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Last Updated: 10/27/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 18
Sign: Aquarius

Country: US
Signup Date: 6/6/2005

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Monday, June 30, 2008 

Current mood:0
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Tuesday, May 27, 2008 

Current mood:  blah
Category: Blogging
You and me...
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would u kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why?
7. Describe me in 3 words!
8. What was ur first impression of me?
9. What would you rate me out of 10?
10. What reminds u of me?
11. If you could give me anything wot would it be?
12. How well do u know me?
13. When's the last time u saw me?
14. Ever wanted 2 tell me sumthing u couldnt?
15. Do you think i'm fit?
16. If we were together right now what would we be doing?
17. What would be the very last thing you ever say to me?
18. Are you goin 2 put this on ur blog and see what i say about u?
Sunday, March 30, 2008 

Current mood:  accomplished
Category: Life
Thank you so much guys for all yr wishes for me :]


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Sunday, March 16, 2008 

Current mood:  bored
Category: Life
Im just bored and got nothing else to do :]
Just want to listed something about guys that attracts and annoys me.

Attract .
 1.  Good antitude.
 2.  Full of surprised.
 3.  Confidence
 4.  Shy /quite .
 5.  Play guitar.
 6.  Loves to sing eventhough his voice its not good. ;]
 7.  Write poetry.
 8.  Goodlooking
 9.  Good personality.
10.  Kind hearted.
11.  Caring and loving.
12.  Understanding.
13.  Unselfish.
14.  Funny
15.  Likes me the way I are.


Annoys.
 1. Talk to much.
 2.  Bug me.
 3. Forcing on something.
 4. Childish.
 5. Overreacting.
 6. Self Concious.
 7. Act Cool.
 8. Irritating.
 

Note : Just be yourself :]





Friday, October 12, 2007 

Current mood:  sad
Category: Blogging
Today is hari raya,
I woke up early ,
Seeing my dad downstairs,
and my brother and sisters are still sleeping,
 
I feel so sad today,
How i'd wish my mother were here to celebrate raya with us,
I kept thinking bout her,
I still can't belive that she had left us,
I really dont know what to do,
Im gonna visit her grave,
My aunt will take me there,

Im still seek for forgiveness,
Ive made a lot of mistakes to her,
I've made her angry,made her cry
That was my biggest mistakes ever in my
whole intire life.(  BODO PUNYE SAFIYAH )!!!

Im listening to raya's song while writting this blog,
Im such an emotional,

Saturday, September 22, 2007 
Im changing my love towards someone
He had open my heart
He had mad me realized
I'm admiting all this while I treated 'them' for just
Sorry. .

Never in my intire life felt so loved,
Since my late mom passed away i was never
been so secure,
Never had a chance to spill it out

Im not going to worried to whats next.
I have it now and i wouldnt ever let it go,
I'd promise you that


I've been waiting for someone like you to shown up
Why oh why? This question wouldnt stop playing
in my mind? does he? did he? do he? would he?
Its the distance that bothering, cut cut cut it out !

It wouldnt mean nothing if were apart
Perhaps it do, to see how our lifes going trough
Trusty is needed in my self.. . .



Monday, September 10, 2007 

Current mood:  sad
Category: Romance and Relationships
              On 3:30 am 10th of September 2007, I accidently broke up with my beloved boyfriend. It was my mistake. I was scared. I was testing him, but he didnt understand. I feel sad . I dont what to do. Im impress that hes so patient. I dont think he really know and understand the setuation.When we quarreld only a lil bit he suddenly started to ask if i still like him. 'I like him I certainly do'.
               Just last saturday we met. And things were going pretty well .Positively I was pretty mad when u started to ask bout my friend. ( jealousy of course ). We have a great time dont we? Hmm....
               'Wait real mad of course',gosh i feel so depressed. I couldnt even sleep last night. I just cry cry and cry.We do stay apart. We dont get to see each other often. And hes gonna study in somewhere else which is like zillion more miles away next year. He got alot of things in his mind which is im one of it.Hes uncle and his friends always giving him adivice.Since we young in relationship they dont last long. But he said to me ' he do belive ' and hes gonna prove it.He's worried, worried to be apart. He's afraid that I moved on.He's confusing..
                 I was asking him questions thats why. I really want to know how he feels bout me. But why is it so hard for him to understands? Do u really love me?
Or i just someone who arrive in your life that is lucky?
                If u just open your ears and mind and listen to what i say u would have understand. Sometimes I i find love as a game. Becouse i dont really trust em since my 1st ex boyfriend hurts me. So when Im asking questions means i wanna take it seriously and wanted him to be part of my life. Im a bad bad bad girl !!! please just belive it. Im so mad with this things !!!!
                   Gosh what r u doing write now? I already misses u..
I just want u to know that i still love u. N wanted us to be together back ...
Please dont leave me.... Im scared... I love soo much. Im sorry

-safiyah-

Wednesday, June 20, 2007 


Thursday, May 17, 2007 
Dearest mother on this special birthday,
I'll write you a poem to say how much you means to me. .

The sunlinght shines trough out the day,
As you brighten up my life,
A pebble in the water makes the reflection effects,
As you teach me trough out everything.

The voices from you whisper in my ears,
As it tells me to think right always,
The sound of melody melos in everywhere,
As you like a voice of an angel.

The sky turns dark,
As the day tells me it's going to an end,
My heart wont stop rushing,
As i'm scared to loose thise special day.

All our days together wont be shatterd away,
As i will always remembers our good times.

I want you to know that,
I will never ever forget you,
You will forever lies within my heart.

I Love You
-Safiyah-
Monday, April 23, 2007 

Category: Life

GOOD CHARLOTTE LYRICS

"All Black"

Take a look at my life, all black
Take a look at my clothes, all black
Like Johnny Cash, all black
Like The Rolling Stones wanna paint it black

Like the night that we met, all black
Like the colour of your dress, all black
Like the seats in my Cadillac
I used to see red, now it’s just all black

As long as I could remember I dreamed in black and white
As I grew up and the sun went down, I never felt more alright
My mother she use to tell me: Son you better get to church
It’s a dark, dark world and it’s evil out there and you know it’s only getting worse
Yeah, I’ve never been much for weddings or anniversaries but
I go to a funeral if I’m invited any day of the week
Some people say that I sound strange, some say that I’m not right
But I find beauty in this world every single night

Take a look at my life, all black
Take a look at my clothes, all black
Like Johnny Cash, all black
Like The Rolling Stones wanna paint it black

Like the night that we met, all black
Like the colour of your dress, all black
Like the seats in my Cadillac
I used to see red, now it’s just all black

I sat down at her table at the end of the night
She was having black coffee and a cigarette, she wasn’t wearing white
She said, people tell me that I’m strange, they say that I am not right
She said, the only time I feel alive is in the dead of night
I think I found the one for me

Take a look at my life, all black
Take a look at my clothes, all black
Like Johnny Cash, all black
Like The Rolling Stones wanna paint it black

Like the night that we met, all black
Like the colour of your dress, all black
Like the seats in my Cadillac
I used to see red, now it’s just all black

I remember feeling so alive
The night I looked into her eyes

Take a look at my life, all black
Take a look at my clothes, all black
Like Johnny Cash, all black
Like The Rolling Stones wanna paint it black

Like the night that we met, all black
Like the colour of your dress, all black
Like the seats in my Cadillac
I used to see red, I used to see red

Take a look at my life (all black)
Take a look at my life (all black)
Take a look at my life (all black)
All black, all black
Take a look at my life (all black)
Take a look at my life (all black)
Take a look at my life (all black)
All black, all black, all black, all black, all black