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Roger Wilbanks


Last Updated: 9/17/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 37
Sign: Sagittarius

City: DALLAS
State: Texas
Country: US
Signup Date: 2/6/2006

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October 11, 2009 - Sunday 

Current mood:  blessed
Category: Art and Photography
In case you haven't noticed, MySpace and I haven't really been connecting as of late.
I am on Facebook mainly now http://www.facebook.com/rogerawilbanks
and really just have time for one social networking site.  Since I am still Twitter-free, that's just about it.
I have a page on there that I am using to display my latest comics also, http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/comicsbyrogerawilbanks and I update that pretty often.
I have also created a webcomic I call The Portland Express: http://theportlandexpress.smackjeeves.com/ which I am hosting on Smack Jeeves.
Naturally, I am still playing hockey and writing.  I have a blog now where I wax periodically on Comics and on Art, titled (apropriately) http://comicsandart.blogspot.com/
On a hockey note, we won our 4th championship last fall and are looking to repeat this season.  I took the fall off to recharge the batteries and am feeling 100% improved.
As always, if you have any questions you need answers to, feel free to drop me a line.
--rog--
April 14, 2009 - Tuesday 
March 29, 2009 - Sunday 

Current mood:  optimistic
Category: Art and Photography
I'm doing this different this time.  I am going to post a page per day of this story. 
It's 22 pages long so we're only talking about 3 weeks of your life here.
When you take time to consider how short that may be, you can thank me later.
It was nice knowing you all.  :)
--rog--



















 

 
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February 27, 2009 - Friday 

Current mood:  stoked
Category: Art and Photography

OK, essentially this is the story.  I met an artist on Facebook named Atula Siriwardane. (here's his link - http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=540243850) and we started talking about working together on a project.  This project was to be a throw-away  2 pages I would pencil and he would ink.  Real simple, right?  Wrong.  But in a good way.  He supplied me with a plot for a simple sory, I ellaborated on that and cranked out a 7 page story.  I did the breakdowns for this story and added a tweak here and there.  I penciled the pages, and sent them his way.  This is what I sent him.








   
 I'm pretty happy with the art I did on these but I have to be a hundred percent honest when I say I was in no way shape or form prepared for what he sent me back.




 

This guy made my art look so much better that I am absolutely stiffled for a comparison.  I thought I had it down till I saw these 2 pages.  He's working on the others now and I have to tell you...I cannot freakin wait to see them.  This is the first time I have ever collaborated with anyone on a project where both artists are not only on the same page, but we are on the same wavelength.   I'm really excited to see what this final product looks like.

--rog--
 
 

February 18, 2009 - Wednesday 

Current mood:  blessed
A while back I asked a simple question, "I wonder what Dallas was like during the Depression?" Well after a TON of research and a LOT of crumpled paper I have my answer.  It's not complete yet, but here's a sneak peek.  A always, all art an concept Copyright 2009 Roger A Wilbanks



October 21, 2008 - Tuesday 

Current mood:haunted
Category: Writing and Poetry

By Roger A Wilbanks

I'm walking blind, feeling my way down this hallway.  Moments ago I was in a room surrounded by friends when the lights went out and the screaming started.  The sounds coming from the darkness touch off some ancient survival instinct in me and I got out before whatever that thing is could get me too. 

 

Charlie found this haunted house on a flyer he picked up on Greenville Avenue last night and brought us all out here.  I think he was the first one that screamed when the lights went out.  I had a funny feeling that this was some elaborate prank on his part; he has been known as a trickster in the past,H but that sound that came from his mouth was not one that could be easily faked.  It was the sound of a man that has just come face to face with his absolute worst primal fear and seen that he was nowhere close to realizing how bad it really was.  That was followed by something that was a combination of a dog crunching a chicken bone to splinters and the sucking sound congealed soup makes as it struggles to leave the can. 

 

No.  That wasn't faked.  I know it.  I feel it deep in my shivering bones.  It was convincing enough to get me out of that room quick, fast and in a hurry and moving my way through the darkness hand by hand in search of the exit.  The darkness here has a physical sensation to it, like a blanket thrown over my head.  I almost feel it drape over my outstretched arms as I grope my way through the hallway. 

That noise.  There is something behind me.  It sounded like a tree branch scraping a window on a windy night.  It was some distance away from me down the hallway, but I am going to stop moving anyway.  There is no need giving myself away here.  I don't hear screaming coming from that room anymore.  There is no noise now except for faint dripping and some soft rustling sound.  That scraping sound just stopped.  It sounds like it's pivoting…turning away from me. 

 

My heart is a machine-gun inside my chest.  It feels like it's pounding its fists against my ribcage, trying to get out.  I tell it to calm down.  It's no safer out here than it is in my chest.  If it keeps this racket up, that scratching noise will know I am here and we're both screwed. 

 

It begins scraping itself along the floor again but it sounds like it's moving away from me.  I begin silently feeling my way down the hall again.  I walked down this hallway just a minute ago in the full light.  I know where the exit is.  I just have to get to it before that scraping noise spins around and comes this way.  If I can get outside in the moonlight, I know I'll be safe.  I refuse to die in this moldy hallway…my insides slurped and my bones crunched to splinters. 

 

I know this hallway was about thirty feet long and I have probably made it half that distance so far.  I have fifteen feet to go to safety.  The wall is wet here.  It's a strange wetness.  It was dry earlier, I'm certain of it.  I remember the dusty mold on the wallpaper right where I am feeling now.  The wall feels thick and cold, like old, curdled milk.  I wipe my hand on my pants as the smell that wasn't there a second ago hits me.  I've driven country roads before.  I know what roadkill smells like, but this was worse by far than anything I ever passed on even the most brutally hot August afternoon.  What I smell now is so strong and visceral it should have its own name.  I'm sure it does, and I don't want to know what that name is.  I retch and vomit where I stand. 

 

The scraping behind me stops.  I stop also.  Tears swell my eyes shut as I choke down on my own vomit.  I lose a moment of my faculties as my body struggles to recover from this revulsion.  I turn my head as I wipe my mouth and aim my good ear in the scraping noise's direction as I try to gauge its location.  It has stopped moving. 

Tense seconds tick by in slow motion as I imagine both me and my shapeless foe waiting for the other to make the first move when I remember my cell phone.  Many nights of stumbling have ended injury free because of that small but intense light.  This is one of those times. 

 

     I have a decision to make now.  Shining that light will give my position away.  Do I illuminate my unseen foe or do I use that light to expose my exit to safety?  I reach into my pocket and pull the phone out.  I decide to reveal my foe first as I think it's better to deal with the devil you know rather than an unknown entity.  I turn to face the source of the scraping noise and open the phone. 

 

     What sight greets me before I drop the phone out of sheer horror is soft and bruise-colored.  It has several eyes of varying sizes and is covered with holes, some lined with sharp tiny teeth.  There are appendages snaking from its ambiguous form that resemble tapeworms with suckers for mouths. 

 

     The light from this momentary illumination causes it to shrink back for a moment, but it recovers with unimaginable speed to grab the phone as it hits the ground and crush it into unintelligible pieces and once more drapes the hallway in dark.  The scraping noise starts inching its way towards me, stopping a few feet from my shaking awestruck body. 

My eyes are so wide now I am sure I can see even in this wet blackness.  But still my unseen foe remains cloaked in darkness.  I imagine it squatting before me as a lonely man with a dollar would before a nubile topless dancer who wants one.  I then feel cold breath on my neck.  It is breath exhaled from a body that doesn't know the warmth of life.  The smell of rotting meat accompanies the soft hiss that says, "So glad you…could… join us."

 

     As the many unseen mouths that surround me surge into me and begin to gnaw and bite, the shock and severity of my flesh being torn from my body is nowhere near as surprising as the fact that that cold breathy voice that whispers to me is that of my good friend Charlie.

September 11, 2008 - Thursday 

Current mood:  exhausted
Category: Life

(Note, I wrote this piece last year, and it still holds true today. I have to add a note to it however and that is this. People should remember this day as one of shock. They should remember it as the day we lost our swagger. It was the day we discovered our Kryptonite. It should not be a day of avoidance. It should be a day of solemn remembrance. Our task today is not to abandon joy but to embrace it on behalf of all those who cannot do so and nothing more. It is not a tool, it is not a holiday. It is simply...a day of remembrance. And nothing more. Rog. 9/11/08)

September of 2001 found me in transition. I was just getting comfortable at my new job at WFAA and hitting a groove there that had been missing since getting laid off out of the blue from Yahoo that previous April.


I woke up that morning like most Americans to the sound of the usual AM-radio chatter, my alarm set to go off during the wacky portion of the local Sports Radio's wacky morning show.  This time there was something different in the voices of the personalities waking me up that I will never forget.


"Look...the plane just flies into the tower...oh my God..." and it trailed. I got up and waddled into the living room, turning on the TV half-asleep, half anxiously.  I prayed that what I would see would be nothing.  I prayed that it was just more shtick from an overused bit player on the show, but it wasn't. What I saw instead that morning changed me.

Smoke.

I saw the billowing pillar of smoke and knew something had just shifted in the world.  Remembering that I now worked at a TV station, I threw what cloths were nearby on and jumped into my Jeep. I made the normal 12-minute drive to the station in 6. I took turns in my vehicle that on any other day would have sent me into a rollover, but this day all 4 wheels stayed down.

I arrived at the station just as the 2nd plane hit the tower.  It was pandemonium. People were buzzing to and fro like hornets in a nest just struck by an errant baseball. I sat at my desk and immediately went to work clipping video excerpts from all the networks and posting them on WFAA's video clip page (copyright was thrown out the window this day) and didn't leave that spot until close to 10pm that evening, close to 14 hours later.

I left the station and went to the Green Room (now closed) and asked...no, I simply and quietly told the bartender to line up tequila from my left hand to where I had placed my right...many inches away.  Just like in the westerns.  I downed each shot one after the other and drove home before the booze took hold.  I was asleep before I pulled into my driveway, but that was just the beginning.

The things I saw that day watching the raw network feeds shook me to my core.  Some of this video was never (rightly so) released to the public...and I pray it never will be.  People on fire, people jumping from office windows, people on the ground being crushed like empty beer cans by falling debris...what I saw that day changed me. 

I celebrate this day the same way I honored it when it happened but this time I will do it with juice instead of tequila. (I don't really see the sense anymore of the honorary hangover.) But the memories are still there, vivid and glaring.  I still feel like I have been violated to this day...as if someone has broken into my house and stolen my precious keepsakes. 

The only difference between the me from 9/11/01 and the me of 9/11/07 is that I have taken the time in-between then to dig for answers.  I have tried to learn why the people who did this deed feel the hatred they felt. What I have learned in my studies is disturbing.  Yes, there are things that our government/society/culture did to upset these people, but to the scale that warranted such a retaliation?  No.  Not even close.  The simple party line that these people were crazed zealots isn't entirely accurate.  It's partially true, but only just.  Others led them to this.  Sure they were crazy. Anyone willing to shed his own blood because someone who holds himself as a holy man asks him to cannot be wired properly.  

What disturbed me then as now is that the ones who wanted this attack to happen...the ones whose hatred knows no bounds are still alive.  It's the simple-minded zealots, the followers that paid their fare.  That they are still alive and hate us more today than they did before is unfortunate.  That their actions have gummed the works of our society is also unfortunate.  That their beef with us will only be resolved when one of us is irrevocably wiped off the planet is a sad truth.
That is what 9/11 taught me.
That and too much tequila is not necessarily a bad thing.

--rog--

September 11, 2008 - Thursday 

Current mood:  grateful
Category: Art and Photography

This is a little ghost story I did.
I'll leave the talking to Joey.
Enjoy.

September 2, 2008 - Tuesday 

Current mood:  drained
Category: Art and Photography

OK...it's done.  Well over 40 hours have gone into this.  Let me know what you think by leaving a comment.  Good or bad, I relish the feedback.

--rog--

August 29, 2008 - Friday 

Current mood:  accomplished
Category: Art and Photography

OK, here goes.  I have been asked why I haven't been putting up any new short stories lately and I have the answer for you right here.  I have worked on this comic for a while now and I think it's pretty good.  Take a read and let me know what you think, but it's not a 1-read and forget story, I put a lot into this.  Read it, print it out and read it again.  Let me know if you catch the little stuff I sprinkled through out like so much magic dust.
By the way, this is a free comic, by all means share it with your friends but I still reserve all rights aside from you printing it and giving it away.


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(all images and characters copyright 2008 Roger A Wilbanks)