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Timmy Banks


Last Updated: 7/7/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 22
Sign: Sagittarius

State: New York
Country: US
Signup Date: 9/30/2005

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August 18, 2008 - Monday 

Current mood:  bitchy
Category: Life
Do people really understand you and you yourself? Is "your green my red?" and so on... What are you talking about? What are YOU thinking?

Are the words from YOUR mouth what you're actually thinking to say or are you simply compromising your integrity with some predisposition to pleasing others learned alongside walking lessons, just prior to your figuring out how to run , possibly later?

Do you care or do you 'THINK' you care? Did this arouse any of YOUR thoughts?
Currently listening:
Hook Me Up
By The Veronicas
Release date: 2007-11-20
January 27, 2008 - Sunday 

Current mood:  bummed
Category: Life

Growing Up Gay:

What is it like growing up and knowing that you are gay? Well, did you read Stranger in a Strange Land? You feel alienated from everyone from the very beginning. Many remember having crushes as early as 3rd grade. Oh, we knew we were not thinking like we were "supposed" to think. We learn the word QUEER very early. Remember the song from South Pacific titled "You've got to be carefully taught"? We are taught from an early age what is acceptable and unacceptable and to hate that which is unacceptable. Queer is unacceptable. And if you are queer, you do the best you can to deny or disclaim any such feelings to yourself and to others.

The life of the average young person who is gay is normally very traumatic. This is because while most teenagers test the waters of independence during these years, most gay teenagers either announce their gayness or they withdraw and get depressed. Many of the ones that tell their parents get thrown out or hijacked to some religious clinic that will supposedly will fix them. Some of the ones that get depressed commit suicide. Some tuck it in and deny, deny, deny. Some marry to avoid the "awful" truth only to find that it just doesn't go away.

Why do you think that you see so much "acting out" from the gay community? Could it be that there is a little hostility about all this abuse? And I mean ABUSE. You betcha!

Now I ask you is this a good thing? Hasn't this gone just far enough? What if there had been no hate for gays? What if it was understood that just like some people are born that are different from the norm in other ways as in unusual blood types some people are gay?

Can we never learn?

Currently watching:
Hairspray (Two-Disc Shake & Shimmy Edition)
Release date: 20 November, 2007
October 21, 2007 - Sunday 

Current mood:  sad
Category: Life

This morning my dog Skippy passed away.
I had him for only 6 years.
We got him from some girls who were standing outside the Thruway Shopping Market.
They told us this sad story of how a guy threw him out of the window of a moving car with only a towel wrapped around him.
He died from either cancer or some kinda disease that I cant pronounce.
He will be missed and never forgotten.
No dog can and never will replace him.
He was special.

*Pics up soon*

Currently watching:
28 Weeks Later (Full-Screen Version)
Release date: 09 October, 2007
October 18, 2007 - Thursday 

Current mood:  indescribable

So I Either Look Like The Lead Singer of Fall Out Boy...or The Lead Singer of Linkin Park.
Wheather Or Not...It's A Win-Win Situation.

Currently playing:
Tomb Raider Legend
Release date: 11 April, 2006
October 2, 2007 - Tuesday 

Current mood:  hungry
Category: Parties and Nightlife

Party @ The Red Light Lounge!!
425 N.Salina Street Syracuse, NY - Gay / Lesbian / Straight Friendly"

Currently playing:
Halo 3 Limited Edition
Release date: 25 September, 2007
August 19, 2007 - Sunday 

Current mood:  crushed
Category: Life

UNDERSTAND??

Currently listening:
Comatose
By Skillet
Release date: 03 October, 2006
April 21, 2007 - Saturday 

Current mood:  bouncy
Category: Parties and Nightlife

Its Going To Be Crazy Fun!!
The Garden of Eden,in certain religons, is the fateful place where adam and eve ate the forbidden fruit from the tree of good and evil,forever tarnishing human existance with the burden of sin.oopsie! an apple a day may keep the doctor away, but what about that nasty satan? THIS Eden is a place to bring all of your inhibitions and cast them out,through drinking, dancing and merrymaking.here you will find old friends, make new ones and have the time of your lives.you deserve it.only the best beats will be brought to you and the highest level of entertainment will be provided.
A place for all people-gay,lez,queer,transgendered,or questioning, and all of their friends, to come out and play.
Currently listening:
The Best Damn Thing (CD/DVD Deluxe Limited Edition)
By Avril Lavigne
Release date: 17 April, 2007
April 18, 2007 - Wednesday 

Current mood:  flirty
Category: Life

We werent really that close but I remember Bio class.
We had such fun.
"Joe the Fro"
Than making fun of the only guy in the dance team at the pep rally.
Remember when the sink where you wash your eyes out flooded and Rebecca and you were going crazy trying to clean it up before Mr & Mrs Meisel found out.
You will be missed but not forgotten.
Becca,Me,You,and Zach:Greatest Lab Group ever!!!

Bidding Joe Savage a sad goodbye


April 11, 2007
 
Walden — There is something to be said for boys carrying a casket.

Willing their eyes not to well, clenching their jaws lest a sob slip out, Joseph Savage's friends and family carried his body into the church. Carefully, slowly, they parted a crowd of 500 or more to gently, awkwardly, place his casket before an altar still white with Easter lilies.

Joe died in a fire in the basement of his Walden home on Friday. He had come home late from a friend's house, unbeknownst to his family, and had fallen asleep downstairs. The rest of the family escaped, not knowing there was one more to account for. Fire officials have not released the cause of the blaze.

There is something to be said for a volunteer department that hoists an American flag from the top of its ladder trucks, letting the fabric snap in the stiff crosswinds over the road to the cemetery. Such is an honor usually reserved for weathered firefighters, not shaggy-haired 17-year-old skater-boys.

Joe's mom told his friends they could wear their skater clothes to the funeral. And so Mass at the Most Precious Blood Roman Catholic Church was more sweat shirts than suits; more sneakers than polished leather.

When Monsignor Kenneth Loughman spoke of Jesus' doubts upon the cross, he spoke to a congregation of teenagers, many of whom he hadn't seen in years. One, his Mohawk combed smooth and flat, volunteered to serve as altar boy.

"Joe believed in God," the priest assured them. "Joe believed so much ... that his favorite place for skateboarding was right alongside my church."

There is something to be said when public officials attend services for the teenager who came to see them at Village Hall one night. Joe spoke for dozens of kids when he asked the mayor for a skate park.

It opened last fall in Bradley Park. The teens want it named in Joe's honor.


 

Skateboards collected in front of the church yesterday, piled around trees, epitaphs scribbled on their decks.

As the funeral procession filed past, a high school pal pointed out his car window toward a circle of middle-schoolers. "I feel sorry for them," he said. "Joe taught all of them how to skate."

"I still have my board that Joe snapped," said another friend. "The next day he bought me a pink one. A pink one!"

He laughs. Clears his throat. Digs in his pocket for a soggy piece of Kleenex. Falls apart.

There is something to be said for young men carrying a casket to the top of a cemetery hill.

Joe's brothers, side by side at the grave, squared their shoulders as their mother and father held tight to them.

After the family was led away, the teenagers closed in.

"You going to the skate park?" they asked one another.


 

"Yah, we'll be there."

Currently watching:
Happy Feet (Full Screen Edition)
Release date: 27 March, 2007
March 16, 2007 - Friday 

Current mood:  tired
Category: Life

Hey Everyone!!
I have been so busy these past weeks.
I was away yet again.
I have been job hunting and visiting family.
Spending time with friends and just having fun.
I got a hair cut yesterday(which I desperately needed).
I bought two new pairs of shoes for $25!!!

I also got sick while doing all of these things.
Its a really bad cold.
Hopefully soon it will go away.

Tomorrow night I am going to see Dead Silence.
It looks really good.
Saturday Night I might be going to The Ramada with my dad and his girlfriend for St. Patricks Day.

Than sometime this month I am going to New York City with my twin brother to visit his girlfriend who attends Mount St. Vincent College.
We might stay at her dorm or the guys dorm...dunno yet.

Than in two weeks I am going to help my dad move into his new house.
It's still in the same town but better than the place he is at now.

My dad invited me to go to Massachusetts with him and his girlfriend so we could go look at this Vacation Home Resort kinda thing.
Its a time-share but it's still worth it.
The place is called Vacation Village, I think...not to be confused with the Vacation Village I use to live at up in Loch Sheldrake(in Sullivan County).

I still have not received my GED results.
I am so nervous, but I am sure I did well.

I dont know what my plans are for Easter.
Might spend it with my mom or my dad.
I cant wait to see Avril and Emily in their Easter dresses.

My aunt and uncle are flying up from Florida at the end of May.
They will be here for about two or three weeks.
I always have a lot of fun when they are here.
I am hardly home either...we always have something planned.
I will have the house to myself for a night when they go to Fox Woods Casino in Connecticut.
They also might be going back up to Oswego for a weekend to visit my mom's aunt and uncle.
I haven't met them yet.

Next month I also have to house-sit for my father.
He is taking his girlfriend up to Caesars Poconos Resort in Pennsylvania.
I have never been there but it is mostly for lovers.
They do have family packages and activities.
Hopefully one day .

That is all for now...I think that is enough to be honest haha.
Hope you all enjoyed reading.
Have a wonderful weekend and a Happy St. Patricks Day for those of you who celebrate.

*Update: I got my GED results today. I didnt get my diploma.
All because of stupid fucking Math.
You are suppose to get a 410 on each subtest.
I received a 380 on Math and on the others I did very well.
My total score is2530 and you need a 2250.
I am so bummed right now.
I need a hug  *

 

Currently listening:
I'm Not Missing You
By Stacie Orrico
Release date: 10 August, 2006
January 25, 2007 - Thursday 

Current mood:  giggly
Category: Life

Hey Everyone!

Just wanted to let everyone know whats been going on in my life.
I am looking for a job right now.
I have applied to many places and some have contacted me and others not at all.
I have also gotten sick which sucks major ass.
I think it is some kind of viral infection.
Its going around so be careful!
I have been spending a lot of time with the people that mean the most to me.
My family and friends!
I have been having the time of my life lately and I hope it stays that way.
To the one person I havent seen in a while:
You know who you are and you know I love you very much!
Hopefully soon we will get to spend some time together.
I am gonna be busy this weekend.
I have a birthday party to go to at the Hoe Bowl(which is a bowling alley) on Saturday.
Later that night dinner with some family.
Hopefully see Epic Movie.

I also saw The Hitcher with some of my wonderful friends.
I spent some of the time waiting for the movie to start feeding them nachos and making Ashleys boyfriend uncomfortable.
I'm good at that haha

Its a remake but a kick ass movie!
If you like action,thriller,and suspense.
Than this movie is for you my friends.


Super Bowl Plans:
I have a party to go to at my dads house.
We will be eating lots of goodies and drinking of course.
My dads girlfriend is Italian so most of the food will be Italian.
We will probably be drinking soda,Budweiser,Courrs Light,Vodka,Jim Beam,Jack Daniels,maybe some wine.

So far that is it.
It might not seem like much but whatever.
Hope everyone has a fun and safe weekend!




Currently listening:
Konvicted
By Akon
Release date: 14 November, 2006