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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 39
Sign: Leo

City: INDIAN TRAIL
State: North Carolina
Country: US
Signup Date: 7/11/2007

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Wednesday, October 08, 2008 

(CNN) -- The works of David Foster Wallace, who committed suicide September 12, are famous for their obsessively observed detail and emotional nuance.


David Foster Wallace reportedly battled depression for 20 years.

 Certain characteristics of his prose -- hypersensitivity and constant rumination, or persistent contemplation -- reflect a pattern of temperament that some psychology researchers say connects mental illness, especially bipolar disorder and depression, with creativity.

There have been more than 20 studies that suggest an increased rate of bipolar and depressive illnesses in highly creative people, says Kay Redfield Jamison, professor of psychiatry at Johns Hopkins University and author of the "An Unquiet Mind," a memoir of living with bipolar disorder.

Experts say mental illness does not necessarily cause creativity, nor does creativity necessarily contribute to mental illness, but a certain ruminating personality type may contribute to both mental health issues and art.

"Unquestionably, I think a major link is to the underlying temperaments of both bipolar illness and depression, of reflectiveness and so forth," Jamison said.
 
This theory could help explain why eminent artists throughout history, from composer Robert Schumann to poet Sylvia Plath to Wallace -- suffered mood disorders.  Learn more about mood disorders »

"It's pretty clear if you read [Wallace's] books that he was a very obsessive, kind of ruminating guy," said Paul Verhaeghen, associate professor of psychology at Georgia Institute of Technology.

"You can see it in his sentences. ... They're breathless and they need to be annotated, and the annotations need to be annotated again."

The research of Verhaeghen and colleagues shows when people are in a reflective mode, they may become more creative, depressed, or both. Previous research shows that when people are in a ruminating mode, they are more likely to be depressed, he said.

"If you think about stuff in your life and you start thinking about it again, and again, and again, and you kind of spiral away in this continuous rumination about what's happening to you and to the world -- people who do that are at risk for depression," he said.

Verhaeghen, who is also a novelist and describes himself as a "somewhat mood disordered person," had a particular interest in the connection between creativity and this ruminating state of mind.

"One of the things I do is think about something over and over and over again, and that's when I start writing," he said.

Sensitivity to one's surroundings is also associated with both creativity and depression, according to some experts.

Creative people in the arts must develop a deep sensitivity to their surroundings -- colors, sounds, and emotions, says Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi, professor of psychology and management at Claremont Graduate University in Claremont, California. Such hypersensitivity can lead people to worry about things that other people don't worry about as much, he said, and can lead to depression.

"The arts are more dangerous [than other professions] because they require sensitivity to a large extent," he said. "If you go too far you can pay a price -- you can be too sensitive to live in this world."

Terence Ketter is professor of psychiatry and behavioral science at Stanford University.

Ketter and his colleagues compared a healthy control group with bipolar patients, depression patients, and a control group of graduate students in writing and the arts.

They found that people with bipolar disorder scored better -- up to about 50 percent higher -- on creativity tests than the healthy control group. The creative control group had about the same increase in score relative to the healthy control group.

But more research is needed, says Ketter. The study does not explain the connection or show a causal relationship, he said.

Some have pointed out that being engaged in creative pursuits makes a person more open to experience, while others say the pressure of being engaged in the arts causes negative emotion, according to Ketter.

Still, the temperamental characteristics in question are thought to be somewhat inherent.

"It's a little hard to argue that engaging in creative activity could create the temperament, and it may be a little bit more possible that this temperament gives you a creative advantage," he said.

Verhaeghen's theory that rumination contributes to negative emotions generally sounds plausible and in some ways consistent with his own views, said Ketter.

Many hope that this type of research will be helpful in developing better strategies to manage and detect mental illness. These strategies can sometimes mean the difference between life and death.


"Tragically, mood disorders can still present a sudden death in people who have been undiagnosed and untreated, and die from the illness," says Ketter.

More specifically, Ketter says, just as heart disease sometimes presents itself for the first time as a fatal heart attack, mental illness sometimes presents itself for the first time as a suicide.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007 

"I may not be a smart man, but I know what love is" -Forrest Gump

I dont claim to be a wise person but I do know when I hear something wise that I can apply to my life or that may help another person.

I take a look at my life today and I cannot help but to feel extremely gratefull for everything and everyone around me. Sometimes it's not that easy to see. When things are running amuck and out of control, it is easy to loose focus on all things good.

I tried to quit smoking last week and as usual the manic restlessness set in. I started to lose sight of the good and obesses on issues I have no control over. Needless to say, quiting will have to hold off for a little while. The point being is that when I focus and obesess about negative things, I fail to realize what is good in my life today.

After speaking with a friend, it was suggested that I make a list of things in my life that I am grateful for. Thinking that it would be a short list, I proceeded to do so. I sat down with a hot cup of coffee and said a quick prayer. As I started my gratitude list, unbelievably the list grew quite large without any effort. I was amazed how easily I can forget these things in my life when times are tough.

A few days passes and the restlessness subsided. The mania was replaced with an overwelming feeling of gratefullness. I once again shared that feeling with a friend and was told that "Gratitude is an action word". I didnt need a dictionary to figure out what I was being told. Saying Thank You is a great gift but sometimes we need to do more. Sometimes we can show our gratitude to another person whom we dont even know. Gratitude is selfish if we dont repay it to another whom may need our help. Why should we deny another person to feel gratefull for something that we have done unselfishly for them, without any expectation.

Today, make a gratuity list. If you feel gratefull afterwards, say Thank You. Pass the gift to another who may need to look at their life from outside the forrest.

Thursday, October 18, 2007 

Alright, here I am almost 3 weeks not smoking and I'm pulling my friggin hair out but I know it will all pay off in time.

Little bit of a background. About 4 years ago I was walking through the parking lot at Sam's Club when I felt this tingle in my chest. I started to cough and then all hell broke loose. I started to hemorrhage from my lungs. My father called 911 and two ambulances showed up. One of them was the mobile intensive care, otherwise known as the 'Bone Box'.

I was rushed to the hospital and I was given a brochcosopepy and they determined I had a lump in my right lower lobe. For almost a year I bleed everyday from my lungs until the doctors could figure out what exactly was wrong. I had so many chest x-rays, pet-scans, MRI's you name it. Finally, I went to the University of Penn in Philadelphia and the surgeon decided to remove that part of my lung.

In the OR prep room, I said a fox-hole prayer and promised God that I would give my family another chance if I made it through. Obviously, Im still alive and Im proud to say that I have kept my promise with God. So today, I not only have to quit for myself but also for my daughter.

Just one of the times that I cheated death.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007 
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Capeeshe Italiano........

I'm posting this to every person I know who is Italian, could be Italian, married an Italian, lived with Italians or wants to be Italian......!!!!!

Let's start at the beginning.

Come stai? Molto bene. Bon giorno. Ciao. Arrivederci. Every Italian from Italy knows these words and every Italian-American should.

But what about the goomba speech pattern? Those words and phrases that are a little Italian, a little American, and a little slang . Words every Paesano and Bacciagaloop we have heard, - words we hear throughout our Little Italy neighborhood of New York
This form of language, the "Goomba-Italiano " has been used for generations. It's not gangster slang terms like "whack" or "vig", if that's what you are thinking---nope, this is real Guido talk!


The goomba says ciao when he arrives or leaves. He says Mama Mia anytime emotion is needed in any given situation. Mannaggia, meengya, oofah, and of course, va fongool can also be used. Capeesh?

He uses a moppeen to wipe his hands in the cuchina, gets agita from the gravy and will shkeevats meatballs unless they are homemade from the famiglia. Always foonah your bread in the pot of gravy (sauce) or you will be considered a real googootz or a Mezzo-finookio.

There are usually plenty of mamalukes and the girl from the neighborhood with the reputation is a facia-bruta, puttana or a schifosa.


If you are called cattivo, cabbadost, sfatcheem, stupido, or strunz, you are usually a pain in the ass. A crazy diavlo can give you the malokya (evil eye), but that red horn (contra malokya) will protect you if you use it right. Don't forget to always say per favore and grazia and prego .

If you are feeling mooshadda or stounad or mezzo-morto, always head to Nonna's and she will fix you up with a little homemade manicott', cavadell', or calamar ', or some ricotta cheesecake.

Mangia some zeppoles, canolis, torrone, struffoli, shfoolyadell', pignoli cookies, or a little nutella on pannetone. Delizioso! I think I will fix myself a sangweech of cabacol' with some proshoot and mozarell' or maybe just a hot slice of peetza .

So salud' if you have any Italian blood in you and you understood anything written here! Then, you are numero uno and a professore of the goombas

If you don't get any of this, then fa Nabola with the whole thing and you are a disgraziato. Scuzi, Mia dispiachay, I didn't mean that....... Just....... Fugheddaboudit