That's right I'm back and this time I hope for good.

Things have gotten off to a rocky start but I do hope and pray that thing's will get better.

I love California, while I wasn't born here I do feel it's my home.

It's odd being back though, a lot has changed in 3 years.

I've changed allot in 3 years.

 

If anyone is interested in having me involved in any projects, art shows, or if you want to hang out just e-mail me.

 

I'm also going to be selling my art amongst other things on ebay.

I've been scared for too long to say what's on my mind, too many people have crossed me and hurt me and left me for dead.
They've raped my ideas, tarnished the shine in my eyes, & left me with deep pains that will last forever.
I've met someone new I'm in love and loves in me.
I'm starting to wonder if I've ever known what love was or if I just thought I knew.
I'm also starting to question if I know what friends are and if I have any.
It's odd to rethink something that you believe you know the answers to.
For the past 4 years I've been in hell, tortured by people who are below me as a creature.
If I didn't know the consequence for my actions so many people who have crossed me would be dead.
I'm breaking my chains from the slave owners behind the Wal.
I've grown close to past people and relatives again making this escape harder on me than it needs to be.
But this is really something I must do for myself.
The demons grasp on harder as the time draws nearer.
Even a few long distance demons are in on the act, claiming to be positives when I can only see them in negative.
Stop claiming me when you only know my name and face, and those 2 items you can't claim either.
My works, my creations, my life means more than the world to me and I will stop at nothing to get what I want and rightfully deserve out of life.
Money is an object and all objects can be destroyed.
It's high time we remove the signs from our eyes, open the flood gates to our souls and have a deep look at whom we are and stop lying to ourselves.
Humans are vicious creatures who tell themselves lies repeating it enough times to believe it.
If you can't see yourself for what you really are I will and you won't like what I have to show you.
I'm not ashamed of whom or what I am so stop being ashamed for me.
I lost someone a long time ago not realizing it, I found him while on holiday.
We spent 3 years wallowing in our thoughts and collective landfill of memories.
We got reacquainted with ourselves, he asked me why I wanted him to go away so badly.
For the longest time I had no answer, instead connecting myself with him bit by bit.
Now that we are together again I understand so much about why he is so important and why I'll never lose him again.
This other person is I, myself before I left Pittsburgh in 2002.
Now merged at last, stronger, wiser, older, & more confident in myself I'm ready to embark on my journey to finish what I started.
I'm not the same man you once met in passing.
Everything you think you knew about me forget it.
If you think I'm the naive boy that you took advantage of think again.
If I am ever to be respected as an artist this is how it must be.
You artless sluts have no idea just how insignificant you are, I'm a full fledged planet when your just a star.
Stop paying admission and start paying attention.
<13
-V.M.

I will be in NYC on Feb. 6th & 7th for the NYC Comicon.

I'll have free time at points during these 2 days, so if anyone wants to do anything or show me the hot stores, sites, and club that'd be great.

Hell I'm even up for just chilling, taking photos or site seeing as well.

-V.M.