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Last Updated: 11/5/2009

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Sign: Capricorn

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Country: US
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04 May 09 Monday

Untitled For Now...Work In Progress
Current mood:

sick

I cannot stand this game we play,
Circling each other waiting for the
Wounds to begin bleeding.

I hate the way you look at me,
Ready to say the words that
Make me scream in agony.

I try to find a way out of this mess,
But you block the doors
Making it impossible to leave.

I score your flesh and heart
With viscous words, hoping,
Pleading for you to go away!!

I have to say that the way you
Make me feel in my demonic heart
Really pisses me off.

I am going to find a way to
Stop this game we play,
Waiting for the bleeding to begin....
~Raven
4 May 2009

****I am still working on this...it isn't finished by a long shot.

Currently listening:
Finding Beauty in Negative Spaces
By Seether
Release date: 2007-10-23

9:56 PM

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11 Apr 09 Saturday

Stepping Back Into Fantasy
Current mood:

artistic

It's been a long time
Since I have stepped through
The realm of light and rhyme.
I have been lost in the shadows
A pain and sorrowful reality for me.

To think that this is where my heart
Has always longed to stand and love,
Playing with the images in fantasy,
In worlds where moonlight and
Fae children laughed and danced.

How I have missed this place where
I could fly and dance with the Raven
To talk and create in artistry with
My Warrior King and all his fancies.

When this day is done, to the pages
Yet I will turn my attention,
Shedding the blanket of reality
For the realms where
My dearest Moonchild plays
Within my heart....
And he is calling me home once again...
My Warrion King, my moonchild....
~Raven
11 April 2009

***can't be too certain of this, but the poet may be back along with the versemaker....time will tell, and I welcome her home!!!

Currently listening:
Returner Yami No Shuen
By Gackt
Release date: 2007-07-02

4:31 PM

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11 Feb 09 Wednesday

On Quiet Reflection
Current mood:

inspired

On quiet reflection I think
Of what it means to be me.

I sit and think...
And think some more
Of all of the things
I want to see in me.

On quiet reflection I think
Of what I want of me.

I ponder and ponder...
And ponder more
On all the ways to
Change, grow, live.

On quiet reflection I think
Of where I eventually want to be.

I dream, and I dream...
And I dream some more
Of what I see in
The not so distant future.

On quiet reflection I think
Of what it means to live as me.

I sit and think...
And think a lot more
Of the person I am now,
And the one I was before.

On quiet reflection I think
Of all the love given to me.

I cry and I cry...
And I cry some more
With happy tears for those
Who have always seen me.

On quiet reflection I sit and think
Of all the love I give to thee.

I laugh and laugh in
Happy joy of all of
The friends I embrace,
Those of my growing family.

On quiet reflection I think
Of all that I am.

I sit and I think
Of all the things that
Make up me, and I think
It's not so bad to be me...
~Raven
2 November 2007

Currently listening:
East To West
By Made Popular By: Casting Crowns
Release date: 2007-08-17

11:04 PM

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16 Dec 08 Tuesday

Changing (subject to change)
Current mood:

electric

Things are changing,
My world is ever moving,
I turn around and
I turn around again,
Everything changed,
Yes, but everything
Has stayed the same....

I see you cry out,
We are ever within
Each other's hearts
By the light of the moon
No farther apart than thought.
You cry out and I can see you
I know that soon we will return..

Things have stayed the same,
Yet is different in my heart,
I hear your pain, and
I sigh in frustration
I cannot reach you,
Who is so far away and
I am hurting with your tears...

I hear you say my name,
As softly as the wind blows
I know my lover of the Moon
Calls out in vain for the one
He knows is somewhere
Looking through the night
Wanting and needing him....

Things have changed, I know it is true,
I have come back to the One my heart
Has always heard, time is not relevent
When your revenge was obvious
For my heart, time and time again,
You have come forth to avenge
The love of your beloved....

My moonchild...

~Raven

Currently listening:
Returner Yami No Shuen
By Gackt
Release date: 2007-07-02

7:11 AM

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16 Dec 08 Tuesday

I Shall Always Dance...
Current mood:

artistic

I shall always dance within the light of the Moon,
A child, I shall ever be, one touched
By the Greatest Love.

I shall always dance within the light of the Moon,
A woman grown, I shall ever be, one longing
To live by the Greatest Mysteries.

I shall always dance within the light of the Moon,
An elder I shall always be, one gifted
By the Great Wisdom.

I shall always dance within the light of the Moon,
A part of Her, an ever growing child
Of the Great Celebrations.

I shall always dance within the light of the Moon,
A part of Him, an ever learning human
A part of the Great Deity.

I shall always dance within the light of the Moon,
A Goddess I shall ever be, three in One
One in the Great Me...

~Raven

Currently reading:
The Darkest Night (Lords of the Underworld, Book 1)
By Gena Showalter

7:03 AM

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16 Dec 08 Tuesday

In The Dream Of Night (for now)
Current mood:

savage

Walk through the dream with me.
Tell me exactly what you see
In this true delighted fantasy.

Sing the song of delight.
Listen to the sounds of lovers' light
And dance in merryment through the night.

Run through the greats dreams.
Show the world that true light beams,
And then you'll realize what it means.

Dance the the heartbeat like a drum.
Fell the vibrations through veins it will hum,
The heart and mind will not be an unequal sum.

Dream so sweetly, shiver and sigh.
The way one does when snow and sun is night,
The shivers of love give off those feelings that are just right.

In loves warmest embrace be so bold.
A lover's heart you will always warmly hold,
As the story of love continues to be told.
~Raven

Currently reading:
The Darkest Night (Lords of the Underworld, Book 1)
By Gena Showalter

6:51 AM

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29 Nov 08 Saturday

Becoming Santa
Current mood:

creative

This is the time of year that makes or breaks the human race....Christmas.

Everyone is making that mad dash to, from and in the malls, trying not kill themselves or each other in the process...enough to make anyone cringe.

However, as Advent comes on, I find myself in a position of becoming the thing that I always ask for....an example of love and charity.

A friend of mine in Brooklyn New York has two daughters with Cerebral Palsy, on is 2 today and the other is 7....they were evicted from their home this week, because of some sort of apartment code violations...I don't think this had much to do with them, but with the manager/owner to begin with. However this was legal.

My friend and her husband and children live off of what the state gives them for the girls...and in doing that, she does little things through the year to save money for the girls' Christmas...however this year is completely different.

My friend is using the money she saved for Christmas for a hotel until they have a new home in January.

This means no Christmas for the girls....or not....miracles happen, and sometimes they aren't just give by God or the angels, but by human hands.

I will do what I can for her family! I have another friend who wants to help as well. I just hope that she is kept in everyone's prayers and thoughts....a reminder that not everything goes according to plan, and sometimes you just have to roll with the punches, and accept the love and support of others....and each other.

It's a humbling thought, and it's a humbling feeling to know that I am doing more than just sending a young friend in California money to go to an anime convention, or handing a homeless man on the street a $5 and wishing him well, this is full out!! This is something that I have never done before, but always knew that I would someday do....

If just feels great, I am getting into the spirit of the season as I speak...I have to, Santa can't be Scrooge at a time like this, now can he? Of course, I am a she and not a he...maybe we can change his name...lol Just kidding!!

You know, I may never get the chance to come face to face with this friend who lives in New York, I'll ship Christmas to her, and I may never meet the girl I helped get to that anime convention, and I may never meet all of you who have given me hope, but that's alright because I have met everyone in my heart!!

Currently reading:
Acheron (Dark-Hunter, Book 12)
By Sherrilyn Kenyon
Release date: 2008-08-05

1:28 PM

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19 Nov 08 Wednesday

Wisdom From Beyond The Orchidveil
Current mood:

contemplative

I am very impressed recently by Nickelback. Although, I don't understand why this is surprising considering the fact that all I want for Christmas is Chad Kroeger wrapped in ribbons in my bedroom

That's not what I inteded to write...it's the new song....THERE'S GOTTA BE SOMEBODY. Such a lovely song...and such a wishful thought, dear Nickelback! We all want that diamond in the rough. It's our nature....someday we find it, hopefully.

However, it's not the wishfulness of the song that I love the most at this point in time, it's the actual words, they hit home in a refreshing and wonderful way without whining or lamenting the fact that you aren't with that somebody who has your life in their hands....it's a great song; Kudos to Nickelback, and I cannot wait to get the album DARK HORSE!

I know that these last few posts have been odd to all of you who are used to the versemaker, but I cannot help it for the moment..I am realizing the wisdom that came BEYOND THE ORCHIDVEIL to remind me of who and what I really am inside of my heart....that is deliciously vague, I know, but when has anyone here ever known me to be anything other than that??

I am sitting here, humbly thanking my dearest Lilimist for her loving wisdom and gently slap and much needed hugs in the land of LiveJournal because it seems that the universe found a much more wonderful reason for my discovery of her and brilliant mind and heart!!

If you see this, my friend, thank you so much for your heart and your words!

Peace,
Raven

Currently reading:
Unleash the Night (Dark-Hunter, Book 9)
By Sherrilyn Kenyon
Release date: 2005-12-27

9:08 AM

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16 Nov 08 Sunday

Generally Speaking For Once!!
Current mood:

cranky

Just wandering over to FINALLY check in to Myspace without adding a poem or something of that nature.

With the ending of an era with Covenspace, and the beginning of the new and improved version, I am finding it hard to adjust...and to import tons of blogs that are generally rambling over to the new site....I feel that maybe that time in my life is almost over, and I should focus on the other areas of my blogging life that have been sorely neglected.

Anyhoo...that being said, I am not going to come over here and blog about every little thing in my life. Forgive me, friends, I love you dearly, but I don't want every freak on Myspace to know every thing about me, that has always been why I have kept LiveJournal...at least I can control the freaks who read my crap-don't have a cow!! I am only kidding!!

I have been busy, and sick over the course of the past week, so I haven't done anything worth mentioning here...only to say that I have been reading Sherrilyn Kenyon's Dark Hunters and can't get enough of them! For some reason, she inspires me to want to write THE STORY!!

Of course, I am not getting any ideas from SK, mind you....I have my own writing to attend to, and my own goofy world to get into...I just have to stop reading Sherrilyn's stuff first...ah well. That's how you know an author is good-when you are cursing them for getting sucked into their books, and can't get enough, right?!

Anyway, all this rambling is making me tired and generally ready to go and crawl back into bed with some cold meds and stay comotose for the weeken!!

Peace!!

Raven