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Last Updated: 5/1/2009

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Age: 72
Sign: Taurus

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Thursday, January 24, 2008 
when you're so exasperated with the frustration and shit.
everything's tumbling down.
practically simultaneously.
it's like i'm some shit magnet.
cos everything fucked up aims at me.
if it's not academics,it's home,if it's not home it's love,if it's not love it's me.
you can practically say my confidence has been shunned or abstained for vulnerability.
i don't get this.i'm really struggling for myself to be put back together.
cos if it's not i'm just gonna die.
i'm the fucked up version of a jack-of-all-trades.
honestly they can come in handy but right now..
i suck at everything.like i'm so fucked up.
i'm average at everything.
or rather i SUCK at EVERYFUCKINGTHING.
i really don't see a point of having me here to contribute shit.
cos i offer nothing.absolutely zero.zilch.
i fucking spite these 'slump times'.
everytime i do something,it turns out that everybody does it better.
literally.

SO TO END ON A HIGHER NOTE; BESIDES HOW I FUCKING SUCK AND I'M GONNA TURN OUT AS SOME DEPRESSED PERSON WRITING A SUICDE APOLOGY.hopefully not.the soccer team won our first home match of the season.2-1.i guess i could say i'm proud of foo.he's the man of the match i would say.he's fucking good at his game.sadly he doesn't teach me anymore.well he can eat my balls to that.




relate to me mood please.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008 

shit yo.
Thursday, January 17, 2008 
can't even last a week huh.
fucking trite.
OMFFFFFFFFFG CALL ME NOW BRINA.
Saturday, January 12, 2008 

Current mood:  bitchy
wow i am seriously stunned to see so many blog views even though i haven't blogged for a while.

well myspace blog isn't the most perfect one so i'm really looking for another site to change to.rahhh.

okay my chinese officially sucks!i was in chink class yesterday being the most zealous in doing my 'vacation' speech to the class finding myself to be..dumbfounded.
hahahah i started with..hmm let's see, 'how to say eh?errr wo men qu..pla da!'
hahahaha i was trying to convey the message as 'we went to prada'.and well it all ended in that manner.a lot's been going on but i'm not really good at repeating what happened cos of the fact that i have a terrible memory i think.ahhaha sorry kali!trying to tell you bout you being the subject of my conversation with the mother.speaking bout mothers,hope red riding hood feels better.yay junhung rocks.(happy)hahahaha..and i realise my mum has actually done a lot for me.ooooh.oh yeah i had a lil wrestling match with brina.really entertaining.
time to pull my socks up and study.needa get new shoes!and, more cologne!really.

enough of the irksome life of brian toh cos you just have to hang out with me to see what's new.hahahah like how i hang out with babyyyypritsss!right?she's been surprising me so much now!love her!really.a lot a lot a lot.you've been the best sweetheart!let me scream that for you.oh yeah we're sharing lockers nowww.niceee.so i think i'll be seeing my sexy soon and i think aubrey too!
oh yeah never got a chance to tell aubrey THANKS FOR THE GAYESKIMOFRIENDSHIP.

i just made my mum put me on a diet and she rolled her eyes at me.omf.cos i've been eating so much.and chinese new year's coming which doesn't aid the part where i fill my stomach till it surfaces into a huge tummy.I CONFORMED TO PEER PRESSURE.




and there'll be some more.i think with brina or something.but i needa go now,

under pressure.
acoustic more.
cam-whore more.
feel like part of
the old me has come back.
relinquished friendships.
and retained ones..
Friday, December 28, 2007 
i should upload some pics soon right!yeahhh.i was kinda high at aubrey's last night.hahaha.

dabao.sg anybody?hahahahah!we were hungry at brina's house like last week or somethign so we went to look for 'to-go's.hahaha and there was dabao.sg!it caught me in drifts of laughter so yeah it was funny.
I SAW MY PRETTYYYY.so i'm happy now.haha.
she got me the best xmas present!cos it's the most thoughtful and sweet one.i feel fifa.
Tuesday, December 25, 2007 
AHHH SHE'S BACK AND I'M GOING CRAZY.like some idol celebrity thing coming to visit!just that she's my girlfriend!YAY.
Tuesday, December 25, 2007 
so how was your xmas?

Quiero ser tu heroe
Thursday, December 20, 2007 
hahaha and i got high again.aubrye and brina are officially my high karma.
tsk.omg the last few times i played pool,i've been winning aubrey!but tonight he broke the streak.asshole i had one ball left.but he had a few nice shots.brina learns fast.brina and i teamed against aubrey first.i stole the win.hahaha.then brina was winning me with like 3 balls left against 5?or more.hahah but yeah beginner's luck repelled off.i stole the win again.my game was a bit off today though.must be glen's.hahaha.

i had a disgusting dinner.and had tu lug around amy guitar without a bag or anything.hahahaha.

getting ready to shower now.and missing my carenkalimansexygirlfriend.
i put a lot of thought in your gift!so excited to pass it to you.
saw honky at holland.and cris,alex,wai leong and angel.

so it's arsenal versus tottenham.rivals.needa go to a tailor to fix my jacket.
gonna watch golden compass after i shower.

later..

prayers to families.
Thursday, December 20, 2007 

i'm at brina's now.i have a lil video of hwo we tried to get this idiot who shares my name to give aubrey and i some attention.hahaha.so yesterday was pretty much the end of council shit and all.night walk thing.hahaha weird mahts were there being fuckers outside.so yeah hahaha i shouted back which was funny after cannon added on!oh before that i was with aubrey and emily getting stuff for my prettybaby!oh aubrey picked us up from school again then went to get brina to go drinking!sorry brina for the first part of the cab ride.HAHAHAHAH :D

brina fucked a sheep.watched american pie beta house.omf.it's so hilarious.yeah as all american pies are.i brought my guitar to brina's house.boring.asshole.he ditched me for WoW.cunt.slut as well.bitch too says aubrey.small penis horsefucker.aubrey again.

 

german dude talked to me recently.hahaha.he says he wants to meet soon again.and shisha with sheen not complete.tsk.AUBREY IS SO GROSS.HE'S DIGGING HIS EAR IN FRONT OF US.ISN'T VERY PLEASANT WHEN THERE'S WHITE GUNK ON IT SINCE HE'S WHITE.

i've been such a glutton.eating so much today.egss.fuck loads of chiffon cake if that's how it's spelt.oreos.more oreos and more.brownies.and now i want chilli crab.yeah.

 

hey there baby..

 

Tuesday, December 11, 2007 
Cant pretend that your nothing special
You've got to look at all of your options
You cant decide what to go for
When its all about trust
Its all about trust