Hello My space friends and family.

I haven't been on in awhile. But today I have a lot on my mind and I need to get it off my mind.

I moved back home hoping that things would be better and the tricky of the devil for  a minute it was better. But two  months to the date. My mother became the woman that I have know for most of my life. Calling out of my name and inviting me to places that no mother should ever invite their child. And asked me to leave her house but not is such a nice way.

But now that all that has happen  the situation still continues. They told a mutal friend to tell me to come and get some clothes. But now it's come and get them all. That is not really the problem the problem is  they think that the mutal friend is the reason I don't want to be bothered with them The real reason is THEM. I don't and dont care for the on and off love. Love me today and cuss me out tommmorow. I'm 37 years old and in a few days I will be celebrating Christmas and my Birthday. This is suppose to be the time of love and family. But I"m battling with myself that if I really want to be bothered with any of them on any of those day.

Love is not suppose to hurt, hit are make you feel bad. And especially when it comes to family. I want to be love by my family not ridiculed, make to feel less than a person and critical about everything I do. I just as well be by myself and not have to worry with the fooliness of their worlds. And have   mines in perfect peace. I have been away from this type of fooliness and to be bothered with again is dying me crazy. I don't want  it, don't need it or care for it.

I have so many things I'm trying to accomplish so I"m going to give all this to God in Jesus Name. And I pray that my family understand that a peace of mind is necessary for me to continue my life. And I will get it at all cost.

Thanks for listening, reading and May God bless all that come in contact with this blog. Designeroflove signning. out.

Baby Girl was the sweet sounds that ran from your vocals when you called my name

It was like a was star and have mad fame

You treated me like a delight orchid

That was rare and gentle

You talked to me with dignity and love

Just like a angel from above

I was your princess and you were my Daddy

No matter how long you been gone

I miss you daily

I am so Thankful to God that I was the last to hear your voice

feel the gentleness of your embrace

as we laughed and shared memories of yesterday

I miss you for just being there

For just listening to me

No matter what it was

you listened with a loving ear

I love you Daddy and miss you dearly.

I will always be your Bady Girl.

I have a question.

How come when women in America seek out a man and use him for money it's a gold digger. But when women from other countries do it and exploit there bodies. They just trying to get a better life in a new place. Bull.. Game is game I don't care where you come from.

It's like they go to some mandortory class. And have the same line and same GAME... But some want to truly believe I guess that they want them and  send money, computers, electronics and other material things to a person they never met, laid eyes on, or many have not even had a converstation with them.

Now don't get me wrong I'm not mad a sista or brotha. I just don't understand the logic in someone seeking someone from another country giving me big bank. But a woman in America do it. She is no good, gold-digger or worse. Help me understand the logic in this.

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Empowering our women and children to be successful,
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We provide women with a feeling of sisterhood, a place of
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All Info for Stage Play



Praise the LORD,

I am excited to share with you that we have a new production date for the stage play that everyone is talking about.

Here is the info:

"He's Not Mine * She's Not Mine" Written and Produced by "Ray Quick"

This is a heartfelt story that deals with blended families. It is the story of a beautiful marriage that goes bad due to emotional anger and the inability to properly communicate. The wife has a son, it's not the husband's biological son; the wife's son doesn't like her husband and the husband certainly doesn't get along with his wife's son. What role did the wife play in this and will they ever survive.


Date: Saturday April 26, 2008

Location: "Allan I Chotiner Auditorium" - High Point High School - 3601 Powder Mill Rd - Beltsville, MD 20725

Time: 8:00 PM (doors open at 7:00 PM)

Tickets: $30.00 per person

Anyone who pre orders their tickets can get them for $25.00 Per ticket, you will receive a receipt and tickets will be available on or before February 14, 2008.

The group rate is $25.00 per ticket for 10 or more people.

The special group rate is $20.00 per ticket for 20 or more people.

Please share this with your friends, family, congregation, co workers and any group organizations you know; this is a story you don't want to miss.

We truly appreciate and thank everyone in advance for attending and spreading the word, you won't be disappointed.




Contact Info:

Ray Quick – Writer and Producer
301.875.9216
mtcilywt@aol.com
www.myspace.com/ppwap




Nikki Johnson – Marketing consultant

202.679.1700

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Mae Woods – Leading Actress

571.527.9441

maenwon@yahoo.com

We want to encourage women to serve God in every aspect of their lives.

• Faith - A Virtuous Woman serves God with all of her heart, mind, and soul. She seeks His will for her life and follows His ways. (Proverbs 31: 26, Proverbs 31: 29 - 31, Matthew 22: 37, John 14: 15, Psalm 119: 15)
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• Marriage - A Virtuous Woman respects her husband. She does him good all the days of her life. She is trustworthy and a helpmeet. (Proverbs 31: 11- 12, Proverbs 31: 23, Proverbs 31: 28, 1 Peter 3, Ephesians 5, Genesis2: 18)
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• Mothering - A Virtuous Woman teaches her children the ways of her Father in heaven. She nurtures her children with the love of Christ, disciplines them with the care and wisdom, and trains them in the way they should go. (Proverbs 31: 28, Proverbs 31: 26, Proverbs 22: 6, Deuteronomy 6, Luke 18: 16)
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• Health - A Virtuous Woman cares for her body. She prepares healthy food for her family. (Proverbs 31: 14 - 15, Proverbs 31: 17, 1 Corinthians 6: 19, Genesis 1: 29, Daniel 1, Leviticus 11)
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• Service - A Virtuous Woman serves her husband, her family, her friends, and her neighbors with a gentle and loving spirit. She is charitable. (Proverbs 31: 12, Proverbs 31: 15, Proverbs 31: 20, 1 Corinthians 13: 13)
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• Finances - A Virtuous Woman seeks her husband's approval before making purchases and spends money wisely. She is careful to purchase quality items which her family needs. (Proverbs 31: 14, Proverbs 31: 16, Proverbs 31: 18, 1 Timothy ..:namespace prefix = st1 ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags" />6: 10, Ephesians 5: 23, Deuteronomy 14: 22, Numbers 18: 26)
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• Industry - A Virtuous Woman works willingly with her hands. She sings praises to God and does not grumble while completing her tasks. (Proverbs 31: 13, Proverbs 31: 16, Proverbs 31: 24, Proverbs 31: 31, Philippians 2: 14)
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• Homemaking - A Virtuous Woman is a homemaker. She creates an inviting atmosphere of warmth and love for her family and guests. She uses hospitality to minister to those around her. (Proverbs 31: 15, Proverbs 31: 20 - 22, Proverbs 31: 27, Titus 2: 5, 1 Peter 4: 9, Hebrews 13: 2)
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• Time - A Virtuous Woman uses her time wisely. She works diligently to complete her daily tasks. She does not spend time dwelling on those things that do not please the Lord. (Proverbs 31: 13, Proverbs 31: 19, Proverbs 31: 27, Ecclesiastes 3, Proverbs 16: 9, Philippians 4:8 )
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• Beauty - A Virtuous Woman is a woman of worth and beauty. She has the inner beauty that only comes from Christ. She uses her creativity and sense of style to create beauty in her life and the lives of her loved ones. (Proverbs 31: 10Proverbs 31: 21 - 22, Proverbs 31: 24 -25, Isaiah 61: 10, 1 Timothy 2: 9, 1 Peter 3: 1 - 6)

Proverbs 31:10-31

Who  can find a virtuous woman? for her price is far above rubies.

The heart of her husband doth safely trust in her so that he shall have no need of spoil.

She will do him good and not evil all the days of her life.

She seeketh wool, and flax, and worketh willingly with her hands.

She is like the merchants' ships; she bringeth her food from afar.

She riseth also while it is yet night, and giveth meat to her household,

and a portion to her maidens.

She considereth a field, and buyeth it: 

with the fruit of her hands she planteth a vineyard.

She girdeth her loins with strength, and strengtheneth her arms.

She perceiveth that her merchandise is good:  her candle goeth not out by night.

She layeth her hands to the spindle, and her hands hold the distaff.

She stretcheth out her hand to the poor; yea,

she reacheth forth her hands to the needy.

She is not afraid of the snow for her household: 

for all her household are clothed with scarlet.

She maketh herself coverings of tapestry; her clothing is silk and purple.

Her husband is known in the gates, when he sitteth among the elders of the land. 

She maketh fine linen, and selleth it; and delivereth girdles unto the merchant. 

Strength and honour are her clothing; and she shall rejoice in time to come. 

She openeth her mouth with wisdom; and in her tongue is the law of kindness. 

She looketh well to the ways of her household, and eateth not the bread of idleness. 

Her children arise up, and call her blessed; her husband also, and he praiseth her. 

Many daughters have done virtuously, but thou excellest them all. 

Favour is deceitful, and beauty is vain: 

but a woman that feareth the Lord, she shall be praised. 

Give her of the fruit of her hands; and let her own works  praise her in the gates.

I never thought this day would come

It was very easy for some

tthat love would come there way

My love is here to stay

I pray for him daily

Look for God for guidance

I never want to bring you harm

Allow man to make me turn away from him

Be blessed to know that he is in my world

Enjoy the love that we share

As night fall and the sky set on the horizon

I sigh at the site I inhale

That my King is by my side

The gentleness of his vocals

Forever love is true

I'm so happy that I have you.

My dear friend has accomplished a great milestone. I'm so proud of you Dre. I love and I wish you much success.

PRESS RELEASE

The Person You Loved Left You Without Giving A Valid Reason
Discover The Reasons Why And Stop The Heartache And Confusion!

NEW YORK - Feburary 1, 2008, Gentle Pen Editorial Services has released Andrew Benjamin;s self-help manual "What the Hell Happened?" on surviving a relationship break-up. The 440 page paperback and e-book with ISBN-13: 978-0-9792538-1-2 and ISBN-10: 0-9792538-1-0 will be available on the market for $21.99 through the book's website and various book stores. This book is factual intelligence based on experience!

You are in a relationship with someone. After spending time and learning that individual and investing your feelings and emotions; you say to yourself: "This may be the one". Everything is going well and the relationship is blissful. You have never been happier. All of a sudden... BAM!!! -- 180! Blind-sided from left field. The person that was telling you for months or years that they love you -- is now telling you that they no longer love you -- or they NEVER loved you. When they leave, they leave with no further form of contact. The tragic event leaves you with the 1 question of all time: "What The Hell Happened?!!"

The Volunteer Rescue Worker of Ground Zero of the first six days, has approached 1,000 women on the internet with his questions concerning his situation and created a book that contains 500 opinion answers as to What The Hell Happened? Inside are truthful opinions and speculations based on people's life experiences and view-points as to why the individual he dated left in such a cold manner. This manual will assist in taking people out of their pain during the initial break-up phase. People look for something to hold on to during these times; whether it's materialistic or just a phrase, this is "The Bible" for those times! Four key points has been extracted pertaining to: explanations as to what happened; how to handle the situation; red flags as to why he should have seen-it-coming; and proverbs to live by such as "The poison that does the most damage...is a love moved on."

My second book which will appearing this summer (another best seller) will be Titled Here We Go Again... They always tell the truth - even when they lie!

ONCE AGAIN I'VE BEEN HURT BY TRUSTING SOMEONE! AFTER NINE MONTHS OF WHAT I CALLED A "WONDERFUL" RELATIONSHIP, UNLIKE THE LAST PERSON THAT SAID THAT: "SHE JUST DIDN'T LOVE ME" -- THIS ONE IS SAYING THAT SHE "GOT SCARED" BECAUSE I'M A GOOD MAN! WHY SHE SCARED? -- SHE DON'T KNOW...BUT NEEDS SPACE AND TIME. THE KNOWLEDGE FROM THIS BOOK HAS EASED THE "BRUNT" OF THE INJURY AND IT IS "PROVEN" USEFUL!

IF YOU THINK I'M WHINNING....KEEP DATING! SOONER OR LATER, WHEN HEARTACHE HITS YOU, YOU WILL FIND YOURSELF SAYING: WHERE'S-THAT-BOOK?!! LOL

If you have a comment as to what may have happened in my previous relationship, I would like to hear it.

Email: odinson11203@yahoo.com

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I want to contain myself in your prsence

Yet my mind and my body crave for your touch

the thought of you is so incredible

The calmness of my body screams out your name

Desirable cravings are insane

you are like clouds to rain

Without them life is not the same

Water to a flower

You are my air to breath

Thoughts of you

racing in my mind

Holding on to your every word

Picturing you and I

Illunimated by candlelight

Glass of wine

And our bodies connect

The gentleness of your kiss

Sweetness of your touch

Rhythm of your pulsating moves

Sends in my rapid agitation

to a much need and wanted orgasmic

Rest as we lay there in each arms