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Friday, December 04, 2009 
The below email was received, as the date will attest, in October.  It is now months later and during that time I have received countless numbers of emails expressing similar or like concerns.  At first I was just going to let it go, AWAKENING 101, that is.  Little did I fully realize that any of it meant anything to anybody.

10/20/2009

Hi Wanderling,

 have been a seeker since 1966. (I) have always enjoyed reading your sites and wanted to study the Awakening 101 course you had on the web. Now I see that it has been removed. Why was it removed? Is there anything I can do to receive the information contained in the Awakening 101 course for a price. I have learned a lot from you and appreciate everything you have done for everyone. I know you are very busy but I joined myspace just to contact you. I would appreciate it very much if you would reply. If you request a financial donation, I will be glad to donate to you, your organization, or your favorite charity as long as the amount is reasonable.

Peace and Love,
Tom


For those who don't know, AWAKENING 101 is/was a FREE, self-paced online Dharma course arranged in such a way as to assist in easing the Dharma Gate for spiritual explorers, seekers along the path, wanderlings, the simply curious, and others who may be so interested.

AWAKENING 101 was orginally thought up, assembled, put together, invented and maintained on a variety of websites by me, the Wanderling.  Sometime back, because of a number of mitigating circumstances, I made it no longer available.  HOWEVER, because of a continuing onslaught of similar and like concerns as the above and similar emails, the  the main aspects of the course are now currently being revamped and updated with new pages being composed, links being reconnected, and lost pages being restored. It will just take awhile as there are hundreds of links and pages to sort through.

For those who may be interested in continuing along the path with assist from Awakening 101, and how Enlightenment may or may not come about, it is suggested you go to Google and type in any Buddhist name, word or term or Zen name, word, or term you can think of in any area of concern and type it in along with the word 'wanderling.'   By doing so, as the new pages by me related to Awakening 101 are revamped, put under new URLs, or recaptured, you should be able to get the most recent or lost pages.  You can also reach some of the new pages, and via them, reach additional new pages and links by going to:

DELICIOUS

the Wanderling

Monday, June 15, 2009 


I get letters. The above subject title is extrapolated from one of those letters as presented below. Please note any page in caps and underlined listed in the main text below, as usual on my MySpace pages, can be reached through Google by typing in --- and/or cut and pasting --- the title along with the word "Wanderling." Now, on to the email from a Seeker and Practioner:

"It would do you - even as advanced as you may privately deem yourself to be - and your readers much mercy if you would run all of your writings through a Clarifier, then a Truth-Teller, and finally a Simplifier so that, at the end of the their convoluted journey, they achieve that divinely rare fruit: Awakening.

"Otherwise, those who have truly done their homework and pierced the tissue of their inherited and fabricated illusions, and seen the overwhelming simple truth that they've spent their lives avoiding -- will be tempted to consider the sometimes lofty, but too often self-fouled, writings of "the Wanderling" as the mere ravings of a spiritually hooked eccentric with too much learning under his septagenarian belt."

There is a Clarifier and Simplifier of sorts found half way down a page called THE WANDERLING AND WIKIPEDIA that in the end kind of addresses some of the other issues so mentioned as well. Re: the following:

The thing is, if any of you have read or gone through any of my pages you will learn that ALL of it is put together to do no more than help ease the Dharma gate for ANYONE who may be so interested. Only the Dharma pure and simple offered through the free Zen Enlightenment related AWAKENING 101 and the somewhat more concise, compact, and academic BUDDHISM IN FORTY-EIGHT CHAPTERS. Both are FREE and both are self-paced, requiring no registration and fully available on the net to anyone. No place among any of MY offerings are there any solicitations or requests for donations, fees or charges made on my behalf. Nothing, no books, audio tapes, speaking tours, tee shirts, ballpoint pens, caps or anything else, is sold, hawked or marketed through or by me or any associate. None of it is a commercial venture. Education only. Learning only.  Everything is intended to be educational in nature on one hand and ripen one's mind on the other one hand clapping so that when the right moment manifests itself, Enlightenment will burst clear the veil of the Samsara world.

Sarlo's Guru Rating Service, writes, in what I feel is a delightfully indepth insight --- in his own inscrutable way of course, that only he can do --- the following about ME and my various offerings:

"It's organic and sprawling, but intricately interlinked, linking also to outside sites. One of the most fascinating aspects of this interconnectedness is that his collection is not very systematic in the usual sense. Forget site map, there is nothing for it when visiting but to wander from one page to another without much sense of where you're going, and usually without completing the page you're on, which you may return to only after a long garden path. In reading, you become a wanderer."

Sarlo then goes into the domain structure, saying I have undertaken to create the majority of my project in free website places, assembling a myriad of apparently different sites, but all interwoven. As the free website places fold and merge and change their rules, he shifts accordingly, thus a migration happens on this level as well. I love what Sarlo said and how he says it. Nobody, in all the years my stuff has been on the net, has ever said or thought anything that came so close to the essence of it all. Everytime I read it I shake my head in wonderment. To the core the man went, to the core.

Sarlo's view is taken up by Jijimuge in CRITICAL CONCERNS WITH AWAKENING 101 wherein Jijimuge writes in response to a Zen adept concerns and may offer a reason:

"Even Sarlo, who refused to "recognize" the Wanderling for years, says, albeit with somewhat more reverence and tongue in cheek, the same thing about him. However, not everyone, primarily because of drawing conceptual construct inferences while being firmly implanted in the Samsaric side of any equation, are willing to do so (i.e. as the poster calls it, navigate). Once the seeker realizes what is going on, things change. The problem is is that the Wanderling is not time-lineal. It is like throwing a rock into a still pond. The concentric rings radiate outward one after the other. The outer ring was once the inner ring and the inner ring will become the outer ring. For the Wanderling there is no difference, ring, rock, pond, first or last. All well and good for him, but what about us. It is like a joke. If you get it it doesn't need to be explained. If it needs to be explained something is lost."

BUDDHISM IN FORTY-EIGHT CHAPTERS is more "time-lineal" in the classical sense while AWAKENING 101 is more like Sarlo and Jijimuge portrays my works. Even so, it is still fairly simple. Everything revolves around the following six main pages --- in the same numerical order --- as found on DELICIOUS --- that ultimately lead to Enlightenment:

SRI RAMANA MAHARSHI: THE LAST AMERICAN DARSHAN

THE MEETING: AN UNTOLD STORY OF SRI RAMANA

ZEN ENLIGHTENMENT: THE PATH UNFOLDS

DOING HARD TIME IN A ZEN MONASTERY

THE RAZOR'S EDGE: W. SOMERSET MAUGHAM, SRI RAMANA MAHARSHI, GUY HAGUE AND ZEN

DARK LUMINOSITY: AN AWAKENING EXPERIENCE IN THE ZEN TRADITION



In-between and along the way to the above six I met and interacted with such spiritual personages as FRANKLIN MERRELL-WOLFF at his compound high in the mountains of the Sierras, SWAMI RAMDAS, the holy man intitally responsible for sending LARRY DARRELL to the BHAGAVAN SRI RAMANA MAHARSHI in the first place, as well as ALFRED PULYAN, an unknown, anonymous American Zen master of high Attainment among others of equal stature or Enlightenment.

Pages under my auspices come in two main catagories, both of which inturn, are broken down into three basic types. The two main catagories are 1.) those written by me and 2.) those presented by me. Those written by me are just that, written by me. Those presented by me are written by others --- but specifically selected by me. Sometimes those written by others I just let stand, sometimes I include, but always stated as having done so, addendums, modifications, and additions by me. Some presented I am in agreement with, some that I present have a view I disagree with --- with explanations as to why. In a sort of introduction bottom up fashion some are from a layperson's view, some are highly academic, --- often covering the same subject mattter. Original sources are always cited, typically with easy click through links. Except for a few and a few that remain true to another's original, all the pages under my auspices maintain a similar, simple straightforward format and font type designed to ensure familiarity, trust, and a certain amount of comfortableness for the reader as they wend their way through the pages. Every effort is made to make sure all click-through links are up and working as well as up to date with valid information. In the main nearly every single page, in some fashion or the other, leads up to, clarifies, or is important either peripherally or directly to the above six pages. Taken together as presented in AWAKENING 101, the intent is to ease the Dharma gate for anyone along the path who may so be interested.

"One night many years ago the female Zen adept Chiyono (1223-1298) was carrying water in an old wooden bucket when she happened to glance across the surface of the water and saw the reflection of the moon. As she walked the bucket began to come apart and the bottom of the pail broke through, with the water suddenly disappearing into the soil beneath her feet and the moon's reflection disappearing along with it. In that instant the young woman realized that the moon she had been looking at was just a reflection of the real thing...just as her whole life had been. She turned to look at the moon in all it's silent glory, her mind was ripe, and that was it...Enlightenment."

Although the Awakening of the Zen experience can be instantaneous or lightning-like in its execution, it does not necessarily translate into being short term in getting there. The Buddha's successor Mahakashyapa simply saw the Buddha hold up a flower and was transformed instantly. The Buddha's brother Ananda served both the Buddha and Mahakashyapa forty years before his Awakening --- and he had the direct benefit of both the Buddha and Mahakashyapa. Enlightenment can come after years of study or it can come from out of nowhere, from a mere gaze as in the Last American Darshan, listed above, or a slight touch from a hand on the shoulder as recorded in THE TREE. In all cases it has to do with:

THE MIND BEING RIPE!

SEE: http://delicious.com/wanderling



Monday, July 28, 2008 

Category: Religion and Philosophy

For those of you that may be familiar with the Wanderling and his interactions with the shaman man of spells called Obeahman high in the mountains of Jamaica you may recall that when a young girl from the village was hit by a car, the parents, who could not afford a regular medical doctor, opted to have their daughter taken to the Obeah. The Wanderling and another village member carried the girl in a sling-like hammock slung between two long wooden poles up the hazardous mountain trail to the Obeahman's abode. During that several hour period, although breathing, the girl never regained consciousness. The Wanderling was not allowed to go into the Obeah's hut bcause he was white, nor were any of the rituals performed observed, that is, if any at all were performed. The next morning the Wanderling ended up clear down the mountain and didn't exactly see what happened to the girl. About two weeks later she was seen to be playing with other village childern as though nothing had ever happened. No marks, scars, scraches, casts or anything else. Many months later the Wanderling contracted Dengue Fever and laid in his bed sweating in pools of water, delirious with a high fever, not eating, and basically unable to move. A villager happened by and reported how sick he was to a village elder. He inturn passed word to the Obeah. Under NO circumstances had the Obeah ever been known to leave his mountain lair, everyone in need of his services ALWAYS had to go to him no matter how serious the situation. However, much to the suprise of everyone in the village and others for miles and miles around, within a few hours of hearing of the Wanderling's condition he showed up on the veranda. He would not enter his house, again because the Wanderling was a white man, but he did remove spiritual items and herbs from his Medicine Bag called an Oanga Bag and perform a set of rituals that included spreading sand and ashes in a circle, casting bones into the circle, sitting Buddha-like doing some chanting and using smoke that waifted throughout the house. The next day the Wanderling was up and around, sore, and except for a substantial loss of weight and weak from having not eaten, OK. The Obeah was gone.

The day after the Obeah departed and following a night of heavy wind and rain, the Wanderling, conscious but racked with pain, for the first time in days was able to move and hobbled himself out onto the veranda. Barely able to stay upright he stood before the Shaman's Circle, and despite the severity of the storm of the night before, the circle was still in place just as it had been left by the man of spells. An ever so slight breeze came up and spread across the veranda floor twisting itself into a small dust-devil-like Vortex encompassing the Wanderling's bare feet and legs with the ash and sand of the circle. As the twisting breeze climbed his body the pain dissipated eventually disappearing altogether along with the wind.

In an incredibly interesting conincidence, almost paralleling the Wanderling's experience as described above, Enlightened Zen master Hsu Yun (1840-1959), had the following striking similar incident:

"Later he (Hsu Yun) caught malaria and dysentery and was dying in a deserted temple on the top of a mountain when the beggar appeared again to give him the hot water and medicine that saved him. The begger, who had given his name as Wen Chi, asked several questions which Hsu Yun did not understand and could not answer because he was still unenlightened and did not understand the living meaning of Ch'an dialogue. Although he was told by the beggar that the latter was known in every monastery on the Five-Peaked Mountain, when Hsu Yun arrived there and asked the monks about Wen Chi no one knew him. Later he mentioned the incident to an elderly abbot who brought his palms together and said: 'That beggar was the transformation body of Manjusri Bodhisattva.' Only then did the master realize that he had actually met the Bodhisattva who had saved him twice on the long journey."

Although he was told by the beggar that the latter was known in every monastery on the Five-Peaked Mountain, when Hsu Yun arrived there and asked the monks about Wen Chi no one had ever heard of him. Similarly, several days after the initial episode of carrying the young girl up the mountains to the Obeah's hut the Wanderling returned to seek him out. The following is what the Wanderling wrote about that incident:

"As for me, I just wanted to know for sure. A couple of days later when I was able to walk and was much less sore I hiked back up the winding mountain trail to the Obeah's place. When I got to the clearing where his hut should have been, and had been a few nights before, nothing was there. No hut, no fire pit, no nothing. Not only that, to me, it looked as though nothing had ever been there."

http://sped2work.tripod.com/dengue.html

Thursday, January 10, 2008 

Category: Religion and Philosophy
People see Paris Hilton listed in my Friends catagory and start jumping up and down.  How could any serious Zen adept lower oneself to such depths?
If you follow the press, her recent interest in Zen and Buddhism has been reported quite a bit lately, as seen by photographs of her holding the best-selling quasi Zen Buddhist text The Power of Now, as well as being seen with Buddhism for Dummies, The Complete Idiot's Guide to Meditation along with several books by Deepak Chopra.  The question is, however deep or shallow her endeavors are, is spiritual insight or Enlightenment in the cards for her?

Lets look at it.  Those who question usually don't place Paris very high up on the spectrum of things.   When the Second Patriarch of Zen, Hui-k'o, passed authority to the Third Patriarch, he went everywhere drinking and carousing around like a wildman and partaking in the offerings of the brothel districts --- and Hui-k'o was not just some bottom of the line Zen looser either.  Party girl or no, it seems Paris would be OK with Hui-k'o.  Right or wrong, merit is not a criteria for Enlightenment.  One's intent is much closer.

Without being excessively overly flipant here, if, as Zen and eastern religion pundit Ken Wilber suggests in his book "One Taste" that there are probably only 1000 truly Enlightened beings currently inhabiting the planet, and, if as many other similar pundits weighing in saying that Wilber's estimate is way too generous is correct, the question arises, if Enlightenment can unfold for even half the amount, for whatever reasons that it did, can it also unfold for YOU? What STOPS Enlightenment from unfolding for every Tom, Dick and Harriette that comes down the pike?  General people must buy the possiblity in some sense that if Enlightenment is not a full possibility it is at least not a totally remote out of the question possibility either.  How about being possible, for example, Paris Hilton?  Completely out of the question?  Why?    
 
the Wanderling
Friday, December 28, 2007 

Category: Religion and Philosophy


When the Wanderling was around eight years old, because of the death of his mother some years previously, he ended up living with his grandmother.  During that period of his life the man that married his mother's sister committed suicide.  When neighbors heard all the screaming, commotion, and running around surrounding the event several of them came over to lend assist in whatever manner they could.  During the ensuing milieu the Wanderling was accidently knocked unconscious by a falling garage door.  Caught up in the confusion surrounding the suicide he was all but forgotten.  One of the neighbors found him and carried him into the house and put him onto his bed fully clothed.  The police and an ambulance arrived and soon law enforcement and paramedics were running all over the place.  Along the way the Wanderling was attended to and his head wound dressed. 

Sometime way late into the night or the still-dark early morning hours he apparently got up and wandered off.  It wasn't until after sunrise that a family member discovered he was gone and nowhere to be found.

In the meantime an old man driving a jeep on the way back to his home located far away somewhere out in the middle of desert found the Wanderling walking all alone along some road.  How he got to where he was or when or where he was found was never learned.  The story told by his grandmother was that the old man had no money so, in those long-before cell phone days, he wasn't able to make a phone call --- nor did he have a phone at his shack.  Instead he took the Wanderling to the house of a woman friend of his even farther out in the desert, also with no phone.  Some weeks later they took him into town and left him at the sheriffs office.

When the Wanderling's grandmother came to get him the sheriff said he had personally known the old man and woman for a very long time and that both were fine and good people.  The man was a rough and tumble old guy who was known to have been a onetime a muleskinner or swamper for the 20 mule team borax wagons that used to make the trek up and out of Death Valley and across the desert.  Now days the sheriff said, the old man spent most of his time in one fashion or the other participating in Native American sweat lodge ceremonies and most likely the Wanderling did too.  The sheriff assured the grandmother there was no need to worry about anything related to the Wanderling's overall well being during the time he was in their company.  According to the sheriff the two just didn't experience the passage of time like others seemed to.  The period of time he was with them was really no more than just a matter of them coming into town relative to their needs.

When the Wanderling's grandmother picked him up, strung around his neck was a small cloth sack like a Bull Durham tobacco bag filled with 50 or more pieces of buckshot.  The sheriff told her that one day when the old man did not return the woman and the Wanderling went out across the desert looking for him.  Although they didn't find the old man during their search they did come across a fairly large but barely alive coyote that had been all shot up in the hindquarters and left rear leg by buckshot.  They took the wounded coyote, a coyote that was easily twice the size of any normal one, back to the woman's shack then spent the rest of the night and all of the next day pulling buckshot out of the rear and back leg of the animal, throwing the little lead balls into a pan.  The woman patched the coyote up as best she could and nursed him back to health over a couple of days.  Then, with his strength regained, the coyote simply limped off into the sagebrush.  However, before she turned the coyote loose she took the buckshot that had been removed from the wounded animal and counted the lead spheres out into two equal piles, putting one pile into a little cloth bag and the other pile into a second identical cloth bag.  Then she put one bag around the Wanderling's neck and the other around the coyote's neck.   

Before the Wanderling and his grandmother left, the sheriff told her the old man and woman had driven into town that day and if she wanted to thank them for caring for boy he could arrange it.  The old man was sitting in the jeep on the passenger side alone when they drove up to meet them.  The woman was just coming out of a nearby grocery store carrying a handfull of items.  The Wanderling's grandmother said the old man excused himself for not getting out of the jeep during the introduction because he had taken a terrifically bad fall in the desert some days before  having scraped up his rear and left leg so badly he could barely move.  She talked with them for awhile, thanked them and left.  Before they got home she removed the bag from around the Wanderling's neck because she was afraid, since it was filled with buckshot, that the sight of them might upset her daughter considering how her husband died.  The Wanderling's grandmother also told him there must be some kind of desert tradition or something because the old man in the jeep had what appeared to be small sack of buckshot tied around his neck just like the Wanderling's --- a bag that seemed to be an EXACT duplicate of the one that had been tied around the Wanderling's neck. 
Friday, June 29, 2007 
A very good friend of mine is a conservation biologist with a PhD emphasis in endangered species.  In so saying she has many friends and knows people that have close ties to and specialize in Condors.  In that the High Mountain Zendo I refer to is located in the habitat range of the Condors in the Sierras she has some of the people she knows check in on my overall well being from time to time --- water, nourishment, still alive, no broken legs, that sort of thing.  They also know the Condors and I have a good mutual relationship with the Condors visiting me from time to time.  The people who keep track of such things like me keep track of the Condors numbers (each Condor has a wing tag number) and their comings and goings --- which for me is spotty at best.
  
With winter coming on it was suggested I relocate out of the area, which I do anyway.  If any of you have read the letter about me attributed to Jijimuge that appears on one of my websites, you may recall the two of us came across each other at Manzinar as I was coming down from the mountain.  It is he who is responsible for Awakening 101 being on the web.  He asked me who my teacher was and in discussion I mentioned that I had study-practiced at one time under Alfred Pulyan and that he taught through mail order.  Jijimuge suggested I do the same, only using the internet. 

The so-called High Mountain Zendo I speak of is not a structure as much as a place.  My  mentor  used it for years and I sort of have followed through.  It is actually a natural space, like a small cave that has a handmade pile or rocks forming a "C' shaped wall that protects the inside area from the prevailing winds and allows for a small fire for warmth and cooking.  There is a log with a piece of canvas that can be put over the entrance and dropped to the ground if need be as well as it can get quite cold in the altitude and the winds quite strong.  The Zendo is not on any major trail so it is seldom if ever stumbled upon --- although I have returned from long absences and found that it had been used.

In any case one of the Condor watching folk knew someone that lived in the Mount Charleston area of Nevada and made arrangements for the winter there as the winters a far less harsh than the Sierras.  It worked out sort of OK.  A little more populated than I find pleasant.  The interesting thing for me was that on the mountain range facing the rising sun you can see the Las Vegas strip quite clearly in the distance both during the day and at night as it really isn't that far away.  I strarted exploring along the range and found quite a nice spot some hiking distance south behind and high in the rocks above an old western town kind of place called Old Nevada.  I went down there to get water and sometimes supplies on occasion.  One day while I was there a Special Education class of several students was visiting the area.  Old Nevada has a kind of zoo that is free and the staff had taken the students to see the animals.  One of the students was in a wheelchair and he had been wheeled up to a pen that had a couple of wolves in it then staff continued on with some of the other students.  When the other students were observing the wolves the wolves kept their distance.

However, the young man in the wheelchair did not seem to be aware of the wolves in a classical sense and had come very close to the fence.   When I walked up the wolves came right up to the fence.  Later I returned to my retreat in the rocks above Old Nevada and that night the wolves got out of their pen somehow and came up into the rocks to where I was.  The next day it was discovered the wolves were gone and trackers went out hunting for them.  They came across me  with the wolves sunning themselves in the general area and someone recalled me being in the pen area the day before with the young man in the wheelchair.  The accusation was that I had let them out somehow, which wasn't the case at all.  However,  I found it most expedient to make myself scarce, which I did.

Europe for six weeks plus,  leaving the Condors and wolves behind.  Next: Stonehenge, Pompeii, Acropolis, Running of the Bulls, Somerset Maugham's villa, Da Vinci's birthplace, statue of David and a friend in Cannes

the Wanderling
Wednesday, September 13, 2006 

Category: Religion and Philosophy



PART I



The following quote is by W. Somerset Maugham and relates to one man's search and attainment of spiritual Enlightenment:

 





"The man I am writing about is not famous. It may be that he never will be. It may be that when his life at last comes to an end he will leave no more trace of his sojourn on earth than a stone thrown into a river leaves on the surface of the water. But it may be that the way of life that he has chosen for himself and the peculiar strength and sweetness of his character may have an ever-growing influence over his fellow men so that, long after his death perhaps, it may be realized that there lived in this age a very remarkable creature."




In the early to mid 1940s English author and playwright W. Somerset Maugham published his novel "The Razor's Edge." The novel chronicled the adventures of a young man from America Maugham called Laurence Darrell as he searched for and eventually attained spiritual Enlightenment following WWI. The search led him through Europe to India, the Far East and eventually back to the United States just before the outbreak of WWII. It was of the man Maugham called Darrell that he wrote the above paragraph. The story that follows tells of my meeting with that "remarkable creature" in real life and the to-this-day downstream outflow from that encounter. Although the person Maugham called Darrell in his novel did not follow or belong to any particular Zen or Buddhist sect, and, although his Awakening experience was not under Zen dictates, but the guidance of a person on the Indian side of things, as were BOTH the Buddha and Bodhidharma, his Awakening, like theirs, was universal. The man, refered to by me below as my "Zen mentor" and sometimes "the man next door," was however, one-in-the-same person W. Somerset Maugham crafted his story "The Razor's Edge" around. Where and how Maugham met the man initially was never made clear, but Maugham, being the master story teller he was, carefully weaved broad bits of true facts with the poetic license of the fiction writer. In 1972, following a series of personal discussions about my Zen mentor and my journey along the path in his footsteps, a friend backtracked through the notes taken and typed the following, which are presented to you now basically unedited:



A PRELUDE TO ENLIGHTENMENT:


"Prior to the advent of the soaring '60s, that is, in the unenlightened middle-to-late '50s, I was a teenager growing up in automobile conscious southern California and owned an immaculately spotless early model Ford woodie wagon. Like most high school kids whose cars are a big part of their life, I spent enormous amounts of time maintaining and reworking mine in an exacting and meticulous standard never before dreamed of by the manufacturer. I scraped, sanded, smoothed, bleached, stained, and spar varnished the wood beyond the brightest of the brightwork on the most expensive yacht. There was such a depth of reflection to the wood that a person could hold their arm to the darkened inner door panels and see themselves with clarity to their armpit. The most important thing for me however, was the popularity the car provided during my high school years. I could cruise the beach and high school campus with my buddies and girls would literally clamor for a ride.


"During those easy going I-like-Ike high school days, the house next door went up for sale and was purchased by a single older man in what was then an otherwise family oriented beach community. To most of us the man seemed somewhat weird. He walked everywhere (hsing-chiao) and was almost always barefoot. Everyday, weather permitting, he wore the same simple clothes. If warm, a black teeshirt; if cold, a bulky knit navy blue turtleneck sweater with dark pants and a wide belt, topped with a dark blue greek fisherman's cap, which he always tipped most graciously each day toward my grandmother as he returned from his routine early morning walks.



THE MEETING:


"One morning I parked my car in the driveway in order to work on the wood for the umpteenth trillionth time when I noticed the man next door had stopped to look at the wagon. In a mellow, almost Shakespearean voice he told me how beautiful he thought the wood was and how he admired my endeavors to keep it so. He asked if it would be all right to touch the wood and as I nodded in approval, he ran his fingers softly over the surface in such a strange and exacting manner that he and the wood seemed as one. No racehorse trainer could have stroked or curried a prize thoroughbred in a more loving way. When we made eye contact for the first time I was set aback, almost stunned, by the overwhelming calmness and serenity that seemed to abide in his presence. Never had I experienced anything like it. He thanked me, smiled, and tipping his hat, nodded slightly and strode off.


"Several days passed when one day just after sunrise the man next door appeared on our back porch and asked my grandmother if he might speak with me. He told me several rooms in his house were paneled in floor-to-ceiling knotty pine he intended to refinish and wondered if he might hire me to help him with the job. The feeling of serenity that seemed so captivating the first time we met faded as my mind shot forward to the overwhelming prospect of earning handfuls of money to blow on my car, buddies, girls, and good times.


"My grandmother, after assuring herself that the man was not stranger than my youthful naivete might realize, and understanding how much I missed an adult figure like my Uncle and the various adventures we had, gave approval for me to work for him. It turned out to be a wonderful summer, not because of the bucks or good times, but because of the insight, knowledge, and intoxicating sense of oneness the man-next-door seemed to possess. At first the man spoke little, listening mostly to my small talk and chit-chat, but as the summer wore on the subjects began to wax philosophical, eventually through him, turning to the Universe and man's place in the scheme of things...when and why, where and how, space and time...all of which was fairly heady stuff for a guy whose primary concern up to that time had been how large the size of a girl's chest was. In a peculiar, general sort of way he seemed to know everything about everything, and as we sanded, worked, reworked, and painted the wood, he talked and I listened. The most elaborate subjects were always described in the most graphic, mind-visual metaphors somehow easily understood on my level of comprehension. His inner soul seemed to breath and undulate with an understanding that penetrated my brain, painting my mind in brilliant splotches of color, running thick with an embryo of knowledge and dripping heavy with meaning...all done with the quiet flair of a person whose thirst had long been quenched and whose only real want, if there even was a want, was to occasionally sip now and then when the need arose.

"Toward the end of summer, several hours after we stopped work for the day, I discovered I had left my wallet at the man's house. I jumped the fence between the yards and bounded up the steps to the porch and through the door still open from the day's work. The man was sitting on a mat on the otherwise bare living room floor naked, that is, stark naked, in the soft twilight of the setting sun, crosslegged, Buddha-style, in front of a burning candle or incense (Digambara). He seemed as if in a trance and made no conscious effort to recognize my presence. I quietly retrieved my wallet and left.

"The next day, for the first time, I was reluctant to go to work. Arriving late, several hours passed with little conversation. I felt uncomfortable in the stunted quiet, like a kid who without anyone knowing it, had stumbled across his sister or mother in bed with his favorite uncle and didn't know how to handle the information.

"Mid morning came and went. Finally he motioned for a break. Mixing two ice teas, he handed me one, and putting his hand on my shoulder guided me outside to the porch where we sat in the shade on the cement floor, leaning our backs against the dusty white clapboard wall. His house was on the downside of the crest of a hill, somewhat higher than the surrounding area before us so the level of his porch was actually higher than the rooftops of the single dwelling houses across the street. From our vantage point we could see the whole basin outlined by the distant mountains to the north as they fingered their way downward toward the west where they intersected with the deep blue horizon of the Pacific and that of the cloudless pale blue sky. For the first time he spoke of himself.

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