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[01 Jan 2010 | Friday] 

Category: Life
This is kinda just thrown together.

Does the 'year zero' make any sense to you?

B.C. -- "Before Christ"

What IS history? How accurate is history? How do you know? What is it to 'know'?

What is New Years Eve exactly?

What is different about tonight than another night?

Supposedly it's a "new" "year"?


A year is simply a mathematical construct, a concept or a measurement, of the Earth going around the sun and the 'time' through which we experience this.

So what's changing, fundamentally and essentially, tonight? Nothing has really changed other than this mental measuring system we call a calendar, the rolling over of yet another number, treating Time as something linear and simultaneously treating our lives as cyclical - I feel both to be more like a spiral, like our DNA. How are we going to change the world for the better when every year we do the same stuff, think the same, get drunk (narrow your consciousness) on the same nights, etc? I digress.

Tomorrow is another new years eve, and the night of the day after is another new years eve. Yep every day is exactly a year's measurement from the "day" of the same number last year.

It's just more reinforcement of a calendar that is seriously out dated. And oh my we are ruled in this society by NUMBERS and this measurement of Time we use.

I don't think people truly give a good value on the actual impact a calendar has on their lives and the life of society in general. Many more natural people, natives and aborigines, use Time in completely different manners and for completely different reasons. Some celebrate what we call birthdays not on the same day every year, but when they feel they have personally evolved, overcoming obstacles and self. Some have several calendars, measuring not only celestial bodies and the time they take to move and circle each other, but rather more metaphysical events, both within the 'tribe' and without.

"Time is money"?? I'd rather puke.
From a website: "The word "calendar" itself is derived from the Latin word calendarium meaning "account book", the first day of every Roman month being "calends" or the date of the payment of detbs. This confirms the depths of the societal programming that "time is money."


Why is OCTOber the 10th month instead of the 8th, and NOVember the 11th rather than the 9th? Sept is 7, Deca is 10. Look it up :) Why do we still use the same names of the months, when clearly this example is out of sync numerically. We're still using a calendar with months named after Julius and Augustus Caeser... a calendar that isn't entirely accurate as regards actual natural events and cycles.

If our entire conception of time is out of sync, then what are we??

Do people celebrate New Years as a chance to "start over"? I'm not particularly fond of this phrase, why not "keep going" but just differently? Starting over implies regrets... rather than evolving through regret.

What is this Julian-Gregorian calendar we use? I bet most people don't even know the name of the calendar they base their entire lives by. I liked when, in the movie The Truman Show, the character of the Director said something like "people automatically accept the reality with which they are presented." Says a lot.

But honestly, I really think people just do this every year because "that's what's done every year" - it's what everybody else does. Just because we still use the Julian/Gregorian calender means everybody gets drunk? Why does one need an excuse to do something?

...I just tire of rituals-for-ritual-sake.



Time is Mind.
[27 Dec 2009 | Sunday] 

Category: Life
No more "politics" here.

As it's all bullshit, there's no reason to obsess and focus on it.

Yes it is good to begin to recognize the technical and detailed reasons or aspects for this being true, and all the symbolism that is used, but over time it is not good to focus on such things. As isn't that the whole point of these events? and especially the manner in which they are re-port-ed (think computers; when you start to think of television, news, culture in general.. the terms that are used in reference to computers then it all starts to take on a totally new and often clearer meaning)

So yes, isn't that the point of these [often orchestrated] events: to capture your attention? capture, arresting attention. who wants to have their energy arrested? this language is so funny sometimes :) I was just at my grandparents' home... and my gpa had fox news on for what seemed like an eternity. it was horrible the way they treat you, the viewer. they lead you on and on in and out of these tediously written PROGRAMS... the whole point of the news, being 'politics', seems to me to just be to ARREST ATTENTION. they want to hold you in your beliefs in what you are perceiving. they want you to believe that seeing is believing, when in fact it's the other way around: believing is seeing. they can talk about any shit they want, they can do anything they want and perpetrate any horrible act anywhere in the world they want to, IF THEY HAVE YOUR ATTENTION ARRESTED IN BELIEF. "Oh, well obama did this, so HOPE*fully this next politican won't.. so I'll put all my marbles in this new bag even though I've lost all my marbles every time every four years". THE SAME PEOPLE TAKING YOUR MARBLES ARE THE ONES SELLING YOU THE MARBLES. You've just got to quit buying. Then what power do they have?

*hope: politicians love this, they use it for everything they do. they constantly have you hope for a better future. listen to their speeches, it's all about "what we can do" but not now, it's always in the future. that way things can always be hell, because heaven is always tomorrow isn't it? what good has hope ever done anyway, seriously? faith, sure.. but hope? nothing. hope is nothing more than potential despair.

What is called faith is something totally different. Anyways..

So that's it. From now on, I will try to focus these tiny little efforts of mine on the nature of reality.

That's where the real stuff is. That's what really matters.

People want "change" don't they? (Do they really? ... Some do) Einstein pointed it out so well when he said that no problem can ever be solved by the SAME LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS that created it in the first place. WE MUST CHANGE in order to bring change about. is not it so easy to see now that WE ARE REALITY. Your POWER OF OBSERVATION is much more of a Creative act than is generally seen as (a poor pun, yes). this external thing that we interact with is an extension of ourselves, often [if not always] acting as a mirror as its frequently referred to as. but sometimes it seems like its one of those funky, curving mirrors you see at the carnival isn't it lol

Let's figure out how to change THE GAME. (That's what all this is, is just a game) But, REALLY change it. No amount of 'political action' or 'social reform' will change things, IT DOESNT WORK FROM THE OUTSIDE-IN. PEOPLE NEED TO UNDERSTAND THIS because once this is finally known, recognized, realized, and understood, then the whole belief in these systems of control and 'organization' (we can't even 'organize' ourselves but we let others organize our lives and what we can and can't do; laughable!) and money-scams and laws, governments, phony education systems (the which-financial-class-do-you-wanna-be-in, repeat-as-told! system), flags, wars, and all the international and global exploitation, blackmail, distrust, division, starvation and carelessness goes away... as we are then forced to start finally treating reality from the inside-out. When we stop seeing everything as separate from ourselves, and start seeing ourselves in and as everything - I can barely even imagine that beautiful a world.

No, not change the game. The game changes everyday but it's still the same game because it's still a game. Let's break out of this game and start making our own, perhaps? Let's realize our potential in this universe we find ourselves in.


I don't know.

Let's use that to our advantage. WE DON'T KNOW. But we're definitely ready to start!



Currently listening:
Peace Sells...But Who's Buying?
By Megadeth
Release date: 1990-10-25
[21 Dec 2009 | Monday] 

Category: Life
Well I was going to stop focusing so much on "political" events.. but this is just too ridiculous



Obvious symbolism there.. halo with sun rays around the head

Yeah he and his "Federal" Reserve Bank are screwing you every day, so let's make him Person of the Year lol



"Paper money eventually returns to its intrinsic value: zero" - Voltaire
[18 Dec 2009 | Friday] 

Category: Life



Ahah, these guys are great :D
[18 Dec 2009 | Friday] 

Category: Life
US President Barack Obama has warned world leaders that time is running out to strike a deal at the UN climate summit in Copenhagen.

Yeah, he and his fellow NWO cronies are running out of time, and the beliefs of the masses in them are dwindling daily. That's what that means.

Addressing the summit on Friday, President Obama said: "While the science of climate change is not in doubt, I think our ability to take collective action is in doubt right now, and it hangs in the balance."

Um, excuse me? It's in doubt by more scientists than are paid to further this lie (beLIEf). And how many microbiologists have 'mysteriously' died this past year?

As if it wasn't official before, but now Obama is in the same bullshitting camp with Al Gore, parroting deliberate lies left, right and centre. What should the punishment be - for deliberately LYING TO THE WORLD POPULATION, with ALL intents and purposes being aimed at MORE CONTROL OVER THE WORLD (carbon tax etcetcetc) VIA "CLIMATE CHANGE" LIES? Perhaps we'll all have the glory of deciding this collectively someday.

Regardless,

THE LIES ARE LOSING THEIR POWER.


And Everything is, in fact, OKAY :D

It may seem crazy on top, but it's all alright..

----

the ensuing random thoughts:

..of course the climate is changing the climate is always changing; for thousands, millions, and billions of years the climate has been changing. it is NOT man-made phenomenon. and there have been periods not too long ago that were warmer than today. it's not YOUR FAULT, but you and your wallet will suffer for it - is what this is all about.

..why are they always meeting at what are called 'summits'? what is a summit? is it maybe the top of a pyramid?
are they not proclaiming themselves all this time to be ABOVE YOU? meaning you are the bottom of the pyramid. (dollar bill etc, this symbol is literally everywhere)
ah but they are, because we give them this power, temporarily.
[no symbols are inherently negative, just to clarify that I don't believe they are]

..and if the "world leaders" are ABOVE YOU - are you free?
and since the term "world leaders" implies everyone else to be FOLLOWERS - are you really free?

..how can anyone be free within a HIERARCHY?

..the masses. isn't it a shame that we exist in a reality that even has such a thing as "the masses"?


..WHAT IS IT TO BE FREE?
Externally, I don't know. Internally, we can always be free no matter what the situation. You can be free within yourself in a prison. But internal AND external freedom, total freedom... I think it is a new voyage for humanity. We're coming out of our womb, out of our cage. This is all a birthing process, as I see it.

[09 Dec 2009 | Wednesday] 

Category: Life

[09 Dec 2009 | Wednesday] 

Category: Life
Obama accepts his farce-..of-an-award known as the Nobel Peace Prize tomorrow. (Some previous winners being Henry Kissinger and Al Gore, some award.. LOL)

This after deploying tens of thousands more professional murderers into the middle east.

After more warmongering. It's a good change, you know: sending more troops to the middle east. It's something that isn't done enough. We need more slaughters in the world in order to bring about a change.

I've got an exit plan: EXIT. "Sorry, we fucked up. Sorry, we told everybody bin Laden did it so we can rape your lands and your oil and poppy fields [for the fake drug war] and your women and children.. but uh, we made a mistake, we'll compensate, and we're leaving." Not "well our exit plan is to shove more brain-dead murderers-for-hire into the middle east that way it's easier to get out" Um what?

I've got a plan for change: stop spending money on "defense programs", useless and illegal wars, fear-mongering propaganda, and fraudulent bailouts for fraudulent banks and fraudulent corporations - and spend all that money feeding, clothing, sheltering every single human body in this country (and indeed the world, as the money would easily do). Stop turning every newborn into a mental-UPC-code herd-mentality go-to-school-to-get-a-job-to-be-a-good-consumer-and-taxpayer. I could go on seemingly forever and I still wouldn't cover every corner of this backward society.

Here's a radical idea: START QUESTIONING EVERYTHING.

He may have fooled hundreds of millions of day-and-night TV-watchers. Where are they now, the Obama 'followers'? Lie after lie, and I see less and less bumper stickers. Can they finally now see the game, the show that is called politics?

But not me. Probably exactly because I don't get my in-form-ation from the tube.



Just victims of the in-house drive by (television / corp. owned media)
They say jump and ya say how high.... every day and every four years lol

If Obama was truly a president trying to bring about a change, he'd look like this:



or this:


[08 Nov 2009 | Sunday] 

Category: Life
Sit quietly, calmly, listen, and feel :)







Feels good doesn't it?

:D

John 1:1 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.

Genesis 1:1 In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth.

John 1:14 And the Word became flesh...

The Word is SOUND.

Sound is Frequency.
Frequency is Vibration.
Vibration is Energy.

EVERYTHING IS 'SOUND'.

God is everything.

(and nothing! :D)
[05 Nov 2009 | Thursday] 

Category: Life
Too many are the same.
Playing their game.
Not thinking: am I really my name?

I'm free being me, and always will be :D
My perceptions aren't programmed.
My own two feet planted on the ground.
Watching the wheels go round and round.

[05 Nov 2009 | Thursday] 

Category: Life
This is seriously becoming utterly laughable.

Ya... like I didn't see this coming from eight fucking thousand miles away.

Al Gore, the former US vice president, could become the world's first carbon billionaire after investing heavily in green energy companies.

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/earth/energy/6491195/Al-Gore-could-become-worlds-first-carbon-billionaire.html

I am seriously at a loss for words here ...
Every day it's more ridiculous ...
Each passing day it's EVEN MORE in your face ...

---

THINK FOR YOURSELF.
EDUCATE YOURSELF.


[01 Nov 2009 | Sunday] 

Category: Life
What is Mind..?

What is Identity..?

What is Time..?

What is Reality..?

What is Perception..?

What IS?

[01 Nov 2009 | Sunday] 

Category: Life


The near-death / out-of-body experience he describes is exactly what changed my life, too :D Albeit they were completely different of course :)
[01 Nov 2009 | Sunday] 

Category: Life
This post turned into a jumbled mess... wrote this after a nap, sorry if it's all over the place :)



If you truly seek Change, not just on a personal level, but on a collective as well - then you must realize that it will never be had through SYSTEMS. Under this term falls all political (and religious!) "-ism"s:

Capitalism (whatever that is supposed to be)
Communism (whatever that is supposed to be)
Libertarianism (whatever that is supposed to be)
Socialism (whatever that is supposed to be)
Anarchism (whatever that is supposed to be)
The left
The right
The this
The that

Don't get caught up in being distracted with this whole facade of politics. IT'S ALL A SHOW. The left vs right paradigm is the oldest trick in the book.....

Are these terms not just thrown around hither and tither until we're all confused as to what is what.

No true form of Communism has ever existed, yet the word is thrown around like an alcoholic's wife.

No true form of Capitalism exists today. Yep, I said that. How could it? when the monetary systems are completely fraudulent to begin with. In this "country" in particular, with the Federal Reserve Bank being a private-owned corporation that is immune to any sort of regulation (or even oversight, not even audits), and simply masquerades as being part of the government - fooling billions in the process.

My point in the above is to illustrate that we mistake SYMBOL (concepts, words) for REALITY. We think we live in a capitalist system because that's what we're told from the time we 'pledge allegiance' to 'the flag'. Now people are shouting the words socialism and communism in the light that Obama is now shining on this "country" [corporation]. Whatever.. they're all forms of fascism to be perfectly honest. Are they not systems of control?

The real fact behind all this is the centralisation of power. Did not the strange form of capitalism we went through in the last century or so exist so that the few, the elite as they are often called, can consolidate, centralize, and control all the money?  That is EXACTLY what has happened.



Our society is run by insane people for insane objectives. I think we're being run by maniacs for maniacal ends and I think I'm liable to be put away as insane for expressing that. That's what's insane about it. -John Lennon


Look around you within this class system.

Is this freedom? A class system? LAUGHABLE!!!!

Freedom, within a hierarchy... what on earth is that?

I look around at this middle class neighbourhood. Everybody struggling to pay bills, fix their cars. Struggling to try to LOOK rich. MEANWHILE the real rich keep on getting richer. I forgot the statistic, but isn't 90% of the world's wealth controlled by 1% of the entire population of earth? This fact alone should deter people from conforming to this corruption, but it doesn't. This fact alone mirrors the glaringly obvious fact that you are not free (yet). How can you honestly be free when you have to conform to a certain system of things in order that you may live? Moreover, how can anyone be truly free when others are oppressed, as Einstein expounded? Jim Morrison wasn't wrong when he screamed "You're all a bunch of fuckin' slaves!!"


Tens of thousands die every day from starvation and simply illnesses and pollution/contamination... while those in positions of power are crashing shit into the moon, starting and perpetuating useless wars, spending your hard-earned tax money to bail out a bunch of suit-wearing criminals (banks, insurance co's, etc), PRIVATIZING WATER, plotting CARBON EMISSION TAXES based on their own "global warming" propaganda (now known as "climate change" because we didn't fall for it the first time)...

Seriously, look around you. Look at the houses in your neighbourhood. Don't they all look exactly the same? The cars you drive, don't they all look the same (ohhh, some have more chrome [the most pathetic status symbol ever])?

Do you see what's happening?

The big picture here.*

You are being robbed. Point blank. Gradually.

What's happening right now?

Those in positions of [apparent] power are moving to privatize water and to tax you on carbon emissions.

Are these not two of the fundamental elements of life? If you allow this CORPORATISM (that's the most accurate -ism for what's going on right now) to continue, well... god knows.

Benito Mussolini defined the term Corporatism as follows:
“Fascism should more appropriately be called Corporatism because it is a merger of state and corporate power”
This is so obvious today. Corporations get in financial trouble, they get the governments to bail 'em out for a little while, because they're both owned by the same groups.

If we allow those in control to be able to tax you on the fundamental necessities of life... WTF.. I don't even need to finish this statement. Is that not total dominance? Total dominance requires total submission, and the TV has been the most successful tool for making us like sheep.

There's a huge power grab going on right now. Those behind government are collapsing economies and making new boogeymen/demons for the public to focus on while this goes on (swine flu, climate change) - in order that they can offer the solutions (global government with one-world currency system; vaccinations; carbon tax). That's how it all works. A problem is created. Whether it actually exists or is a real problem is irrelevant, so long as the masses BELIEVE it. The masses, believing and fearing this problem, demand government to take action. Government offers the solution to the problem they created in the first place (through the use of the media). The solution was the goal the entire time, but this wouldn't have been possible had the Hegelian system of Problem-Reaction-Solution not been used. Hook line and sinker, for decades and decades now people have been falling for this tactic.

Blah.

...Not long though :)

There is a serious undercurrent of Spirit going on... feel the silence between your thoughts, you can feel it coming... all this won't last long :)

Gotta go through the rough patch before it gets better, apparently.

*the real big picture though is that this is all an illusion... it's just a ride :)


[30 Oct 2009 | Friday] 

Current mood:  disgusted
Category: Life
UK Government Drugs Adviser, Professor David Nutt, has been sacked after speaking through the media, proclaiming the fact that cannabis, LSD, and ecstasy are far less dangerous/harmful than alcohol and cigarettes; even though he stated that he spoke not on the behalf of the government.

""  He described his sacking as a "serious challenge to the value of science in relation to the government".

And he denied that he had been trying to undermine the government's policies on drugs.

"To be honest, all I was trying to do was help," he said, adding that he was not prepared to "mislead" the public about the effects of drugs in order to convey a moral "message" on the government's behalf.  ""

So, by not being a puppet of the government and perpetuating the outrageous "war on drugs" (war on personal freedom), he has been forced to resign.

How dare he speak out against alcohol, our so holiest and profitable of chosen socially "accepted" (conditioned to accept mainly through propaganda [study history and deny this, please]) drugs!

Let's end this short posting though - as I just woke up and don't have the energy to prove point by point the sheer ludicrousness associated with the decisions to keep cannabis illegal while the widespread and excessive use of alcohol kills, stupefies, and separates people more and more day by day.

Though allow me to be clear, I do not seek for alcohol to made illegal or criminalised by any means -- only that 'drugs' such as cannabis and psilocybin [mushrooms] be legalised (or at the very least decriminalised). These drugs are entirely beneficial and NATURALLY OCCURRING. Meaning they are a direct product of nature. After all, more money has been spent demonising, condemning, and trying to find something wrong with the cannabis plant than any other 'drug' in history. When your government is so adamant towards keeping something quiet and subdued (especially when it occurs naturally) - does this not make you wonder and question WHY?

[29 Oct 2009 | Thursday] 

Category: Life