’t know which way I need to go.

Feels like your world is cavin’ in,
(Cavin’ in, cavin’ in, cavin’ in, cavin’ in.)
And I cry.. failing to understand, I wish I can.
It’s alright if you’re listenin’,
(Listenin’, listenin’, listenin’, listenin’.)
In his eyes, you can live again - free within!

Time after time, I walk the fine line!
(Walk the fine line!)
But something keeps bringing me back!
And time after time, I’m going in blind,
I don’t know which way I need to go!

And time after time, I walk the fine line!
(Walk the fine line!)
But something keeps bringing me back!
And time after time, I can’t see the signs,
I don’t know which way I need to go.
Do all these roads lead me back to you?
I don’t know which way I need to go...!

One day...!
Somedaaay!