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Last Updated: 11/3/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 17
Sign: Aquarius

City: L my P LV
State: Nevada
Country: US
Signup Date: 2/14/2007

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Monday, October 19, 2009 
After you die, you're eventually forgotten. Time doesn't wait, life goes on with or without you.
What you do matters in the end. What you do now will be remembered later.
Be the best you as you can be.
Find love & let yourself fall. Give yourself to this world.
Seek unlimited outlets & explore out of your comfort zone.
Reach beyond the horizons and expect nothing less than remarkable.
Expand your knowledge & know nothing but greatness.
There's beauty in everything, look at life through a whole different perspective.
Look past your flaws, hate, & wants. Pick apart your morals. Break out of your mold.
Face the brighter side cause you'll get lost in the dark.
Nothing can hold you back if you don't let it, so don't.
Sunday, October 18, 2009 
I don't know what to do with myself. I've been empty for a while now.
I've lost everyone I counted on, like I mattered anyway. Why do I put everyone else above myself?
I hold on so tight but I slip, slip, & keep slipping. Loosing my grip, I can't grasp what's right infront of me. I've lost my mind. 
I run on mixed feelings, confused thoughts, my brain's in a knot. My life's in a twist.
Should I run? Do I hide? How will I deal with this? Why do I do this to myself? Am I still alive? I feel no remorse.
I'll look at my picture & believe it's someone else, Someone I don't know. Someone I've never met.
I forgot how to laugh, no smile's genuine, all I feel like doing is cry. Cry for myself, cry about my life. Depression's eating me all up, it's sucking up every sign of life. I can sit motionless for hours just running through my mind, deep in thought, so lost I can't move.
I have no outlet. I don't know how to explain myself anymore. I'm not good enough for myself.
I don't know how to take action. I wait it out & nothing comes. I'm not the least bit of religious, yet I pray. I pray for a better life, I pray for love, I pray for belief. It's coming, I can feel it.