I stay up much too late. I auto-refresh on youtube. I brush too hard. I'd rather bake a cake than study for a final. I have meaningful conversations with my cat. I am bloody horrible at mathematics. I hate complainers and love to complain. I like to get lost in cities just to prove that I can find my way home again. I dislike Atlanta but love Little Five Points. I write down quotes I like from books in the journal Jesse gave me. I can listen to the same music track on repeat for hours. I, without exception, cry everytime I hear/watch the news. I dislike radishes but I don't mind the ones I grew in my vegetable garden. I once survived a summer eating only mushrooms. When I don't feel like shopping for groceries, I eat all of the almonds in the house. I keep all of the polaroids I take. I fall asleep almost immediately upon boarding planes. I like my little brother best when we're playing in the snow together. The older I get, the more little kids seem to like me. Tom Robbins has made me watch to hitch-hike the rest of my days. I don't want to ever have a hometown. I don't want to settle. I don't ever see myself in a monogamous relationship. I don't watch most of the videos on my sub feed. I am probably the only NF who hates wynflete and songsfromahat. I miss Buchia and Molly more than I let on. I like the way sunburn feels and looks. I compulsively check my email. I like to tie my tennis shoes super tight. I appreciate novelty socks a little too much. I have been completely unsuccessful in growing flowers but I am crazy good at growing vegetables. I want to live in a tree house. I talk too much or too little. I'm afriad I'm insane.  I don't like to go too long without being hugged. I hate sand. I am the Queen of Google. I am probably a music elitist. I love school house rock! I don't want to meet the love of my life at school, in the grocer's, or in a church. I worry that I take myself and my beliefs too seriously (e.g. I let bugs bite me because I don't want the bad karma of killing them). I want to adopt children partially because I'm afraid of passing on my disease even though the doctors say it isn't hereditary. I think writing books is the sexiest profession there is. I still want to have a student-teacher relationship. I've come to terms with the fact that I will never look back fondly on high school and I'm okay with it. I believe in everything; nothing is sacred. I believe in nothing; everything is sacred. I wish I could dance. I like to sing and dance in my car. I worry that my friends don't know just how much I love them. I don't want to die of old age or disease; I want to die on my own terms or live forever. I like being eighteen a lot. I would kiss the first boy I ever kissed again but then I would remember how he lied and slap him. I miss the old meebo days. I desperately want to try hang gliding. I give up things (meat, alcohol, caffeine) just to prove to myself that I can. It always surprises and bothers me when people confess that before they really knew me, they thought I was a total bitch. Often when I stand still in a quiet place, I imagine what it would be like to be killed by a nuclear explosion. I have bitten my cat. I'm glad we've moved around a lot when I was a child because I think it made me more capable to adapt to change as an adult but I'm afraid my kids won't feel that way. I fall in love quickly and frequently but I'm learning to not be hurt by it. I miss getting letters from Aaron. I wish I owned a helicopter. I love Melissa more than she knows for always, always, always putting up with me. I really am the tooth nazi. The worst part of a treatment for me isn't getting my IV put in or even sitting in a hospital room for two days, it's the feeling of the IV coming out at the end. That, or the side effects. I don't regret the crazy stuff I've done but I wish I had spent less money doing it. I have a secret that only four people in the world know. I'm afraid I'll like England so much that I won't want to come back or that I'll not like it at all. I frequently think I was born too early or too late. I like older men. I used to collect sugar packets. I could see myself living with likeminded individuals in a commune. I don't want to grow up because I don't want to stop growing. I'm ashamed of the things I did when I was politically-minded. When I look at photos of Paris, I feel a certain je ne sais quoi in my tummy and I want to go back. I regret choosing UF. I would like a job but I'd work for free at something I like. I dislike driving at night. I hold grudges for a long time. I'm too honest. I like menstruating because it makes me feel normal. I try not to have serious conversations at night because I tend to say more than I should the later it gets. I remake myself all of the time. I like my names. My feet stopped growing ten years ago. I liked being blind because my parents paid more attention to me. I worry that Luke will grow up to be a jerk. I keep too many journals. I want to publish a tell-all biography that leaves out the boring bits. I keep everything anyone makes me. I love precipitation.