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Elizabeth Bingham


Last Updated: 7/6/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Married
Age: 44
Sign: Aquarius

City: CLIFTON
State: Colorado
Country: US
Signup Date: 6/26/2006

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Sunday, February 15, 2009 

Current mood:  amorous

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February 14th,  2009......

With a million sunrises and sunsets……....

We share our lives I would of never of bet….....

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We weather the storms that life throws us all….....

While waiting for our curtain call……....

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Loving each other who could of told….....

A story of two people growing old….....

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I am here to love you till death do us part….....

Who would known we’d be given a second start….....

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Life is amazing when I thought I could love no more….....

In rolls the love of my life to open that door….....

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I stand proud with my husband as we raise God’s gifts….....

As we give each other much needed lifts….....

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On this day of love I hope you know loving you is my dream….....

And wouldn’t want to be on any other team….....

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Written with all my heart and soul….  ....Elizabeth G. Bingham

Saturday, January 05, 2008 

Category: Blogging

whatcha think now.................ho

 

Friday, September 28, 2007 

Current mood:  confused

or have you ever dissappointed anyone you loved?  Well, I am sure we all have been on both ends of this stick.

Has your best friend ever talked shit about you?  Have you ever talked shit about them?

Summary:  I love my best friend we have known each other for 20 years.  Met her when she was a 17 year old new mother.  We have pretty much grown up together maybe not as kids but the growing up you do as adults.  We have been through our lives together.  If we don't talk everyday we live in each others hearts always. 

I have a lot to regret in my life she has always been there not to judge not to tell me how i've fucked up.  But to just stand beside me and help me in anyway she could.  I've helped her too.  But not in the same ways because she hasn't ever self destructed.  She is beautiful, smart and a friend i am proud to call mine.  She has raised a fine young man.  I couldn't be anymore proud of her.  She has found a man that she loves and he loves her.  I am truley happy for her she deserves nothing but the best.

Someone said to me today that she talks all kinds of shit about everyone including me.  I wanted to punch him in the face, but have pondered this all morning in an attempt to not take it so literal.  As I was pondering..........I thought women you have disappointed her in many ways you know you have you are human and so is she........She has a right to be angry with you,,,,=she has the right to feel the way she does.  And I hope that when she speaks about you it isn't all bad that my good qualities cross her mind.......that it's not shit talkin like the shit that I heard from him today.....that she would say all these things to you if you gave her the chance...........and if not.......i won't stop loving her, respecting her..........i will just sit down and talk to her cause she is my "Best Friend" and  "I Love Her". 

Currently listening:
12 Stones
By 12 Stones
Release date: 23 April, 2002
Tuesday, November 28, 2006 

Current mood:  sad
REMEDY

Throw your dollar bills and leave your thrills all here with me
And speak but don't pretend I won't defend you anymore you see
It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for you
My eyes don't need to see that ugly thing, I know it's me you fear
If you want me hold me back

Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me"

I don't need a friend, I need to mend so far away
So come sit by the fire and play a while, but you can't stay too long
It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for pleasure
I see my heart explode, it's been eroded by the weather here
If you want me hold me back

Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me"
Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me"

Hold your eyes closed, take me in
Hold your eyes closed, take me in

Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me"
Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me"
Tuesday, November 28, 2006 

Current mood:  scared
Mother: Hi Justin! This is your mother it is 2:33 on Monday afternoon. I was just calling to see how you were doing. You sounded really uptight last night, it made me a little nervous, and a little, well it made me nervous, but it sounded like you were nervous too. I just want to make sure you are really okay and wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication too. You know I love ya. Take care honey, I know you're under a lot of pressure. See ya. Bye Bye!

(Verse 1)
I have to block out thoughts of you, so i don't loose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted this

(Chorus)
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me and wait, yeah wait for it to swollow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you

(Verse 2)
I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing that I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinoins on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

(Chorus)
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me and wait, yeah wait for it to swollow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you


(Verse 3)
And when the sad hard eyes say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I found out I can't make it go away, just make it stop
Come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How could you do this to me?"

(Chorus)
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me and wait, yeah wait for it to swollow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you, for you, for you, for you...
Tuesday, September 26, 2006 

Current mood:  discontent

 i copied off a friends blog.....but it fit how i was feeling'

 

So they say that life's a play and that all the world's a stage
Then for another part I pray the show ends the same way everyday
And my heart carries the pain of a brain I can't explain