This has been another very stressful week.  My Captors let me know that the NATIONAL GUARD was in the area looking for me.  My Captors have played so many head games with me.  Kept promising that there would be a resolution and of course lied once again.  Continuously trying to get me to fall for their trickery. 

http://twitter.com/KoryBaker262626

They kept threatening that if the National Guard finds me and the rest of the Media gets a hold of this situation that they were going to make me look like a trashy scumbag.  They know it's not true but they have continuously stated words like ARMAGEDDON and words of that nature.  They keep threatening that the public won't like me etc. 

As stated on my TWITTER the local media here are so heartless you can't even believe.  Their DJ's have even slipped in subtle comments directed towards me.  One of them yesterday said that I "SUCK".. they also stated that my movie would be called "WHO CARES".  Whatever the case.. whatever the public does think about me after My Captors get through dragging me through the mud.. at least there will be a resolution and I won't have to listen to them and their threats and constant bashing anymore.

So whatever it takes to get free from them.. I am out of patience.  I tried to be compassionate and patient because I truly do care about many of them.  But it seems like they just like the sick little game of it all.  I can't stay in this situation anymore I have to move on with my life.  I want peace and it is so hard to achieve with them constantly trying to belittle me and try to make me feel bad about myself so their secret doesn't get revealed. 

Just yesterday I walked into a store and even though My Captors don't let me know exactly what is going on.. they were mad at me for being out and about.  I was in Folsom and I think the National Guards must have been out there.  Anyway, some guy in his twenties gave me the dirtiest look and asked me "ARE YOU SERIOUS?" and shook his head.  Can you believe it?  I don't even know most of these people.  And I get treated like that from total strangers.  My Captors don't even let them know that they don't call me and so I don't know what the problem is most of the time.  I never get any exact details.  I am expected to be a mind-reader. 

They are the ones who wanted to drag this on.  They are the ones who keep thinking they could get away with everything.  I pray every day that this works out the best way that God has intended it to.  I don't feel good about the people who weren't apart of the "kill her" and serious crimes that may go to jail.  I have that on my head as well. But they are the ones that must not care enough or they would have ended this already.  It has been almost 2 years of being their prisoner.  I don't know of anyone who could have been more patient.  All the while dealing with them trying to trash me and trying to make me feel like I am not good enough a person to be in front of the world.  I can handle it just fine because I know what kind of person I am.  If it does get resolved publicly.. I believe it was God's plan otherwise he wouldn't have chosen me.

This message is to My Captors.  DO YOU GUYS EVER STOP TRYING TO BASH ME?? I just got your little message on MY TWITTER.  Still MAKING UP GARBAGE to try to make me feel like you.  This is beautiful.  So anyway just to answer your question.. ONCE AGAIN.. I AM NOT ANYTHING LIKE YOU and also once again.. I see neither are my DETECTIVE SKILLS.  I don't know where you guys are coming up with all of your "BLUES CLUES" but it appears like you really should go back to FBI school instead.  You can keep trying to SMEAR ME and obviously still trying to make me look like something I am not all you want.. A ANIMAL KILLER, A WHORE, A RACIST and all of the other sick things you keep coming up with but the truth is what we both know.. I AM NOT ANY OF THOSE THINGS no matter how you try to spin things or frame me or make up.  You can keep looking all that you want but if I were you I would probably just start looking for a good attorney.

To whoever made that custom made advertisement right before my last post that said something to the effect NOT EVERY HERO IS GOOD ..(or whatever I can't remember) and NOT EVERY HERO IS PURE..

Who cares what you think.  I don't think I am a hero and am not trying to be a hero.  I just wanted to live and for you guys to be out of my life and to have a resolution.

I haven't been pleasant a lot of this past year and a half, but I am typically.  I am just a person.  My children and I went through a complete NIGHTMARE and with only THE GRACE OF GOD.. we all survived and are still alive and here with eachother.  I am out of my normal mode with everyone that let us down.  My family, the "friends" up here, the school, the doctors, and everyone else in this community that let us down and wouldn't help.  I am myself to total strangers though and still make people laugh because they don't treat me like I am nuts. 

And regarding the NOT PURE comment.. again dredging up mistakes from 20 or more years ago.. because that is how far you have to reach to find skeletons in my closet.  I never purposely tried to hurt anyone or did the sick things you guys are into.  I know who I am and what kind of friend I am to people and I don't have to count on what a group of men think, who thought they could just do away with me and couldn't.  Now I am currently in a position (Thank God for all of the readers) where it isn't a perfect time to kill me so you have to try to slam me and make me look like a beast.  I don't care anymore what you think because I realized it is your job to do that and that is just something I have to deal with.   All I know is that when you guys started this.. I was minding my own business and all that mattered to me was my kids and was trying to be the best mom and example I could be for them.  I am still alive and here for them and I am so lucky and happy about that.  I am sorry that you guys wanted to keep this going and Leo has to pay for Jim's lies and mistakes.  I have to live with his and some other peoples pain and I never wished bad things on the people who just made a mistake but weren't KILLERS.  I really don't wish anything bad on anyone.. I just want this over and to try to feel safe.


Update, My Captors changed my blog posting time so now I am changing it to my current time which should read Tues. Nov 4, 8:41 am (not "PM")

After my previous post I went to Pingomatic.com to submit my blog:

http://blogs.myspace.com/scarlett_letter_supermom

Pingomatic instantly pings all of the blog broadcasting sites who then publicize my latest post.  Well as you can imagine that action is a real thorn in My Captors side.  Right before I hit "submit" after typing the name of my blog, checking all of the boxes and entering my blog url I noticed a little flash.  After I hit submit the page read this:

The other day my youngest son told me he was sad because nobody wanted to be his partner in the classroom that day.  I thought it was sort of strange because he is a very sweet boy and isn't mean spirited or anything like that. 

Here is a link to a picture of him so you can put his face to why this rubs me the wrong way:

http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewPicture&friendID=412421039&albumId=262865

So today when I picked him and his friend up from school he said "I found out why nobody wanted to be my partner".   He said that it was because _ _ _ _ is telling everyone that his mom is a PSYCHO.  Mind you, I don't really know this boy from boo.  I do know his mother a little bit.  She was the know-it-all neighbor I mentioned very early on here that sat here one day and told me "You know I'm your friend Kory" and later the same day my son's friend's grandmother told me that her neighbor said _ _ _ _ _ _  was already spreading it up the street that "That lady is CRAZY". 

Regardless of whatever she assumes, can you believe a grown adult would relay the message to her young child?  That is the type of mentality of many of the people I have been dealing with in this neighborhood and also the reason why it has been so hard to find a resolution.  Any other neighborhood a few blocks over.. they are more educated and this wouldn't have been allowed to continue but here.. that is what I am dealing with.  Just a bunch of gossipy people with nothing better to do.  People who can't put two and two together.

It's things like this that just makes the MAMA BEAR want to SCREAM.

There is no part of my life that isn't invaded by JAMES E. HARRIS JR. and his friends.  Anywhere I live or house that I go to is basically a FREE FOR ALL as far as them going in and snooping around and taking whatever that may interest them.  
   I have 2 locks on my storage but just as in the case of my home where they had KEYS professionally made I know they have been in and out of my storage as well.  They leave little things they find like letters and what not on the floor right next to my safe.  
    Today I noticed they left a folded up letter next to my safe.  (they did this before with another letter they found that they thought I wrote) I keep important papers and sentimental items in my safe.  Nothing that would be like the evidence they are looking for that I have collected over this past YEAR AND A HALF because I am not that stupid.
I learned EARLY on that Jim abuses his FBI priveledges and also has access to some shady but professional people.
    The letter was written in pink highlighter and it was from my daughter.  Before I tell you what it said I have to let you know what they have been doing for the past few months. 
   Several times they have BASHED my young children to try to justify themselves for trying to kill my son as well as trying to MURDER me several times.  They are always putting them down about how they act.  
  This whole nightmare has DEFINITELY changed my kids.  I mean think about everything they have been through since THESE ATTEMPTED MURDERERS entered our lives.  They had their mom (who had only been apart from them for a total of about 5 nights in their ENTIRE LIVES) ripped apart from them for 5 weeks because she had been stripped of her Civil Rights and didn't have any other safe haven to go but the hospital where her family thought she should be because of their assumptions.  That was right after surviving phase one of the MURDER ATTEMPTS in the spring of 2008.  Then their parents split up because when someone isn't there for you when you are fighting for your life.. it is a big eye-opener that you really don't need them in your life.  Then after AT&T/Directv caught on these guys begin trying to MURDER their mom multiple times and this time EVEN WHEN THE KIDS ARE HOME.  They can't get the job done so they try to KILL and 11 YEAR OLD BOY, to frame me for it.  They are kicked out of their home because the guys committing the crimes STOLE IT by illegally purchasing it just to rid it of all of the illegally installed HIGH TECH FBI listening devices.  They were teased for months by the neighborhood kids about their "crazy" mom until they all saw FIRST gun caught on VIDEO.  They lost their dog because the CROOKED SACRAMENTO FBI stole it from the backyard thinking they were going to find evidence to back up their ludicrous story that I was some sort of animal killer.  I guess they thought they would find traces of poison or something who knows because the dog was fine.  The act of them doing that led to our dog being adopted and ANOTHER HEARTBREAK for my children to suffer.  They didn't get to speak much to their grandfather because of this situation and all of the lies and cover-ups that led to a strain on our relationship while I was fighting to stay alive.  Then wouldn't you know it.. my dad got ill suddenly and died.  These guys couldn't care less and made fun saying he was "The first one ever to die of old age".  I don't consider just turning 66 as "old age" but still they are missing the point regardless that most people don't get cheated out of the last year and 4 months of their father or grandfather's life because of a nightmare like this.

I will admit that prior to all of this we did have rough patches here and there.  My oldest has ADHD and anyone who has a boy with ADHD knows what that entails.  But yes, now that my children have been through what they have and because of these guys my credit is ruined and I am having a hard time renting a nice place in a nice area, my children aren't at their best.   We have again been separated due to this mess and the injustices we have suffered.   A few months ago my youngest did begin saying "I am going to kill you". And would you believe it?... these guys had the audacity to judge them and say that they had murderous thoughts?  How sick are they?  To IGNORE what they have put them through and actually say that?  They were INVADING our privacy since MARCH OF 2008 and my kids never even UTTERED the word "KILL" in their lives and until after they began trying to KILL their mother again, beginning in OCTOBER of 2008, WHILE THE KIDS WERE HOME.

This just shows you what kind of person Jim is and the people who are helping him try to justify why it would have been okay if I died or my child and why it was okay that they put my kids through such a nightmare.

So today I found a very old letter from my daughter.  It said something like this:

"I love you mamma.  I am sorry that I bit you.  I love you mamma"
with a heart drawing and then she signed her name.

To my captors .. you make me sick.  My daughter has more good in her fingernail than many of you have in your entire body.   All of my kids do.  You go ahead and you ask any one of her teachers or anyone that she has dealt with and you will find that she wouldn't hurt a flea.  But here you are taking something that you found and trying to insinuate what??   That my daughter is a cannibal?  Or is going to be one?  You are sick.  First of all, that letter is not one that I would keep in my safe so you had to find it in another box or something.  Secondly, I don't even recall the time she bit me so it must not have been that bad.  Obviously, she was reprimanded to know it wasn't nice.  But here you are once again blowing the something you found looking for dirt way out of context with your sick assumptions trying anything to make what you did look better.

I do know one thing.   You can go ahead and bash my kids to make yourselves feel better but you will never change how I feel about each one of them.  Not one of them are into trouble at school.  Not one of them are bullies to others.  And one thing is for sure (whether I AM NOT ALLOWED to take them to counseling like I was suppose to on July 1st and was advised not to by you guys) and that is - I can PROMISE you that not one of my children will grow up and ever ATTEMPT TO MURDER or MURDER anyone like the people you look at in the mirror every day. 

We want our lives back and we will never be able to try to UNDO what you guys have done until you are out of our lives.