We won 3rd place and Jay got best arrangement. Yay!

So the rules are, once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with "7 weird/embarrassing facts/things/habits about yourself" that I preferrably don't know about. In the end you need to choose the 7 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their comments and tell them to read yours."

1. I talk to myself when I drive alone.

2. There are arguments/fights I would like to have but sometimes I wuss out and have them in my head instead.

3. I like pugs.

4. If you think I'm critical, just be glad I don't say everything I'm thinking :p

5. I want to be a professional singer with a major label, but I'll settle for being able to pay the bills and sing when I'm able.

6. I can always win an argument whether I'm right or not but more than likely to win I've said something really horrible and you'll hate me. (I play dirty sometimes)

7. I really don't want to live in eugene but I'm having the hardest time leaving.

Now lets see who should I choose to do this....I choose: Michael, Olivia, Heather S., Heather R., Krissy, Shannon, Krista

SO, TAG YOU'RE IT!!!! Don't forget to let me know when you've completed your blog. Someone got me and I did it, so just do it...

So just an update for those of you who care. Rezonate is being recording on Sunday. Our plan is to put out a cd soon. We are also working going to China this spring with The Young Men's Ensemble which is where we all met. And by working on I mean gathering funds. We really just want to perform so if you know people who need party entertainment or you want us to sing in a church service or your high school give me a ring.

So... Bullshit aside, I'm very fortunate. I complain a little too much about certain details that are completely temporary and have little or no affect on my journey. I think I even pay too much attention to some things that are out of my control. Things that affect me alot, but depend on other people and their choices.

I have a very supportive family that has changed alot in the last few years, but they are still the best I could have asked for.

I have amazing friends, old and new, that are so important to me. I'm probably not the best at letting them know that but I hope it comes through sometimes. I would be lost without them.

I have a great job that I don't even deserve. I don't know how I got so lucky especially when I wasn't even looking at the time that it came my way. I love the people I work with. They make it so much fun. I'm so glad I'm only working one job so I actually get to see them sometimes. lol -Heather I owe you alot for taking a chance with me and giving me this great opportunity. I've gotten so much more out of it than I could have imagined and it just started.

A special note to Outbackers. I miss you guys so much. Don't get me wrong, I don't miss working there. haha I miss getting paid to come and hang out with you guys, laugh, hug, cry, gossip and talk shit about position 1 at 19. It's hard not seeing you guys anymore. I love you all.

Anyway, all of the drama and "stuff" that's been happening lately has really been dragging me down and I'm sorry for my behavior. I was feeling sadness and depression at level I never had before. I forgot that my life is really great and have support all around me all the time. Things are in motion right now and I'm axious and excited to see the results.

You all are wonderful. Thanks for going with me on my journey.

You know I can be found,
Sitting home all alone,
If you cant come around,
At least please telephone.
Dont be cruel to a heart thats true.

Baby, if I made you mad
For something I might have said,
Please, lets forget the past,
The future looks bright ahead,
Dont be cruel to a heart thats true.
I dont want no other love,
Baby its just you Im thinking of.

Dont stop thinking of me,
Dont make me feel this way,
Come on over here and love me,
You know what I want you to say.
Dont be cruel to a heart thats true.
Why should we be apart?
I really love you baby, cross my heart.

Lets walk up to the preacher
And let us say I do,
Then youll know youll have me,
And Ill know that Ill have you,
Dont be cruel to a heart thats true.
I dont want no other love,
Baby its just you Im thinking of.

Dont be cruel to a heart thats true.
Dont be cruel to a heart thats true.
I dont want no other love,
Baby its just you Im thinking of.

I am not a sterotype.
I don't follow any particular pattern.
I am not someone who makes decisions based on the decisions of others.

If I am going to be labled because of a mistake then lable me as a human. We've all made mistakes, but we didn't do them because of a lable.

So I pre-ordered Shortbus online and to get free shipping just bought Brokeback cause it was cheap plus you know that movie is pretty amazing too. Anyway they came way early. So yeah I'm happy.

So Rezonate was accepted to compete in the Harmony Sweepstakes Pacific NW division! Woot! I'm excited. This will be wicked cool. Yes, I just said wicked.

I love it when people with fucked up families and relationships try to chastise me about my fucked family and relationships.

I just wish we could all get along like we use to in Middle School. I wish that I could bake a cake out of rainbows and smiles and we'd all eat it and be happy.