1. Perfect
The stage is set, I’m growing restless
I’ve taken worse than you before
I don’t want you to want me
Now I’m just fine as the failure and the whore

I’m not guilty, just convicted
More than you, I loathe my living hell
Having failed to prove a lover(?)
Pleasure’s gone, I’ll take the dead one’s dreaming well(?)
Am I so small in your eyes?

Chorus
You’ll never be (perfect)
You’ll never be (perfect)
You’ll never be
You’ll never be perfect enough for me

For what it’s worth, I won’t forget you
Now I know how weak I was
Though you left me as a victim
All the scars have left me bulletproof
Am I so small in your eyes?

Chorus

Turn around and see the monster
Not the one you paint me as
[Can’t get this line]
Hungry for the blood of all like you

Chorus x2

2. The Way We Are [On Mutiny; lyrics have been confirmed]
Why am I thinking of you today
You should be millions of miles away by now
It’s funny how it hurts me this way
It’s not the words that you say, but that you believe them

F*cked up as I ever was
Make sure no one sees me on my knees
Clinging to my rage just because
It’s easier to believe in
More than…

Chorus
These lies and secrets, hopes and regrets
It’s just the way we are
Know I want to believe you, you’ll only leave too
It’s just the way we are
It’s just the way we are

I’m getting good at saying goodbye
I feel a little less each time they walk away
Don’t even stop to wonder why
It’s not the reason that stays, but that it’s over
Leaving…

Chorus

What am I reaching for
You don’t love me anymore
So just leave me here with our…

Chorus

3. Hold Me Down
Holding up tight in a drunken haze
Shutting out light to stop the day from taking hold
You cling to me with bloody hands
Playing my part, this martyr’s dance, it gets so old

Chorus
Hold me down
If you have to drown, I will drown with you
If you have to burn, I’ll burn in hell with you

I’ve put to death a hundred times
Ghosts that haunt your weary mind as darkness grows
Then love breaks through your bitter stare
With all my strength I cannot bear to let you go

Chorus

If I can’t pull you up to breathe with me again
Then your pain is mine to share tonight
This fight will take us (..there?)

Chorus

I’ll burn in hell with you
I’ll burn in hell with you

4. 10.22
What a tragic affection to harbor
A solace-seeking salvation to squander
Such a beautiful burden to bear alone, I know
Read some fictions of violence
Breaking the silence, hiding awake from the deception
Guarding desperate secrets buried below
And you know

Chorus
Tell me again your f*cked-up excuses
Dying fighting a life of abuse, when
Fame is your game
You say I’m to blame
But you know
But you know

This moment carries my last hesitation
Seducing anger to haste a separation
Your solemn piece of a guilty net it grows so cold [I know most of that line isn’t quite right]
Every breath now strengthens my affliction
My tears have faded, all hope with your conviction
You were never the martyr you pretended to be
And you know

Chorus

Tell me again your thoughtless(?) excuses
Holding on at the end of a noose, when
Fame is your game
You say I’m to blame
But you know
But you know

How they love you now
Teardrops rain down
Nobody cares, nobody cares

Chorus

Vocals at the end include “You know” and “teardrops rain down”

5. Never Turn Back [On Mutiny; lyrics have been confirmed]
Holding tight, take this last breath
As the waters rush in (It’s all over soon)
Come inside, child my day is done
Close my eyes to the sun

Chorus
I’ll never turn back now
Never turn back now
Never turn back now
Never turn back now

Lessons learned, now mean nothing
Only wars raged in vain (It’s all over soon)
Lay me down, child I’m weakened
All my will now is gone

Chorus

I’m free, there’s nothing on earth that can hold me down
I’m standing, I’ve made up my mind and I’ll never, never, never turn back now

Chorus


6. All For This
Seventeen itself assured in secret so to blame
Hold it in, it’s not a sin, it’s just a shame
You’re not alone, this man he loves you
In spite of everything you are
But not by my grace

Of the shadows cast in corridors of human hearts
Faith is fact my favorite fiction by far
And every step I’ve ever taken
In its grip, the core’s the same
I’ve fallen on my face

Chorus
I, I’m no more than what you see
Never let me halfway on a cross or on my knees
Time took all the faith I need
Born to stand on trial, abandoned by the hand that feeds

Close your eyes and hold on, this will all be over soon
Just another pound of flesh before you go
And after all the dirt and pain and hate and sin has washed away
What’s left of me to love?

Chorus

If you love me at all
Just let me go and be no more

Jesus, though I don’t believe in this whole give-and-take
Won’t you just deliver me once more for old times’ sake?

Chorus x2

My faith, my fears, all I believe
My home, my heart is all I have free
My smile, my tears, all I have free
Will die with you and this to see(?)

7. Wishing Well [On Mutiny; lyrics have been confirmed]
Sinking and suffocating, the walls are crumbling from within me
Something’s best left unspoken, and still this truth has broken me
I can’t believe its true; no one to blame but you
Faithless and feeling lonely
No tears for this, I’ll only cry to someone else
The lie: that there’s no one else

Chorus
A story only time will tell
I’m trapped inside a wishing well
Living as a ghost in my own hell
I’m trapped inside a wishing well

Enforce the years of hatred for everything I know to be a part of me
Too many prayers unanswered
Too many questions seen as sin
Just quietly give in
Well I never will again

Chorus x2

8. All Fall Down
There’s just too much I have in this heart
To say I’m sorry for
More than I can remember

I’m scared to touch
Anything I love
Afraid that I'll only leave them in pieces

In time
We tend to find
A place so far from home

Chorus:
We all fall down
Yes, we all fall down
We all fall down
In the end

There’s little now
In this empty room to believe in
And so little time

Is it worth the life
Not another med who does not agree
Just to prove you're right

In time
We tend to find
A place so far away from home

Chorus

In time
We tend to find
A place so far from home

Chorus

Falling into pieces (under skies of gray)
Life falls underneath us (time is washed away)
Falling into pieces (under skies of gray)
Life falls underneath us (time is washed away)


9. Too Far Left To Go
Lost count of the days
We were strong
There’s just me now
Fight through the haze
Night comes fast
The pain can last longer(?)

Have I lost my way
Or have I been
At last forgotten
All I see is gray
Is this land as dead as I am?

Chorus:
I’m so cold
Now the fear is taking hold
And I’m just too far left to go

Should I pray to die?
Or are the words as pointless as the fight?
Can I sleep tonight?
The stains of guilt
The fate of blood like time(?)
The merciful
But there’s no heaven for us my friend

Chorus

And I feel nothing for those who fall by my head
Beneath this skin
A broken man
And nothing more

Chorus x2

Yes, I’ve just too far left to go (And I’ve just too far left to go x3)


10. Nothing Left of Me
Steady now, you see your door is darkened
From only dead and dusk
The devil come no more

Don’t hasten to deny your own desire
For these bitter hands have seen this blood before
Wanna take me
What are you waiting for?
Let’s have some fun now baby

So I’ll drink your poison words
So sweet that I almost leave you
I’ll play the villain to your victim
But tell me who’s the hero
In your tragedy?

Chorus:
I know what no one knows
This senseless hate has held me in
To the degree you sentenced me(?)
Spread disease until there’s nothing left of me

Raise yourself as though you’re still a person
Want no one to know it's just a forgotten soul to hate [not entirely sure on that but it's close at least]
Do you want a war?
Just a scared little girl
But do you know what you’re fighting for?

Wanna take me
What the f*ck are you waiting for?
Are we having fun now?

Chorus

You can’t silence words you’ve spoken
Can’t mend the bones you’ve broken(?)
There’s no escaping
And no one’s getting out alive
You can’t silence words you’ve spoken
Can’t mend the bones you’ve broken(?)
There’s no escaping
And no one’s getting out alive

You wanna take me?
What the f*ck are you waiting for?

Chorus

You can’t silence words you’ve spoken
Can’t mend the bones you’ve broken(?)
There’s no escaping
And no one’s getting out alive

You can’t silence words you’ve spoken
Can’t mend the bones you’ve broken(?)
There’s no escaping
And no one’s getting out alive

You can’t silence words you’ve spoken
Can’t mend the bones you’ve broken(?)
There’s no escaping
And no one’s getting out alive


11. In Time
Have we come so far
Could we even turn back now
And I’d love to forgive
It seems I forgotten how
Can my heart heal now?
Is there time left for me?

Chorus:
This seems the greatest place that God has left this place(?)
So we make amends
We consequence
We live and die together
For right and wrong
We take too long
To find our way to never
We all belong, we all belong
In time

Why do children learn or to fear before love
We’re taught don’t touch
Just avoid those without enough
When we pass their hands
Just pretend like you don’t see

Chorus

Holding back the tears
We forget they are taking back the years of our innocence
Holding back the tears
We forget they are taking back the years of our innocence

We are children of the damned
We are children of the damned

Chorus

We are children of the damned (x4)


12. Just Like Everybody
Well I guess I lied
I don’t have much in common with the world outside
No one really knows how much I have to hide
That I’m very really ugly inside
I wish I was just like everybody

Nothing changes
I wish I didn’t have to tell a lie today
But I don’t know one could love me anyway
Any good you get from me is just a role I play
I wish I was just like everybody

I, I, I'm so afraid
I, I, I’m so afraid

Well it seems
I’m no longer a child and this is how to gain
I see so many suffering
Time to play
But underneath my eyes of glass
I’m sick with shame
I wish I was just like everybody

So turn everybody
I wish I could have saved you from the pain I bring
But there’s no truth behind the pretty songs I sing
And I’m not sure I ever believed anything
I wish I was just like everybody

I, I, I’m so afraid
I, I, I’m so afraid
Well I guess I lied
I wear the same old mask as everyone outside
And everybody knows about the shame I hide
And that I’m very ugly deep inside
I’m so afraid
I’m so afraid
I’m so afraid

I’m just like everybody

Man it has been a crazy month! Been playing Perfect world and now updating Requiem.  I have tried Shaiya and it was ok at best personally I wish cataclysm was coming out now!

For halloween I am doing Little Red Riding Hood. Not cutsey more rock/gothish. I haven't found my dress yet. I keep going back and forth with my final 3 .  I found the cape and I have the shoes

God Thinks Lyrics
Artist(Band):Voltaire

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God thinks all blacks are obsolete farm equipment
God thinks the Jews killed his son and must be punished
God thinks the white man is Satan
God, they know what God thinks

God thinks we should all convert to Judaism
God thinks we must all be Christians and
God thinks we should all embrace Islam
God thinks the only true religion is Hinduism

And I
I know what God thinks
God thinks you're a waste of flesh
God prefers an Atheist

God God
God thinks all people like you are hateful
God thinks all people like you are an embarrassment to creation
self-righteous, judgmental, first to throw a stone
and using His name for your own protection

God thinks the sun revolves around the Earth
God thinks there was something very wrong with Copernicus
God thinks abortion is murder and
God thinks everything that science gave us is wrong
God thinks women deserve it
God thinks AIDS is a form of punishment

I hate people who blame the Devil for their own shortcomings and
I hate people who thank God when things go right

And I
I know what God thinks
God thinks you're an idiot
God prefers a heretic

God God
God thinks all people like you are hateful
God thinks all people like you are an embarrassment to creation
self-righteous, judgmental, first to throw the stone
and using His name for your own agenda

God is a liberal
God is a democrat
God wants you to vote republican
never trust a man who puts his words in the mouth of god
and says it's absolute truth
its lies and it smells like death
its all in a day's work taking money from the poor
Why do you think that God would need your dirty money
if he want to start a holy war?

self-righteous, judgmental, first to throw a stone
and using His name for your own protection

God thinks puppies need to die and
God thinks babies need to drown
'cause God is neither good nor bad
God is you and me
God is Everything

First My Bank of America account got hacked and 500 bucks depleted! FUCKING FAGGOTS!  I need to get my spark plugs replaced! I have bills to pay! I contacted BoA reported the card comprimized and ordered a replacement plus disputed all the fraudlent transactions. The one company was nice and noted the number and removed all the transactions. The other had the AUDACITY of accusing my family of using the care. COME FUCKING ON! My son is two and yes he is smarter than most but I dont see him using it.  I ordered the card on the 25th it is now the 3rd and NO CARD.  Sheesh! When I worked for Citibank I OVERNIGHTED a replacement card to members FOR FREE! Sorry I cant put my life on hold. Plus When Ben needs stuff he needs it.

Next MEDCO and I are fighting.  First they dont like Advair or Symbicort and being an asthmatic I HAVE to use a controller medication or I get stuck on a Nebulizer.  Then the runaround over my Vyvanse. First they wanted em on Adderall XR since it has a generic, so the doctor wrote it for that but it is not the EXACT same drug so the doseage needs to be tiltrated.  OH NO says Medco.  Can't do that.  So went BACK to the doctor to get the Vyvanse written.  Personally I do not like to use a stimulant but when you go off of it and your family AND your boss ask what's different, that's a sign to get back on it.  Then another drug has a generic but the generic won't hit the shelves until 2011. Means 2 more years of shelling out 30 bucks a mth.

At least I don't have to deal with Medicare part D. I just had to help my grandparents pick out their new part D plan.  It sucks the inital coverage with it is 2700 bucks, thats 2 mths of meds for them. After that? NO COVERAGE! Until they shell out over 4 grand! Where does the government think the seniors have the money for this?? Most retired YEARS ago. Living on MAYBE a thousand a mth.  Man I hope I have a kickass coverage when I retire and that it isn't pulled out from under me like Mack Truck did to my grandparents and all its retirees.  When Grandad retired in 1985 they told him he would be covered no problem, now he gets a letter in the mail saying he will lose vision, dental and life insurance GONE! Their medical and RX will be a medicare extra plan.