Around Monday I sold my Conjoined Twins/Golden Thread piece and so I had a little cash in the bank. My mother and I have been trying to find a new pug since ours passes.They are hard to find in Southern Louisiana. I had a doc's appointment and my mom stopped by a mini-mart and got us a classified paper to read while we were in the doc's office.And low and behold I found a listing for 2 pug puppies. I had called one place a few days before up in northern Louisiana that had some really pretty ones but it was a 2 hour drive AND the puppies were 800.00 and I don't have that kind of cash laying around,Hell I have had cars I didn't pay 800.00 for.LOL My mother really wanted another because she was EXTREMELY broken hearted over Sven's passing.It was like with me when Scooter passed it was imposable for her to deal with. I had be looking and looking for a new pug for her and was like I said having a hell of a time.So I told her the min we finished up at the doc's we'd head over the Welsh to see them and I'd get 250.00 out of the bank if she wanted one. We headed over there which is out in the boonies at a nice trailer on sort of farm land.We asked to see them and they had to in a cage.One was sort of shy and the other one came barreling out of the cage like it was nuts.Naturally mom wanted that one. For a pug it's actually a well behaved dog,it's a puppy so it doesn't like being left alone and wants to jump all over you.But my mother seems to be really happy with her.She hasn't cried once since we got her.*which is mainly to do with the fact the snazzy pug keeps her to busy so she can't get sad. The day Scooter died mom made me get a new cat,which as you all know is Mr Manxy and I don't think I would have made it through that,were it not for the fact Mr Manxy is just weird and squirrely so I was to busy with him to go to insane with grief. Oh we named the pug Possum Holler after a bar George Jones had,since I'm reading his book right now and enjoying his tales of singing,ass kicking and whisky drinking. Possum is in the living room whining and putting random things in her mouth she shouldn't and also reminding me WHY I'm more of a cat person.LOL

I went to the doc and he thinks I have bad hypoglycemia and also suspects I have polycystic ovary syndrome,so I got a blood glucose meter and they prescribed me Metformin which should help with not only preventing me from getting diabetic when I'm older but it is supposed to help with the hormone wonkiness.I have to go back for a ultrasound from the inside.Basically they stick a sort of stick shaped ultrasound inside your nether regions and look at your ovaries and stuff from the back.They get a clearer pic that way.I have one before and I HATED it.But I generally hate anything involving strangers near my nether regions.And it's pretty uncomfortable to have a camera thing used almost as a lever to press it against the back of your belly area.But I think I actually hate the outer ultrasound they gave me because of whole making you need to pee REALLY bad part and then ramming that thing against you pee filled belly. So like I have been saying I think all my probs are blood sugar and hormone related.So I don't have like ovarian cancer or something bad in general it's just imbalances.

This is one of those post where I have bitched about this subject 100 times and will bitch about it again. I have a Dr appointment on the 7th to see if they figured out what is wrong with me and my hormones and glands being nutty lately.I doubt have anything major wrong with me it's just hormone imbalances. Which the other night got me to thinking about what I'd do if I ever found out I had something major wrong with me,and what I'd regret. The only thing I could come up with is that I'd the only regrets I have had in life is not taking up for myself or taking up for myself even more in some cases and that I'd regret all the time,emotion,mind,money and labor wasted on helping "friends" who wouldn't do the same for me. And it gave me a wake up call and I thought well why the fuck don't I do this NOW. I'm tired of playing mother,father,sister,big brother ect ect to "friends" who wouldn't even and haven't even given me so much as a glass or water or stuck their necks out for me. As of right now those who have never returned the same kindness or concern to me that I have given to them can fuck off,I'm writing you off if you fall into that category. All of the people who I have listened to whine late into the night,have given money too,the creepy guys who hit on me try and take up my time and I try and be polite about it *buy something from me then I'll be nice to you*,the people online who see me as a their personal Google about things *again buy something and we will talk* the "friends" who see me as a sponge to wring out,the people who only know me when they need me can all piss off. If you don't do so much as write me and check on me,offered me a kind word,told me a potential solution to a problem or have never even bought me a fucking taco from taco bell or just showed support for me when I have been down are now dead to me. I'm tired,I'm tired of being nice when I don't want to be,answering people when I'm busy or tired,I'm tired of being paled around with because if you whine at me enough I'll break down and buy or give you something so you will shut the fuck up,I'm tired of one sided friendships and relationships,I'm tired of when I'm down on my luck or my pocket book is empty some of my "friends" disappear into the wood work. You don't check on or help me,I don't check on or help you. There is a saying that you should always ask in life situations and that is "Who Gains".Sometimes my southern politeness gets the best of me and I forgot to ask that,but from now on I will run it though my head as a mantra every time somebody even wants to be my friend. I have said I'm like the Mob if I do you a favor,and I come to you needing one you BEST hop to it.99.9% of the time I will never come to you asking for a favor,but you should keep it in mind and at the very least be mentally willing to return a favor to somebody who has helped you out.No matter how small or great. If I even just enjoy chatting with you,you have nothing to worry about as in me writing you off as my friend.I don't want everybody to be scared I'm pushing everybody away. I don't want people to get the wrong idea about me,I'm not one of those who befriends people just because I will get something out of it.Wait I'm wrong about that.I DO befriend people to get something out of it.The something is at least being happy to be around them,having good conversations and not feeling like I'm bleed dry around them.Friendships are supposed to be two way streets of enjoyment,enjoying each other's company and it being a I'll scratch your back if you scratch mine. Not a lets all claw Ugly Shyla's back till it's ribbons of bloody flesh.

Happy 4th to everybody especially you military folks. I didn't have time to take another pic since of the stress of my pug passing away. But y'all enjoyed the last one and my friend Sphinx http://www.myspace.com/sphinxart fancied it up for me so here ya go.I have also been sending the pic to the active military folks over seas,thanks to Sphinx making it more post card worthy. So if you have any body in the military you'd like me to send one too just send me the name and addy or even e-mail addy and I'll put it on my list when I get some more printed. Anyhoo happy 4th! Ugly Shyla Ugly Art Dolls Myspace Execution Style Clothing Myspace Uglyshyla.com Ugly Art Dolls Follow me on Twitter

Big congrats to my friend Leona on the birth of her baby girl.Leona models on Gods Girls so if you are a fan of her work send her a baby gift damn it.If a lady is nice enough to let you look at her boobies you should send her a baby present damn it.LOL

Money made from my stuff will be used for the new puggy fund. I have listed some new jewelry on my etsy shop http://uglyartdotnet.etsy.com,You can find more pic's and info on my etsy shop http://uglyartdotnet.etsy.com,if you don't have a etsy account and wish to buy something let me know what,your paypal e-mail addy and if you are within the USA or not.

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As some of you know my myspace friends http://www.myspace.com/tishthewitch got shot and she was having a hard time getting the funds to have him fixed up. Well she got the funds through donations and he got the surgery he needed on his leg. She said he's recovering nicely and they didn't even have to remove his little leg. I just wanted to post a update telling everybody he's doing good and thank you all so much that went out of their way and donated to her.Keep him in your thoughts he will have a speedy recovery,and once he's all better http://www.myspace.com/tishthewitch wants to start a foundation for animals who like Presley who are victims of violent crime. Thank you guys so much again that donated to her! Ugly Shyla Ugly Art Dolls Myspace Execution Style Clothing Myspace Uglyshyla.com Ugly Art Dolls Follow me on Twitter

My mother and I went today and had to have our almost 20 year old pug Sven put to sleep.She was just starting to shut down we took her to the emergency vet yesterday and she wasn't doing any better today.We took her to University Animal Clinic in Lake Charles because her usual vet was on vacation.The vet in there was AMAZING and let us hold her while he ended her suffering,and even made a paw print of her paw for us to keep. Once I'm not so upset and out of it I need to send him some flowers or something.He went above and beyond to be kind and we really appreciated it. We buried Sven next to Scooter in a little wooden box my friend Gary passed away had given us.I lined it with some pink satin I usually use for the Memento Mori baby dolls I make.So she had a nice soft little resting place. Sven started out as my mom's dog because I'm more of a cat person and I naturally grew attached to her.I want my mom to get another one as soon as possible.There is a girl we think in Eunice who has them for I think around under 300.00 and I have a bunch of Jewelry ect I'm working on and will be working on as soon as I'm feeling more up to par and not so sad.So when I finish that I will hocking stuff for the new pug fund.

Ever since Michael Jackson died I keep telling my mother "See his parents made him work himself to DEATH*LOL I work till I'm insane and my mom spends all my money.I Love her to death but I enjoy telling her I'm the white female Gary Coleman *plus Gary Coleman is kind of a bitch so that makes him and I have even more in common*,Mom even took my CHANGE I had in a jar in the bathroom the other day.She took my CHANGE,but she gave it back when she saw the excitement it caused. I also like to read literature on saints who usually just die from religious fanaticism and exhaustion and rant to everybody that I will end up like that. On a side note what is totally fucked up about the Michael Jackson thing is if he didn't molest those kids it's totally fucked up if he had to endure all the drama from that. If he did do it he should have been raked over hot coals,but I also know that when you are a total weirdo people will accuse you of crazy shit.Much less when you are a famous weirdo with allot of money.

Please donate for my friends dog that got shot. One of my myspace friends http://www.myspace.com/tishthewitch mailed me asking for advice about a pet getting it's leg amputated since I have has pets in the past missing parts due to injury.Come to find out her little doggy got outside and got SHOT by some asshole.She literally spent her last dine putting a down payment on treatment for her puppy.So I offered to post around asking folks to donate,she didn't ask me to do it and here is proof her doggy is hurt and you can find pic's of him on her myspace http://www.myspace.com/tishthewitch *you can also contact her at that myspace to send condonances. So please help donate to raise up to $1136 for his amputation to his left front leg to save her doggy.Here paypal e-mail to donate to is tishaself@gmail.com Even if you can give a dollar I'm sure it would help her out.She has till next thursday to come up with the money,and if you can't give anything please keep her pup in your prayers. Ugly Art Dolls Myspace Execution Style Clothing Myspace Uglyshyla.com Ugly Art Dolls Follow me on Twitter Thanks Ugly Shyla