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Last Updated: 10/9/2009

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Status: Single
City: Westside of Ldn or Whereva I lay my mic!
Country: UK
Signup Date: 11/3/2005

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Wednesday, February 13, 2008 

Current mood:  understimulated
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
I TOOK A BREAK FROM THE RAPPING AND POETRY WRITING TO ADD ANOTHER TITLE TO MY RESUME..

MUSIC VIDEO DIRECTOR.

EXTREME THANKS TO MR LUKE BIGGINS (MY CO-DIRECTOR ON THIS PROJECT), YASHA AND THE WHOLE CREW FOR ALLOWING ME TO BRING MY DUMB IDEA TO LIFE! SPECIAL THANK YOU TO TAMIKO FOR ALL HER HELP.. I WOULDA LOST MY MIND WITHOUT YOU.

BEHIND THE SCENES

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Thanx to Yasha & Sonya & Peter To 4 taking pictures so I could steal them lol.

Wednesday, August 29, 2007 

Current mood:  indescribable
Category: Writing and Poetry

NIGHTMARES

Looking in the mirror, I blink once and shiver,

The reflection in the shiny silver frame is a stranger.

Same features as me.. but his eyes unfamiliar..

Burning with a desire for murder, his stare heats my head like a fever..

I blink twice and its me again,

Dismiss the thought of the stranger, put it down to too much juice and gin,

Pull the sheets off the bed, slip in and tuck myself in..

Fade 2 black, Fade 2 sleep,

For like five minutes..then…a creak..

Fling myself out my sheets

Senses peaked!

I creep towards the corridor,

I reach for the baseball bat behind the chest of drawers..

Slowly enter the living room,

Hmm,

Empty, apart from the dull glow of the television.

Hmmm..wait!

I didn't leave this bloody thing on?!

dismiss the thought....

can't get caught up in this here

turn of the idiot box, then a voice bangs the drum in my ear..

"it took you long enough..been waiting for you to come down!"

I spin around,

facing a full length mirror now..

but the reflection is not quite me somehow..

the stranger returns,

his stare more burns,

with an intensity that threatens to put my soul in an urn

he calls me "worm"

says "weak you are!"

"you have had 20 something years and look at who you are?!"

"Mr nice guy aka everybody doormat,

I'm here to upgrade you..reset..replace your format!"

with that.... He reaches out from the reflection

next thing i know...

I am nothing BUT the reflection

He is free

He is Me

LORD SAVE US ALL....

THE END?..............

Currently reading:
Have Gun Will Travel
By Ronin Ro
Release date: 16 March, 1999
Wednesday, August 15, 2007 

Current mood:  curious
Category: Life

WOW!


NOW BROTHERS...
IF UR ASS FOUND OUR UR GIRL HAD A GIRLFRIEND..
HOW WOULD UR ASS REACT?
I KNO HOW I WOULD...
NOT LIKE IVE BIN THERE B4....

U DIG?

V.....

Currently reading:
Cant Stop Wont Stop a History of Hip Hop
By Jeff Chang
Release date: 1980
Sunday, May 20, 2007 

Current mood:  bitchy
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities

IN THE SAME STATE WHERE THEY GAVE TOOKIE DEATH..

THIS BITCH...(YEA I SAID BITCH GODDAMIT!!....CALL A SPADE A SPADE DAMMIT!!)

IS GETTING HER SENTENCE REDUCED...FOR GOOD BEHAVIOUR...

B4 SHE EVEN GOES TO JAIL (OR REHAB WITH BARS)

SHE DEFINATLY DESERVES A BITCH SLAP WITH A BASEBALL BAT!!

WHEW IT FEELS GOOD 2 VENT IN PUBLIC LOL.

Currently watching:
CB4 - The Movie
Release date: 07 January, 2003
Wednesday, April 11, 2007 

Category: Life

LIL WAYNE

Snitch!
dont let cha mouth open up cuz you dont wanna see the handgun open up,(no)dont let cha mouth open up cuz you dont wanna see the automatic open up, (no) dont let cha mouth open up cuz you dont wanna see the handgun open up(no) dont let cha mouth open up cuz you dont wanna see the automatic open up, (no)

OBIE TRICE

You will meet the lord snitchin, given us a century
These cats is rats now, the streets need decon
Thats how they react now, weak, when the heat's on them
Stop snitchen, you asked for the life you live in

I'M SURE THERE ARE MORE REFERENCES OUT THERE..

BUT HEY ITS JUST MY BLOG NOT A FINAL ESSAY...

BEING A SNITCH ISNT SEXY IS IT?

ITS NOT SOMETHING US BLACK PEOPLE ARE SUPPOSED TO DO, IS IT?

I MEAN ITS NOT GANGSTA...RIGHT?

OK...

PICTURE THE SCENE..

UR FATHER/MOTHER/BROTHER/SISTER/HUSBAND/WIFE/BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND...

(YOU GET THE PICTURE)

IS AT HOME/SHOPPING/IN THE PARK

THEN OUTTA NOWHERE

THAT PERSON IS ROBBED/SHOT/STABBED/MURDERED!!!

THERE ARE WITNESSES... AT LEAST 5 PEOPLE SEE/HEAR SOMETHING... AT LEAST 1 PERSON KNOWS WHO DID IT..

YOUR BLOOD IS BURNING FOR SOME SORT OF RETRIBUTION..

BUT NOT ONE PERSON COMES FORWARD WITH INFORMATION...

EVERY DAY OF YOUR LIFE YOU WAIT...

YOU FIEND FOR AN ANSWER..

BUT GUESS WAT....

IT AINT COOL 2 STITCH.. ITS AGAINST THE UNWRITTEN CODE.

WHAT IS YOUR VIEW ON "SNITCHING"?

Currently reading:
I, Lucifer: Finally, the Other Side of the Story
By Glen Duncan
Release date: 02 April, 2003
Sunday, April 08, 2007 

Current mood:  discontent
Category: Life

I LAUGH...

NO WAIT...REWIND BACK..

I FORM AN EMPTY SMILE AND PART MY LIPS AND FAKE THE SOUND OF LAUGHTER...

ANOTHER PARTY,

 ANOTHER SOCIAL EVENT I WAS TOLD I COULDN'T, SHOULDN'T MISS..

SURROUNDED BY OVERDRESSED BROKE PRICKS

AND UNDERDRESSED YET INSECURE LIL' MISSES

LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO PAY THEM ATTENTION SO THEY GET THE OPPURTUNITY TO DISMISS..

BEING INTRODUCED TO ANOTHER "INDUSTRY" PERSON

WHO WAS DYING TO MEET MYSELF IN PERSON..

QUICK TO MENTION THAT I'M SHORTER/TALLER, SLIMMER/FATTER, LIGHTER/DARKER IN PERSON...

(INSERT ANOTHER "LAUGH" HERE)

AS THEY RAMBLE ON ABOUT THEIR EMPTY CAREER HIGHLIGHTS...

I TRY TO TRANSLATE THEIR LIES INTO REAL LIFE...

THEN START TO THINK ABOUT MY LIFE ..

IS THIS THE DREAM I WORKED MY ENTIRE EXISTANCE FOR?

THIS CAN'T BE RIGHT, THERE'S GOTTA BE MORE..

I TAKE ANOTHER PICTURE WITH..

ANOTHER PERSON WHO PROBABLY DOESNT KNOW MY NAME

BUT HER/HIS FRIENDS TOLD THEM I CARRY SOME SORT OF FAME...

THE FLASH MAKES ME DIZZY...

I'M NOT EVEN TIPSY

BUT MY BELLY FEELS A LIL SICKLY..

GOTTA GET SOME AIR!!

I VACATE THE CLUB/BAR/SHOW/TORTURE VIA THE REAR..

THE COLD LONDON AIR CUTS THROUGH THE GARMENT I WEAR..

THEN....SUDDENLY... A TEAR..

THEN ANOTHER...

WHAT THE FUCK!! AWWWW HELL NO!!

A BROTHER CANT CRY..

THAT AINT RIGHT.. WHY OH WHY?

FIX UP FOOL... I SCREAM AT MYSELF IN MY HEAD..

RATHER BE DEAD THAN BE CAUGHT LETTING TEARS SHED...

BECAUSE IN A YOUNG BLACK MAN'S WORLD

THERE ARE A FEW RULES

RIDE OR DIE

AND

NEVER LET EM SEE YOU CRY

.........

TO BE CONTINUED

Currently reading:
The Alchemist: A Fable About Following Your Dream
By Paulo Coelho
Release date: 10 May, 1995
Saturday, March 24, 2007 

Current mood:  aggravated
Category: Life

Ok I gotta vent!!
*sees certain people running 4 cover*
Now... Maybe I'm just getting old (I'm in my early 20s)
But every minute some is talking bout "free (insert ghetto AKA here)"
Usually in refrence 2 one ov
Friends/family/babyfather/hood legends...
Ok so I'm guessing that the person being talked about is wrongfully imprisoned....
Ummm
Nope..
9 outta 10times these people are in jail 4 sumthing they actually did wrong!
WTF!!!
Most extreme case iv heard ov was this 28yr old man in London who shot an 18yr old girl cold blooded...
Got arrested.. And people made t shirts saying free him!
Hmmmm
Sometimes my own peoples ignorance scares me!
*end ov vent*

Currently reading:
The Zahir: A Novel of Obsession (P.S.)
By Paulo Coelho
Release date: 03 July, 2006
Tuesday, March 13, 2007 

Current mood:  blank
Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping

FOR A CERTAIN PERSON ON MYSPACE

THAT TRIED TO CLASH MY WARDROBE GAME WITH THEIR MARKET AIR FORCES.......

THIS IS WHERE I DARTH VADER YOU YOUNG JEDI ...

MWAHAHAHA..

HOLLA AT ME.. I'LL HOOK YOU UP 4 A SMALL FEE

B.A.M.N!!!!!!!

UPDATE MARCH 2007!!!

I'M MICHEAL JACKSON...UR TITO!!

Currently watching:
Borat - Cultural Learnings of America for Make Benefit Glorious Nation of Kazakhstan (Widescreen Edition)
Release date: 06 March, 2007
Monday, March 12, 2007 

Current mood:  determined
Category: Music
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Tuesday, March 06, 2007 

Current mood:  annoyed
Category: Life

WHY OH WHY OH WHY IS IT THAT NOWADAYS...
YOU GO TO A RAVE/CLUB/DANCE....
AND AT THE END OF THE NIGHT....
INSTEAD OF PLAYING SLOW JAMS....
THEY PLAY FUNKY HOUSE?

SO THAT GIRL OR GUY YOU HAVE BEEN SHARING LIL LOOKS/GLANCES/SMILES WITH AND HAVE BIN ACHING 2 DANCE WITH...
GETS SWEPT AWAY IN A FURY OF ARM WAVING AND HYPENESS...
WAT HAPPENED 2 HEARING TUNES LIKE THIS AT THE END?



DAMN I'M GETTING OLD...LOL

Currently listening:
Dru Hill
By Dru Hill
Release date: 19 November, 1996