Well, just got back from my vacation. Just like last time, I went to visit my lolo in Davao. But unlike last time, I didn't make any stop overs. Got no one to go to naman eh! :D Anyhow, everything is cool. Got a new haircut tho. Maybe I'll post some pix soon. I miss posting here. I'm sure a lot of my fans missed me! hahah.

I decided to tidy up my room and ended up cleaning the whole lot. And by that, I meant opening old boxes and picking out old stuff that I won't be needing anymore.


That's when I saw these:


All too familiar!

I quickly opened the case to look for ...

I, too, hope I get the elusive visa.

And yes, I will visit everyone I know.

From LA to SFO to Vegas to Texas and Florida. Yep, I know a lot of people. Wait. I'll get there.

bbq and puso`.

I miss larshan. I miss cebu!

 

...and of course, I miss davao too.

Back in Dubai.

I would have posted photos but its too much of a hassle trying to host the photos and the pasting links here so... forget it.

I've put photos on my friendster page though. and I might post some on my other blog.

I totally totally enjoyed my stay. Too bad I didn't get to spend more time with "old" friends. Sobrang short stay lang kasi. Thanks for taking care of us. I really appreciate it.

I'm still here in Pinas. Super busy since I got home. We flew to Davao a few days after I got home...with stop over in the land of danggit and donut bay. nyahaha.

My lolo seems to be doing well. I totally enjoyed my stay. Will post pictures soon.

My flight is later today. and early next week we are going to the south. Davao!! whoo hoo!

I'm going to see my lolo na.
It has been 20 something years since I last visited Davao. But I can still remember how it looked like, how it smelled like. Pero sabi nila, it has changed a lot.

I love my lolo's house. I love how it looked then. Nipa all over. kahit butas butas. presko naman. Garden sa paligid.

Na miss ko yun. Coz here, all I see is sand, sand and sand. and sobrang init.

My lolo almost didn't make it last year. He has cancer. So, I guess I really have to make sure I see him this time.  

I'm going back to the Philippines...where my love is waiting...

nyahaha! I remember buying my very first album. Menudo. Explosion.

Anyhow, I am going. but my love is not there. But for sure a lot of people who love me are there. so I cant wait! whopee!!

We are going to the south baby!!

You might be wondering why I stopped blogging. Well, I didn't. I still write on my other blog (the non-bitchy blog) altho not as frequent. I've been busy lately.

My parents are moving to LA. So, I had to plan for everyone. Who'll take care of the house...who'll look after what...when to visit my lolo. Plus, kinakarir na namin pagbobowling. Every Tuesday, sometimes even Friday.

Anyhow, the reason why I'm writing here again is not to update you guys. nyahaha. I just want to explain why I've been quiet.

... oh shoot, I don't have my logs here. hmm...to make the story short....

We were able to chat one time. It was very unusual because he always seems so excited to message me. He would even leave offline messages just to ask how I was. Anyway, he seemed to be avoiding me. So I took it as a sign that he got back together with his "gf". And I respect that though from my previous post one might think that I tried to break them apart.

Well, that's partly true. Because he asked for my help. He said he doesn't know what to do anymore. He just wanted out. So I told him I'll help him. and I did. I tried to make them see how messed up the relationship was. But in the end, he realized something.

He told me that they've been together for a long time now and they've been through a lot. He said he's going to make it work one more time. He apologized to me, for dragging me into his mess. He also thanked me.

That's great isn't it? Now he knows what he really wants. Who he really wants to be with. Yahey for me!! Mission accomplished.

I told him:

"remember when you were sooo angry because I didn't want to talk to you? when you thought alvin was stopping me from communicating with you? ... Isn't it ironic that now, you are the one avoiding me....because you have a relationship to save..."

he said:

"well, its different. kasi ngayon magkaibigan pa din tayo"

He's got a point. It is different. Because at that time, when I told him that we shouldn't communicate anymore, he didn't want to stop. And it frustrated me. We fought like stupid people fighting over the internet.

The difference now, is that I understand how much a relationship is worth. If he is really into saving his relationship and has to sacrifice a friendship...then I respect that. That is why it took me a while to blog here again.

anyhow... I am going home. on friday. and I will be visiting my lolo in Davao. whoopee!!

conversations between friends. Names have been changed for confidentiality. 

 

4/18/2007

4:55:37PM     Edgar       narinig mo na ba yung winston and the telescreen?

4:55:44PM      shirley     nope

4:55:54PM      Edgar      ganda yun

4:56:09PM      Edgar      http://www.myspace.com/winstonandthetelescreen

4:56:28PM      Edgar      fave ko dun yung lets pretend were lovers

4:57:09PM      shirley     diba ni send mo na din sa akin un

4:57:29PM      Edgar       oh yeah

4:57:29PM      Edgar       tama

4:57:50PM      Edgar       ganda ano?

4:57:54PM      shirley      uhmmm

4:57:59PM      shirley      yeah..kung walnag ibang meaning

4:58:00PM      shirley      hahaha

4:58:08PM      Edgar       hahaha

4:58:11PM      Edgar       sus

4:58:12PM      Edgar       hmp

4:58:48PM      shirley      inarte ka na naman jan

4:58:48PM      shirley      hahah

4:58:58PM      shirley      lols

4:59:28PM      Edgar        hmp

 

 

04/30/2007

 

4:56:06 PM          Edgar      may letters ako everymorning about how it hurts her

4:56:11 PM          shirley     sorry sha...i still know the old edgar

4:56:15 PM          shirley     parang babae mag isip. pabago bago

4:56:16 PM          Edgar      pero she wont give up

4:56:16 PM          shirley     hahah

4:56:34 PM          shirley     ha? she writes you letters?

4:56:35 PM          Edgar       hahaha

4:56:56 PM          Edgar       sus

4:56:56 PM          Edgar       yup

4:56:56 PM          Edgar       she does

4:57:02 PM          shirley      and you read it??

4:57:15 PM          shirley      emotional blackmail

4:57:25 PM          Edgar       oo i have to read it

4:57:31 PM          shirley      why?

4:57:38 PM          shirley      u dont have to if you dont want to

4:57:59 PM          Edgar        kase baka eto na yun letter na, im giving up.

4:57:59 PM          Edgar        hahaha

4:58:12 PM          shirley       gaga

 

04/30/2007

 

5:58:36PM Edgar        lam mo sa relationship natin. yung distance lang talaga nag sira sa atin  kase it made me depressed na i cant be with you tas ayun may girl na nandito lang

5:58:36PM  Edgar        hehehe

5:58:53PM  Edgar        i got caught up

5:58:55PM  shirley       sabi nga ni tetay

5:59:13PM  shirley       shi, we both know na she's a   rebound girl. natagalan lang si edgar coz he  got sick and all

5:59:17PM   shirley        pero its bound to happen