EVERYONE HAS BEEN TRYING TO GET A HOLD OF ME LATELY ... I'M NOT IGNORING YOU GUYS ...... I'VE BEEN SICK SINCE DECEMBER ...... IN AND OUT OF MANY DOCTOR'S OFFICES AND CLINICS AND SOMETIMES THE HOSPITAL ..... NO ONE COULD TELL ME WHAT WAS WRONG OR WHY .....

THEY KEPT SENDING ME HOME, SAYING I HAD THE FLU OR MONO, BUT I WASN'T SHOWING SIGNS OF GETTING BETTER ... AT ALL ...... I HAD FEVERS OF 104 ALMOST EVERY NIGHT ..... IT WAS HORRIBLE! THANK GOD FOR MY MOTHER, BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD HAVE DONE .......

ONE DAY I WAS FINE, AND THEN THE NEXT DAY WHEN I WOKE UP, I COULD'NT MOVE ..... MY WHOLE BODY ALL OVER WAS SORE ..... AND I COULD NOT GET OUT OF BED ....... THIS WENT ON FOR THREE MONTHS ......... AND I HAD NO IDEA WHY .... I WAS TOLD I WAS HEALTHY MY WHOLE LIFE......

IT MADE ME VERY SAD .... I COULDN'T WORK, DRIVE ..... OR DO THE MOST SIMPLE THINGS FOR MYSELF ...... I STARTED TO WITHER AWAY ..... I LOST 20 POUNDS IN 6 WEEKS ..........

MY MOM TOOK ME TO LIVE WITH HER ...... SO SHE COULD TAKE CARE OF ME, BECAUSE I WAS SO WEAK I COULDN'T EVEN GO TO THE BATHROOM BY MYSELF ....... ABOUT A WEEK  AGO I WOKE UP WITH A FEVER OF 105 ...... SO MY MOM GOT ME DRESSED AND TOOK ME TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM ........

WHEN WE GOT THERE, THEY IMMEDIATELY ADMITTED ME INTO THE HOSPITAL  .... I HAD PNEUMONIA ...... A KIDNEY AND BLADDER INFECTION ...... MY BLOOD PRESSURE WAS HIGH ...... THE OXYGEN WAS LOW IN MY BLOOD ....... THEY PUT ME ON HEART MONITORS BECAUSE THEY THOUGHT I WAS GONNA HAVE A HEART ATTACK ....... MY BODY WAS ROTTING FROM THE INSIDE OUT .......

I WAS IN CARDIAC INTENSIVE CARE FOR THREE DAYS AS THEY WATCHED ME CLOSELY, BUT THE DOCTORS COULDN'T TELL ME WHAT WAS WRONG WITH ME ...... I HAD TO HAVE A BLOOD TRANSFUSION ........ AND A BIOPSY OF THE LYMPH NODE UNDER MY ARM BECUASE THEY WERE SWOLLEN ....... THEY THOUGHT I MIGHT HAVE LYMPHOMA, A TYPE OF CANCER ........

THEY POKED ME SO MANY TIMES WITH NEEDLES, RUNNING SO MANY TESTS ...... MY ARMS ARE STILL BRUISED ..... I COULDN'T SLEEP WHILE I WAS THERE .......... AND I COULDN'T EAT, SO THEY HAD ME EATING ONLY JELLO ALL DAY LONG .......... NOT THAT I HAD AN APPETITE, ANYWAY ...... BETWEEN THE C.A.T. SCANS AND NEEDLES AND IVS AND HIGH FEVERS THAT WOULDN'T GO AWAY ........

FINALLY, AFTER A WEEK OF WAITING AND WONDERING WHEN THE RIGHT DIAGNOSIS WOULD COME ALONG, THE DOCTOR CAME IN AND TOLD ME AND MY MOM THEY KNEW WHAT I HAD .......... I HAVE LUPUS ........

AFTER THAT, THE DOCTORS INFORMED ME AND MY MOM THAT IF SHE HADN'T TAKEN ME TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM WHEN SHE DID, I WOULD HAVE DIED ........ IT PISSES ME OFF, BECAUSE FOR THREE MONTHS THE STUPID DOCTORS TOLD ME I HAD THE FLU AND IT WAS GONNA GO AWAY ..... YEAH!!! THANKS, DOCTORS ..... THOUGHT IT WAS THE FLU ..... HUMMMMMMMM .........

SO NOW I'M BACK HOME RECOVERING ....... I'M FINALLY ON THE RIGHT MEDICATIONS .... AND I HAVE TO START ALL OVER ...... I FIND MYSELF FORGETTING SIMPLE THINGS ...... BUT THEY SAY THAT'S PART OF THE LUPUS ...... IT'S LIKE I'M A BABY STARTING ALL OVER ........ I DON'T KNOW HOW LONG IT WILL TAKE FOR ME TO GET BACK TO NORMAL ....... BUT I AM MUCH, MUCH BETTER .........

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON ..... AND FOR WHATEVER REASON, THIS HAS HAPPENED AND IS HAPPENING TO ME ...... I JUST DON'T KNOW ....... I JUST THANK GOD I'M STILL ALIVE .......

AND I  JUST CHEATED DEATH ..... IT WASN'T MY TIME ..... I STILL HAVE LOTS MORE TO DO!!!!! SO I'M STAYIN STRONG AND IMMA KEEP FIGHTING CUZ THIS CAN'T HOLD ME BACK FROM NOTHING!!!  IT'S JUST GONNA DELAY ME A LITTLE ..........




P.S. MY PICS ARE PRIVITE CUZ PEOPLE KEEP  TAKING THEM ........ SO, SORRY........

IT'S SO CRAZY I JUST SPOKE TO HIM A FEW DAYS AGO.....WE WERE SUPPOST TO GO HAVE DINNER BUT I COULD'NT MAKE IT....NOW I WISH I COULD HAVE......

LIFE IS SO CRAZY......YOU NEVER KNOW WHATS NEXT.....GETTING THAT PHONE CALL THIS MORNING WAS VERY UNEXPECTED!!!

I'LL MISS YOU FOREVER DANNY.....YOU CRAZY WILD MAN YOU!!!

YOU WERE THERE FOR ME WHEN I HAD NO ONE AND I NEEDED YOU MOST!!!  YOU KNEW THINGS ABOUT ME NO ONE DID....YET YOU NEVER TOLD A SOUL.....

YOU WERE MY FRIEND AND LIKE A BROTHER TO ME....I LOVE YOU DANNY!!!

MAY YOUR SPIRIT FINALLY REST!

YOU WILL BE MISSED BY MANY!!!

I'LL NEVER FORGET WHAT YOU DID FOR ME!

AND I'LL NEVER FORGET YOU!!!

REST IN PEACE BROTHER!!!

YOU'LL ALWAYS BE APART OF ME.....YOU'LL ALWAYS BE MY CHOLO!!!

T • A • U • R • U • S: The Freak in bed

Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as ...u no!..... Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as ......... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to fuck with. Are the most sexiest people on earth! .

ALL YOU HOES LIKE TO TALK SHIT BEHIND MY BACK....

SAY IT TO MY FUKKIN FACE WHEN YOU SEE ME OUT!

WANNA SMILE IN MY FACE AND ACT LIKE YOUR  MY FRIEND THEN YOU TURN AROUND AND TALK SHIT!

YOU BITCHES ARE LAME NON SWAGG HAVEIN HOES....

STEP YOUR FUKKIN GAME UP!

MOST OF YOU BITCHES DONT EVEN HAVE  A WHIP OR A PLACE TO LIVE...YOU SLEEPIN ON YOUR FRIENDS COUCH...LOL

GET A FUKKIN LIFE AND STOP WORRYING BOUT WHAT IM DOIN WITH MINE!

IMMA ALWAYS GANNA BE GOOD! THANX.....

I KNOW I STAY ON YOUR MINDS AND YOU CANT HELP BUT TO SAY MY NAME.....

BUT PLEASE BELIEVE WHEN I SEE YOU OUT YOU MIGHT JUST GET POPPED IN THE HEAD!!!

ANYTHING I SAY ABOUT SOMEONE I SAY IT TO THIER FACE,OR I DONT SAY SHIT AT ALL!!!

PUSSYCLOT ASS HOES!

SO CONFRONT ME WHEN YOU SEE ME IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM OR JUST SHUT YOUR FUKKIN MOUTHS......

YOU BITCHES ARE USE TO TALKIN SHIT ABOUT BITCHES AND WALKIN PASS THEM LIKE NOTHING....

BITCH YOU TALK SHIT ABOUT ME IM FUKKIN YOU UP!

MY NAME IS'NT DICK SO KEEP IT OUT YA MOUTH!

THE FUNNY THING IS I DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT YOU BITCHES OR GIVE YOU A SECOND THOUGHT....

 SO STOP THINKIN BOUT ME SO MUCH....AND FIND A HOBBY!!!

IMMA ALWAYS STAY SHINEING!

IM A FUKKIN STAR!!!!!!!!

(AND IF YOU THINK THIS IS TOWARDS YOU....IT IS!!!)