Dearest C,

    These days, I keep crying. I cannot sleep well, and I cannot eat anything. My life now is in a terrible mess because of you, darling.

    Like what you said yesterday, you made two mistakes: one is to let me go; the other is to ask me to stay. I'm not gonna to leave you for I know I have no courage to live without you. But, at the same time, I'll keep crying if I stay with you.

    Either way, take it, or leave it. I wonder if I can find another better way to go.

    I don't want to leave you, and you don't want me to leave. We both are stuck on the way to the happiness. Everybody says that I'll be happier if I leave you. To be honest, I do not know.

    Last night, you finally asked me to stay. You said that you were so selfish because you knew you would hurt me deeply in the future if I stayed. However, you still wanted me to stay, didn't you?

    I'd a nightmare last night. I dreamed that you disappeared in my life. I cried, I screamed, I cursed.. I was heartbroken in the dream.

    I've really no idea what to do. I'd like to stay, but I cannot; I'd like to leave, but I cannot. Is there anyone to set me free?

    I know you love me, but your love is not too many.

    All I can do now is to wait. After two months, we're gonna to be apart. Maybe, I say maybe, we'll find the way to go.

We keep hurting each other

until our hearts break to pieces.

I collect those "I love you" from you.

And in the end, I'm alone.

En ese momento

the only fish in the sea LEFT.

I don't care.

Why do you think I have to?

Sometimes, I say sometimes, I really want to escape,

those quixotic thoughts, those colorable voices.

Between real and illusion, however, I still stay.

I had a weird dream last nite:

one day, (not today, not yesterday, not the day before yesterday…time flies quickly in the dream…) I find that there's sth wrong in my house…According those unusual clue, I'm sure that more than two thieves had been here…Dad and mom aren't at home.  So I run out quickly and try to ask my neighbor for help.  Yet, my neighbor becomes a guy with a rifle.  I'm so scared that I keep screaming and running.  At that time, there are two people wearing big and strange hats run to me.  No, accurately, they are pursued by loads of people with loads of rifles. (RIFLE AGAIN!)  And we three scream and run together.  Then, we run to a quarter.  And, we become SOLDIERS!  We sit on the sand, and listen to the directions of staff sergeant.  The interesting thing is I speak ENGLISH, SPANISH, and CHINESE in the dream!

OMG!  Why can I just speak Chinese in my lovely dream?

Green Tea + Spanish hw + 2 AM = A BIG ZIT + Goldfish EYES

I am too fat to fit the frame.

Plz stop to frame me as a photo.

I am NOT the person in your imagination.