So Wednesday December 10 started out as such a good day. I was off and I didnt feel like doing a damn thing not even washing the clothes. I decide to play Star Wars Galaxies all day long. I teamed up with two buddies and we ran a
couple of missions. They even agreed to help me on one that I had trouble with.

Of course if glitched the first time so we got thrown out of the arena. The second time we tried, my guy got killed. As we were getting ready to go again, another dude showed up. He tried to take it by himself but failed. He asked us to
help and we agreed. The funny thing is was one of my buddies walked away and was selling stuff and got locked out of the mission. With 3 high level guys we managed to beat the mission. The guy we helped gave me and my buddy
200k points just for helping him. Not to mention that we got to get all the stuff that dropped. It was cool. The guy that got left behind got all tore up especially when we rubbed it in about getting the points, xp, and rewards.

Later on that night, Im still playing of course, me and another dude were running around trying to collect jedi & sith holocrons. Of course I had absolutely no luck whatsoever. My buddy decided to take off. I was playing for a little bit
longer when the program crashed. So I decided to go to bed. It was only about 10:30.

2 hours later my girlfriend comes running into the bed room and wakes me the hell up. It took me a minute to wake up. She was telling me that the next door neighbor's boyfriend was beating her up outside. I got dressed to see what
the hell was going on. I went downstairs and threw the trash while I was out. I didnt see nothing so I went back inside. A few minutes later the dude I seen walk out as I was going back in was downstairs and I heard some kind of
confrontation taking place.

So I head back downstairs to see the girl in the corner crying and the guy was standing over her. I inquired about what was going on. He said that it was a private matter. I said I dont think so since you are out in the open and in my
carport. The girl was saying no no no and still crying. She ran back to her apartment while I had his attention. I told him to just get his keys and go. That way it would end the problem before getting unwanted attention. We both went
back upstairs and I waited in the hallway. This upset him and he thought I was playing the security guard part. He started acting like a little bitch and didnt want to go. Then my girlfriend came back outside to get me but then they
started getting in to it. Finally he realized that cops were on the way when my gf was telling me that someone was coming. I got back inside right as the cops showed up. It looks like the other neighbors finally got fed up with people
being loud and fighting all of the time.

So the cop goes to the apartment and I hear her draw her weapon as she busts the door open. I guess they decided to fight again because the cop called for additional back up. They were there for about an hour. I guess the dude went
home before the cops left because his car was gone and the girl was doing something in her house for awhile after that.

Freeza
Renegade Empire

Stupid Americans are those that have closed minds and deluded values. Stupid are those that would choose republican where it should be obvious to choose the one that has a chance to change the world. Stupid are those who say that a marraige can only be between a man and women. Stupid are those that let the corporations continue to make slaves of you.

It is now a chance to choose, but choose wisely. The elite rich should pay their fare share of tax just like the middle and lower classes, or poor as you would have it. Big corporations that rape the average american out of millions to pad their pockets should be penalized for such actions. Gas prices should be no more that $2 max per gallon (High End). Health care should be free to all americans. No one should dictate how a woman should be able to live. Its her body, let her decide.

Gay marraige, hmm..who should care what 2 consenting adults should do? Me or you? If people want to get married and they are of age, who should really care if they get married. Being of the same sex is really no big deal. Its not like the god most of you pretend to worship cares about you or what choices you make in your life. Does it matter if 2 people that love each other should not get married because they are of the same sex. If it doesnt hurt you then why worry about it. The choice is theirs not yours so let them make it.

What else should I say, lets see...Oh yeah, fuck China. Quit sending poisons in our food and toys. All of the companies that continue to do business with dealers of death should be punished. How many people and animals have to get sick or die before something is done about it?

As for the banks and loan companies that are losing money on foreclosures, here is a clue..Quit cheating people out of money when you know damn well that they could not afford it in the first fucking place!!! I know that I cannot afford a house closting $100K or more on the salary I make. Hell, there is no way that I would be able to afford a house costing upwards of $500K or more. Its commons sense. As for a bail out, fuck em. If they failed, then they deserved to fail. No need to give those failure CEO's golden parachutes for fucking up. In fact, they should be fined millions of $$$ for failing the company that they are suppose to be running. Also for those banks having problems with the people they lent money to, quit fucking them with an adjustable rate crap and set it so that they can pay the mortgage with out losing their home.

Oh and so everyone should get it right. The canidate that should be the next President of the United States is Barrack Obama.

Freeza
Renegade Empire

Prelogue
Since 1997 I have been working in the private security industry. The first 2 years I worked at a company named Elite Private Security. It was a small owned company in which I learned a lot of things dealing with the industry such as
selling contracts, payroll, scheduling and so fourth. After that I took another 2 year stint with another company as just an officer. From there I moved to Redwood City from Madera. After a year and a half at Michaels Arts & Crafts I
went back to security.

The Old Account
Company 1, I was contacted by the HR people and invited to join the security team at a large bay area software company. I agreed and on October 1, 2002 I began the longest job I had ever held. For 2 years I worked as a regular
security officer. Then one day I was given a chance to work in the security control center. During my time of dispatching officers, monitoring alarms and such, I worked on the grave shift and was alone in the control center. Then one
day the account changes hands to another security company. I was please with the pay increase and that I would finally have a partner to work with.

What a load of shit. The partner I was stuck with was a total waste of a used condom! He did absolutely nothing but watch cartoons and crap on tv. He barely even answered the phones. But he never got in trouble because this
douche was a total suck ass. So I was always in trouble because I dont suck the shit out of the managers assholes.

Anyways, there came a time when the cut the 2nd operator at night and on the weekends. And wouldnt you know it, I got cut for that worhtless piece of shit. After that I never really gave a shit about what the managers thought. They
were to busy getting their colons cleaned by my dumb ass replacement.

Eventually the loser got promoted to shift supervisor and I got my place back in the control room. The whole time I had been a control operator, I had gone though 9 soc managers. 10 is where my career in that hell hole would end.
They tried to force me to go to swing shift. But seeing as how my son is a special needs cat, leaving him home alone is just not possible. So I was released from the account.

I really needed my three week vacation!

The New Account
Fresh off my long weekend I finally started at a new account.It pays $4 less but I have no stress at all. The people here are friendly, clean, and it takes about 30 to do rounds. Most important is I dont have to answer phones,
acknowledge the radio, or have someone breathing down my neck. It also give me alot of time to think about things which means I can write and finish my screenplay.

Freeza
Renegade Empire

Now that the signs of weakness have begun to show, I assume that something should be done about it. My son Vegeta has made me weak. The little orange and white fuzzball has wormed his way into the cold black void that I call my
heart. A wall which stood for many years has made me strong. But now the cracks have begun to show and it becomes harder to hold back the emotions buried for so long.

But that has to change. And it has begun. Recently I managed to break out of the account that I was stuck at for so long in the security company. I had a 3 week vacation which gave me time to unwind and let go of all the bullshit that I
had to deal with for the last 6 years. At first I was mad because they wouldnt return my calls. But then I realized that it was the vacation I had wanted for a long time. 3 long glorius weeks of rest and playing star wars galaxies. In 30
days I took VegetaRider up 71 levels with no ones help in the game. The only amout of help I had was from the swg wikia page.

But I digress, what were the old ways? There was so much anger and hatred which fueled my fire and made me stronger. There is only the realization that something might be wrong with me. But I accept death because there is no
escape. I know that one day it will come calling. The only hope I have is for my son to survive and live a long full life.

That being sad, now the old ways have come back. I have no future now just as like then when I did not think that I had a future. Now I can live like there is no tomorrow. Well because I dont know how many tomorrows that I have
left.

Freeza
Renegade Empire

So it has been sometime since I last spoke here in this place. As time goes on I find myself off in other places playing video games, working on my website, and I am finally getting around to writing both my stories and poems.

In such activities is where I noticed the signs of weakness. It happened when some show called intervention was on tv. I didnt really give a shit to watch it but the computer cleaner huffing dumb ass would make me laugh at her
sometimes. Apparently her family had tired all they could to help her. After the intervention part, the family called the cops and animal control and sent them to the girls house. It would seem that she was whoring out to this one dude to
give her money.

When the cops decied to take her in and started to arrest her, the bitch flipped out and went all monkey girl on them. That was the funniest part. What got me was when she was sitting in the cruiser and she saw animal control taking
her 2 black cats away. I saw the pain in her eyes when she realized that she was losing them.

Watching them take the cats away was like getting stuck in the heart with a knife. You know that piercing feeling out of the blue. I walked out of the room and went to my son Vegeta. I woke him up to snuggle with me. I could feel the
tears run down my face while I was holding him.

All I could feel was anger towards that family for doing that to the poor children. I was too upset and held on to my son to cheer me up. I know that if someone tried to take my boy from me, that would be the last mistake that person
would make.

Freeza
Renegade Empire

Its that time of year once again. The day of my birthday is upon us. So what am I going to do today you may ask? Well I will have you know that I have to work a 12 fucking hour shift on my god damn birthday!!!

This is wny I hate working security. They take to much time away from my business and I dont get time off like I want. When I started with this new company 1 year ago, I told them I wanted 3, 12 hour shifts per week. Did they listen, well of course not. So I have been looking for another job or someone to help finance my business.

I would like to thank Cynthia, Jessy Jess, Vegeta & Angela for my birthday wishes. You guys are the best! Its nice to know that some people think about me from time to time. My mother sent me a card with a few $$ in it, thanks mom.

I am hoping for a good day and at least my headache went away. Its 4 am now, only 7 more hours to go. I might go and buy myself a box of cards when I get off of work.

- Freeza
Renegade Empire

Date: 06/18/2008

It has been a pretty exhausting couple of weeks. Since the beginning of June, 2 people have been required in the SOC. Due to piss poor planing, posts that we were short on just got tighter. Now everyone has had to work several hours of overtime. It has clearly taken its toll on people.

I have not had time to work on my website as much during this time. It had been undergoing a massive overhaul. I hope to have it ready by July 1st. Although I dont quite know if I will make my deadline. A new laptop has been purchased to help accomplish my goals. I should be able to start writing more of my stories and poems. Hopefully I can get enough done where I can sell something to generate some sort of income so I can ditch the security job.

-Freeza

As the time nears, I feel excited as I have already purchased me tickets for the movie. It will be playing tonight at 12:01 am at the Century 20 Cinema in Redwood City!! I cant wait. Its been so long since Indy has been in action. If you want to see it at midnight, then go to Fandango.com and get your tickets before they sell out. Otherwise you will have to wait until the theater opens again. Come on down and I will see you there!

Freeza
Renegade Empire

Hello to all my friends!!!

I have a friend named Nicole. I have known here since she was just a 10 year old demon child. Now many years later, she is taking on the task of putting herself through college. I told her that I would help in whatever way I could. So here is a link where you can donate to her College Fund. If you choose not to donate then there are 45 auctions that I have started in where the proceeds will be donated to her college fund. I have the items listed on ebay in my ebay store.

I am really glad that you all care enough to help out a friend. Its good to know that there are people interested in helping a person when they need it.

Thanks for your support,

Freeza
The Renegade Empire

I have realized that I have become to soft. I guess I had been to lazy to realize it until now. My eyes were opened when me and a friend went to Ihop for breakfast on sunday. The fat fuckin Michael Moore looking bastard told me that if I was gonna talk like that then go outside. Anybody that knows me will know that my language isn't always the cleanest. Well I was quiet for a bit and kept my mouth shut. When I told people about it, they say I should have said something.

On Tuesday after picking up my Stargate DVD collection, a stop was made to pick up dinner at Taco Bell. Some old couple had their fucking grand kids with them. The little bastards got their cups and ran over to the soda fountain. They started going through each of the flavors then drinking what was in their cups. The little retards even mixed like 6 or 7 flavors together. The fucking old people just stood by and did nothing. Then as I am standing there, one of the stupid kids kept backing in to me. And what did I do? Nothing, abofuckinlutely nothing.

So as I lay there in bed before going to work. I tried to take a nap but I was restless. I used to be a whole lot meaner and it had served me well. I figure that I may have become to complacent in my everyday life. But the time has come let the darkness and anger flow freely. Its time to let the stupid people know that they will not be tolerated any longer.


Freeza
The Renegade Empire