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Sue Lucarelli


Last Updated: 12/12/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Swinger
Age: 25
Sign: Scorpio

City: LOS ANGELES
State: California
Country: US
Signup Date: 10/7/2003

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Wednesday, June 11, 2008 

Current mood:  drained
"EVERCHANGING" - RISE AGAINST

In the face of change,
that's when she turned to me and said:
"I'm not sure anymore..."
And there, amidst the waves
and the cloudless skies...
That blanket, the year before...
I watch my life wash ashore.

Have you ever been a part of something
that you thought would never end?
And then, of course, it did.
Have you ever felt the weight inside you,
pulling away inside your skin?
Then something had to give...

And now the lines are drawn...
Is this feeling gone?
The best parts of this have come and gone
and now that is all that this is.
With the reasons clear,
We'll spend another year...
Without direction,
full of fear,
but now things will be different.

There's nothing simple when it comes to you and I...
Always something in this everchanging life;
and there probably always will.
Now that time is getting harder to come by,
the same arguments are always on our minds,
killed this slowly fading lights.

And now the lines are drawn,
is this feeling gone?
The best parts of this have come and gone,
and now that is all that this is.
And with the reasons clear,
we'll spend another year...
Without direction,
full of fear,
but now things will be different...

And now something, has kept me here too long...
And you can't leave me, if I'm already gone

And now something, has kept me here too long...
And you can't leave me, if I'm already gone...
Well something, has kept me here to long, and you can't leave me, if I'm already gone...

And we make the same mistakes; we're always hanging on.
Break the promises we're always leaning on.
All this time spent waking up...
Now keep this line open to get this call from you,
speak the words that keep me coming back to you...

Now this time it's all different...
And now something has kept me here too long,
and now I'm gone...
Currently listening:
The Unraveling
By Rise Against
Release date: 2005-08-23
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Thursday, May 29, 2008 
"Either way, I'll break your heart someday"

All I have about the way things go
I don't know
I just don't know
Make up some simple lies
And compromise
How I live

Cuz' either way I'll break your heart someday
But leaving you is the last thing on my mind
So when I go
Baby kiss real slow so I don't forget to make my way back home
When I go

Sail away
On a wayward ship
With candy lips in my grip
Cheap perfume
Oh it never lies
And it can't surprise
Any good advice

Cuz' either way I'll break your heart someday
But leaving you is the last thing on my mind
So when I go
Baby kiss real slow so I don't forget to make my way back home
When I go

Well I miss you in the winter
Your friends say I should listen
Can't you see I've loved you all along
Well if America don't like me
You can say I finally
Unlucky man who only likes the gun
Shoot anyone, shoot anyone

Cuz' either way I'll break your heart someday
But leaving you is the last thing on my mind
So when I go
Baby kiss real slow so I don't forget to make my way back home
When I go
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Thursday, May 15, 2008 

Current mood:  amused
Category: Music
Hey, I guess I'll figure it out
The reasons why things went the way they did
And why we can't accept it
We'd fall asleep, but not before we exorcised the evil thing that everyone hides
We would lie there in my bed,
Do you remember all those nights we never slept
No clothes, sweaty, doing all the things I never thought I'd do
And I did them with you

And hey, don't feel bad.
No one can ever take away the boardwalk trips or the subways
I think we grew up past the hang-ups and the evil stares,
The fuck you toos and I don't cares
We would lie there in my bed
Do you remember all those nights we never slept
No clothes, sweaty, doing all the things I never thought I'd do
And I did them with you

Hey, I guess I'll figure it out
The reasons why things went the way they did
And why we can't accept it
We'd fall asleep, but not before we exorcised the evil thing that everyone hides
We would lie there in my bed,
Do you remember all those nights we never slept

And even though we brought it crashing to an end I loved it all
And now I love my friend
I loved it all, I loved the girl, I loved my friend
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Monday, April 14, 2008 
Well I can still smell the Portland air
And it makes me sick to my stomach
To think of what you've become
These tall evergreens
And the lights of your city
Should have warned me long ago
That I fell way too fast

If mountains could talk
This one would share its secrets with me
Of what it has seen
Of you and the way you move
So now that I'm listening
I've got my ear to the wall and my feet are touching the ground
I'm trying not to give myself away
But my heart is beating way too loud
And that got my thinking
One may never be as happy as one seems
So I'll go ahead and give myself away
Cause this dream is taking all of me

You won't talk
And it remained
Just you and I overlooking these Portland lights
From the top of a mountain
In a park where you call home
From the top of a mountain
In a park where you call home

If mountains could talk
This one would share its secrets with me
Of what it has seen
Of you and the way you move
So now that I'm listening
I've got my ear to the wall and my feet are touching the ground
I'm trying not to give myself away
But my heart is beating way too loud
And that got my thinking
One may never be as happy as one seems
So I'll go ahead and give myself away
Cause this dream is taking all of me

Things got a little crazy for me for that week
Where I drank myself stupid to the point where I couldn't even speak
It's beautiful here, I don't ever want to leave
Then I thought about the unfortunate side effect
Of me being me

And I remembered
Back where this leads
Back to the park where you call home
And me realizing
What back then
I should have known
I'd hate what you'd become

Well I can still smell that Portland air

So now that I'm listening
I've got my ear to the wall and my feet are touching the ground
I'm trying not to give myself away
But my heart is beating way too loud
And that got my thinking
One may never be as happy as one seems
So I'll go ahead and give myself away
Cause this dream is taking all of me
7:25 AM 
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Wednesday, March 19, 2008 

Current mood:  amused


THIS RULES.
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Thursday, February 28, 2008 

Current mood:  awake
DO IT BECAUSE IT'S FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Here's how you play:

Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random, facts, habits or goals about yourself. At the end choose 5 (or more) people to be tagged, list their names and why you tagged them. Don't forget to leave them a comment saying "Tag! You're It!" and to go read your blog.

1.  I'm a very jealous person, I think it's because I'm insecure.

2.  I force myself to like some of the bands on the label.

3.  Change frightens me.

4.  I say I don't want to get married, but a part of me does.

5.  When I'm bored or thinking I play with the top of my ear.  It's weird.

6.  I  have a gambling problem.

7.  I look to the people around me for approval constantly.

8.  I try to hide my BAD RELIGION OBSESSION.

9.  I hold grudges.

10.  The movie MY DOG SKIP makes me cry every time I see it.

I'm tagging Jamie, Emma, Zia, John M., and Ryan P.
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Monday, February 25, 2008 

Current mood:  angsty
So now I've made the decision
to walk behind you in the dark for the rest of my life
and I'll never show my face again
because it's too scarred and bloody to be enough
and I don't have the right stuff-
all I have are the empty boxes to carry away your heart
and I think that tonight I will sneak into your house and I'll sing songs and wake you up
and I'll take you blindfolded dancing onto bridges
and you'll say you don't to be with me
'cause no one ever does and no one ever thinks of me that way
but I will even drive you home if you never let me forget about you
and if you promise me that I'm good enough for someone 'cause I've got to be good enough for you
and someday soon I'll get it right
and then you'll see just how good I can be
so don't ask me about forever because right now I'm feeling lost
so there's got to be some place for me because if there isn't where will I go?
Will there be some place for me and will you be there waiting?
Will you be there waiting for me?
If and when we get there please catch me before I crawl all the way home
but I won't stop until you do.

SAVES THE DAY - BLINDFOLDED
Currently listening:
Can't Slow Down
By Saves the Day
Release date: 11 August, 1998
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Tuesday, February 12, 2008 


I'll get lost, messed up and bored when I'm alone too long
I can't sleep, function or eat when I'm not with someone
Late last fall, she ended it all and moved to who-knows-where
Just like that, she vanished and packed and never even called

You feel a certain sense of synergy between yourself and me
A kind of macabre and somber Wonder-twin kind of harmony
What if it was you?
You that I needed all along
I felt like a fool,
Kicking and screaming and pretending we were wrong

Let's get wrecked on pop tarts and sex and see the Taj Mahal
Let's save birds from Prince William Sound and skateboard through the mall
Let's fight crime with mangoes and limes and join the PGA
Let's win big with every spin but hurry, I can't wait

Do you spend a fortune on those late-night prepaid television scams
In search of the perfect blend of steak knife and non-stick frying pan?
What if it was you?
You that I needed all along
I felt like a fool
Thinking we were completely wrong
It seemed like a dream
A beautiful screen
That echoed forever
And made us not afraid to feel a thing

And after it ends
We'll try to be friends
They say that what doesn't kill us makes us who we are

All this time and everything's changed but I still feel the same
All good things eventually end and get washed down the drain
What a disaster it would be if you discovered that I cared
A little too much for friends but not enough to share

What if it was you?
You that I needed all along
I felt like a fool
Now that I'm sure that I was wrong
It had to be you.
It had to be you.
It had to be you.
I knew it was you.
Currently listening:
Even If It Kills Me
By Motion City Soundtrack
Release date: 18 September, 2007
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Thursday, January 24, 2008 

Current mood:  blah
Check out my pictures HERE!!!!!!!!!

Good time had by all.

SUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUE
Currently listening:
So Wrong, It’s Right
By All Time Low
Release date: 25 September, 2007
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Thursday, January 17, 2008 
The phone rings. What is your ring tone?
Walk It Out by unk.

Did you go anywhere yesterday?
Work, home, hyperion tavern for Rock Band Night.

Favorite drink?
Regs: coke zero
alcoholic: Jager shots or captain and diet (thanks Joanne!)

Does the person you like know that you like them?
Yes.

Where are you right now?
@ work in Silverlake

What your favorite word?
I don't have a favorite word anymore, I have favorite phrases...

Favorite pie?
pizza aw shit.

How is your hair?
meds. shoulders

Where's the last place you walked to?
I walked to starbucks.

Latest you stayed up in the past week?
2:30Am

What are you doing?
doing this survey at work.

Have you been in a car accident?
YES.

What is the last thing you said aloud?
I feel like a neglected child, because Julianne spoke with Brett and I didn't.  :( haha

Who's the 1st person on your missed calls list?
I never miss calls...but this morning - Jamie @ Epitaph.

What did the last text message you received say?
Now?

Last time you went to church?
WOW - 2 years ago?

Story behind your MySpace song?
It's hilarious.

What's bothering you right now?
the fact that I feel like I'm slacking. My neck hurts.  I don't know what to do with myself. I need direction damnit!

DESCRIBE YOUR:

Wallet? -
Its camo and has THE SLEEPING bunny on it.  www.myspace.com/thesleeping

Eyes? -
BROWN

Life? -
I am exciting......well not really i sit around, play video games, hang with friends, go to shows, and watch LOTS of TV.

WHAT ARE YOU:

Doing this weekend to come? -
I am going to VEGAS BABY.  Playing blackjack, getting crunk with my homies, and causing trouble. I LOVE punk rock bowling.

Wearing? -
levi black/greyish type of jeans and an american apparel thermal long sleeve shirt. MMM

Wanting? -
to bowl and eat foodage.

Listening to? -
the Sleeping

What do you smell? -
nothing, I can't really breathe that well out of my nose.

Do you sleep naked? -
Nope.

Do you like seafood? -
No.

Do you remember your dreams? -
Yeah, sometimes...when they're messed up I do.

Do you consider yourself a study freak? -
No.

Do you speak another language other than English? -
No...i can say select things in spanish...Like my pants are important, my pants are on fire...there is a fire in my pants...stuff like that.

Orange or apple juice? -
apple 4 lyfe.

Who were the last people you went out to lunch with?
Emma / Jamie / Sara the usual.

Last thing you ate?
Hmm, last night I ate a salad from california vegan w/ Bianca

Do you still talk to the person you kissed last?
yeah.

Are you a morning person or a night person?
I'm a night person.
But I can do mornings.

Are you there for your friends?
Yeah. sure.

Are you a forgiving person?
No, i hold grudges. Seriously I do...I never forget if you dick me over.

Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
Nope.

Three feelings at the moment?
Tired, sore, and bored.

The highlight of your week?
my new glasses, I can seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Who were the last people you ate with?
Bianca - dinner.

Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
Julianne at Tom waits office

Who was the last person to text message you?
Ziggy

Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
Never been to Mexico.

What are your plans for tonight?
I dunno, drinking? shopping? sleeping?

Do you want to be married right now?
no f'n way.

How many different beverages have you had today?
I had a monster energy drink.

Any plans for Friday night?
VEGAS.

What is your favorite flavor of JELLO?
I love all kinds, blue.

Do you want children?
No.

Do you smile often?
ALL THE TIME.

What are you doing tomorrow?
driving to vegas/

You're in the hospital in critical condition, who on your TOP friends comes to visit you?
everyone because i rule.

If alcohol were banned, what would your reaction be?
id make my own in my bathtub. MMM

Name one thing about the opposite/same sex that automatically turns you off?
Teeth its weird. I notice that.

Do people underestimate you?
yeah

When you're in a bad mood, what will always put you in a better mood?
punching a wall and crying.

What do you hope to have accomplished by the end of the year?
I dunno, lots of things.

Pretend you're 15 beers deep. Describe what you would be doing?
on the floor passed out.

Does it bother you when someone says they'll call you and they don't?
YES, I HATE THAT. PET PEEVE.

What color is your couch?
UGLY.

Do you think that hair extensions look skanky?
yeah

Are you named after a grandparent?
Yeah, my dad's mom.

Say you were given a drug test right now. Would you pass or fail?
Pass.

Last restaurant you went to?
California vegan

Favorite kind of candy?
Jolly ranchers.
7:56 PM 
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