In grade school I spent everyday not needed to concentrate and just being able to have  fun.  Easy straight A's.  High school is a whole new ball game.  I study my butt off but I still don't get the grades I want.  My whole dream of going to a good school died on the first day.  Now I just have to be content getting on first honors and that is a struggle every quarter.  How in the hell do some kids do it.  I have tons of free time when I'm not playing a sport but I still don't have the concentration to memorize a biology book from cover to cover.  I came up to a solution to my problem but unfortunately it's to late for me.  Parents need to start sending their kids to great grade schools where they need to have to work hard everyday.  America is fastly becoming one of the dumbest countries in the world.  We need to start pushing students harder at an early age.  Middle class white people have the toughest time getting in to college.  Schools are just to expensive now and there aren't enough scholarships that go to above average studnts that aren't geniuses.  So why don't we start early so students can recieve satisfactory grades in high school and more will be able to permeate the ever thickening walls to getting into top schools.

First I'm going to start out with a poem but don't think I'm super religious or something!!

LIQUOR leaves you breathless   DRUGS leave you senseless  JESUS won't leave you regardless

Being a teen certainly has its pressures. The afore mentioned being the biggest in my opinion.  I took some time to reflect on them today and here's what I got out of it.

Wow doing thise three things will certainly help your "cool factor" but is it really worth it?  Yeah that's going to put you on the top now but what about the rest of your life.  God put all of us on this earth to complete a mission. We all have a calling in life. It's our decision to accept it or not. We've all got a talent to bless the world with. Sex, drugs, and alcohol turn us away from our goals. They are nothing but debasers.  As for me I want to be successful in life so I'm turning away from all the debasers I can.  I've got to much talent to end up dead or a father at 16. For all of you that do that stuff I'm not targeting you. Make any decision you want to it's your life.  I believe that I'm on the right track though and I'm definitely on the right track and nothing can stop me if I truly want it.Anyone can as long as they don't let debasers get in the way.  No one said the roadis easy but it isn't impossible.

Does anybody else feel like their the brain of their family.  No matter how much you excel on the court you can't  seem to match your bench-sitting cousins.  Everytime we're together as a family they're the ones that do the manly work while I just rest my pretty head.  Well I'm certainly tired of this.  When I try to lift weights and get into good shapeeveryone asks me why.  Can't they just get it into their minds that yeah I'm smart but I might have a little athleticism too.  Just once I want to be considered a man just as strong and capable as all the blue collared people I know.