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sarah harvey


Last Updated: 4/15/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 21
Sign: Scorpio

City: umina
State: New South Wales
Country: AU
Signup Date: 8/12/2005

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December 20, 2008 - Saturday 

A little list of things to do before I die.

* I'd like to climb a big mountain over the course of several days. Mum says I'm not cut out for this and that I'd die trying.

*I'd like to have a boyfriend one day and have him be nice and be around for more than 6 months.

# I'd like to own a big dog called Baxter, that will come running.

+ I'd love someone who'd come over unexpected.

* I will run and run and run and run  and complete a marathon for every year of my life for as long as I can.

* I will write and illustrate a childrens book about things that go bump in the night.

# I will do the bridge climb.

# I will travel overseas.

# I will get married.

* I'd like to engage in weekly church visits.

. I will have 5 kids, a boat, take the kids to nippers and be a nice mum who still has a lovely figure from all of the marathon running and triathlon training.

* I'd like to decorate my classroom WELL and marry a man that will give me a nice teacher name like 'Mrs Honey' or 'Mrs Tulip' or something nice.

* I'll sell paintings and fill my house will my own paintings. I'll do massive large scale paintings that take up meters of wall.

* I'd like to try having brown hair.

* I will never stop exercise.

* Before I die I would like to read every Stephen King book.

* Before I die I'd like to live overseas.

* I'd like to have a well trained bird that sits on you're shoulder and follows you around the house.

* I'll ride from Sydney to Melbourne and from QLD home.

* I want to run an ultramarathon. These are races that go for days, 100's of kilometers. Most amazing thing in the world.

+ I'd like to learn to surf before I die.

* I'd like to be a teacher that draws awesome pictures on the board, makes pretty curtains to hang up in the classroom and makes special awards for the kids.

* i'd like to never see a ghost

* never see a ufo.

* never get a divorce

* never get fat.

June 16, 2008 - Monday 

Current mood:  blank
holidays
just simply are NOT fun or enjoyable.

I have nothing to do.


I have noone to talk to all day, as my friends are all employed.
My only conversation happens at the gym.



Otherwise I don't really get to talk to anyone.


I am forced to purposely make a mess of my room so that I can then clean it.

 
Today i literally layed on my bed, in silence, without televion, without music and just stared at the ceiling.

I cannot wait until uni goes back....please remind me of this when I complain about it 5 weeks from now.

 
May 25, 2008 - Sunday 
Yesterday I had probably the best day in the world.  I ran early. I took the dogs to the beach. I sat in the sun and I got to wear shorts.  I ate good food and I cleaned.
weekends are pretty amazing when you don't have to work...
I had never realised this before.

 
.
Today I worked more hours, more than I expected.
It was a kids birthday party and I literally did NOTHING. I blew up balloons and ironed these bead things - for 6 hours. It was a long day that never seemed to end and I had to do it all on a completely empty stomach. I'm really tired. So tired that I might even skip 'beach sleeps' with the girls this afternoon - which I always seem to skip anyway. I'm always at family do's - arn't I lame.

..
I
want to buy a new jumper this week. Today
I came to the conclusion that I would like to take up baking....bake pretty little cup cakes. This is what I'm going to do. When I have cash I will buy cake baking tools like things to make the icing look nice. But I won't eat the cakes.... I'll just palm them off to my friends and make special vegan cakes for Mandy.


i'll probably never do this.

May 17, 2008 - Saturday 


"It's Saturday night and I havn't been home in forever" I thought.


"I'll stay indoors, lay in my new bed, clean and decorate....this will be fun"


........

Around 4 hours later things have gotten very boring.
 My clothes are all hung up, my underwear baskets are sorted, i've eaten dinner around 8 times and TV bores me.

May 6, 2008 - Tuesday 
Since my friends did this - I too am doing it. Mainly only because I don't want to do my assignment on this hypothetical retarded slow kid craig. That is due NOW.


I dislike:  Girls at the gym just merrily walking on the tredmill, it's NOT a Sunday stroll, it's NOT a place to come to look pretty - get your heart rate up and DO something. Also you need to do weights, cardio alone is so NOT going to give you a nice figure. 

I dislike:
Boys who leave their weights out at the gym, some of which are too heavy for me to lift off of the machiens. I dislike older women and people in the ball section of the gym that leave their mats and exercise balls out, put them away. It looks messy and makes me feel cramped then I have to put them away and it looks WAY too keen. So please stop.

I dislike:
Things interfearing with my execise schedule, week days before 7.30 and mornings are off limits. I'll be at the gym and if you make me miss it - I get really stressed out.

I dislike:
People not understand that I have to work weekends if I want cash - I'm at uni. There is no other option!

I dislike: Having to make sure the BOLD font isn't still .. typing the 'I dislike' section of this.

I dislike:
no longer having a tan, it makes me feel chubby, boring and just generally lesser attractive.

I dislike: Not earning large quantities of money and spending the money I do have.

I dislike:
That when I buy my new bed I won't be able to open my bedroom door to it's full capacity.

I dislike:
My mum holding the pads wrong in boxing, how hard is it to get it right Wendy! lol


I dislike: My dad badgering my drink more alcohol and eat more food.

I dislike:
People trying to make me drink and not understanding that it's not the lifestyle that I want - that it's SO unhealthy for you and makes me feel trashy and unfit.

I dislike:
Being designated driver.

I dislike:
Being tired. I don't have late nights for this reason as I don't like to waste the following day.

I dislike:
My inability to spell.

I dislike:
The fact that I sometimes wonder if I'm a bit retarded - sometimes I feel a little slow. I have trouble following instructions.

I dislike:
Unhealthy relationships - where people spend all their time together and get fat and yuck together and just morf into a sickening couple.

I dislike: People baiting you - saying things to get a reaction out of you.

I dislike:
The way in which they cut the onion at Umina Subway... it should be diced more, rather than cut into longish strips. Its just not cool.

I dislike:
That I cannot fit my clothes into my wardrobe and that I can't concieve another idea of how to arrange things so that I can fit them all neatly.

I dislike:
Buying petrol. I don't actually mind spending the money - but buying it is an inconvienance as I have to stop what I'm doing. I'm always running late and it makes me later. I'm also worried someone will steal my car or bag whilst im doing it as well.

I dislike:
Weekend TV.

I dislike:
People who try to be trendy. Shops that are too trendy, that make me feel unworthy of being in the store and I then feel uncomfortable and leave.

I dislike: The sizing in most stores... make a decent fitting size. I can't buy clothes anywhere.

I dislike:
Really really really drunk people - or people that have taken drugs, it looks so unattractive.

I dislike:
People who talk about going on 'benders' - yuck, go to sleep and an eat an apple or do something health pah-lease!

I dislike: Unfriendly people - is it really that hard to just smile and be nice and make someone feel comfortable. I think not. You should always be nice to people. Always.
I dislike:
The idea of being a teacher.

I dislike:
Shopping. I don't like going shopping. Too much time spent looking in mirrors leaves me feeling unattractive, that my hair doesn't look brushed and that my make up isnt right.


That's about it.
I'm not an angry disliking person - it just seems that way with the list.
I actually like many things.



















May 1, 2008 - Thursday 
My friends all decided to list what they like - so here is my version.

I like having an entire day free to spend as long as I like at the gym.

I like when my gym clothes are washed and tight fitting.

I like seeing Amanda for a coffee break and how it takes her 30 minutes to consume her coffee as she orders a long black.

I like the Avocado salad at 304.



I like the Brushetta at Ferry Road Cafe.

I like the pasta at La Palma.

I like to go out and eat food with my friends.

I like hanging out at Kim's every Friday night before going to Woy Woy.

I like having my own car.

I like everything being clean and tidy, yet nothing of mine ever is.

I like considering how much better my life will be when I buy my new Queen size bed.

I like looking at furniture.

I like salad wraps with heaps of avocado and hommus.

I like being healthy and not having any guilt about what you have eaten for the day.

I like stir fry with lots of onion, kidney beans, chickpeas and soy sauce. I like to eat this every single night of the year.

I like it when places don't have a minimum amount for eftpos - as i don't carry cash.

I like shops that stock small sizes that fit well.

I like that I have a fire in my house - even if it means I have to wear shorts and a singlet in winter.

I like that my mum spends approximately 7 hours over the weekend cleaning and maintaining the house - it makes it pleasent to live in.



I like that I attend uni around 2-3 times a month - maybe less.

I like that I discovered running and exercise.

I like waking up on weekend mornings without a hangover amd without excessive tiredness.

I like that none of my friends have boyfriends.

I like it when I find a really nice yet expensive piece of clothing, loving it - then trying it on only to find it doesn't fit properlly...this means that I don't have to buy it.

I like unhealthy foods. They taste so much better.

I like new looking thongs, that arn't worn down.

I like messages. Comments. But not friend requests.

I like phone calls.

I like members of the opposite sex.

I like gym clothes.

I like shorts.

I like a good tan - which I don't have.

I like salt.


March 12, 2008 - Wednesday 
I cannot FUCKING sleep. I don't usually swear it's a bit yuck on girls, but in light of the situation i think i need to. I'm going to be TIRED in the morning. TIREDNESS IS SOMETHING that i despise above all else. a good night sleep is my favourite. Today I drove the car to Woy Woy, ran to Tascott and back then swam some laps at the pool. Had a sauna, a lovely lunch. Went to the beach. Cleaned. Walked back down the beach, took the dogs for a swim. Went to dinner with the girls, discussed relay for life on the weekend. I despise night time. simply for the fact that I cannot sleep. I just keep thinking about stuff. Nothing important....i have nothing important to consider.


IM FUCKED.
I'm going to be tired.
February 25, 2008 - Monday 

Well I havn't written a blog in forever because my computer broke, the motherboard blew up as a result of becoming too dusty these past few years. However my brother came to the conclusion that it was a plot against the Harvey family and that people were threatening to destruct his sisters MY computer. Doubtful. VERY doubtful. No blogs. No Myspace and It's been great. Life hasn't changed. Except I'm prolly happier. and FITTER. I bought a car. I became a clean freak and I'm VERY tidy these days. My room is organised. It may have fleas... but its clean for the most part. That makes me happy. My mother no longer owns me...because I have my own car.

I don't go out anymore.

I don't drink anymore.

I get early nights followed by early mornings and as a result can run a lot faster.

Today is monday and I'm at uni.

I'm not going to blog again for a long time....

for the life of me I cannot understand how I spent a minimum of 8 hours a day on myspace!

 

December 11, 2007 - Tuesday 

some things...you may not know about me and more than likely DON'T need to know. I wake up every morning with the bedroom window open in a single bed which embarrisses me. I feel like a child in it. I get woken up by mum so that I can drive her to work so that I have a car in which to get around in. during the car trip i BARELY speak. i mumble and moan and get asked whats wrong - which I bitchily reply "I JUST WOKE UP".  I listen to sea fm. I come home - check myspace...make a soy mocha, shower, apply minimal make up and go to the gym. where i run holding onto the tredmill. I NEVER USED TO HAVE TO HOLD ON...then i got new running shoes a long time ago and developed a phobia of falling off. i come home and shower.

my room is full of books, perfume, clothes that litter the floor and are stashed in the wardrobe. CD'S which I no longer purchase or listen to, an LCD tv which I won, a DVD player that doesn't play the sound on DVD's and two paintings on the walls that I did a long time ago.

When i could be bothered doing things like that.

I ONLY EAT SALAD, RYE BREAD, wrap bread, chickpeas, home made stir fry, rice crackers, water, soy milk, coffee, weight watchers chocolate mousses and mini home made pizza on the previously mentioned wrap bread. EGG WHITES, not the yolks. Tomato soup lately. watermelon.These are the ONLY foods that my house stocks. the only. apart from a few other such as tuna etc. which mum eats and I do not.

i enjoy a

A VEGGIE SUB. i can down a footlong in approximatly 3.5 minutes without being full.

 

italian at umina.

ghandi.

some more things...

EVERY TIME I GO OUT INTO THE BACKYARD THE NEIGHBOURS ARE WATCHING Me FROM THEIR BALCONY. they have seen me in my underwear one too many times. i always look in the mirror in the bathrooms at the gym before entering the gym to do what I assume is assessing how fat I feel today. I sometimes walk the dogs at mc evoy or the beach and let them off the lead and force them to chase me as I run. life in general worries me. i look forward to the point in my life where I get married and have kids. I look forward to the day that I buy a double bed....and feel grown up.

9/10 times I don't carry my license on my while I drive.

December 11, 2007 - Tuesday 
ALWAYS stressed. Always have a sick feeling in my stomach. Always have my stomach in a BIG KNOT. Lead a life of leisure. Rarely work. Don't pay bills. See friends almost everyday. i must be the worlds most unappreciative person alive to not be content with my life. im always stressed. i always feel sick about something... things are always on my mind. weight. fitness. being clean and tidy. boys. money. there is always something to stress me out... to keep me awake at night even though my life consists of NOTHING. its fucked.... and i dont swear. I'm always this way... i'm always worried. I constantly feel the need no matter how easy my life is to take some time out... that if i dont lay down for a few hours each day and have alone time that it really stresses me out. i dont think i'm normal. i think other people just live AND DON'T WORRY ABOUT LIFE AS MUCH AS I DO. MY LIFE is uneventful, i don't know where this constant sick feeling in the pit of my stomach manifests itself from. i must just be a massive unappreciative bitch whinger.